quick promo for my other tumblr cause i think it might be shadowbanned and it’s heartbreaking to put so much effort into writing and not get any sort of feedback & shit
the fact that, if this news is true and means they probably broke up a while ago, taylor has been singing invisible string, lover, etc. on tour this whole time… my heart hurts
I think the reason this is so hard to process is that Taylor's music for the last 5 albums has been dripping in this exploration of a deep, real love that we obviously all felt would last a lifetime and it's hard to accept that sometimes that just isn't how things are meant to be
“Love grows and changes every day. And it isn’t like some thunderbolt from the sky, instantly transforming you into a different man.” - Romancing Mister Bridgerton by Julia Quinn
There is no movie that angers me, saddens me, humours me and tears me up more than Hidden Figures. The way that’s it a movie about space and yet it still deals with the discrimination, the sexism, and the misogyny makes me watch it time and time again without a care in the world.
If you haven’t watched this movie, go. It’s on Disney+, Apple TV and Amazon Prime. I wish I did a study on this movie instead of fucking Billy Elliot 🙄
I can’t get Dad JJ out of my head so here’s what I think he’d be like:
When he finds out you’re pregnant, he’s terrified. Not because he doesn’t want this, but because he wants it so much.
He doesn’t know if he knows how to be a dad, because he’s never had that influence, and that scares the shit out of him.
You reassure him that he’s going to be amazing, that he’s nothing like his father, that there’s no one else on the planet you’d rather be doing this with.
You wake up one night and he’s stroking your bump, whispering about all the ways he’s going to take care of you both, how much he loves you both, how strong and proud and kind he’s going to be.
He’s there every step of the way, attending all the appointments, and when you give birth, when he’s finally holding your girl in his arms, he cries because he feels like this is exactly how his life was meant to be.
SUCH a girl dad, he’s watching tutorials on how to do her hair, he’s French plaiting until he can do it with his eyes closed.
The definition of the fun dad. You wake up one morning and head downstairs to find them in the middle of the kitchen, head to toe in flour and grinning sheepishly as they slide a plate of misshapen pancakes over to you.
Scheduled daddy/daughter days.
You see them getting ready to leave and your daughter stops you before you can slide your jacket on.
“Sorry, mommy, but you’re not invited today.”
“Oh?” You grin, raising an eyebrow.
“I’m afraid that’s correct, ma’am,” JJ pipes up. “I’m taking control of this one for the day. If you step into the living room you’ll find your favourite shows lined up, a bowl of M&M’s with all the red ones removed, two bottles of Kildare’s shittiest wine, and Kie and Sarah waiting to talk shit about John B and Pope all day.”
God, he just loves being a dad so much and he’s so goddamn good at it.
You’re putting her to sleep one night, and as you’re staring down at her, he whispers in your ear.
“Hey mama, how’d you feel about doing this all over again?”