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i desperately need a hug but i Will burst into tears five seconds into one
#its even worse bc i picture it as chuuya or kunikida giving me one and its making it Worse bc theyre not real#date idea#cosplay skk and just#be soft with each other#wouldnt that be nice#lemonade stand
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every now and then i think about how asagiri literally said bsd was made for people who aren’t good at living. like he was onto something with that
#2024 and still this remains in my head#knew his target audience a little too good#appalled reading what he said#me fr though
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one of my favorite things about that drama cd where kajii, chuuya, and akutagawa act and then go out to eat is that. kajii likes experimenting with food, trying to find a good combination of strange things (for example he puts sugar in a soup. this turns out horribly but. y'know)
WHICH MEANS. that he probably likes, or is at least cool with, pineapple on pizza
and he'd probably appreciate my weird combination of pineapple and black olives on pizza
and something about that is extremely validating
#kajii 🤝 tecchou#weird food combinations#jounos worst nightmare#he doesnt arrest kajii for his bombings and terrorism crimes#he arrests him for having the same food taste as tecchou
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im about to go to sleep so i ask who sleeps with a stuffed animal and who gets jealous and throws it off the bed
for
sskk
kunichuuzai
ranpoe
or whatever other ship exists in ur pretty heads
#atsushi has a stuffed toy and aku gets jealous and throws it off the bed#kunichuuzai#hm#i firmly believe that kunikida has a stuffed toy bc im projecting#but itd be great if all of them has one#but is all embarrassed to admit it#chuuya bc hes a mafia executive#kunikida bc hes a grown man#dazai bc he doesnt need one why would he even own one (He totally has one)#but kunikida's the first to admit it bc while he has a stick up his ass most of the time and shit#he understands the need to have a cuddly companion to go to sleep#nothing wrong with that#and so they all sleep with their stuffed animals#until dazai gets jealous and the moment chuuya and kunikida are on the bed he jumps and lays down on top of them#its his turn to get cuddles#i like kunichuuzai#for ranpoe i can see it go either way#for shits and giggles lets include kajiichuu#kajii has a stuffed lemon that may or may not contain lemon bombs within the core#chuuya gets jealous bc damn even in bed?? his top priority are lemons??#kajii put the lemon down and hug chuuya#bsd#ranpoe#sskk#kajiichuu
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Through an Aya-induced panic I nearly brushed over the panel of the missile headed towards Yokohama, so, uh- NATSUME AIN'T IT TIME TO TEMPORARILY UNRETIRE 😭?
#if this isnt the storm verlaine was waiting for#what the fuck is it then#(ive never read stormbringer)#bsd
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oh my god she got it from kunikida
AYA?????!?!
#/j#the self destruction for the 'greater good'#i swear#if Aya doesn't get a parental figure or guardian figure bt bram or kunikida at the end of this arv#arc#and goes back to her pos dad#im throwing hands#kunikida come get your daughter figure stray dog
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AYA?????!?!
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(drinking ice water) there is a god and he is loving
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Tomorrow will probably be another day like today. Happiness will never come my way. I know that. But it's probably best to go to sleep believing that it will surely come, tomorrow it will come.
Dazai Osamu, Schoolgirl
#i just fucking wrote 'Tomorrow is another day' on the front cover of my ideal notebook#every word this man wrote makes me wanna die and cry in big mood#i wanna read all his works#and watch as i realize im not as mentally okay as i think i am#looks at my tabbed copy of no longer human and staring at the parts i saw as relatable#dazai osamu#bsd
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alternative chuuya ship propaganda under the cut
TsujiChuu -> they had exactly TWO (2) encounters but in those 10~ minutes Tsujimura has immediately waxed poetic about how chuuya is a unique and intriguing man (as most special division agents do), and went out of her way to know more about him. and Chuuya immediately empathized her personal struggles with her ability, and gave her advice on how to both control it and accept it as part of her instead of something that was placed in her**. (hmmm stormbringer chuuya and gaiden tsujimura parallels. there's a reason they met.) Anyways Tsujimura is super high-strung and chuuya (when he's not purposely being riled up) is actually really laid back so they'd mesh well personality wise. And they could have an fbi x criminal secret romance thing happening.
ChuuRan -> they definitely fucked in the book. Lol. Also it's a match up that is spiritually similar to skk but 20x funnier because they have zero history and and wayyy more petty beef. in a more serious note, Chuuya probably does have some respect for Ranpo ---not respect for his intellect. I don't think chuuya would be impressed by anyone acting like a cocky genius, he was partnered with dazai after all-- recognizing him as the agency's "lynchpin" and all that. On Ranpo's side, i think he respects chuuya as a Threat, so that side adventure in the Poe's book was probably both to keep him away from the Cannibalism war thing and also gain an ~ally~ of sorts. IDK I JUST WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IN THE BOOK BRO
TaintedLemons -> Chaos and property destruction boyfriends ftw! They're canonically drinking buddies too! Chuuya is a messy lightweight, so what if when Hirotsu is unavailable, it's Kajii who helps him back home or let's him crash at his place 🥺? Kajii actually seems to be pretty high ranking, what with him just casually chatting up Kouyou and Mori trusting him with undercover missions. Kajii should be promoted, we have 2 exec seats after all. Kajii's silly eccentric personality and their friendship helps Chuuya put a positive connotation to mad scientists. Also they're literally always near each other in the group shots and official art, it's literally canon.
ChuuAku -> another one that isn't too rare but seriously underrated. Chuuya is that super supportive borderline embarassing boyfriend that takes 5 minutes each day to divulge words of affirmation, and he'd make dinner and use the cheesy pet names, the kinda stuff that makes Akutagawa want to explode/shrivel up and die. See as soon as Akutagawa is involved i think Chuuya should be flattened to the cookie cutter token love interest. He'd murder daz for a birthday gift. He's be Akutagawa's personal cheerleader and nothing more. This is also basically a canon ship btw..
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i dont know what the fuck hes going through but whatever it is im feeling it
#yeah#so school started and i woke up today#its just the second day of school and im feeling him so hard#i wasnt getting better i was just distracted#god nerfed me so hard when he gave me anxiety and the inability to socialize irl#i have two vent entries in kunikida's notebook and shits cringy but too raw for comfort#tomorrow's another day#lemonade stand#tw vent#ish
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au where atsushi gets hit w/ an ability and is in a coma and is fighting for his life
atsushi has a strong desire to live sure but also thinks that itd just be better (and that he deserves to) if he went and died in a ditch
becuz of this, so close to death, atsushi has little will to fight
mayhaps he's been feeling not good for a while but didnt realize how not good
anyway thats not important whats important is as per the ability he can still observe the world and the ppl he might leave as a ghost of sorts
he's floating around the hospital or following his friends, observing
he watches as kyouka cries holding his body's hand, begging him to fight, begging him to not leave and leave her alone - refusing to leave his side until someone has to take her away
he watches kenji try to pretend every things fine - reassuring anyone who'll listen that atsushi is strong - and talk to atsushi as if he's simply closing his eyes for a bit - seemingly in denial about everything
he watches junichiro alternate between trying to comfort everybody, trying to process everything and having fits of rage and hurt where he screams and yells and completely breaks down
he watches kunikida be there for anyone and everyone and try to continue as normally as he can but always being a little off - a little too slow, a little too tired - but still putting up a front until its just him and atsushi's body and he's apologizing for letting this happen begging atsushi to wake up
he watches dazai's face stay blank the entire time he's there only to drink more and more and get scarier and scarier - visit oda and ask the stone what to do - curse his own ability for not stopping the ability thats hurting atsushi - being too scared to go anywhere near atsushi in the fear that atsushi's regenerational abilities will stop working and he'll hurt even more
he watches ranpo put up a strong face - take on more cases - find the ability user quickly but be unable to find any other way for atsushi to get better other than just getting better - he knows theres no way but still he pushes it becuz there has to be but even the ability user breaks down in a session w/ him and dazai and admits there isnt but there has to be
he watches yosano try and heal him over and over - through her ability and her actual knowledge in being a doctor - watches her stay by his side through everything - there to fix any small inconvenience he may have like a too bright room or a non fluffy pillow, waiting, obsessively checking his vitals
he watches the president hold everyone together - keep the ada floating and offering support to anyone who wants it - watches his face grow more and more tired as he waits - as they all wait - watches him visit atsushi's body and give him updates on whats happening, waiting
he watches naomi fill his room with gifts, keeping a bright smile on her face whenever she enters only for it to drop the second she's far away enough so that when he wakes up he cant see it
watches the clerks take turns visiting him w/ gifts and encouragement, helping the president hold down the agency, while trying to be strong
watches lucy spill hot tea on her hands because she's worrying about him again - watches her get upset and angry when anyone so as much hints that atsushi won't get up - watches her talk to him and try to convince him to wake up
and atsushi grieves becuz of his own lack of understanding on how loved he has become
akutagawa doesn't falter when he learns about atsushi and atsushi kind of wishes he did - when he sees atsushi he doesn't blink or react, simply nods and leaves - and atsushi feels strange at having confirmation that he does not matter much to him - sometimes akutagawa visits - not always and never in a pattern - random and quick visits where he only watches atsushi for a moment before leaving - in the end, atsushi follows him becuz watching the ada and lucy gets too hard - he expects akutagawa to go about his day, atsushi in the back of his mind - maybe a little concern for him as his partner but nothing to fret about
atsushi spends his day with akutagawa wishing he could reach out and touch him and hold im as he watches one of the strongest people he knows give in to their grief and fall apart, with no agency members to see him, no friend there to see what akutagawa surely calls his weakness, only him, atsushi's ghost, and gin's hurried footsteps as she comes home
anyway
why did i write this
#op#wh#why#why?#woke up and chose violence#theres tears in my eyes#there are Tears in my Eyes#i cannot#ADA#atsushi nakajima#bsd#shin soukoku
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just got home and my binder's already killing me, it hasn't even been 5 hours
and i was planning to wear this to SCHOOL??
#armpit pain#back pain#atleast i got a flat chest#8 hours of school in this mf im#shoot me dead im buying a size up to see if that works#lemonade stand#im probly jusy not used to wearing it i havent worn it in a month#bc i rarely go outside
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#'I'll have them home by 10 sir' vibes#such a polite young man#take him home to see the parents vibe#but would be down to steal a car as long as the person has insurance#i love him#bsd#kunikida doppo
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Kunikida's Ideal Notebook
the pages are dotted bc i like dotted notebooks marginally better than lined notebooks bc i can organize and put stuff in little boxes and stuff
has 40 leaves total which is enough for my personal needs, i can always make another one when i need to
#god i love bookbinding#i made my friend 5 notebooks but with 80 leaves each#3 fukuzawa themed notebooks 1 dazai and 1 chuuya#it was adorable ngl why didnt i take proper photos of them#lemonade stand#lemonade bindery#<- new tag for my bookbinding stuff#bc i have 'i was screaming your name through the radio' in progress but just the first few chapters printed bc that's a thick book#bungo stray dogs#bsd#kunikida doppo#bsd kunikida#bookbinding#also the actual type of binding for kunikida's notebook is called a japanese stab binding#but i like my notebooks to be able to lay flat and stuff
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It's so sad people get away from bsd because of negativity inside the fandom, there is a real issue with this. Not everyone needs to complain about some characters or send death threats to studio Bones (please don't) in order to be a part of it. Just like you don't need to talk to everyone and share their very same ideas to exist as yourself.
That's fine if you like some weird ship that nobody talks about. That's fine if you prefer the anime or the manga. That's fine if you don't like angst (or fluff on the opposite) like some other people. That's fine if your favorite character is Kaji. That's fine if you don't want to call your favs "pathetic". That's fine if you don't like something that everyone likes and vice-versa. And that's perfectly fine if you're not as viscerally passionate about it as some others are. Bsd is still (at least to me) an amazing story with a lot of very interesting characters but if you're not that attracted to it, that's okay. Not everyone share the same interests after all.
As long as you're enjoying what you are doing or seeing, it is all that matters.
#whats wrong with kaji#but yeah ^^#let's all just enjoy a lovely story and be nice to each other#I promise to never hold malicious intent against anyone online#let's just have fun with each other#<- prev tags#bsd
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