(De) Kleines News-Update! Ab sofort habe ich einen Linktree, der die wichtigsten Seiten wie mein AO3 und Tumblr umfasst, sowie einige Seiten, auf denen ihr mein Buch "Dangerous Desires" finden könnt. Auch Goodreads und eine Seite, auf der ihr euch für meinen Newsletter anmelden könnt, um Updates zu meinen Büchern zu erhalten, sind jetzt verfügbar.

(Eng)

Small news update! I now have a Linktree featuring key pages such as my AO3 and Tumblr, a few places where you can find my book "Dangerous Desires", as well as Goodreads, and a page where you can sign up for my newsletter for book updates.

Christmas Wishes

Pairing: Loki/Reader

Warnung: Smut, Couch Sex, Rough Sex

Materlist Here!

"Are you sure it's okay if you stay here? You can come with me and Vision too," Wanda offered Y/N gently, making her smile as she shook her head.

"Wanda, it's really fine for me to stay here, besides who else is going to watch the Grinch?" she asked with amusement, "I promised Tony for this and I'm honestly glad I have a job other than sorting letters all the time."

She smiled faintly, feeling a little depressed by the situation as she had no family or boyfriend. Her friends all lived in the Tower and were part of the Avengers. Y/N had been a trained and qualified agent of SHIELD until the collapse, after which Tony hired her as an assistant. She was grateful to him, even though it hadn't been her dream, after all she was qualified for more, but she told herself it was only until she found something better.

"Alright, but if there's anything, let me know right away," Wanda asked her and she nodded in response.

"Now go, before Vision and you miss the Quinjet, Tony doesn't like to wait," she said with a laugh and her friend rolled her eyes.

"Good...I'll see you soon and don't forget to open your present," she said before they both said goodbye to each other. Y/N watched the jet take off before she went back to her room. There was a present on her bed that must be from Wanda; she carefully picked it up and unwrapped it as she sat down on the bed. She took the lid off the box and saw a small oblong box underneath. Y/N took the box and opened it. Inside was a gold bracelet with an emerald in the center and a note. Y/N placed the bracelet on the bed and read the note: "When I saw the bracelet, I thought of you. She shook her head with a smile and then put the bracelet on. The bracelet was beautiful. After a moment of looking at the bracelet, she got up and went to the kitchen. It was pretty unlikely that she would see Loki, he hardly ever came out of his room. Her luck. Y/N looked around the fridge and sighed as she grabbed the leftovers from last night's dinner and put them in the microwave. While the food was warming, she decided to make herself some cocoa. Cup in hand, she leaned against the kitchen island and stared at the wall. She probably should have just accepted Wanda's offer and celebrated Christmas with her, then she wouldn't be alone in the sense that Loki couldn't be counted as company. But that wouldn't have been fair of her, after all, it was Wanda and Vision's first Christmas together as a couple. The beeping of the microwave made her flinch and she put the cocoa down so she could take the food out.

"What's that?" she heard a voice behind her, making her flinch again because she hadn't heard someone come in, and she dropped the plate on the countertop. Luckily for her, it was only a few centimeters and it remained intact. Y/N then turned to see Loki standing behind her, looking at the cocoa. "Some kind of this coffee?"

Y/N furrowed her brow in confusion at the words, taking a moment to realize it. Why did he even care? It wasn't like he had ever even spoken a word to her. Finally, she shook her head and looked at him more closely. Now she saw that he was only wearing a pair of black pants. His chest was bare and she could hardly take her eyes off his muscular chest. He was attractive, she knew that already, but seeing him like this, he was more than sexy. Thor couldn't even hold a candle to him in that case. God, what was she even thinking about? He was a criminal. His hair was damp and she was sure he'd come out of the shower. He cleared his throat and pulled her out of her trance. Only now did she realize she hadn't answered and felt the blood rise to her cheek. "Um...it's cocoa," she breathed softly. She felt ridiculous for reacting the way she did. Loki lifted the cup and sipped it.

"Sweet," he said with a smirk on his lips as he licked it. Y/N bit her lip lightly and held onto the countertop. Loki set the cup down and stepped up to her. She pressed herself closer to the countertop, which of course he noticed. "Is that fear?" Her breathing became shallower the closer he got. It definitely wasn't fear, but excitement. She could feel her panties getting wetter and she felt ashamed. She turned away from him when he was only a few inches away and brushed a strand of hair behind her ear.

"I'm not afraid of you, Loki," she said, trying to make her voice sound normal, but gasped softly when she felt him right behind her, his breath brushing the back of her neck. His hands rested next to hers on the work surface. His lips were close to her ear.

"I'm not," she breathed, pushing against him to push him away, but when she did, he wrapped his arm around her and held her to him. "Let me fucking go..." She tried to get him off her and tried to punch him, but he stopped her and held her wrists.

"I expected more from an agent," he breathed into her ear and kissed her neck softly. She closed her eyes slightly and took a deep breath. "Tell me you don't want me and I'll let you, but if you want me, I promise you it will be the night of your life." His words excited her, but she couldn't act on them. He was her job. "Agree and I'll fuck you until all you know is my name." She stopped trying to get out of his grip and he let go of her wrists. As soon as his grip loosened, she turned in his arm and stood on her tiptoes before her lips gently brushed his. He placed his hands on her back and deepened the kiss slightly. "I knew you'd agree." Y/N looked up at him slightly and smiled before she stepped firmly on his lip to and on his foot.

Loki hadn't expected this and let her go. She immediately stepped back and grabbed her food and cocoa before walking out of the kitchen. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Loki leaning against the kitchen island with one hand and his jaw tensed. She bit her lip lightly at the thought of the kiss when she had left. Of course it was arousing what he had done, but she didn't want to join in his game so that he could brag afterwards that he had had something with her. She went into the living room and put both on the table. Leaning back in the sofa, she gazed at the emerald on the bracelet and smiled faintly.

"God," she moaned softly as she closed her eyes. She shouldn't have let the situation with Loki get this far in the first place.

"You know, that wasn't very nice," Loki's voice suddenly breathed in her ear, startling her. Y/N stood up and glared at him as he crossed his arms in front of his chest.

"What kind of fucking game is this, Loki? Just leave me alone," she said before simply walking out of the room. She could hear his footsteps behind her, but tried to ignore it until a hand grabbed her by the arm and spun her around.

"What game are you talking about?" he asked, but she tried to get out of his grip again, instead Loki pushed her against the wall. "Answer me."

"You've never spoken a word to me, Loki. What else am I supposed to think this is but you just wanting me so you can make a fool of me in front of everyone later?" she asked softly, looking down. Loki didn't want that though and put a finger under her chin to make her look at him.

"I never spoke to you because they told me not to, Y/N. Now that they're gone, I wanted to take my chance," he said, smiling mischievously, "It would be our secret if you let me." His hands lightly stroked down her body and she savored his touch as he pressed himself against her body for good measure and she could feel his hard erection. Y/N moaned softly and grabbed his shoulders. "All you have to do is say yes..."

"Yes," she breathed softly. Without hesitation, Loki lifted her up and she wrapped her legs around his hips. She couldn't and wouldn't fight her desires any longer. Who could blame her. He began to kiss her neck and suck on her skin as well.

His hands roamed under her shirt and stroked her there until he opened her pants and slipped a hand inside. Y/N moaned as he stroked her through her panties.

"So wet for me...I knew it," he said with a grin, pulling the panties aside to fondle her pussy properly.

"L-Loki," she moaned, clawing at his hair. He didn't seem to waste any time and pushed two fingers into her wet pussy. She moved one hand to his back and lightly clawed his shoulder. His fingers thrust deep and fast into her as his thumb rubbed her clit.

"Such a good girl," he hummed in satisfaction. She threw her head back and enjoyed his fingers thrusting into her; it made her imagine what his cock would feel like inside her.

"Take me," she moaned as his fingers continued to thrust into her. She wanted more. Suddenly his fingers stopped and he pulled out of her. Y/N gasped and moaned at the loss. She barely noticed as he carried her back into the living room and laid her on the sofa. Loki reached for the waistband of her pants and pulled them down with her panties. She looked up at him and waited to see what he would do. He lay on top of her as he kissed her passionately and grabbed her wrists, holding them in one hand above her head. His free hand traveled back down and caressed her pussy again. "I want you..."

"Tell me exactly what you want," he said, looking into her eyes.

"I want you to fuck me properly, show me how much better you are than the men on Midgard," she moaned and spread her legs wider for him. Loki moaned and let her hands go before pulling her shirt over her head and unzipping his pants. Y/N took advantage of the moment and slipped her hand inside before stroking his cock until he grabbed her hand and slid his pants down. She watched as he took himself in hand and rubbed the tip at her entrance.

"I'll ruin you for any other man," he groaned, thrusting into her in one swift thrust. Y/N moaned loudly and clawed at his back with her nails. "Norns...you're so fucking tight around me."

She had thrown her head back, savoring the feel of him. "I love how big you feel inside me..." She lifted her hips to show him she was ready. Loki pulled out of her almost completely, down to the tip, before thrusting back into her pussy hard.

"If I had known how good it would feel, I would have taken you much sooner," he moaned and continued to thrust into her. Y/N moaned his name again and again as she sank completely into the feeling of him filling her. His hands gripped her sides tightly, pulling her against him with each thrust. She knew she would be completely sore tomorrow, but it was definitely more than worth it. Y/N wrapped her legs around him and moaned in satisfaction.

"Oh god," she moaned as he continued, thrusting hard into her pussy. Her fingers dug into his back. "Don't stop, Loki." Y/N could already feel her orgasm building inside her. He let one of her sides go and move between their bodies so he could rub her clit. She tightened around him and moaned.

He kept going and sat up slightly so that he was thrusting into her at a new angle, hitting her G-spot with every single thrust. She barely managed to hold back her climax, even though she didn't want it to stop. It was just great the feeling of him taking her and she was already aware that he was making good on his promise to ruin her for every man. "Come for me, Y/N, come for my cock," he said, thrusting into her hard with every word.

Unexpectedly, she came around him and began to tremble from the force of the sensation. Loki continued to thrust into her until she came down from her orgasm and then thrust deep into her one last time, filling her with his cum. Y/N moaned loudly at the sensation and breathed heavily. When she opened her eyes, she looked up at him and pulled her on top of him to kiss him passionately.

"That was definitely as promised," she breathed against his lips and stroked his cheek gently. Loki grinned and stroked her bracelet with his thumb.

"And the night isn't over yet...But first, one more question, if I may," he said and she hummed in response, "Do you like my gift?" She looked at him in confusion and saw that he was looking at her bracelet and then recognized it.

"It's from you? Not from Wanda?" Loki shook his head.

"Wanda's present is under the tree. The bracelet is from me," he said with a grin. She took a deep breath and then smiled.

"I love it," she said and kissed him softly.

"Merry Christmas," Loki said against her lips. She pulled him back down to her and kissed him again. Spending the holidays here was better than she had thought after all.

Loki becoming the God of Stories. - 02x06

I'm in shock. This was STUNNING! I'll need at least 2 months to wrap my head around it, I love it so much!

De:

Dangerous Desires (Am 1.11.23 Erhältlich!)

Huhu💚

Ich melde mich mit guten Neuigkeiten. Mein erstes Buch📖 "Dangerous Desires" wird am 01.11.23🗓️ bei BoD Buchshop, Apple Books, Google Play Store, Kobo, Tolino, Amazon, Thalia, bücher.de, uvm. sowohl in gedruckter Form, als auch als Ebook erscheinen und dann dort bestellbar sein🥳. Bis dahin müsst ihr nur noch ein wenig Geduld haben und ich freue mich auf eure Meinungen zu dem Buch. Sobald es verfügbar ist, werde ich euch auch mit den Links zu den gängigen Onlineshops💻 versorgen.

Alles Liebe,

MischievousHiddleston/ Catherine Mikaelson😉

Hier auch noch Mal der Klapptext für Interessierte: Gefangen zwischen Gefahr und Verlangen

Voller Hoffnung zieht Gia Thompson von ihrer Heimatstadt Whitby nach London und will alles hinter sich lassen, um ihren Traum zu leben, aber nichts scheint so zu laufen, wie es geplant war: Ausgerechnet an ihrem ersten Tag stößt sie in einen charmanten, aber auch mysteriösen Fremden, John Malik, den ihre Gedanken nicht mehr loslassen wollen. Als sie ihm kurz darauf erneut begegnet, nutzt der Mann die gegebene Möglichkeit sie um ein Date zu bitten, dem sie zögerlich Zustimmt. Gia hat nicht erwartet einen Mann wie ihn zu treffen, noch sich in ihn zu verlieben. Doch beides geschieht und sie wird unweigerlich in seine Welt hereingezogen, die dunkler als erwartet ist. Schon bald ist sie von der Schwärze, die ihn umgibt, selbst eingehüllt und muss sich entscheiden, ob John es wert ist mit dieser Dunkelheit umzugehen.

 

Wird die junge Frau je wieder in Sicherheit sein oder erlischt ihr eigenes Licht?

Eng:

Yoo-hoo💚

I'm getting back to you with some good news. My first book📖 "Dangerous Desires" will be published on 01.11.23🗓️ by BoD Buchshop, Apple Books, Google Play Store, Kobo, Tolino, Amazon, Thalia, bücher.de, etc. both in print and as an ebook and will be available for order there🥳 It is written in German. Until then, you just have to be patient and I look forward to your opinions on the book. As soon as it's available, I'll also provide you with links to the usual online shops💻.

All love,

MischievousHiddleston/ Catherine Mikaelson😉

Here is the blurb for those who are interested: Caught between danger and desire

Full of hope, Gia Thompson moves from her hometown of Whitby to London, eager to leave everything behind to live her dream, but nothing seems to go as planned: on her first day, of all days, she bumps into a charming but mysterious stranger, John Malik, who her thoughts refuse to let go of. When she meets him again shortly afterwards, the man takes the given opportunity to ask her out, to which she hesitantly agrees. Gia did not expect to meet a man like him, nor to fall in love with him. But both happen and she is inevitably drawn into his world, which is darker than expected. Soon she is enveloped by the blackness that surrounds him herself and must decide if John is worthy of dealing with that darkness.

Will the young woman ever be safe again or will her own light go out?

Little Book Sneak Peak

(De)

Gefangen zwischen Gefahr und Verlangen

Voller Hoffnung zieht Gia Thompson von ihrer Heimatstadt Whitby nach London und will alles hinter sich lassen, um ihren Traum zu leben, aber nichts scheint so zu laufen, wie es geplant war: Ausgerechnet an ihrem ersten Tag stößt sie in einen charmanten, aber auch mysteriösen Fremden, John Malik, den ihre Gedanken nicht mehr loslassen wollen. Als sie ihm kurz darauf erneut begegnet, nutzt der Mann die gegebene Möglichkeit sie um ein Date zu bitten, dem sie zögerlich Zustimmt. Gia hat nicht erwartet einen Mann wie ihn zu treffen, noch sich in ihn zu verlieben. Doch beides geschieht und sie wird unweigerlich in seine Welt hereingezogen, die dunkler als erwartet ist. Schon bald ist sie von der Schwärze, die ihn umgibt, selbst eingehüllt und muss sich entscheiden, ob John es wert ist mit dieser Dunkelheit umzugehen.

Wird die junge Frau je wieder in Sicherheit sein oder erlischt ihr eigenes Licht?

A/N Mein Buch wird dieses Jahr erscheinen, über das genaue Datum werde ich euch informieren, sobald es festgelegt ist. Es wird auf Deutsch erscheinen und sowohl als E-book, als auch als print im Buchhandel erscheinen.

(Eng) under the cut

Caught between danger and desire

Full of hope, Gia Thompson moves from her hometown of Whitby to London and wants to leave everything behind to live her dream, but nothing seems to go as planned: on her first day, of all days, she bumps into a charming but also mysterious stranger, John Malik, whom her thoughts refuse to let go of. When she meets him again shortly after, the man takes the given opportunity to ask her out, to which she hesitantly agrees. Gia didn't expect to meet a man like him, nor to fall in love with him. But both happen and she is inevitably drawn into his world, which is darker than expected. Soon she is enveloped by the blackness that surrounds him herself and must decide if John is worthy of dealing with that darkness.

Will the young woman ever be safe again, or will her own light go out?

A/N My book will be released this year, I will let you know the exact date as soon as it is set. It will be published in German and will be available as an e-book as well as in print in bookstores.

(De)

Hey Leute,

Ich habe versprochen euch auf dem Laufenden zu halten wie es so mit meinem Buch läuft. Ich bin stolz zu sagen, dass die Rohfassung fertig geschrieben ist und ich mich nun ans überarbeiten machen🥰, sodass mein erstes Buch noch dieses Jahr in Deutschland erscheinen wird. Natürlich werde ich euch informieren, sobald ein Datum festgelegt ist. Gerne könnt ihr mir Fragen stellen und ich werde sie beantworten.🥰

(Eng)

Hey guys,

I promised to keep you updated on how my book is coming along. I'm proud to say that the rough draft is done🥰 and I'm now revising it so that my first book will be published in Germany this year. Of course I will inform you as soon as a date is set. Feel free to ask me questions and I will answer them.🥰

I think everyone knows about the whole situation with Tenoch, no matter which side everyone is on and what they want to believe. That is also good. Everyone has freedom of speech, which they should live out as they see fit. I don't want to participate in the discussion about who is telling the truth and who is not.

I stay out of it completely, but I would like to say that, as a fanfiction writer, it is really sad for me that so many who previously actively commented and supported me on my Namor fanfiction have simply stopped and disappeared. None of the writers were or are responsible for any of this. They write out of their passion and there is nothing reprehensible about that. Some have deleted their fanfictions for various reasons or stopped writing. Either because they have turned away from the fandome or fear a shitstorm if they continue to write, but the FFs have nothing to do with the situation, they are works/books about a fictional character that is not the real person, it is a story the writer created and is theirs. No one has to support Tenoch or anything like that, but be so fair all this not to refer to the writer or the FF you liked until recently. As I said, I'm not going to choose a side of "truth" as I personally know nothing about what really happened between the two except for the things that have been made public, as has everyone else of this fandom.

All love,

MischievousHiddleston

A statement from Tenoch Huerta of the current situation

Enemies (Part 17)

All Parts here! / Masterlist here!

Day after day. Week after week. Time continued to pass as Shuri tried every single way to wake Namor from his sleep. Her belly was getting bigger and the birth date was getting closer, but she didn't want her child to be born without her husband. She was scared and wanted him by her side. She spent every moment in her lab while Nakia made sure the princess ate enough. Shuri started the machine and closed her eyes as her hand rested on her stomach, stroking it gently and lovingly. "Process complete," the voice in front of Griot finally sounded, and the young woman opened her eyes before reaching out and mindfully taking the modified heart-shaped herb. She had once again altered the substance of the herb so that it matched the DNA of the God King and, with any luck, it would remove all damage. Shuri placed the herb in the bowl and ground it until it was just a blue-purple liquid. Her hands wrapped around the bowl and lifted it up before carrying it into the room where Namor lay motionless. Gently, she sat down beside him on the edge of the bed. She lifted a hand and stroked through his black hair down to his chin, where she gently parted his lips.

"This must be working," she breathed softly to herself, placing the bowl to his lips and pouring the liquid into his mouth. The young woman glared at him, hoping for even a single sign of life from him, something that would show her that it was having an effect. When nothing happened, she sighed and stood up. The further she walked, the more she felt the sadness inside her and how her vision was blurred with tears. Why was it that nothing wanted to work? She thought, looking down at the bowl in her hands before hurling it with all her might against the opposite wall, shattering it. Splinters flew across the room to the floor. They stabbed through her hair, which by now had grown longer and reached her shoulders. That had been her last attempt, but her husband just kept sleeping like that. Shuri sank to the floor and buried her face in her hands.

"Miss U'Daku-," the AI began to say, but she interrupted Griot by shutting her down. At the moment, she didn't have a nerve for anything. The princess heard someone enter the lab, but did not raise her head, as it could only be Nakia.

"I'm not hungry," she said softly and felt someone sit down next to her.

"Good," a voice she had missed so much rang out, "Because I don't have anything to eat, even though I'm hungry myself." Shuri looked up and saw her husband sitting there, looking as if nothing had ever happened.

"Ch'ah?" she breathed, and the man looked at her gently as he smiled. "How?"

"I was probably awakened by your tantrum," the man said with a grin. "Can you tell me what happened?" Shuri gulped as the question of whether he remembered came up.

"Do you remember?" she asked as a counter question, but he shook his head.

"Nothing more than the stories you told me...I'm sorry," he breathed softly, looking down at her stomach. "Do you know what it's going to be? So the child...our child?"

"A little girl," Shuri replied, feeling the unborn baby kick. She smiled slightly and took his hand and placed it on top of him. "This is so surreal," he said softly, looking at her, "What about this Talokan? You meant that I am their king."

"They are waiting for the return of K'uk'ulkan," she said, taking a deep breath, "We've had plenty of time to prepare for all the possibilities should you wake up..."

The black-haired man hummed and continued to stroke her belly gently. "So what happens now? I still can't remember."

"I don't know," she said then, shrugging her shoulders. "I want you to be there for our daughter, Ch'ah, with or without memories, okay?"

"All right, princess," he said gently. Shuri smiled for the first time in a long time when she heard him say that, because it meant that somewhere inside him was still his old self. Lovingly, she put her hand on his cheek and stroked his stubble.

"I know you don't remember, but could you just hold me?" she said, because she really needed that. She needed that closeness with him again. That bond between them pulled at her heart when there was distance between them. To her relief, he immediately did as she asked and wrapped his arms around her and held her tenderly. Shuri inhaled his scent and held tightly to him.

"I feel the bond too, you know. And I realize I can't stay away from you, not because of the bond, but because I can understand the old me. I understand why he fell in love with you," he said softly, but Shuri didn't say anything, instead feeling hope that everything would change for the better.

Enemies (Part 16)

All Parts here! / Masterlist here!

"Why?" heard Shuri after she finished her story. His voice was weak and barely more than a breath. She noticed how he was getting worse and also saw how Namor could barely keep his eyes open. There was nothing she could do; she was just completely helpless caught in this situation. The pregnant woman felt tears welling up in her eyes once again before she hastily wiped them away and looked to her husband.

"Why what?" she asked him, seeing him trying to focus.

"Why did you forgive me? Why did you still fall in love with me? I took everything from you," he said honestly, but Shuri couldn't help but laugh at that. Not a real laugh, it was hollow.

"You would have to be the Namor I love to understand why everything was like this...why I married you, but it's not like that...You're so different from my husband," she said, leaning her forehead against the glass.

"Does that mean you wouldn't have fallen in love with me if I hadn't been a crazy murderer?" he asked her, his warm breath fogging the glass.

"I would have always fallen in love with you. It's almost as if Bast intended you for me. In an alternate reality, there is the possibility that you would have come to Wakanda and we would have formed an alliance without all the deaths or suffering that happened...Where we would be happy together from the beginning and I wouldn't be sitting in a cell next to my husband with no memory while they seem to be waiting for me to have my baby to make it a living experiment...But it's not like that," she told him and her voice broke at the end.

"I think I could have loved you too," he breathed and Shuri smiled faintly at his words. Suddenly, a loud explosion sounded and the red warning light began to flash.

"Seems our way home is there," she said, looking to him, but her gaze immediately became concerned when she saw he was slumped over. She sat up and knocked on the window. "Namor?! Wake up..." Desperately, she continued to bang against it and call his name. Weakness began to take over her little by little. Our lives are connected...If you die, I die, she repeated silently in her head, looking down at her stomach. Her hand rested on it and carefully lowered herself to the floor, realizing she was going to lose consciousness. Shuri's eyes closed just as her cell door opened and Bucky entered, but he was not alone; M'Baku entered behind him, as well as other Wakandan soldiers. Nakia pushed past the Winter Soldier and squatted down on the floor next to her.

"Shuri...No, no..." she said, trying to feel her pulse, which was weak but still there. "We need to get both of them to Wakanda now!"

***

Shuri opened her eyes and blinked a few times to get used to the bright light. Suddenly, she jolted up in bed, breathing heavily. She was in a room, in Wakanda. Her eyes went to the side of the bed next to her, but it was empty. Shuri pushed the bedclothes aside and stood up. A kimoyo bead flashed at her pulse, monitoring her. She still felt weak and her bones felt heavy, but she knew she had to find Namor.

"Namor!?" she called out. Was it all just a dream? But where was her husband? She touched her stomach and frowned when she felt a small bump. Finally, she left the room. She didn't care that she was wearing only a nightgown that went almost to her knees. She held onto the wall and almost tripped when she was caught by two arms.

"Shuri. You need to rest, if only for the baby," she heard Nakia's voice.

"I want to see my husband," she breathed softly, glancing at her sister-in-law, but she looked away from her. "He still hasn't woken up...Physically he's fine again, but..." she said softly, not seeming to know how to break it to her. "The thing that was given to him by the low air in the cell was specially designed for his genetics, it's like some kind of poison that made him fall asleep and-"

"Take me to him," she interrupted them weakly. Nakia seemed to consider objecting, but nodded and helped her to the room where he lay. Namor was lying on a simple bed and a machine indicated his pulse. "How long has it been since you got us out?"

"You're four months pregnant...You were like in a coma, Shuri, Namora said it was because of the bond Namor and you share," she said. "Then why isn't he awake? If I'm awake, then he must be!" she began in a panic.

"Physically he is healed...just not mentally, that's why you woke up".

"Go," she said softly. Nakia opened her mouth to say something, but Shuri interrupted her, "Go to Toussaint." Silently, she nodded and left the room. The pregnant woman looked to her husband and strode across the room to the bed. Carefully sitting down on the edge of the bed, she raised her hand and tenderly touched his cheek. "Wake up, Ch'ah."

Enemies (Part 15)

All Parts here! / Masterlist here!

Tears ran down her cheeks when she heard this. He remembered nothing they had experienced, nor anything in his life. "Your name is Ch'ah Toh Almehen, the K'Uk'Ulkan, God-King of Talokan, and I am Shuri U'Daku, Princess of Wakanda and your wife," she breathed, but saw only confusion in his face. Carefully, she took his hand and placed it on her stomach. "You will be the father of our child. Don't you remember any of this?" Namor shook his head, but kept his hand on her stomach.

"I don't remember anything. I'm sorry," he apologized weakly. A laugh sounded behind her and she looked there to see Bucky standing there. Furious, Shuri stood up, but was stopped by a force field.

"What did you do to my husband?" she asked him. The Winter Soldier shrugged his shoulders.

"Just something to temper his powers," he said with a grin, "Too bad he lost his memory so soon after the wedding and now that you're expecting his child." Shuri was about to speak again, but then sensed Namor behind her and looked to him.

"It may be that I didn't remember, but I know I didn't like you. The way you treat a pregnant woman shows well your character. You are weak and pathetic," Namor said firmly to him and this reminded Shuri strongly of him as he remembered. Maybe he wasn't completely gone and there was hope that she would get him back.

"At least I didn't kill her mother" Bucky said with a grin and then looked at Shuri while Namor looked at her as well. "I will leave you alone" A metal wall came down, leaving the couple alone.

"I killed your mother?" he asked softly and Shuri closed her eyes for a moment before turning and joining him. "If I am such a man, why did you marry me?"

"Because I love you and have forgiven you, Ch'ah, I married you because I saw the good in you and I would do it again and again," she said softly.

"You should not forgive me such a thing," he said softly, meeting her, now blue, eyes.

"But I have and we have promised each other that we will fight side by side. We live or die together as our lives are linked," she said softly, raising her hand to touch his cheek, but he stopped her and shook his head. Her words didn't seem to be working on him.

"I don't remember any of it, and maybe I never will. The man you married is not me. I will escape with you, but after that I can't promise anything, not until I know what connects us in the first place," he said. Her hand fell to her side and she swallowed. The man standing in front of her gave up just like that, without even trying to save what they had. Without a word, she walked to the corner of the room and let herself sink to the floor. The life that she had imagined was just gone in one fell swoop. All because of those people in the jet and outside the cell. What would happen if they got out of here? If...There was no guarantee they could make it.

"Shuri," she heard his voice faintly, but only looked at the dark wall in front of her. What if they have the means to escape, but Namor decides he doesn't care what happens to them? For the first time, he was more unpredictable than ever. And why should he care about them? He no longer had an emotional connection to her or the baby. Namor sat down in front of her and looked at her, but she turned away from him. "So you're not going to talk to me anymore? I can't help the situation."

"No, you can't," she breathed softly, but said no more as she leaned her head against the wall. He had lost almost five hundred years of memories. Wakanda had ways to treat memory loss, but not for such a time frame. The jet jerked and the metal wall opened again. The group that had abducted them stood there and the force field was opened. The blonde haired girl and Bucky came over to Shuri and pulled her up. She didn't resist and looked for a moment at Namor, who was pulled up by the rest of them and struggled a bit against them, but failed as he was probably given the same drug as her. The pair was pulled out and she realized they were in an airport hangar.

"Glad to see you made it...Not that I had any doubts, it was my idea to start the Thunderbolts after all," a female voice said from behind her. Shuri looked over her shoulder and saw a woman there with a strand of purple hair. "If I may introduce myself, Valentina Allegra De Fontaine, director of the FBI." -Her gaze went to Shuri and then to her stomach- "Quite interesting what you've created. I'm curious what its strengths are, but we'll have to wait a little longer to do the science experiments." The smirk on Valentina's lips made Shuri angry and she spat in her face. This seemed to really surprise her, but one of the agents next to her handed her a tissue.

"You will never lay a finger on my child," she said, and it pained her not to include Namor, but it was just her child at the moment, at least until he remembered.

"Sweet," Valentina said with a grin, looking to Namor, who was equally tense. "I can't blame you for marrying him, dead mother or not." -She looked to Bucky- "Take him to the cells and her to the doctor, have the baby checked out." Shuri was pulled by him in the other direction, away from Namor.

"You're a dirty bastard, Barnes," she said, looking at him, "My brother would be disappointed in you." The man sighed and rolled his eyes.

"Play along and do what I say and you'll be back in Wakanda day after tomorrow," Bucky said to her quietly. Before she could ask what he meant, he led her into a room. There was a doctor there who told her to lie down on the couch, which she reluctantly did, and began to do an ultrasound before taking some more blood. He then left with the blood samples. Shuri sat up and looked at Bucky, who was standing near her with his arms crossed. "It's an undercover mission by Sam, me and a few others. That's the only reason I joined the Thunderbolts. Wakanda wasn't my plan, but Valentina found out about the baby and well...The attack was spontaneous" Shuri laughed hollowly at his words and stood up to punch him.

"You son of a bitch!" she said with tears in her eyes, "You think I believe you? Huh? Then why didn't you tell anyone? My husband forgot about me because of you. I'm only here because of you."

"Nothing Wakanda can't fix," he said simply, "Just hold still and you won't be here long." Bucky grabbed her arm and then pulled her out and led her to a cell before pushing her inside. Namor was on the other side looking at her, but the cell was separated by glass. The black-haired man looked uncomfortable and she looked angrily at Bucky. "He's being dehydrated to further weaken him." She stepped up to the glass as the cell closed.

"How are you?" she asked him quietly, seeing him look up at her weakly.

"Tell me about us," he simply replied instead of answering. Shuri let herself slide down to him, though the glass separated them.

"It was after my brother died, my mother and I..."

Enemies (Part 14)

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Namor jumped out of bed when he heard this, not caring if he was naked as he grabbed his pants and put them on. "By who?" asked Shuri startled, clinging lightly to the varnish covering her body.

"The U.S...France...and anyone looking for vibranium," Nakia said. Namor grabbed his spear and headed for the door as Shuri stood up to get dressed and the god stopped and looked at his wife.

"You will stay here," he ordered her and she shook her head.

"No! I will not sit idly by while Wakanda is attacked," she said, "We said we would do everything together. Remember? Live together, fight together, and die together." Shuri stepped up to him and put her hand on his chest, "You can't make me break it." Namor nodded reluctantly as she said this and watched her get dressed before the small group walked out onto the airfield. The God King glanced briefly at Nakia, as if a silence please. The Wardog nodded silently, barely visible, before wrapping her arm around Shuri's waist from behind and pressing on her beads. "Nakia?" she asked, confused, looking to her husband.

"You and our child are the most important thing to me and I can't risk it," he said as they were pulled up.

"Namor!" she shouted loudly as Namor got smaller and smaller until she was in the jet, looking angrily at Nakia. "You're letting me down! Now!"

"I can't if it's going to endanger the baby or you," she said, and Shuri felt tears welling in her eyes.

"Please...I can't lose him," she begged now, holding her stomach, but her sister-in-law stood by her decision as she looked down at her belly. Meanwhile, he took off the bandages around his feet and flew Namor to the beach as there was rage and chaos everywhere. M'Baku stood there, directing several soldiers to defend the perimeter. "Glad you could make it."

"It's my wedding night. I didn't expect a fight," he said tensely as they were suddenly fired upon. He rose and began flying up so he could split the jet in two with his barrage. Several jets began to gather around him and strafed him. The bullets could do nothing to him and one by one they fell to the ground and things quieted down. Namor looked around in confusion when he could no longer see a single jet. He sank to the ground and saw nothing but the debris of the jets. "What the hell is this? Was that all-" Namor stopped when he realized he was alone. M'Baku and every soldier around him was gone. Suddenly, something hit him hard and flung him backwards. He looked around, however, still seeing nothing until he saw a flicker in front of him and a white figure appeared in front of him. "Who are you?" he asked through clenched teeth, trying to grab it by the neck, but only reaching through. The figure kicked him in the middle of his chest with its foot and flung him to the ground. She made her mask disappear and tilted her head.

"I expected more," the woman said now, and he looked at her in confusion as she raised her arm and took a sonic weapon. Namor tried to cover his ears at the shrill sound, but failed. His face contorted in pain as he suddenly slumped unconscious. "Pick us up."

Shuri reluctantly sat down now as a radio message rang through her kimoyoperlen. "Vibranium Mountain is under attack. Need support," M'Baku's voice said. The pregnant woman looked to Nakia, who had also heard it.

"We must help or Wakanda will fall, Nakia!" she said now, and the Wardog seemed to consider before she sighed.

"Namor will kill me," she said as she steered the ship to where they were needed. "We won't disembark, though, we'll just provide air support." Shuri's gaze wandered to the button that would take them down and bit her lip as she looked back to her sister-in-law. Hastily she pressed it, still hearing her scream her name as she was brought down. Shuri made her Black Panther armor appear and ran through the trees to the mountain, but was then hit in the back by something and fell to the ground. She clutched her stomach as she hit, but immediately turned back around to see a man in a modified Captain America suit.

"Miss U'Daku. We haven't met before: I'm John Walker," the latter said with a grin. Shuri jumped up and extended her claws.

"I don't care," she said, readying herself for an attack.

"That wouldn't be so good, especially since you're pregnant," this one said. Confused, she made her helmet disappear, but then felt a needle pressed into her neck.

"You should have chosen me," she heard a soft voice and saw Bucky out of the corner of her eye. She felt weak and swallowed as his vibranium arm wrapped around her waist.

"Why?" she breathed softly, sensing fear for her child.

"He's been working for us all this time. How do you think we got in here? He also told us about something that could be worth more than Vibranium," John said and Shuri looked to it and saw that his gaze was on her belly. Nearby, she felt a gust of wind as a jet made the cloaking device disappear. Shuri began to struggle, but was weak from what she had been injected with, as if she had no Black Panther powers. Bucky pulled her to the jet and into it. Immediately after, it took off and she looked around. Several people were there, besides the two who had kidnapped her: a blonde-haired woman, a man in red, someone in armor, and another woman in a white suit. Bucky pushed them further inside and to a cell. He opened it to reveal an unconscious Namor lying in a corner. Immediately she sprinted to him and squatted in front of him. The young woman felt tears in her eyes and searched for a pulse.

"Ch'ah, wake up," she begged softly, watching as he weakly opened his eyes. "I'm here, okay? You need to wake up and we need to leave."

"Where am I?" he asked quietly, disoriented.

"In a jet. Ch'ah, you have to listen to me: They want the baby. You need to come to and we need to get away," she begged hysterically.

"Why are you calling me, Ch'ah?" His question confused her and she raised her hand to touch his cheek, but he pulled away. "Who are you?"

Enemies (Part 13)

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"Nervous about marrying the merman with winged feet?" asked Okoye with a grin, while Shuri looked at herself in the mirror. She wore a dress that symbolized that she belonged to the golden tribe. The last member, except for Toussaint, but few knew about him. Her hand rested over her belly, but nothing was really visible yet, but still she felt that there was something there. Her child, Namor's child, she thought, biting her lip as she smiled slightly. She realized that her mother would never be happy that everything happened this way, but Shuri didn't want to live in the past anymore, she wanted to live in the future. Her future was Namor and the baby they had created.

"I am not nervous about marrying K'uk'ulkan...Besides, I am already his wife from Talokan's side," she said with a smile. The doors opened and Nakia entered, at her side was Toussaint. Shuri took a deep breath and came to her. She immediately pulled her into her arms and kissed her cheek. "What are you doing here?" Nakia leaned back and smiled. "We can't miss your wedding, even if it is Namor," she said. "And what about little T'Challa? You didn't want anyone to know of his existence, did you?" She looked to Nakia, who nodded and put her arm around her son's shoulders. "That's true, but it has been his decision that he wants to be in Wakanda and carry on his father's legacy when the time comes," she said. Shuri smiled slightly, even though she felt a little sad thinking about her brother. She looked to her nephew and gently placed her hand on his cheek. "I am proud of you," she said softly. Toussaint smiled broadly. "Thank you, Umakazi," he said. "Come on. Shuri needs to get ready," Nakia said, leading them out again. She watched them go, feeling happy that at least now she had some of her family with her. The princess turned back to the mirror and fixed her hair before looking to Okoye and smiling. "I'm ready," she said, but was a little nervous. Wakanda would be watching her get married and not only that, but who. She was aware that many would be prejudiced and she couldn't blame them. Okoye stepped up to her and smiled. "I can see you're nervous after all," she said, taking her hands gently. "Not because I'm marrying K'uk'ulkan, but because of all the people." "Just think of your family and you will calm down." Shuri smiled faintly at her words. "None of them would look at me anymore if they were alive," she said softly. "The most important decisions are the hardest and you made yours. Stand by it and be proud of it," she said and Shuri nodded before they walked out together and boarded the royal jet. When they arrived at the river, Shuri took a deep breath and pushed her back through and her shoulders back before lifting her chin and getting off. Immediately, she felt every eye on her as she stepped onto the beach. It was meant to symbolize the boundary between the surface world and the underwater world. She strode along to the altar, but Namor was nowhere to be seen, but then he rose from the water, Namora and Attuma were at his sides. Namor smiled when he saw them and brushed back his hair. As they both stood at the altar, he took her hands in his. "You look beautiful," he said softly, then watched as M'Baku stepped in front of them and began the ceremony. Both were too absorbed in each other's eyes to listen, however, until they heard a clearing of the throat and looked to the Jabari. "Do you, K'uk'ulkan, God-King of Talokan, take Shuri Udaku, Princess of Wakanda, Heiress of the Golden Tribe, Black Panther, to be your wife?" he asked. "I do." The king looked to Shuri. "Do you, Shuri Udaku, Princess Wakanda, Heiress of the Golden Tribe, Black Panther, take K'uk'ulkan, God-King Talokan, to be your husband?" Shuri smiled. "I do," she replied. M'Baku took a thin ribbon. "With this ribbon of vibranium, I pronounce you husband and wife," he said, then looked to Namor, "You may kiss the bride." Namor wasted no time and kissed her tenderly. He put his hand on her waist and pulled her to him. Their fingers intertwined. After a short time, they broke apart and looked into each other's eyes. He smiled at her as her eyes lit up blue, like the ocean. Shuri took a deep breath as her body felt like it had been revitalized. "What happened?" she breathed softly. Namor leaned down and gently stroked the skin of her neck. "Our lives are linked forever," he said. "What does that mean?" she asked, confused, as the words sounded familiar. "We live together, we fight together, we die together." She took a deep breath, now sensing what that meant. "What does that mean to you?" she asked quietly, but Namor only smiled and looked to the people of Wakanda who were looking at her expectantly. "My wife and I have some things to discuss, so we will skip the festivities," he said before wrapping his arm around her and flying up. When they arrived at the balcony of her room, he looked at her and kissed her passionately. However, Shuri broke the kiss. "Ch'ah...What does that mean to you? To me? To us?" He sighed, knowing he had to explain himself. Carefully, he pulled her into the room and into the bed. He sat down and pulled her onto his lap, causing her dress to ride up. "Our lives are linked, Shuri, we can live forever or die side by side. There is no more you and me, only a we. Every decision we make, we must make together," he said. "Does that mean you have given up your immortality?" "Partly...My body is still the same, but now you are Immortal too, however...you can still die and if someone kills you, then I will die too," he said, placing her hand on the side of his chest. "But how?" she asked. "Princess, I told you then that how is never as significant as why," he said with a grin. Shuri rolled her eyes, but held back a smile. "Why?" "Because I love you. We either live together forever or both die," he said. Namor leaned forward and kissed her neck, "Now I want to enjoy my wedding night." Before she could answer, he spun her around so she was under him. "I'm going to make you moan my name in your wedding dress." He pushed her dress up and let it bunch around her waist. Namor looked down and growled when he saw she wasn't wearing any panties. "I didn't want to block your access, and you'd just ruin it either way." "Damn right," he said, pressing his erection against her pussy. Shuri arched her back and moaned. He could already feel through his shorts that she was wet for him. "What do you want?" Namor leaned down and kissed her neck before gently nibbling the skin. "I want to feel you...I want your cock deep inside me," she moaned, wrapping her legs around his hips before pushing his pants down with her heels. She gently gripped his cock and slowly moved her hand up and down. Shuri could feel him getting even harder. Gently, however, he then pulled her hand away from him and pressed the head against her entrance before thrusting deep inside her and moaning. "Ch-Ch'ah...Bastet..." Namor began to pull out and thrust back into her hard, making her moan and whimper loudly again. "In our marriage bed, you moan only the name of a god," he ordered softly as he fucked her quickly. Her nails scratched him and she knew she would leave marks, but who cared? Using her strength, she turned him so that she was sitting on top of him and began to ride him. His cock slid even deeper into her and she threw her head back. Namor thrust into her from below and sat up to kiss her cleavage. She clawed into his chest as he continued to thrust rapidly into her pussy. Shuri barely felt him loosen the strings at her back and pull the dress down, exposing her breasts. Namor took one of her nipples in his mouth and began to suck on it. His free hand moved under her dress and between their bodies before rubbing her clit. "You're still so tight," he moaned. She bent down to him and bit his shoulder, so he thrust into her extra hard, making her whimper. Shuri felt that she didn't need much longer to come. "Come for me," he commanded and, as if on cue, she came around his cock. Namor continued to thrust into her until one last time, deep inside her pussy, filling her with his cum. They both breathed heavily and, after a few moments, she looked at him and smiled. He returned it and kissed him tenderly before Shuri slid off him and lay down so that her back was against him. Their joined hands lay intertwined on her stomach and he kissed her shoulder gently. Shuri smiled and looked to the mirror. Her eyes were still blue. "Is it permanent?" she said softly, feeling Namor grin against her shoulder in response. "It still looks beautiful..." he said softly. Suddenly the door was pushed open and Namor immediately pulled the blanket over them both. "Get out!" His voice was angry when he saw Nakia there. "Wakanda is under attack" she said breathlessly. Namor looked at Shuri, who looked panicked.

Enemies (Part 12)

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Shuri cried and bent down to the ground, carefully touching the pieces of the shell with her fingers. Riri came to her and gently pulled them away. "Don't cut yourself...Some parts are sharp," she said gently to her, holding her in her arms. "I messed everything up," she said softly and brokenly, "I lost him, Riri. He won't want to know anything more about me."

Tears continued to run down her cheeks and she closed her eyes as she sobbed. "You'll be fine" she said softly to her friend, but Shuri shook her head. "No. I might have realized he saw it after he disappeared so suddenly," she said in a broken voice and put her hand on her stomach, "I'm sorry." Her words were directed at the unborn in her belly. She hadn't even really realized what she herself had said until that moment. She wanted this child and yet she called it a mistake. Shuri had merely been angry at just about everything and everyone. Riri gently rubbed her back and sighed. "Maybe you should just talk to him again in peace," she tried, but Shuri shook her head and stood up. "He doesn't want to anymore. Didn't you hear him? He's annulling our marriage in Talokan!" she said and Riri opened her mouth, but Shuri turned and left the lab. Could she really just let him go like that? He should at least know the real story about the kiss before making that decision, she decided. She had realized too late that she returned his feelings, but at least he would still know the truth and that she had not cheated on him. A servant passed her and Shuri stopped him. "Have you seen K'uk'ulkan?" she asked him. "Yes, Black Panther, he is in the throne room along with everyone," he said and she nodded gratefully before walking past him and to the throne room. Inside, she could already hear angry voices. "We must attack before-" Namor said, stopping as Shuri entered. "Why wasn't I told about the meeting?" she asked quietly, and everyone could see she had been crying. Shuri looked to Namor who averted his gaze and that made her heart break a little more. M'Baku stood up and looked at her. "We are sorry. I assumed you would rather be in the lab," he said, then looked at everyone else. "We'll reschedule the meeting." Everyone got up and walked out, including Namor, but she stopped him and gently grabbed his arm as he walked past her. "I didn't kiss Bucky, he kissed me," she said and he was about to speak, but she stopped him and put a finger to his lips, "I didn't mean to, but he held me so I couldn't fight back. That night I wanted to tell you about my pregnancy and that I love you and forgive you for everything because I wanted this marriage and you by my side." He shook his head and stepped back. "How am I supposed to believe you after what you told me in the lab?" he asked her and she looked to the floor as a tear ran down her cheek. "I know it was wrong and I was unfair, but I was just so angry at everything and everyone because I felt so alone, Ch'ah, I don't have a family anymore and then the only person I care about anymore leaves without a word and that's before our wedding," she explained softly, letting the tears continue. "I know you're hurting, but please understand me too and don't leave me and our child alone." Namor swallowed and looked away as she glared at him. "So you're going to keep it?" he asked quietly. "I never intended not to keep it," she said, "Please, forgive me." Shuri stepped up to him and placed her hand on his cheek while gently grasping his with her other hand. Namor looked at her and nodded slowly. "I was just as much to blame," he said, gently placing his hand on her waist and pulling her to him. Shuri stood on her tiptoes and gently brushed her lips against his. Namor returned the kiss and finally looked at her. "Will you be my husband now?" she asked softly, and he smiled. "From Talokan's side, I already am-" he began, but stopped when the doors opened and a man with a metal arm entered. Namor's vision was blinded by anger and he stepped to him. "Ch'ah, he's not worth it," she said, gently holding his arm, but he pulled away and strode to him at a fast pace, grabbing Bucky by the neck. "How dare you kiss my wife!" he yelled angrily, squeezing hard. Bucky used his metal arm to get out of his grip as Namor flung him across the room. Bucky landed deftly and got back up. "She deserves better than her mother's killer," he said firmly, looking at him hard, "If she wasn't pregnant...Do you really think she would be with you?" "I love K'uk'ulkan," Shuri now said firmly as well, stepping between the two men. "He is my husband and I have forgiven him, even though the loss will hurt me forever." Bucky looked to her. "So this is how you honor your family? By being that murderer's whore and spreading your legs for him? I'm sure your mother and brother are proud of you for letting him fuck you as a consolation," he said, his words hurting her. He walked past them and out of the room. Shuri felt tears in her eyes and as they began to roll down her cheeks. Namor stepped behind her and kissed her shoulder. "Don't believe what he says," he said, and she swallowed. "He's right. My mother, my brother, both would be disappointed in me, but I can't change what my heart wants," she said softly, turning in his arm, "I want you and our family." Gently, she took his hand and placed it on her stomach. "I don't need a big ceremony, Ch'ah, I want to be your wife, even on Wakanda's side." He took a deep breath and looked down at her belly as he leaned down and kissed her tenderly. "Tonight you will be completely mine. There will be no going back and our lives will be intertwined forever," he said. She couldn't say exactly what he meant by that, but she didn't care. "When we share the bed today and you moan my name, it will be as the wife of K'uk'ulkan." She looked into his brown eyes and her chest rose and fell faster as she held him to her. "Let's do it."

Hey guys,

I'm still here and of course I haven't forgotten about you guys. At the moment I'm using all my free time to write my first book, which is going better than I thought at the beginning and I'll soon be done with the rough draft before I edit it. I hope you guys will continue to support me as great as you have so far and I will try to keep you updated on how the project is going. Feel free to ask me things and I'll do my best to answer them.

All the love,

MischievousHiddleston

Hey guys,

I'm still here and of course I haven't forgotten about you guys. At the moment I'm using all my free time to write my first book, which is going better than I thought at the beginning and I'll soon be done with the rough draft before I edit it. I hope you guys will continue to support me as great as you have so far and I will try to keep you updated on how the project is going. Feel free to ask me things and I'll do my best to answer them.

All the love,

MischievousHiddleston

I made my own version of the bracelet from Namor that he gave to Shuri and I am very proud of the result☺️