Here, a couple of months ago, i started dating this guy. In the beginning, it was all just fun and games, untill ofcourse i was desperately waiting for his reply, asking to call him all the time, spending all my money on train tickets to see him.
We cooked dinner one evening, and the power went out, so we got creative with lights and shit, and we were just standing there, laughing, over how dumb our creativity looked. I just felt so in love in that moment.
Also when we were waiting for my bus home, it was raining, and we just stood there, holding eachother tight, not wanting to let go.
We had made nachos, drowned in cheese, with hotwings in, it was disgusting and tasted so amazing. We sat in the bed, while watching a show. I looked over at one point, and he was looking at me, as if i was the most beatiful guy in the whole world, even tho i was covered in cheese dip and hotwing sauce XD
At one point, he was feeling really depressed, because of a lot of things that was happening at the time, and when i came over there, his appartment was a mess, but the worst was the kitchen. So i sat him infront of his computer, and cleaned his kitchen. The look on his face said everything.
We were cuddling one evening, and we were just laying there, looking at memes on his phone. Laughing. It came so natural to laugh around him.
He watched clueless with me, willingly. While we were eating pizza. And best part of that! He didnt hate it (: he actually quite enjoyed the movie! Im slowly breaking down his masculinity mohahah
Him and i, we fit so naturally together, and i adore him so much. Being a gay couple as we now is, it isnt exacly always easy, but we manage, anf i believe i have found my soulmate.
Have you ever tried where you were just laying in your bed chilling, then suddenly you remember that Grant is not canon, so Remus was alone with his feelings and sadness for like 13 years, and then you get sad and start crying?
anyone else get the constant fear that there are unspoken social rules you dont know about (especially in new situations, like when i first started taking the bus, i was afraid i was doing it wrong lol) so youre just always on edge and kind of… watching how other people act so you can copy the “correct” thing to do
Can you please reblog if your blog is a safe place for lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, asexual, aromantic, pansexual, non binary, demisexual or any other kind of queer or questioning people? Because mine is.