2020 has been shit. I’m surprised I survived. I lost my new car in January. I had just bought a 2018 Ford Fiesta. I put the first mile on that car. Then I got Covid in March. My brother was far away in basic, and I couldn’t tell him. I survived, clearly. And then in June, my grandfather passed away. If you know me personally, he was very close to me. Someone I looked up to a lot. My brother was still in basic. We couldn’t tell him personally. I fought with bank after bank to get a mortgage to purchase my grandfathers home. In October, I finally got the mortgage. We moved in on October 26th. My dear mister kitty was so very happy to have so much room to play in. I learned to cook. But on November 5th, that home burned down. We still don’t know how. I lost everything, including my precious cat. I’ve now been fighting insurance for over a month. I’m not posting this for pity. It’s for documentation on how fucking shitty 2020 has been and how much I cannot wait for it to be over.

My heart is empty again

I’m losing someone close to me and I’m going to fall apart this time and I’d rather be empty and numb than to feel this kind of pain.

aye 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Is there a reason all my candles for my gods and goddesses would be sitting perfectly still without a flickering or swaying at all? I am stressed lmao. Send help.

hey here’s a big shoutout to all of us animal crossing ppl whose fave villager ISNT marshal or raymond or any of those other “top tier dreamies uwu”

fuck everyone i love gladys more than anything

more tommys

Is anyone still here?

I just dont want anything anymore. I want the world to stop asking anything of me.

I look around and I see all these happy people, hugging, smiling, kissing, and I want to know how they got that. They get to be in love, get to laugh and be happy. I want to know why I don't deserve those things too.

I will tear everyone apart just to be the only one you praise

What a fucking way to break a heart

I forgot this hellsite existed until someone followed me just now

Hello new follower, we’re friends now and having tacos for dinner. Do you like chicken or beef?

I somehow managed to convince myself that crackers isn’t food and eating those all day won’t hurt my weight issues.

Back to crackers and water I guess

I just really wanna be skinny is that too much to ask

Tfw you fry your hair and keep blaming the hair dye when you bleached it 2622619736 times to get black out before going green

Sometimes, I really miss my beta tank.