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mikurali · 3 years

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Wrong in the midnight

Hello lovelies! I finally finished this! I didn't read this for a 5th time like the first one so please forgive me for everything hahaha. This is crappy ahh! I promise to write better stuff for all of you in the future! Hope you guys enjoy! Tsukki is also a bit of an asshole here so prepare yourselves ahaha.

Part 1

"What the hell would you want at this time?"

"Talk..?"

"Are you seriously answering me with a question?"

She bit her lip. She had memorized what she should have said to him, she obviously forgot because she was nervous. Who wouldn't be nervous? When he arrived, her eyes lit up, her heart was beating faster than it already was, and her cheeks felt warm. When was the last time she felt like this?

He had a bored look on his face which broke her heart a little. It was proof that he really didn't want to see her anymore. She could burst out in tears and kneel on the floor, but she held back so she wouldn't make him sad.

"I hate it when you cry, especially when I'm the reason you're crying."

"Are you gonna talk or not? I have better things to do."

Right. He didn't care anymore. He didn't care about her, about how bad she wanted to see him, about how her heart was breaking, he didn't care if she existed or not. He moved on. He doesn't love her.

"I love you, so don't think I don't care. Okay love?"

She cleared her throat, gulped, and sighed, preparing to speak while he just rolled his eyes at her.

"I just wanna ask you a.. Question."

"What question?" he said looking around the park, not at her like he used to. He always looked at her lovingly while listening to her speak. He Used to.

"Why did you break up with me? What did I do wrong?"

Her eyebrows were furrowed, she always did that when she was in need of something, in this case, their answers.

"You said you wanted to ask me a question, those were questions."

"Just answer them kei..."

That was the first time she called him kei since they broke up. It just reminded her how much he loved it when she called him that.

"What if I don't?"

Her eyes shot up and her eyebrows furrowed more, showing how frustrated she was. She was just confused. Why wouldn't he answer the questions? Their just simple. And she was ready for whatever he would say to her.

"What's the harm in telling me about it?"

Silence.

"kei, just answer them. I just wanna know. I don't know what I did wrong.."

Silence, again.

"look, I'm just guilty! I don't know what I did.. Did i hurt you? What did I do? I won't bother you after this! I just wanna know.. Ple-"

"I don't love you. I never did and you did everything wrong."

She couldn't talk. She couldn't move. Her aching heart that beated for him broke. Tears started appearing in her eyes, soon to trail down her cheeks and chin.

"Did that answer your question?"

She did everything wrong. 'I did everything wrong..?' she thought. What the hell did she do wrong? Was how she treated him wrong? When she treated him sweetly, kindly, she respected him. She didn't complain when he was a bit distant because she knew how that would turn out.

"if it did, I'm leaving. See you soon."

He left, leaving her alone at midnight when he said he would never never leave her back then. Especially at midnight.

Maybe she could correct her wrongdoings in another life. Where he would never leave her because she's done nothing wrong.

"I'm wrong."

A/N: I hope you all enjoyed this! Even tho it was so bad- working on it dw ;') the title ahhh, it doesn't make any sense sjsjsj. I'm so bad at figuring out titles ahhh. Anyways, Hope you guys enjoyed! Have a great day and stay positive! I'll see you the next time I post hahaha! Bye <3!

#tsukishima angst #haikyuu #haikyuu angst #haikyuu x female reader #haikyuu!!#haikyu x reader #tsukishima kei x reader #i know its shit #please help #forgive me #thank you

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mikurali · 4 years

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Past is past

Hello hello everyone! This is my first time writing fan-fiction and actually publishing it to the public. Please don't be too hard on me haha. I also wrote this in a very odd time and position so it might just be shit lol. Anyways I hope you enjoy!

P. S. Unknown number is you guys | y/n. I hope you don't mind me just writing it just as yn sometimes. I also didn't show this to anyone who could fix my terrible grammar :/

Part 2

23:30 [unknown number] sent a message

Unknown number : can we please meet at the park? It's me btw.

Unknown number : I'll wait for you..

Tsukishima Kei : there are thousands of parks in tokyo

Unknown number : the one where we had our first date

Seen

She walked around the park two times before finally having the courage to ask him. She was surprised she actually did it. She didn't know if he was going to come, but knowing him, he would probably come. He was her boyfriend after all.

Oh wait, ex-boyfriend.

She didn't know what she did, she didn't want this. She didn't want him to leave her. In fact, she knew nothing about this.

Her legs were tired of walking around but she didn't like sitting down when she was nervous. She rubbed her palms together, feeling cold. It was nearing winter in Tokyo after all. In fact, Winter was her favorite season, why?

"You're the only one I can ever see myself with. Please be my girlfriend."

She didn't know him, she was shocked when this person she's never seen or spoken to before confessed to her out of nowhere. Who knew he'd change her life in an instant?

She smiled as she remembered the memory, her eyes closing as if she was imagining it happen again. She remembered all the times they spent together, whether it was cuddles, dates, dinners with family, fights. Fights.

Fights always ended up with either one of them apologizing to each other. But that fight. 'Maybe that was the reason?' she thought. But that fight was nothing but a silly one. So why was he acting like this? Why did he have to say that?

"let's break up."

A/N: there will obviously be a part two lol. I know this was short pls forgive me. Do you guys have any title suggestions? I haven't actually thought of it yet haha so please help mee. Anyways hope you enjoyed! Stay safe and positive, bye!

#haikyuu angst #tsukishima kei x reader #tsukishima angst #idk why i wrote this #i know its shit #please help

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