EVIL IS COMING . THE BLACK HEART BASTARD 🔥🖤🔥🐉🔥🖤🔥 . . . #art #unsignedartist #potd #babypictures #evil #depressionhelp #depressededits😷🔫 #undergroundhiphop #trash #trashgang #readytodie #album #rapper #newmusic #lofi #lofiaesthetic #lofihiphop #killme #vhs #polaroid #vgabnd (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2f1gHUncYI/?igshid=rk5n4rky2czq

🐉 Everything I was, I must throw it in the fire. As my past melts away, I say goodbye to the old and welcome the new. It’s a struggle to let go of things but I feel so much lighter now. This is a scene from the music video for JUDAS. Coming sooner than you think... I promise. 🐉 I’m taking my time now to create timeless music and art, no more drops every month 😱😱😱 . . . . . #undergroundhiphop #hiphop #rap #judas #lafamilia #suicide #rebirth #reborn #vgabnd #lofihiphop #lofiaesthetic #aesthetic #wave #unsignedartist #unsignedrapper #unsignedhype #sadboy #sad #emo #goth #musicvideo #guerillafilmmaking #filmmaker #art (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2NyPtcHpHT/?igshid=11iheifgif721

🎶 I AM THE JUDAS 🎶 I SWITCHED ON MY BROTHERS 🎶 I TRUSTED THESE HOES 🎶 I LET THEM TEAR ASUNDER 🎶 I AM THE JUDAS.... 🎶 I AM, I AM.... I would NEVER betray mi hermanos, but I did let things allow me to lose sight of what actually means something to me. 4 Pillars stand on a foundation we built out of solid rock. CONFESS YOUR SINS IN THE COMMENTS! . . . . . #undergroundrap #undergroundhiphop #lofiaesthetic #lofihiphop #badvibes #christ #chelji #killme #howtohealabrokenheart #brokeheart #depressionkills #vaporwave #glitch #glitchmafia #hiphop #darkrap #trap #musicproducer #crucifix #crucified (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/B14UQT5ngds/?igshid=1k5bkxd96worl

THE PERFECT RECIPE FOR SELF DESTRUCTION 🔥🖤🔥🐉🔥🖤🔥 Every day is lit af when you ride with me. Live fast die young. #thugpassion #vgabnd #instagood #newmusic #unsignedartist #unsignedrapper #unsignedhype #rap #hiphop #lofi #drugs #shotsforeveryone #drink #hennessy #cocaine #weed #thc #undergroundhiphop #undergroundhiphop #livefastdieyoung (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/B11rz72nfsJ/?igshid=1vgnzicgtf66q

🐉LINK IN BIO🐉 I am extremely pleased to present to you all, SINS. Lyrics and performance by @vgabnd_kenji Production by @iamagaijin Photography and graphics by @mickmolnar @desertman.photography We hope that you enjoy our first collaboration and there is plenty more to come, we are just getting started! Tag a friend and unleash your Demons and Sins! Spam the fuck out of the comments and follow everyone tagged! If you are a true VGABND (one without a Master, always on the move and accomplishing goals) you will show your beautiful support 🔥🐉🔥🖤🔥🐉🔥 . . . . #trashgang #vgabnd #undergroundhiphop #undergroundrap #independentartist #independentmusic #unsignedartist #unsignedrapper #unsigned #upcomingartist #upcomingrapper #trapmetal #ragecore #sadboy #war #emotional #depressionhelp #depression #riseabove #alternativehiphop #hiphop #rap #trap #musicforthesoul (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0qxsWRnSdM/?igshid=jx45axkdxums

🐉LINK IN BIO🐉 Sins is a single from the UNTITLED VHS TAPE 1 📼 project. Written and performed by #VGABND Kenji with production by @iamagaijin . 🔥🐉🔥🖤🔥🐉🔥 . #trashgang #aesthetic #aesthetics #trap #hiphop #lofihiphop #trapmetal #ragecore #hardcorehiphop #vhswave #music #musician #song #artist #unsignedartist #unsignedrapper #mixtape #hiphopnews #undergroundmusic #alternativemusic #independentartist #independentmusic (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0fAP6onk4-/?igshid=abhwa8oiqfkh

If I could have the chance to sit with any musician, it would definitely be Kurt Cobain! My music is heavily influenced by Nirvana even though it might not always sound like it (it’s not supposed to). Kurt Cobain, Kid Cudi, and Kanye West are the three artists I turn to for inspiration, influence, and getting through difficult times. My favorite albums of theirs are: ▫️In Utero/Never Mind ▫️Man On The Moon 1 & 2 ▫️College Dropout/My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy/Life Of Pablo They inspired me to be myself at all times and fuck what mainstream society thinks. Follow your heart and passion! . . . #nirvana #nirvanafanpage #kurtcobain #kurdt #kanyewest #kidcudi #musicislife #lifeismusic #inspiration #inspiringart #inspiringartist #grunge #grungeaesthetics #grungeaccount #heroes #legendsneverdie #yeezy #cudi #musicheals (at Chicago metropolitan area) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0ZG03hHxnN/?igshid=1nc2eb79htj7j

I can’t give energy to blood sucking demons. THE BROKEHEART COLLECTION began as a way of therapy, to sort out what I was feeling and get it out of my head in a positive way but, I still kept trying to kill myself and my depression would often get the best of me. My mental health ruins so many things in and around my life and makes it extremely hard to even exist and be myself. I all too often prefer to be by myself and drink myself deeper into my depression and indulge in insane amounts of drugs and women. I only wanted to be understood but I understand that that’s not possible at all because sometimes I don’t understand myself. I know my purpose, I know why I’m here and even that is not enough. Eventually, I will either push you away or stop caring just like how everybody eventually does to me. I can’t give up tho, I won’t ever give up. My daughter assures me that I have plenty to live for and I hate it when she sees the pain in my eyes. The world fears me because I don’t hide what I am and what I feel. Without a doubt I am thee most unique and intelligent person you could ever know in your life. Proof of that is in what I have built up by myself, all from a thought. I’m driven to create and to share ideas. That’s why I created a brand called VGABND and opened those doors to my brothers. I want to create something that will last long after I am gone so both of my daughters can reap the benefits and pass it down to their own children. This is what separates me from the chaff out there just trying to make a quick dollar. That’s why so many “artists” vanish after a few months: YOU LACK VISION AND THE DRIVE TO MANIFEST THAT VISION INTO A BEAUTIFUL REALITY AND I DONT ONLY CARE ABOUT MYSELF!! I do this for everyone that has ever felt like an outca$t, for anyone that has been down and out with no one to turn to. For everyone that has had people give up on them and slam doors in their face. I dedicate my journey to the VGABND in YOU! A VGABND is someone that keeps moving and moving forward. #depressionhelp #fucklove #vgabnd #motivationalquotes #motivational #motivation #elevate #raiseyourvibe #raiseyourvibration #goodvibes #positivequotes #positivevibes (at Chicago metropolitan area) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0FAxlsHqUy/?igshid=116sdsyf3dx1r

TIME WAITS FOR NO ONE! I want to see everyone doing what they love to do and I want to see everyone succeed! If you have a Dream, CHASE IT! And please don’t ever let anyone stop you from pursuing your goals and achieving what you firmly believe in. #personalgrowth #personaldevelopment #motivationalquotes #motivation #musictips #musicindustrytips #musicbusinesstips #selfhelp #startwithwhy #nothingisimpossible #VGABND #uplift #upliftingquotes #truth #knowledgeispower #knowledge #getit #alternative #rap #hiphop #pop #art #artisthelp #help #team (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0ACvwynl_J/?igshid=agvdss2k4xoe

Ready to go deeper into the mind state of the lonely and broken? Well, it’s coming whether you ready or not! UNTITLED VHS TAPE 1 is going to be released July 28th... we are now almost halfway through THE BROKEHEART COLLECTION! I promise, when it’s all said and done, I will explain the reason behind it all. Be sure you don’t miss it! Tag a friend and spam my comments, run this shit up! 18 more days (1+8=9, 9 is COMPLETION/BIRTH in Supreme Mathematics, Knowledge Born!) @lofihiphop @suicideboys @pouya @lilpeep @c.syresmith . . . . . . . #trashgang🖤 #trashgang #glitche #glitchè #vhsaesthetic #vhsedits #newmusic #sadboy #sadgirl #BrokeHeartClub #vgabnd #unsignedrapper #unsignedhype #unsignedartist #artistsoninstagram #blackheart #blackheartclub #trap #darkmusic #alternative #alternativehiphop #trapmetal #ragecore #newage (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzvwzFCnycX/?igshid=iescmgf5h0ef

Just some words of real shit -

Be careful who you have unprotected sex with.

Be careful who you vent to.

Be careful of how you use the word ‘love.’

Know when to let that shit go.

Be careful who you speak to about your finances. 

Calm down before making decisions in anger.

Some bridges need to be burned.

Know the difference between like, lust and love.

Trust your gut.

Write it down; you’re not gonna remember.

Find an outlet for your stress/anxiety. Run, yoga, drink/smoke in moderation, write, meditate. find something that works for you.

Once it’s on the internet, it’s nachos anymore.

Stop trying to please everyone. It is impossible. Someone will be offended. Someone will be unsatisfied. 

Drink more fucking water. 

Memorize important numbers by heart. Your phone may not always be available.

Love yourself. Learn to if you do not know how. If you put yourself first in all that you do, it will come to you soon. 

Stop caring so much about what people will think and say. Because fuck em. 

Stop lurking through his/her shit. Mind your got damn business and live.

Try to be considerate of how your actions or lack of can affect others. You never know what people may have going on. The inconvenience can cost time, energy and money.

Communication kills assumptions.

Cum often.

#kbye

I FREE MYSELF FROM YOUR MISERY AND TORMENT; I WATCH YOUR BODY FLOAT DOWNSTREAM WHERE IT FADES FROM MY MEMORY. ANOTHER FILE IS ADDED TO THE MiniDisk. YOU WILL RULE OVER ME NO MORE. #ptsd #motivationalquotes #survivor #codependency #codependentnomore #trauma #depression #depressionkills #depressionhelp #mentalhealth #brokenheart #brokenheartquotes #loveisdead #alone #rise #be #live #mentalstrength #sadboy #sadgirl #emo #alt #poetry #poetryporn (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzVjnI5H3ep/?igshid=11y8k1uamybhh

Tears drip from the sad face of a clown 🔥🐉🔥 - 🔥🖤🔥 - #sad #sadboy #sadedits⚫️ #sadquotespage #tears #rememberme #dying #depression #anxiety #life #gothic #emo #loner #vgabnd (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzEP5funtNT/?igshid=y2os0frdhju7

My DMs are forever open. I understand you, I know you, I feel you, I see you and I will always be right here for you. Check the music link in my bio and let your vibrations be lifted. It’s okay to cry and it’s okay to scream. Let it out! Hear your pain heal! #depressionhelp #sadquotesdepressed #depression #anxiety #suicideprevention #suicide #musiccanhelp #musiccanheal #musicisvibration #higherfrequency #frequency #vibration #uplift #upliftingquotes #sad #sadboy #sadgirl #emo #loner #lonely #talktome #imhereforyou (at Chicago metropolitan area) https://www.instagram.com/p/By_FhdVHBl5/?igshid=7w0hw1cjnr68

(BHC04) AMERICAN OUTCA$T vol. 1: DRUGWORLD 🔥🐉🔥 Now you will understand WHY I do what I do 🔥🐉🔥 Got a verse from Yung ScrVpe Got a verse from Steel BlazN Got a verse from Revo Da Ra Got a verse from Flako Bayo El Dios All production is by myself and one from my brother ScrVpe. Cover Art modeled by Alex Selvmord. 🔥🐉🔥 And here’s how the track list is looking: 🔥🐉🔥 1. DRUGWORLD PART A 2. DRUGWORLD PART B 3. I THINK IT’S FUNNY THO 4. SPACE WALK 5. NIGHT 6. ONE SIDE 7. UNTIL DAWN, THERE IS HELL 4 U (words by Marcus Garvey) 8. MONOPOLY 9. GRAVITY 10. SCALESofPOWER 11. SPRING IN THE SNOW 12. FOREVER 13. UPROOTED ROSES 14. LOVE//HATE 15. WHEN U DREAM AT NIGHT 16. ICE EYES 17. FEEL//LOOK 18. PLEASE, DON’T BLINK 19. CAN’T DECIDE (L.A.) 20. 4 STATIONS 21. THE CALM AND THE WILD #vgabnd #glitcheffect #depressionhelp #lsdart #newmusic #lofi #lofihiphop #lofiaesthetic #lofivibes #lofihiphopedits #goth #alternative #alternativerap #hiphopmusic #unsignedhype #underground #unsignedrapper #fearnot #artmadewithapps #artist #xxx #brokenheart #brokenheart💔 #cureforsadness (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/ByFs0ssHdqo/?igshid=1x3afd2v4hjz1

Just hoping I don’t lose sight of myself. I’ve been moving nonstop at a million miles per second ever since September. The days blend together, I only know what month it is, I never know what day it is and it never matters anyways. Life is a journey and I walk a straight path in silence. You can stab me and I will not scream, I will write about it later. My pen is a camera, I capture every moment as it happens. I AM YOU AND YOU ARE ME. This project is killing me. I have to be sedated just to record this shit. I have to be sedated to write it down but every time I look back at the finished product, I feel all the pieces of myself going back to where they belong. GOD GUIDES ME. I just keep asking myself: “why do I need anything to feel anything?” Oh, well, doesn’t matter, we will choke on the ashes of our enemies. #tones #warm #vgabnd #lofi #motivationalquotes #vhs #outcast #depressionhelp #ptsd #brokenheartquotes (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxrVWlCH8tl/?igshid=ttj3qina6bb5