this is 22k words long and took me... five months to write! if you have ever wanted to see my very soul and beating heart bared to you through drawn out minecraft roleplay analysis, that is now a service i offer!

Before we continue, is this a personal moral failing or a mental illness? I need to know whether I should treat you like an evil monster or a helpless child when I unperson you.

Absolutely insane lines to just drop in the middle of an academic text btw. Feeling so normal about this.

[ A Critical History of English Literature, Vol. 1, Prof. David Daiches, first published in 1960 ]

dance

Sometimes I see a respected mutual in my notes and remember they follow me and I'm like. Should I apologize for what I'm doing here. But they did choose to be in my house

me, posting stuff for over 7 different fandoms at random all on the same blog:

blehhh :P

Not gonna say it again

Some Lifeateal doodles I drew while watching s4 vods, featuring Planet floating around while having a chat with Zam, and Bacon as a piglin and Vi as a cross fox :3

hey. guys. not to vaguepost & i know we're all having fun and this is gay dot com and all. but do we HAVE to make jokes abt calling someone (who is on tumblr and following a lot of the fandom, and whose sexuality we Do Not Know) a faggot or a queer in a very clearly negative/derogatory sense. like i realize it's about the character and not the cc but .... theres a difference btwn (a) reclaiming a slur by using it Positively as an identity for yourself or your community, (b) joking around and using it as an insult w friends who you know are ok with it, and (c) just straightup using it as an insult for a stranger. and quite frankly a lot of people are bordering on the third usage and should maybe tone it down. being gay does not actually make you 100% in the clear to be kinda homophobic at someone youre not actually friends with, neither does "haha thats just a joke i am actually very excited for the gay shipping". its not a huge deal but thats just my onion

make him repent.

happy moral dilemma monday thursday

wormhole zam too can be a beautiful girl

reflections of oneself

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the autopsy garland -- dsmp hunger games au about rpf fandom and the horrors of celebrity. parts of it have aged poorly--it's about, in part, both the fandom and hatedom surrounding cc!dream and the dream smp as a whole, and also unrelatedly it's about sexual abuse, and, uh, it was published before the dream situation let alone any of the ones that came after it, i have no clue what it'd look like if i wrote it now but certainly it would look wildly different--but i'm still so fucking proud of it. the epistolary sections. the bits of canon dialogue. threading the line between "this guy did awful awful things" and "holy shit, the stuff happening to him is not okay to do to anyone"

between the moth and the moon -- lifesteal, a gentle moment between vitalasy & zam. i wrote this one bc i needed zam to tell vitalasy i mourned you. it's a missing scene and it's one i needed and it's gentle and soft and bittersweet and i go reread it whenever i'm sad about them (this is often)

i don't have the heart to match -- mdzs, my Trans Woman Jiang Cheng Manifesto. there is something so special in my heart for yunmeng shuangjie and jc's issues about wei wuxian and Duty and jealousy and. and. man

Your Body Is Not A Word -- tma fic about s4 jonathan sims exchanging sex for statements. it's about sexual trauma and it's about starving and it's about being both victim and monster and it's about not really being able to believe in the dialectic there and it's about making choices that hurt yourself because you don't having any good options left and not-doing-anything hurts too.

whatever a moon has always meant -- indis/míriel silmarillion fic which is nominally about LaCE and in practice about Catholic sexual ethics & the Catholic outlook more broadly. it's also about grief and doubt and a lot of other things but it's very very Catholic and struggling with that Catholicism. it gets kind of ... pretentious? overwrought in a very teenage fashion? at times, but the core of it is very important to me. considered doing one of my númenor or maedhros fics here instead, there's some good stuff there as well, but. idk. this one's got a soft spot in my heart and it's less Relentlessly Fucking Depressing lol

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