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letmeseeurbonez · 3 months

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im more active on shedtwt btw if you wanna keep up with my antics !! username is the same as it is here (@letmeseeurbonez)

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letmeseeurbonez · 3 months

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im in the 170s now !! very proud of myself <3

also i made an shedtwt, username is letmeseeurbonez !! im more active on there tbh waaah :')

#shedtwt #ftm ed #ana diary #tw ed but not sheeran #ana rant #tw ana diary #boy ana #tw disordered eating #ana trigger #ed behaviour tw #tw ed diet #ana ftm #⭐ving

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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on average im burning more cals a day than im eating and honestly its such a nice feeling

although i think i might accidentally go over my allowance for today...

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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Going to a party and being drugged. My “friend” taking me up to his room and using my limp little boy body just like he’s always wanted. Him playing with my t-dick and using my dripping boycunt like a fleshlight. Just dumping load after load into it while I’m too out of it to even know what’s going on.

Him spreading my legs and forcing me to cum in my state around his rapist cock. Him cumming again as I squeeze and pulse around him. Him thinking about how he’s going to drug me so he can use my limp little body again.

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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i ate 42 cals today and im not eating any more.

im so fat and disgusting i dont deserve food anyways

#ana rant #ana diary #boy ana #ana trigger #ana ftm #tw ana #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ana diary #tw ed #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ftm ed #ana boy #male ana #ana male #ed rant #ed boy #boy ed #⭐ving

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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akutagawa ryunnosuke core

#i want to look like you so bad.

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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i binged today im gonna fucking kms

restricting my cals to 500 a day for the next week to make up for it.

im sorry. im better than this i swear. ill do better

i feel like such a pig :(

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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i want to be so thin i dont need top surgery

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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almost forgot to update this today

today i ate:

671 calories !!

weighed myself today and ive lost just over 3lbs since i started this acc, which isnt much but its progress

i didnt get to exercise today because i couldn't use the room i do it in :(

also i saw someone on twt with a fucking 14 bmi im gonna kms. why cant that be me. i want that to be me so bad. my ugw is only 16.1 bmi.... i might lower it so ill be 14 bmi....

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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just finished my first proper workout sesh in a while and wow. it honestly was quite short but rewarding to feel the pain from it !!

its actually really fun... i hate how stigmatised exercise has always been for me or else i wouldve really enjoyed it before now

#tw ed #tw ana #tw ana diary #tw ed but not sheeran #ana rant #boy ana #ftm ed #ed behaviour tw #tw ed diet #tw disordered eating #tw working out #tw workout #male ana #ana boy #ana ftm #ana trigger #ana male #⭐️ving #ana diary

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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i dont WANT to look normal skinny, i WANT to look like akutagawa in bsd (his canon bmi is 16.9)

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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" there's nothing wrong w weight gain " let me tell u a funny thing about mental disorders they aren't always rational 😱😱 gasp ! how shocking !!!!!!!!!!! no one needs ur dumbass opinion !!!!

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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hehe im doing so well <3

only 801 today !!

feeling a little hungry so im gonna try some exercise videos i found and if im still hungry after that then maybe i'll make myself a teensy cucumber based snack so its low cal.

im so proud of myself, if i keep this up ill meet my next gw in no time <3

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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Me, trying to fight my executive dysfunction and clinical depression like:

Manifesting

Brushing your teeth is hot, brushing your teeth is hot, brushing your teeth is hot, brushing your teeth is h-

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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first full day of restrictive eating!!

ive never really been good at it so hopefully the way im doing it will make things a lot easier for me to stick with

today i ate: 1034 calories!! my goal is less than 1000 every day (which may seem like a lot to people who've been doing this for a long time, but im decreasing when i consistently eat under 1000), but im not mad at all about going a little over, i see this as an absolute win

im not counting the drinks i have because im autistic and have very specific drinks that i enjoy. a glass of my normal diet pink lemonade is virtually 0 calories anyway, so im only going to count drinks like monster or anything sugary.

things are looking up!!

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw ana #ed behaviour tw #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #ana diary #ftm ed #ana rant #boy ana #male ana #ana boy #ana trigger #not pro just tags #transmasc ed #trans ed #ed male #⭐️ving

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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never been one for calorie restrictions, i prefer to eat what i want in small portions and rarely, but its becoming increasingly obvious that if i wanna lose fast then im gonna have to start counting

gonna start logging all my daily calorie intakes! i think i might try a restrictive 7 day challenge to start out hehe

im gonna put in the work !! gonna make everyone proud

#ftm ed #tw ed but not sheeran #ana rant #tw ana diary #boy ana #ed behaviour tw #transmasc ed #tw ed diet #ed not sheeren #tw ana #tw disordered eating #ana diary

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letmeseeurbonez · 4 months

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anyway girlies (gender neutral) i found a shitty blade my life is saved until my new ones come tmrw <3 i just dont have the energy to cut rn waaaaah

#tw sh #tw sh related #tw self h4rm #self h@rm #self h4rm #ftm sh #ana boy #trans ana

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