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happydeathd4y · 2 months
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why do all the words sound heavier in my native language?
—  @metamorphesque, Yoojin Grace Wuertz (Mother Tongue), Still Dancing: An Interview With Ilya Kaminsky (by Garth Greenwell), Jhumpa Lahiri (Translating Myself and Others), @lifeinpoetry
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happydeathd4y · 2 months
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turning my paintings into mitski song covers. part. idk at this point.
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happydeathd4y · 2 months
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por qué ahora no puedo irme si antes lo que no lograba era estar
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happydeathd4y · 3 months
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y todas estas cartas que te escribo solo son una mezcla de ‘te quieros’ y una sopa de letras en la cual la única palabra por encontrar y que se forma entre líneas es tu nombre.
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happydeathd4y · 3 months
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todas las noches apoyo mi cabeza en la almohada y ahogo mis lágrimas jurando que está será la última noche en la que el recuerdo de tu nombre me hará llorar. solo me permitiré una noche más estar triste. llevo un mes regando la almohada como si fuera un jardín donde crecerán rosas.
con las mejillas húmedas y la garganta entumecida me pregunto si pensarás en mí. ¿mi nombre aún seguirá paseando por tu mente? o ¿tocaras el tatuaje que te hiciste por mi y susurras mi nombre?
odio sentirme así de vulnerable porque significa que te quise, que te quiero.
solo una noche más, solo por esta noche déjame llorar al recordar que existió un tú y yo.
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happydeathd4y · 3 months
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Carol Rifka Brunt, Tell the Wolves I’m Home
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happydeathd4y · 3 months
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jobs for girls who can't focus and are tired all the time and aren't rlly that good looking and get startled easily
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happydeathd4y · 3 months
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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
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Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Vanessa Bell (August 1908)
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happydeathd4y · 3 months
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and now i know i’m the problem. i broke my own heart because i’m afraid of others hurting me.
i know that something is wrong with me because i always wondered why nobotcould stay by my side but i am the one who make them go away or i am the one who run away.
i just wish that one day someone has the love and patience to teach me how to stay.
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happydeathd4y · 3 months
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Jeremy Radin, from "Lazar Wolf the Butcher" (poem written during staging of Fiddler on the Roof at Paper Mill Playhouse, shared on his IG page) [ID'd]
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happydeathd4y · 3 months
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My problem is that I want to literally kill myself at any minor inconvenience
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happydeathd4y · 3 months
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what is love if is not pain?
pain that hides in the shadow of my weak hands.
oh!, terrible pain that burn the layers of my heart
and blind me so i can’t see the truth of your colors.
what is love if is not to yield? to the sweetest words that in any time are going to taste bitter.
yield so you can take a little more of my soul
so in that way the pain hides in the shadow and that ardor bear your name.
while i pretend that is something i enjoy and i always wanted.
while i pretend that enjoy giving you parts of me that i know i will never have back.
what is love if is not destroying ourselves?
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happydeathd4y · 3 months
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i have bingerexia but i wish i had starverexia
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happydeathd4y · 3 months
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girlie that's not a random headache u are dehydrated malnourished over caffeinated over stressed and sleep deprived
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Sylvia Plath
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