"Contemplation" Strategy, A word of which I used to know the meaning. Tact, What once was a skill, a tool at my disposal. Care, What I used to handle every situation so as not to disrupt. Patience, A word lost to me I know its meaning but cannot understand. Fate, A force that bends us all to its whim. Passion, A force that takes control body, mind, and soul which drives us. Fear, Not having control over or knowing what will come next. Love, That which has brought about this poet's contemplation. ~self wrote #Poetry #Life #SoulSearching

I know I keep flooding social media with pictures and posts about my cat but.... Just.... Look at him. He is curled up next to me while I watch my fsvoite show. He is getting more and more comfortable as the days pass. #KittyCat #LifeUnfiltered

Look who's happy to be home!!!! Officially decided on the name Oliver! Welcome home buddy!! #KittyCat #Cats #Adopted #Adorable #LifeUnfiltered

How to cool down at work. #BagOfIce #HotterThanHell #LifeUnfiltered

Soooo..... A thing happened. #FreshLook #IBuzzedItOff #ILikeIt #LifeUnfiltered

My day today: wake up after 2 hours of sleep, go to work at 5:30 a.m. serve a function til 8 set up for another function from 8-11, end up having to serve said function because of a no show when I should've been home taking a bath and napping, then I get put in charge of organizing the dirtiest storage room ever. Now I'm running home to grab a few things for me to do a good job serving in the grill until 10 tonight. #WorkingMan #WednesdayFunday #Exhausted #ServerLife #LifeUnfiltered

Been on my feet since 9 a.m. finally getting to hydrate and rest. #WorkingMan #Exhausted #Limes>Lemons #LifeUnfiltered

Just got done playing 18 holes in between shifts at work. #DiscGolf #WorkingMan #LifeUnfiltered

Watery Grave

As I walk into the ocean, Feeling wave after wave. Thinking of all those faces, Of people I saved. I wonder if this is my end, This watery grave. Is this what I deserve, In spite of all that I gave. ~Self-Wrote Inspired by the Alantic ocean while I was on a trip to Wilmington with some good friends. I walked up to my waist in freezing water and thought this to myself. I repeated it over and over until I could write it down on a motel pad of paper.

Glancing touches

Every glancing touch from her, Brings me unimaginable comfort. Every glance she gives me, Drills right past my walls and finds me. Every moment I spend with her, I know it isn't wasted. She brings me such joy, And I wish it just could be.

Supressed Romance

If you supress your romantic side for long enough you get mild schizophrenia. You get a voice your head yelling at you to be romantic. To let out all the romantic energy built up. This is what I'm dealing with RIGHT NOW. The entire night I was hanging with a friend of mine and all I heard was "Tell her how beautiful she is, tell her how much you care. Grab her hand, hold it to your heart, and profess yourself." Instead my dumbass played with a straw and some paper.

Meme I made based off the youtube video “Let’s Play” by SmallButera. Thank you Julianne for sharing this with me.

Ambrosia

Love is like Ambrosia, Nectar of the gods. Eating at the hearts of men, Weakening their resolve. Making them crave it, When they know they shouldn't. Addicted by just one taste, Forever hunting for more. ~Self-Wrote