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lovely-lein 1 year
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Indebted
Summary: The war ended but at what cost?
Zhongli x gn! Reader
Zhongli(during archon war)
Thud... Clash.... Swish....
Screams could be heard everywhere dead bodies piling up , I looked around to find where y/n was but their nowhere to be seen until..
Thud...
I heard a loud crash I looked to see where it was coming from only to see them, eyes widening "Y/N! " I ran to them with all my might my footsteps could be heard everywhere the war ended when I finally saw her lying their smiling at me...
"Morax I had a great time being with you fighting alongside you I just wished it didn't ended so soon... Thank you for everything..."
I saw their eyes slowly losing their light smile fading, breathing gone, skin turning as pale as snow
" Get up this instant Y/N! You are still not done.. You still have a contract to fulfill"
My tears threatening to fall down as I fell to my knees and begged I didn't care if anyone saw me i only have them I can't lose them too... I just can't
" Please y/n... Wake up... Don't leave me i still haven't said what I wanted to say to you"
My tears started falling I begged, and begged holding their hand up to my face crying...
I whispered " why did you leave me y/n you're the only one i have please just stay, I can't lose you too... Please I'm begging You"
" I Love You"
After I was done I carried them in my arms eyes puffy and red, I carried them back home laying them atop their f/f (favorite flower)
"goodbye y/n if ever their is another life I wish we could meet again"
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lovely-lein 1 year
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Imagine
You and zhongli were lovers for so many years already it was unexpected but worked out great, but what you both were really not expecting was for you to be expecting, now the problem was zhongli, yes he was over the moon going to celestia and all but if you think he were protective when you weren't pregnant then you are so wrong cause he is 2x no atleast 10x more protective over you now that your carrying his child, he helped you through your morning sickness, weird cravings and all, here comes the part where he is so worried about he's worried about you when your about to give birth he wouldn't be ready to lose you that's why he tries his best to do everything just to protect you he is gentle, but strict with you and he knows no both of you knew that everything would be just fine.
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lovely-lein 1 year
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Patience is always an option never give up on doing something you love
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Remember, it鈥檚 not a competition
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lovely-lein 1 year
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such an eventful world raid lmao.
when i realized what mob they were referring to, i malfunctioned 'cause i didnt know the nAME - and if i search it might take time and they'll leave so i just went for triangle ashddhakdhak
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lovely-lein 2 years
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Xiao where you looking at hah? 馃馃き馃槼馃槒
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lovely-lein 2 years
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Xiao where you looking at hah? 馃馃き馃槼馃槒
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lovely-lein 2 years
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Before It's Too Late
Warnings: Angst(no comfort)
:Scaramouche;Kazuha;Xiao;Diluc x GN Reader
You love how constant things are.
Everyday, the same thing will happen. A kiss for your lover in the morning then work until the last rays of sun can be seen and return to his arms at night.
You hate change.
Hate how his eyes don't hold the same love for you. He stops talking to you and asking how your day was. Body turning away from you whenever you try to hug him, an excuse always slipping from him.
You stayed for love.
Fixing things as if it'll turn back the same but cracks have already appeared and you couldn't do anything but watch.
Everything happens so suddenly, like you're floating but drowning at the same time.
His words gripping your heart so much that even breathing hurts.
But a fool you are, hugging him and trying to make him stay with you. Words of affection already spilling from you, shame and dignity already thrown out of the picture. Everything for him to love you again.
Hope was in your eyes when he turned around until a stinging silence greeted you.
For a brief moment, you believed that you could still save your love for him.
No tears escape from you as you cradle your burning cheek from being slapped. As the realization of everything dawned on you, your pitiful form kneeled against the floor. You felt everything all at once, while he stands there stunned.
Shaking hands tried to reach for you but you backed away from him like a cornered animal.
"I'm so sorry,... I didn't - I'm so sorry (Y/N). Please let me hold you. I'm so sorry love I didn't mean to, please"
"You slapped me?" you asked, still in denial that the man you spend all your years with can hurt you so much like this.
"I'm so sorry (Y/N), I don't know what got into me-"
"You're right" you look at him and for the first time you feel calm, like the final piece fitting into the puzzle.
"This relationship's not gonna work. I can't force myself to you if you don't love me anymore"
"That's not true, I still love you (Y/n). Can we just talk about this?"
Picking yourself up you removed the ring he had given you and handed it to him. Already done being the one who keeps this relationship alive. You're tired in fighting for his affection everyday as if his love was limited to only acknowledging your presence alone.
"Stop this (Y/n), put this back right now, what are you doing?!"
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Love is not enough to save the both of you and this was the last straw to give everything up. So you let it all fall.
"Don't please, no you can't do this! (Y/n)!"
"I love you! Please! Just... just stop. Let's talk ok? (Y/n)?"
You didn't turn back, even if he tried to call for you, just as how you imagined he did in your dreams once upon a time when you're still naive, stupid, and hopeful.
Packing your belongings as quickly as you can, not wasting anymore time as he begs for you stay like how you beg for him earlier.
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He stood helplessly by the door, wishing you'd return and love him again, but you didn't even once look back.
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lovely-lein 2 years
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Ito Suisen: 鈥淪uch a lovely boy
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lovely-lein 2 years
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I'm begging anyone pls write a story where diluc and y/n( you choose be it female male or gender neutral) sacrificed themselves instead of venti. I'm begging anyone pls do it
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lovely-lein 2 years
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Okay so this is my first time writing and pls tell me your thoughts about it
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Ayato x gn! Y/n
Angst with comfort(?), death
You were ayatos lover you met accidentally when you were out buying Boba and you both immediately became friends then somewhat lover you both loved each other dearly but one day when you both where walking along side each other you both didn't notice an assassin aiming an arrow at you when both of you realized it was too late and you were already in his arms dying "c'mon love can you psl just hold on I'll get yiu to a healer then you can-you can be with me again le-lets go out and get your f/f and then spend time with ayaka and-and" ayato stammered he wasn't expecting no he wasn't ready you leaving him alone you were the only light that ever came in his dull and depressing life you were his love and always will be. When you heard him stutter like that you couldn't help but smile a little who knew the great and powerful kamisato ayato could be trembling and crying like this right now "it's fine love maybe in our next meeting we could be happy once more, much more longer" the blood loss finally getting to you and the tiredness you were feeling you finally closed your eyes with a small smile adorning your beautiful features (in ayatos eyes).
"haha-Hahaha" he laughed while his eyes where watering and crying he couldn't believe he lost you the love of his life he knew he couldn't see you again, he couldn't hear you, feel you and more but what can he do nothing but stars at you.
Few years later
Ayatos was like always working when he saw you and his picture together in his desk he couldn't help but smile today was you're anniversary the day you died the day he lost you but suddenly he saw black spots dancing on his vision he knew what was happening he was dying he went to his and your's shared bedroom and finally for the last time closed his eyes and let darkness consume him.
When he awoke he saw a very familiar looking face he couldn't believe it, it was you "welcome home love" he heard you say that your face, your voice he could finally hear it again he walked to you and kissed you lovingly "yeah I'm back" he said with a loving smile and walked towards the light and thinking I hope this never end
(this was just a thought but what if ayato said don't leave me again pls)
(I'm sorry if this was bad its my first time and I just had the idea of it sorry again to those who find it bad I apologize)
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