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I love this,,, rain
I guess I’m starting a series , where like there are characters and each character represents a object or fundamental thing in life. Ex. Crown, fish, tv, death
You can suggest new characters .
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Spirit Worker Problem
Realizing that your imaginary friends and pets from younger days may not be so imaginary after all.
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Schizo feels
“I’m sure it’s just your anxiety I don’t see you as CRAZY”
Everyone’s out to get me
Is there actually a face on that or?
*Voices screeching and sighing* okay did I ask?
Not sleeping ever
Can anyone else hear that?
He’s staring at me they’re all staring
Don’t answer the phone, don’t eat that, don’t look at him, don’t do that.
Random shadows or people in the mirrors
The bugs
The ringing and buzzing of flies
Wondering if you’re actually real
Wondering if youre really doing what you’re doing
Not being able to explain to people or family members because they don’t care or don’t want to deal with you
Covering your ears doesn’t help
Rocking back and forth is so innocent and helpful
Thinking you’re fine and 3 seconds later thinking you need to be locked up
The voices arguing.
Shuddering, shoving, and screaming to keep from them touching you or touching it.
Nothing seems real
How do I know my family isn’t fake
Are my family robots
How do I know that my pets aren’t imaginary
Being genuinely suprised when there is a real bug on you
Your therapist telling you to change your relationship with the voices to something pleasant first off hOW THE FUCK
Upping your meds anytime it gets bad
Not wanting to take your meds Everytime it gets bad
No one truly understanding what’s going on with you
Religious parents/grandparents thinking that the devil is your voices and he’s got a hold of you (telling me this makes it worse thanks)
The constant stress of just being alive
Not being able to sleep or being woken up by your schizophrenia
Feel free to add on ❤
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YES DISNEY AUs IM THIRSTY FOR THESE
cinderella marries the prince
and it’s… fine. The prince is great! They’re in love, he’s very sweet and passionate, writing her poems and songs, giving her anything she wants. The time she spends with her husband is great.
but cinderella is not royalty, her family was noble but she never spent time in those circles. She’s used to being busy, she’s used to cooking and cleaning and mending. There are hours, days, where she has nothing to do.
time passes. cinderella learns the fancy lady type of needlework. Learns to ride horses. Reads a lot.
as is normal for royalty at the time, they travel and are hosted by nobles or stay at castles owned by the king. But even that variety begins to become routine. The prince is distracted, there’s a lot of young women living and working on their route. Daughters of nobles. Younger and prettier with soft hands that have never done a day’s work.
cinderella needs something to spend her time on, and there’s a part of her thinking a couple-only trip might get her husband’s attention again, so she suggests making an old castle that’s fallen into disrepair their “project.” It was built in the time when castles were made to be defensible, so it’s quite sturdy, but it’s overgrown and secluded. The prince doesn’t know why his family stopped living there either. A hundred years ago it was their summer home.
so they go. And they work. And for a while it’s great! But when they leave for winter cinderella’s husband forgets her once again. cinderella resolves to make the best of her life and stop worrying about a man who has gotten what he wanted from her.
summer comes again and this time cinderella goes alone to the old castle (minus staff, of course, but cinderella manages to narrow it down to only repair workers and one maid). She can cook and clean and mend again, but this time it’s her own choice. She is happy.
this summer they make more progress on repairs. The workers say that most of it can be salvaged, except one tower that’s been completely overgrown with vines and briars. It will have to come down, eventually, but for now it can be safely ignored.
cinderella has more free time now. The old castle has a surprisingly untouched library, though time and moisture have damaged many of the books. Behind a collection of greek poetry cinderella finds an old diary. Very old, in fact, at least a hundred years. It’s rude to read a diary, of course, but whoever wrote this is long dead, and cinderella is bored, so…
from the description of activities the author looks to have been nobility. Maybe even a princess. She’s sensitive and sweet and smarter than she seems to realize. If circumstances had been different cinderella wishes they could have been friends…
after the summer ends cinderella returns to her husband. He’s spending a lot of time with a young musician and cinderella can’t even work up the energy to care. She does some research about the castle and the family she’s married into, finds out the name of the princess who wrote the diary.
aurora. Cursed and forgotten. She died young, they say, in a plague that also took out the castle staff and her own parents. Luckily they avoided a succession crisis, but not so lucky for the dead.
time passes. cinderella goes to the old castle again and again, even out of season. Soon enough all that remains to be done is the old tower, and the builders say they should tear it down and fill the gaps before it gets cold.
one night cinderella is restless. The princess from the diary had been fond of that tower, and cinderella is far more attached to a dead woman than she ought to be. She gets out of bed, reads by candlelight, and finally goes to walk the empty halls.
she finds herself going to the tower. Pushing past the vines that don’t seem so troublesome really. They almost part before her. The stairs are perfectly intact, the door at the top is already cracked open. As if she should have done this years ago, cinderella steps into aurora’s bedroom.
she’s as beautiful as the stories say. And sitting under her hands, crossed across her stomach as it rises and falls, is a book of greek poetry.
years later, people will tell the story of cinderella as a cautionary one. Don’t seek above your station. Don’t marry for prestige. After all, a girl who grew up as a servant once married the crown prince, and disappeared after only three years. She ran away, they say, she couldn’t handle the lifestyle.
two old women who run a bookshop together agree with the lesson. Marrying for the wrong reasons never ends well. It’s best to wait for someone you have things in common with, shared interests.
or, failing that, the more linguistic of the two says, wait a decade or ten for someone to fall in love with you from your diary.
her partner laughs and hits her with the socks she is mending.
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the table has been shook. these kids aren’t playing any games and fuck anyone who thinks that this generation of teens shouldn’t be aware and adamant about wanting social/political change
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The same people who complained about how lazy the youth are now are really upset by how motivated they are
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i needed this
I hate wanting revenge on abusive people. I hate wanting to hurt someone back. Like I literally want them to psychologically and emotionally suffer. I want them to feel and be in MY pain.
But it doesn’t matter how much you cuss at them and say horrible abusive things back at them, they’re just probably getting off on the fact that it still affects you.
It’s emotionally exhausting and draining. Trying to hurt them back is pointless because everything they do to others they are simultaneously doing to themselves. Just try to absorb that. Beneath the cocky and unbothered mask they put on for everybody is an insecure little abused kid, you probably won’t see it but it’s there. So if you really want them to suffer just know they’re already suffering.
The catch is, it’ll probably just make you feel sorry for them.
Wanting revenge just means that you’re wanting relief.
But I’ve found that once your needs are met elsewhere and by other people the preoccupation goes away. (Or in my therapist’s words, get a new boyfriend) Lol or in his other words, the opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference.
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High School Walkouts
On March 14 at 10 am students and teachers will be walking out for 17 minutes to honor the 17 lives lost in the Florida school shooting.
There will be another walkout on April 20, marking 19 years after the Columbine shooting and 19 years of nothing changing. (petition)
I tried to keep this as short and simple as I could but I’m a small account and I haven’t seen any posts on my dash about this so please, please, please spread this. Don’t let this go unrecognized. We need to be heard.
More gun control petitions:
Students Fighting Guns Since Adults Won’t
Stop Gutting Federal Gun Laws
Stop Blocking Gun Violence Research
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High School Walkouts
On March 14 at 10 am students and teachers will be walking out for 17 minutes to honor the 17 lives lost in the Florida school shooting.
There will be another walkout on April 20, marking 19 years after the Columbine shooting and 19 years of nothing changing. (petition)
I tried to keep this as short and simple as I could but I’m a small account and I haven’t seen any posts on my dash about this so please, please, please spread this. Don’t let this go unrecognized. We need to be heard.
More gun control petitions:
Students Fighting Guns Since Adults Won’t
Stop Gutting Federal Gun Laws
Stop Blocking Gun Violence Research
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As a millennial, I want to say that I’m so fucking proud of the younger generation standing up for its rights against this corrupt political regime. You are all so so amazing. ❤️
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More info on the school walkout! Spread the word and please participate if you can!
[set of tweets from the National School Walkout on twitter reading; “This .is .a. national. movement. All schools are encouraged to participate. The 10:00 time is done by your time zone, "rolling” over the country.
Gather your classmates. Work with your administrators and class presidents. Propose these ideas respectfully and efficiently. Just emailing your local school officials can get the ball rolling on this movement. #NationalSchoolWalkout
On Friday, April 20th we want students to attend school and then promptly WALK-OUT at 10:00 am. Sit outside your schools and peacefully protest. Make some noise. Voice your thoughts. “We are students, we are victims, we are change.”
So, what’s our plan? On Friday, April 20th, the 19th anniversary of the Columbine shooting we propose a National High School walk out. Don’t attend school, wear orange and protest. Sign the petition on our page if you pledge to do so. #nationalwalkout #schoolwalkout"]
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I LOVE THIS
Please read
I know I don’t have that large of a platform on here, but please spread if you can.
My friends and I are starting the twitter hashtag #studentsforregulation starting friday. What it will be is basically if you’re a student in the united states, post a video of you talking about your fears and views on the lack of gun control. We’re posting them all friday so there can be a huge wave of scared voices yelling for change. We’re gonna make them hear us.
Just a short, personal video of your fears, views, and concerns under the hashtag #studentsforregulation on friday. We can have a voice if we’re all shouting. No more selling our lives for votes. It ends with us
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students have a voice
Wednesday's crisis has sparked pain and advocacy from the youth across the US.
Students, from the beginning, were raised to speak only when spoken to, and to raise their hand when they have a question.
They're taught in their peak influencial years to remain quiet, and that has inturn instilled a long-term silence in the youth, during this time of adversity.
Many students keep their thoughts & feelings on school shootings in the solitude of their mind, to ensure they don't step out of line.
They want to make a difference, but don't know how; or don't know that there are MANY like-minded people in their community.
If you feel passionately about something, do something. Post about it. Get the attention your topic deserves.
Talk about it.
Make a PSA, make a club, start a movement, join a rally. Cause a rally.
Make chaos.
Write to your local paper or news. Tell your school paper.
Vote. If you can't vote, sign a petition. Make a petition. Stand on a street corner with a sign.
Its rebellion, and its legal, so what are you waiting for. Gather friends, and make change happen.
There is no use in supporting something if you don't voice your thoughts, &/or follow them with intense and persistent action.
If there's something wrong in our society, fix it.
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