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Maybe your intuition was right about this job.
You were broke, only a few days away from having to live on the streets, streets where dangerous men lurked waiting for an opportunity to snap up young women like you.
You remember shivering at the thought, and so when you saw a job opportunity at some nearby hotel, you thought you were saved. It paid pretty well considering you were only coming in to be a cleaner, but you were quick to realise why.
Gangs and mafia had wormed their way into the very foundations of your city. You were hired to clean and keep your mouth shut if you saw anything. Up until now, you hadnโt seen anything, thank god.
Despite your guilty conscience, you continued working, making a habit of bringing in headphones just so you could block everything out.
You regret every decision youโve made that has led up to this moment.
Youโre practically plastered against the wall, eyes wide and body trembling. The headphones you usually wear are still blasting some pop song, but itโs practically white noise compared to the sounds of crying, screaming and groaning.
Itโs a bloodbath. Quite literally too. You can feel pools of it soaking into your cheap shoes, which doesnโt help the sickness in your stomach.
The man, if you can even call him that, still hasnโt noticed you. You wonโt be surprised if he turns around and reveals himself to be some bear-man mutant thing. Heโs fucking massive, despite the fact that heโs currently sat down, boredly snapping bones. Youโre extremely lucky he hadnโt heard your mop drop to the floor after you walked into the carnage.
Fucking move! Move! Move!
You donโt. You stand still like an idiot.
โAre you going to say anything, little lady?โ
Now you just might throw up.
He turns his head to the side and watches you with one eye, a grin on his lips. He chuckles a little, before standing.
By fucking god heโs huge. Your knees become wobbly within an instant.
โHm. I donโt think you should be here, girlie.โ
โI-I work here,โ you stammer out.
He raises an eyebrow, turning to face you a little more, the grin on his lips widening.
โIs that so?โ
He stands to his feet, casually crushing the head of some poor man under his boot. Your eyes divert to the ceiling, struggling to find a spot that isnโt covered in splatters of blood.
โI gotta admit, you donโt look the type to be working here.โ
Thereโs a spot. Itโs grimy, and thereโs a dull light that looks like it has dead bugs in it.
โI-I need the money, and itโs only- itโs only cleaning.โ
Another wry laugh, โCleaning, huh? Tell me, do you think you can clean all this?โ
The light flickers a little. Someone should check that out, but not you, youโd be hopeless with it.
โMaybe for a raise,โ you mumble.
He laughs again. Thatโs good right? He must think youโre funny. Or maybe he thinks the thought of splattering your intestines across the wall is funny.
The spot on the ceiling becomes all the harder to focus on when heโs right in front of you, tall enough to reach your line of sight despite the fact youโre basically looking straight up.
Thereโs a bit of blood in the toothy smirk he wears, a fact that makes your stomach sink even lower. โYou not gonna run?โ
You donโt even realise youโre crying until you hear your own pathetic sniffles, โWha-What would be the p-point?โ
He pouts mockingly, the amusement in his eyes clear as day, and you flinch harshly at the sight of his massive hand raising towards you, a sharp breath of air entering your lips and your headphones clattering to the floor.
The hand slowly pats your head, and the heaviness of it reminds you of the fact he could so easily crush your skull. You can feel the blood from him dripping into your hair.
โYouโre cute, you know that? In a bit of a pathetic way.โ
How lovely of him. Youโre not really sure if you should say thanks.
You gulp, and it scratches at your dry throat painfully. โI-I wonโt te-tell any-โ
โYa got a boyfriend? Maybe even a girlfriend?โ
Only spluttered and clipped words leave you, and so you settle for shaking your head.
The hand on your head crawls down your face, akin to a spider, before eventually settling on cupping your cheek.
โYeah, I figured. I mean, no offence. If I had a pretty thing like you I wouldnโt let you work in a place like this,โ he motions to the hellhole behind him, before glancing back down at you with slightly narrowed eyes. โHell, I doubt I would even let you out of the house. Youโre too cute for your own good.โ
God. Why didnโt you just tell your coworker to find someone else to cover? Why, why, why?
A rough thumb wipes under your eyes, creating a thin layer of blood, sweat and tears on your skin.
โAwe, no need to cry,โ he coos, and you yelp when his other hand encircles around your waist, tugging you against him.
โIโll take care of ya.โ
#I will just read this again and again until I know what to comment#watch me a no uvogin fan become a fan
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Congratulations on 1000 followers, 1000 mouths to feed, and 2000 watchful eyes (๏ฝขโข ฯ โข)๏ฝข Couldn't happen to a better writer โก
I saw you sneak Illumi on that list. I am very frightened of the needle man. Can I request something with the first time Illumi realizes he is obsessed with darling?
Perforate and Permeate
>Yan! Illumi x Fem! Reader
>Word count: ~3.4k
Red flags start appearing in the form of odd piercings on taxi drivers. The feeling of something horribly off surrounds you, but in the end, some people are always powerless, aren't they?
The first red flag of the evening was the creepy taxi driver. There seemed to be some sort of yellow ball stuck to the skin on his neck, and his movements and speech were somewhat robotic. The second red flag was that he offered you a ride without you even calling for one.
Thankfully, the evening rush hour helped you get away from the peculiar man, and you slid into the subway train, hidden and safe among the numerous people around you. Ironically enough, it felt a little hypocritical to find comfort among the number of people since you were always adverse to crowds. The smell of sweat and close proximity of human beings made you a little nauseous, but right now it felt safe.
The third red flag comes in the form of your apartment buildingโs watchman being absent. He never takes a day off and always ensures that the other watchman - the man who usually works as the receptionist since for some reason thereโs a desk and everything in the lobby - takes his place while heโs away for food or such.
Neither men were there and as you press the elevator button to your floor, you catch a shadow in the corner of your eye before the doors close. The fourth red flag is that your apartment windows are open. Not all of them, but the living room windows are open. Youโre absolutely certain you had left them closed when you left. You could even swear on it.
Nevertheless, some sort of dismissive hope deludes you into believing that the wind opened them and you donโt dare come any closer. The reminder to check their locks is pushed into the back of your mind when you fall onto your bed face first. Silence envelopes you, its warm hands granting you the comfort of your home.
Despite how quick the comfort came, all relaxation leaves your bones when your phone rings. As you accept the call and press your phone to your ear, you realise you almost drifted off. Your motherโs voice greets you before turning into a scolding one when you tell her you just got home.
The conversation goes as it usually does, your nerves calming down despite the subtle feeling of not being alone. You donโt blame your scepticism. Ever since you moved out, youโve always been careful and paranoid. Maybe it has to do with preferring silence and being around less people, but you donโt like the lonesomeness and silence as much as you thought you did.
You say goodbye to your mother on the phone, and sit up, groggily making your way to the kitchen. The silence of the apartment unnerves you, so you turn on your phoneโs flashlight and check every single room and cupboard of the house, leaving all the light bulbs on.
The apartment is now fully illuminated and the TV plays some random news show while you cook. It makes for good white noise and you donโt feel as alone anymore.
But you still feel watched.
The curtains are promptly drawn over the windows.
Thankfully, the feeling goes but quickly returns when you sit down to eat dinner. The panic that arises constricts your throat, heart beating in your throat and you immediately dial your mother again, praying that the paranoia dies down.
It doesnโt. She never picks up.ย
Three phone calls later, she picks up but excuses herself saying that sheโs going out for lunch with your father. The time zone difference makes you frown, realising that you're ruining her weekend with your baseless paranoia.
Dinner gets your attention back, but something seems to have its attention on you.
You're cognizant of the sounds coming from the street, television muted. The drip drip from the kitchen sink sings the vocals while the refrigerator buzzes the music. Exhaling, you pay attention to the noisy details, dinner finished and an empty plate in front of you.
The feeling goes away soon, but comfort doesn't return.
-
The first red flag of today's evening follows behind you. A man with his hoodie hiding half his face is trailing behind you, and you're briefly wondering how dense he must be to not realise that you're leading him in a circle for the fourth time. You don't mind the extra walking, but it's pretty annoying.
Should you lead him to a police station? Losing him doesn't seem to be an option. He's persistent. Even in the fifth circle, he's casually walking behind you.
You go ahead with making your way to a nearby station, but he slips away when it's in sight. Your eyes watch the man as he heads the other way, an uneasy feeling stirring in your chest at the loss of someone's eyes on you. As you make your way back to the subway station, you contemplate walking home instead. Maybe you could drop by a cafรฉ or even pick up dinner from somewhere.
However, a second red flag appears while you are in your thoughts. A taxi stops in front of you when you're scrounging around your bag for your phone and the window pulls down to reveal a taxi driver with a strange yellow piercing between his eyebrows.
The driver offers you a ride, and you stare at him dumbfounded. You didn't call for a taxi. A few passer-bys send you confused looks, but you brush it off. The man is promptly shut down and you walk away, mentally cursing yourself over the lack of crowd on the street.
Almost as though on cue, a lady grabs your arm. Her grip is unyielding and she frantically explains how you need to come with her. A familiar yellow piercing on either side of her neck greets you when you turn to look at her, but any composure you have quickly dissipates when she starts pulling you.
It takes everything you have in you to pry yourself off and run in the other direction. The few people that did stare at you turn away when they see you running, and honestly you don't blame them. No one wants to get tangled up in something like that.
By the time your legs start hurting, you're almost home. There's no time to pick up anything from a restaurant so you make a mental note to order in instead. As you walk with your phone in hand, the situation dawn's on you. Three red flags already. You don't even want to know what the fourth one will be.
But alas, the heavens never hear your silent pleas and the fourth red flag stands in the watchman-less lobby of your apartment building. You hadn't seen either men today as well, and simply seeing the person who casually leans against the wall with eyes fixed on you is making your heart do literal backflips inside your chest.
"[Name]."
The simple greeting makes you freeze. Hands grip your bag tighter as you look into his bottomless eyes and greet him back with a simple hello. He doesn't seem to mind your nervousness and gets straight to the point.
"I wanted to see you. It's been quite a while."
Your finger remains on the power button of your phone, ready to press it five times at the earliest notice to send SOS messages to your friends. Upon receiving no response, he continues, trying not to eye your deathly grips on your belongings.
"How was your day?"
"It wasโฆ fine." Voice meek, you don't know what to say to him. It's not everyday you see a person such as himself. "Howโฆ have you been, Illumi?"
The question seems to perk him up. "I'm not quite sure, but I suppose I've been alright. I do want to ask you something. Why are you holding your phone and bag so tightly?"
The muscles on your legs go taut, and you briefly glance at the elevator door thinking you could make a run for it. However, the reminder of Illumi's occupation mocks you. Of course a hunter wouldn't let you go so easily.
"I'm not sure." Your words are unsure as you speak. "I guess I'm not feeling very well."
"Should I get you medical attention?"
"No. Not that kind of not very well. I just feel a bit down, that's all."
He seems to have understood something because he's nodding. "I see. If there's nothing wrong with your physical health, it'll go away. Make sure to rest properly and you'll feel better."
"Thanks. I'll go to bed early tonight."
"Are you free right now?"
Free? Does he want something? You're no help to a hunter. "I'd like to get to bed as soon as possible, but I'm willing to hear you out."
Your grip on your phone loosens a bit, and Illumi immediately takes a few steps closer. Hardly a foot of space is left between the two of you, but before apprehension can return, he's demanding all your attention with his words.
"May I have your phone number?"
What?
"Myโฆ phone number?"
He nods. "Yes. Your phone number."
The dumbfounded look on your face makes him blink at you owlishly.ย
"I was wondering whether or not it would be appropriate for me to ask for it. I suppose I settled with ignoring the thought."
Did heโฆ really just admit that?ย
"Um, alright. I don't see why not." You know where I live anyway, the voice in your head continues.ย
You share your contact information with Illumi, but you have no idea why he wants it. His intentions are as clear as muddy water. It doesnโt make you feel any better, but if nothing, at least he asked you for it. With his licence, he could have obtained your number with ease like how he ended up in your apartment's lobby. You give him only a few points for human decency.
When heโs done saving your information on his phone, a satisfied look is on his face. The silence of the lobby remains as you wait for him to finally let you leave. That is to say he doesnโt request to visit your apartment.
โI think thatโll do.โ Illumi looks up, head tilting slightly when he sees your exhausted expression. โYou should rest. I wonโt stop you. Just seeing you this evening is enough for me. We can talk some other time.โ
Talk? What would you both even talk about? The only reason you know him is because some target of his was your work client and he scared him off. Honestly, never hearing from that man again is one of the best things that happened in your life.
โSure,โ you reply with a very obviously unsure voice. โIโll see you later then.โ
Illumi waves you off and as you step towards the elevator, you feel a little shameful for not inviting him for dinner. But then you remember that you live alone and heโs an adult man. Perhaps itโs better to not do so.
As you press the button, you glance back at Illumi down the lobby. He's waving at you, so you wave back. The door starts to close and the expression on Illumi's face changes. Lips curl upwards, eyes crinkling as well.
When the door closes, you're thankful for the distance. You never want to see that horrifying grin on his face again. It sent shivers down your spine and it seems like the creepy smile is now engraved into your brain.
Had you not been in the elevator, you would've ran out the lobby. Perhaps some people are better off expressionless after all.
-
It's been an entire day since Illumi took your number. There's been no contact, no message, nothing. As you stare at your phone sitting in front of you on the sofa, you think back over today's evening bitterly.
There was another taxi driver with the same yellow piercing. Added to that, an old woman with the same piercing had approached you and asked to walk her home. You declined. Though it felt bad to say no to an old lady, you didn't want to possibly find any unwanted trouble.
Besides, there's something definitely wrong going on. After the old lady, you found the watchman in the lobby. Even he had a piercing on his face, in between his forehead to be precise.
You didn't bother to reply to his greeting this time. There was something off about his smile.
Maybe you should move out as soon as possible.
However, that's not what's bothering you. It's the fact that there have always been four red flags. This evening, you only came across three.
The thought of an impending fourth one makes you feel nauseous. You're home now, back to safety. There has never been anything bad between these four walls, so why would there be anything now?
Maybe you missed counting a fourth one. Yes. That's it. You just missed one red flag. The thought doesn't do much to console you, but it's enough to allow you to sleep when your head hits the pillow. Unfortunately for you, that doesn't last very long.
The feeling of a pair of eyes wakes you up with a startle. You immediately throw away the covers and run to the switch, turning on the lights. Nothing. The same goes for the rest of your apartment. All the lights are on but thereโs nothing out of place.
Are you going crazy?ย
It must have been a bad dream. You still feel watched, but thatโs just because you just woke up. Water. You need some water.
The glass is quickly emptied as soon as you fill it, and now you stand alone in the kitchen, the silence of the night and the refrigeratorโs hum your only companions. The kitchen counter is cold underneath your lingering fingertips, and begrudgingly, you part with it.
Sleep doesn't come back easily. At least half an hour mustโve passed with no sign of slumberโs gentle embrace, so you get up and turn off the bedroom light. The door is then left open only a little bit to let some light from the living room bleed inside the room.
It doesnโt help much, but your eyes feel less burdened.
Upon turning to the other side and nuzzling into the sheets further, the lessened burden seems to increase again. Thereโs someone resting their face on the mattress, body probably sitting on the floor and this personโs eyes seem to be fixed on you.
It takes you blinking a few times and sitting up to realise this isn๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝt a dream.
By the time your eyes have completely blinked away any sleep, a hand is slapped over your mouth to stop you from screaming. Your chest heaves as you follow the arm to the body itโs attached to and finally the face.
Illumi.
โPardon me if I woke you up. It wasnโt my intention.โ
The mattress dips as he joins you on the bed. If the circumstance wasnโt unfortunate enough, heโs now literally hovering over you with one of his knees between your parted legs under the blanket. Long black hair cascades around his face as he leans in, large eyes observing your features.
You blink at him as your breathing settles down. The lack of action from Illumiโs end does help your nerves calm down a little, but the threat of an obviously more powerful man literally above still remains.
This is your fourth red flag.
The weight of his observant stare weighs you down, the feeling of a boulder on your chest making you sink backwards into the bed. All that you see are Illumiโs large, dark eyes. Itโs suffocating and you want to scream, but the sound dies in your throat before he even lets go.
You donโt dare make a single noise as he sits up straight on your thighs.
Illumi briefly breaks eye contact, eyes dropping down to your collarbones peeking from your neckline from the dishevelled state before his eyes go back up to yours. The weight of the boulder had lifted during that time, but with his eyes back on you that weight goes to your consciousness.
โI suppose I should commend you for not screaming. Seems like youโre quick to understand.โ
All he gets in reply is your nervous gulp.
โYou require an explanation, donโt you?โ
This time, he tilts his head at your lack of response.
โI gave myself an ultimatum. Four tries every evening for every working day of this week are all I have to work with. If your refusals of my lenient methods bother me, then I must get to the bottom of the feeling. If I am not bothered in the slightest, I must stop wasting my time.โ Iluumi pauses, possibly in anticipation of some sort of response, but continues. โI suppose my presence here at this hour explains which conclusion I had come to.โ
He waits again for a few moments but ends up explaining his own words himself when youโre still frozen in what he thinks is shock. โYour refusals bothered me. I canโt be certain why. Even your less enthusiastic response to me asking for your phone number bothered me.โ
Youโre still staring at him. Mind barely processing the words. Illumi is in your room in the middle of the night. Illumi is a hunter, a potentially dangerous person, and heโs caged you to your own bed. This is the most vulnerable youโve ever been in your life, yet you canโt even bring yourself to cry over the absolute fear you feel because of the intensity that keeps growing and radiating from Illumi.
โYou occupy my thoughts more than I would prefer, and the only cure I found for that is to watch you when youโre home. No other activity soothes it.โ
His index finger and thumb hold his chin as he continues thinking over the matter, but his eyes are still fixed onto you. When his eyes widen slightly, the intensity you felt grows dramatically and you have to reflexively cover yourself till the top of your head with the blanket to not end up asphyxiated.
A hand gently pulls down the cover till your chin, and luckily, the intensity mellows enough to allow you to breathe.
โI came here tonight to understand why trying to sleep on my own causes me distress. Itโs like I search for you in my own bed, and the lack of your presence makes me restless.โ
He leans in, hands sinking into the mattress on either side of your hips and you instinctively shrink into yourself. Voice perfectly even, the tone betrays the depth of his words. โI talked to my mother about this feeling and came to a conclusion. Iโm in love with you.โ
Sweat starts to bead at your forehead, but Illumiโs eyes refuse to allow you any reprieve. One of his hands sneak up your body, fingertips gently tracing the outline till his hand lightly wraps around your throat. The grip is non-existent but the threat of a not so well meaning squeeze still exists.
โAll I need to do is squeeze. A fragile human such as yourself would give in to death in under ten seconds if I do decide to test my grip. However, even the mere thought of it bothers me. Even now, I canโt bring myself to hurt you.โ
The hand moves further upwards, cupping your cheek despite the sweat. โAt first I thought you were using some kind of Nen to bewitch me, so imagine my surprise when I found out that youโre a non-user.โ
You finally manage to shakily exhale through your mouth, but the beating in your heart suddenly becomes too loud when his thumb traces the edges of your lips.
โI thought I should kill you to get rid of your spell, but the thought of you not existing anymore made my chest ache.โ Illumi sighs. โSeems like the damage has been done, and itโs quite a lot. With how the majority of my thoughts are about you, I could even claim that Iโm obsessed.โ
The intensity grows again, and it gets even harder to breathe in the cool room. When Illumiโs thumb forces your lips open and presses down on your tongue, you can only hope youโll be safe. After all, the look in his eyes is absolutely frightening.
#hmmm#I#dang#please I need a follow up#this writing style left me chewing on my fingers because I was so nervous#jeez louise#yummy night things
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๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐๐: after illumi removes the needle from your head, he must wonder if this was the right decision. little did he know that the after effects of it all was just what he needed to get his way.
๐๐๐๐๐: ย part three to subservient! yandere illumi, nsfw, manipulation + dirty talk, mentions of future impregnation. any sexual nsfw will be below the cut.
part one | part two
You couldnโt recall another time in the past when you had a headache this severe. Waking up and immediately being met with fierce throbbing in your temples, blurring your eyesight, an odd sore spot that was holding onto most of the pain right at the crown of your head. You could only try to whimper Illumiโs name, reaching out blindly for him in hopes that he was actually there and hadnโt left to complete his job of the day just yet. Relief filled you when you came into contact with his arm, clutching it desperately. He didnโt ask you what was wrong, he remained silent which you assumed was time given for you to explain yourself.ย
โMy head,โ was all you could get out, wincing at another sharp pain and clutching where the sensation had erupted. All he offered was an indifferent-sounding hum, a noise that would have bothered you greatly from how it suggested his inattentiveness to your suffering, had you not been so distracted by that same suffering.ย
โIt would be best to spend your day in bed, recovering.โ He took your hands in his to encourage you to lay down again, helping you onto your back. Recover from what exactly? Trying to decipher his words only bothered you further, though, so you shook that question away. Resting your head did not immediately alleviate anything, though putting your body into such a lax position certainly helped you feel less strained overall.ย
You thanked him for his assistance, voice raspy and indicative of the low state you were in. You wanted to rest your arms over your forehead, covering your shut eyes from any light as it burned through your eyelids, but Illumi had yet to let go of you, even putting up some resistance as you tried to pull yourself away. You peered at him curiously, squinting immediately after from the tension it caused.ย
โWill you be okay on your own today?โ His tone of voice didnโt sound very concerned. He was rather curt, business-like, trying to get your answer as soon as possible to make arrangements so he could be off to tend to more pressing matters. The thought of any matter aside from your health existing at the forefront of Illumiโs mind hurt your heart, but you pushed that feeling aside and instead focused on answering his question.ย
โI donโt know, I donโt feel any better yet.โ
He hummed. An appraising sound; you were starting to get sick of trying to guess the emotion behind every sound and word he communicated, the uncertainty was only making you feel worse. You chewed your lip, tears suddenly threatening to spill past your waterlines. Today had begun for maybe a few minutes, yet it was already off to such an awful start. A whimper escaped you, fists clenching at the show of weakness that you didnโt want to draw attention to in the first place. Illumiโs hands squeezed yours, his fingers over the top of your fists. He remained wordless as he watched you struggle to hold your whimpers back, letting go of you but quickly rejoining your body as his fingers met your waist.ย
โYou had a rough night. It would be unwise to leave you in this state before I leaveโ he spoke thoughtfully, but any thoughts were regarding his plans, of course. Not your well-being. Again, you put some of your own thoughts into his words though; now that you tried to think about it, what happened last night? You couldnโt remember anything. Surely whatever did happen was the cause of your current pain, which would only become more unbearable the longer you used your brain.ย
A beat of silence passed, then you felt Illumiโs cold lips on your neck. You couldnโt help but flinch, the kisses unexpected but not unwelcome as one of his hands began roaming to your hips and then your front. His hair tickled you as he pulled back, you could see his head tilt while he scanned over your body from head to toe. Or rather, head to hips.ย ย
โYour health is of utmost importance right now. Iโll need to ensure that youโre relaxed before I go out.โย
His intentions on ensuring that were rather obvious by now, making you blush as his thumb traced down your nightgown until it hovered over your generously covered clit. Your bud remained that way very momentarily, he exerted no effort into pushing the thick gown up and your panties down, letting them stay stretched around your thighs rather than pulling them off entirely to spend as little time here as possible. Getting you off quickly rather than valuing passion and intimacy was expected, though you couldnโt help but desire the latter after dealing with such an extended feeling of vulnerability since you had woken up. No matter, the disappointment of knowing that wouldnโt happen was soothed over rather soon when Illumiโs thumb met your bare clit once and for all, his other four fingers pressing down against your lower stomach while his thumb pushed the hood of your clit back and pressed right onto your sensitivity with purpose and calculation. His motions were perfect, he knew just what to do to make your back arch and nerves tingle right away. That tingling extended to your head, replacing the aching that had been there previously with a pleasantly lightheaded feeling instead. Lightheaded, as if you were floating on cloud nine.ย ย
โGood, goodโ he murmured hushedly. You bit back a moan as he continued on, letting him throw both of your legs over one of his shoulders. He leaned forward to expose your pussy to him further with the new position, his other hand joining in as he curled his middle finger over the index, flipping his hand palm up and pressing them inside of you. His ministrations on your clit left you wet enough to let him slide in with ease, joint fingertips pushing into your soft spot right away with his usual precision that you should have expected but did not this time given how fast he moved.ย
You whined out, thighs trembling against him as the sensations were so faultlessly satisfying that your peak approached rapidly, too rapid for you to handle as your chest heaved and your hands reached at his forearms, gripping them brutally as if to help your body acclimate to such intense pleasure. You vaguely watched through teary eyes as one of his brows raised once you had done this, though he must not have cared too much since he continued fucking you earnestly as if you had done nothing at all. Your fingernails dug into his skin, and the amount of pressure and the ferocity of the motions left you shaking with one last cry before you came, pussy squeezing his hand further inside of you and soaking him as your hips churned to match his pace. He continued on for the entirety of your orgasm, allowing you to ride it out to its fullest until you had slumped into the mattress bonelessly.ย
He withdrew his fingers when he could feel your muscles loosen beneath him, pulling himself off of you to stand near the bed. The release made your legs fall to your side, the rest of your body following the movement. You pressed your cheek into the pillow under you tiredly as you turned over, heaving to catch your breath. The material of your nightgown was pulled off to the side, you could see Illumi wiping his fingers off with it in your periphery. He placed the skirt back over your legs when he seemed satisfied, his chest lifting as he took in a breath and watched you, his expression bored as ever.
โNow, Iโll have a butler assigned to you for the day until I get home. Call for them when necessary, theyโll be waiting in the hall beside your door as per usual.โย
Before you could respond, his back was already facing you. You blinked once and saw much less of him then; only the ends of his dark hair following him out of the door, which closed promptly. You blinked again, taken aback by how quickly he was gone after such an intense experience. Well, clearly it was not intense for him, maybe it wasnโt even pleasurable for him to see you that way at all. The idea of this made you feel a bit insecure, your knees subconsciously tucking into your chest as you shut your eyes in an attempt to tune that idea out and away, hopefully for good. Despite there being a chance of that, one good thing to come of this was the immediate dissipation of your headache.ย
Even though you felt much better without the headache, fatigue hit you like a truck after the energy you exerted into your intercourse. You were out once your eyes had been closed for a couple of seconds, unknowing that you would end up sleeping the day away. You were still not certain about what had incited the headache and major fatigue, and you werenโt sure if Illumi would know either. You didnโt want to ask him and start something, it could have been nothing. Perhaps just some random, short illness, even though Illumi was so doting about your health and wellness (if this morning was not enough of an indicator) that this shouldnโt have been a possibility. You were glad that the thought of bringing it up again left your mind before you fell into your slumber.ย
Unlike most days, this one was just utterly full of Illumi. You hadnโt expected to sleep so deeply that you would be waking up as he arrived home from his hit, walking through the door and announcing that dinner would be ready soon, that you had to get up now. You rubbed the sleep from your eyes, not feeling very rested despite your situation. But Illumi was here! It almost felt like he never left you at all, what with being here before and after your sleep. This rarely ever happens! The strength in his presence was what energized you, even encouraging you to get up and walk over to him. He was facing the dresser, now shirtless with his toned back on display, his newly bloodstained shirt discarded to the hamper.ย
Illumiโs body went taut when your arms wrapped around his torso, hands clasping over his abdomen and your warm cheek squishing into his chilled shoulder blade. You couldnโt help but embrace him, even giving a little squeeze as you desired such closeness.ย
โWhatโs the meaning of this?โย
โWhat do you mean? This isnโt the first time Iโve been affectionate with youโ you frowned, a frown that could have been audible given your sour tone.
โIโm aware. But it usually isnโt of your own accord.โย
That wasโฆ true. You wanted to say that this was only partially true, but it was fully, though circumstantial. Illumi rarely being home was nothing new to you, of course, but when he finally came back you were always too tired from doing nothing to do anything other than eat dinner and follow him to bed. Any affection woven in between those parts of the routine was initiated by him, in front of his family, for an impression. It only got as major as holding hands or a protective arm around your waist, as minor as a glance in your direction with direct eye contact. Intimacy beyond that was sex intended for expanding the family, therefore making it lack intimacy when you knew Illumiโs only desires about you were for your eventual impregnation, nothing like your body or noises.ย
This morning was a pleasant change from that, though. Your grin began to twitch upward as you remembered the events evocatively, the feeling of Illumiโs skillful fingers buried inside of you. It reminded you of your teenage years, made you feel like a rebellious young girl frolicking beneath the sheets with the guy she knew that she shouldn't like or be with. A quickie, ending almost as soon as it started yet still leaving you so elated and fluttery inside from it being something new, something refreshing. You sighed contentedly, releasing Illumi but still keeping your hands on him as you slid to his front, leaning in to press your chin against his chest and look up into his eyes. He stared back down at you, his face flat.ย
His eyes were hypnotic in spite of how blandly he looked at you. So devoid of anything, yet so beguiling like a mystery you had to solve. Just what was he thinking? What could those eyes convey, if he allowed himself? What could you get them to convey? After he made you feel so good, you wanted to return the favour.
โI want to have your baby, Illumi.โ These words were not spoken from a place of dishonesty, but you still wanted to see what they would do to him even if you didnโt mean it just yet.ย
His lids lifted slightly. That was something. Something that made your insides stir, familiar with what you felt earlier today. Your desire to make those sensations mutual with him amped up, and you couldnโt stop yourself as you ran your hand down from his back and to the side of his thigh, gripping it for a moment before dragging your fingers in with the intent to hover them over his cock.ย
His hand stopped yours before it could get beyond your sides, and now he looked at you inquisitively, but he still said nothing. He must have been able to tell that you werenโt done just yet.ย
โDonโt you think Iโm ready? Iโve stayed away from the heavy training, Iโve been staying relaxed for you. Ready for you.โ Your voice was more like a purr, a tactic of seduction that probably wouldnโt even work on Illumi, yet your inhibitions were far too released for you to let rationality take over. You were telling him everything that he wanted to hear, that alone should have had an effect if your voice couldnโt.ย
Nothing happened for a moment, the room was so quiet now that you were sure if Illumi was ever clumsy enough to allow one of his pins to drop, it would do so and sound loud.
ย But then his lips met yours in a slam, intentionally gentle yet powerful by comparison to the standard you had set from previous kisses with Illumi. What usually made you feel like paper now made you feel unbreakable, perhaps you had finally reached the peak that Illumi wanted you to, allowing him to use such ferocity without thinking that you would shatter from it. His grip on your hand relented so he could grab the sides of your face instead, his fingers weaving back into your hair after he had kissed you to the point of breathlessness, and pulled his lips away with a wet pop. Your eyes fluttered open, panting as you looked up at him; those short breaths now hitching as you could swear his own eyes were now swirling as they bore into you. He turned and began walking you towards the bed, hardly enforcing any effort considering how complicit you were with his movements right away. His eyes were just so hypnotic right nowโฆhis voice sounded muted to you when he began to speak, with how little focus you put into anything but maintaining your shared gaze. Your knees met with the mattress and you collapsed, seated as Illumi massaged your scalp, his fingertips focusing on the crown of your head, and his next words were loud and clear.
โI knew you would reach perfection eventually. What a good little wife you are to me, Y/N.โย
Problem solved.
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I donโt care if I lose my mind, Iโm already cursed
a story about love and hate
After all these years of getting told how important a political marriage was for a womans future, especially for a young Lady like you, you still had faith that you would marry out of love. That your betrothed would make your heart beat faster, enlighten a firework inside your body and hang you the moon and stars the moment your eyes meet - just like the books and fairytales promised.
But they lied.
m i n o r s D N I ! ! !
โ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: when you were young, your mother always told you about love like it was something to be cautious of, that woman like you, from a family like yours had to be careful who they would give their heart to because in the end, you were expected to marry the second son of the Akashi Dukedom and that you should not, under no circumstances fall in love love, not even with him.
And still, when you meet Haruchiyo, your heart falls for him- and breaks for the first time when the Duke calls off your engagement and leaves your family in shame and resentment.
You swore to yourself to never fall in love again, especially not with an Akashi. You would devote your life to you and yourself only.
But things change when you meet your first love and bane of existence again; as the right hand of the man you are supposed to marry. As your new bodyguard no less.
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The Queen
Ryomen Sukuna x F! Reader
He never orders you around - rather, he requests.
Tags: slight gore, suggestive, fem reader, true form sukuna
Word count: 1,7k
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AN: Fanart used in banner made by the amazing @innaillus - be sure to check out their divine fanart
Written as a Secret Santa's gift for @zoyakuna - Merry (early) Christmas! (and pls stop slandering Giyuu, it's causing me undue stress)
There was little to amuse you in your secluded throne room underground.ย
Correction - there had been little to amuse you out of your throne room, so you had retreated back into your palace - and even then, was it a palace, when there were no servants, no great halls, no music, and no consort?
Just you - the Supreme Sovereign - and your throne made of roots and vines.ย
Which made it odd to hear a sound echo in your chamber. You feared nothing, no one, and your heart remained steady, not a beat out of place, your eyes closed as you rested from lifetimes of exhaustion.
โWho goes there?โ you called out, not moving from your reclined position.ย
You were it to him, the holy grail of his searching - the Queen of Curses. Your name was feared enough that it had been scratched out from all written sources, the feats accredited to you terrifyingโฆ yet thrilling to Sukuna. He had needed to meet you, though he knew not whyโฆ A deep hunger for companionship, another who could stand at his level, who could reign with him from his Shrine, a craving so consuming he nearly went mad with his searching.ย
And he did find you, though hardly in the condition he thought he would.
โThis is what You have become? The cynosure of all mortals reduced to a wretch.โย
The voice was rough, forceful - distinctly male - though the tone held a hint of remorse and confusion. โAll beauty is short-lived,โ was all you said, a slight irritation churning your stomach for the first time in - decades, centuries, millenia? Who knows?
โNot for curses. We are eternal.โ You felt the way cursed energy swirled around him - violent, and intense. It lashed out at your own, but like water parting around a blade, yours did too, accepting and redirecting the angry force, dispersing it, and eventually absorbing it. It was like taking a deep breath of fresh air after being suffocated under the weight of the world, a drop of water quenching a soul-deep thirst in the desert of life.
You opened your eyes and sat up properly as you studied him.
The man - curse - was tall, broad, and regal. A king would be a title befitting his posture. His hair was a light color you could hardly make out in the darkness of your abode. The dark marks adorning his face stood out starkly against his skin, as did the shape of the disfigured flesh on the right side of his face. Four gleaming eyes were focused on you, four arms relaxed at his sides.
This man was fascinating, and beautiful; he could easily sway the hearts of humans, bring them to their knees. Too bad you were not human.
โJoin me, your Majesty.โ Despite the wording, it was a plea. How odd.ย
โWho are you to ask anything of me?โ You blinked slowly. You felt the way cursed energy swirled around him - violent, intense, โฆ defensive, lonely. It enticed you, spoke to you in a language you understood all too well. It wasnโt in your nature to deny an honest request.
โRyomen Sukuna, your Majesty,โ he introduced himself. There was a sense of pride in the way he spoke, as if his existence was created, carved out, into the world by his own hands.
Perhaps Ryomen Sukuna would be the cure to your continued boredom.ย
You stood up from your throne, your figure hardly atrophied as your cursed energy kept you in peak form. The roots and vines retreated into the cave walls, leaving no trace of your royal seat, the chamber empty again for centuries to come.
โVery well.โ
Living with Sukuna was hardly boring. Each day, you felt your apathy falling away as you spent time with the King of Curses, until you smiled freely in his presence. The day you realized he softened you to this degree came all too suddenly.
His cruelty to humans who sought to undermine him was but a flimsy curtain of who he truly was. Like a displeased cat, claws exposed, he scratched up those daring to approach him, but with you -
With you he was as playful and borderline affectionate as the tabby you used to feed back in your human days. It warmed your heart, and your cheeks, to feel his eyes on your figure. It made you feel unsteady on your feet. It made you question who was the ruler of the other, who held the power over the other; the power imbalance slowly became a balance - your energy dimmed by the way he could play you like a puppet.
All these feelings weaved together and knotted around your heart, snaring you in a complex web too tight to escape, exposing your throat to him like a delicacy to be gorged upon.
Only if you let him know, that is.
You somehow felt that a man like him wouldnโt settle, and more importantly, he was a man; just another one of the hordes who wanted a demure consort, you could bet. You were not a dainty flower he likely sought; you were a weed - growing strong despite the harshest of conditions, clawing out a place for your existence where there had been none before. The Curse of Curses.
So you buried those feelings like a female buried herself under layers of junihitoe - though you refused to wear that monstrosity despite the latest fashion in Japan, as all the fabric was too heavy for comfort. You made do with the yukata you stole from Sukunaโs wardrobe. It was definitely not because it smelled like him.ย
You kept away from the humans and the ruling in his Shrine, spending time with Uraume, him, or alone in the gardens - until you could not. Heโd left you in charge of his Kingdom when he had business to do.ย
Human men were deplorable, thinking you were just a weak curse to be manipulated and slandered. You didnโt raise your voice at all, yet it shut everyone up in the hall - save for one local lord thinking himself too mighty to listen. No amount of flattery would have kept him alive after that. A wave of your hand made vines grow out of his guts - burrowing through his flesh as easily as tearing paper apart; sweet-smelling white flowers bloomed from the mess of red-coated plant matter in the middle of the chamber.ย
You sat in Sukunaโs throne of bones, regal and untouchable.
That was how he found you - presiding over his subjects like the Goddess you were, and bloody Spring sprouted in front of him, rubies glinting upon the stone floors like a grotesque decoration.ย
At first, he had wanted to study you - the Queen of Curses, the Supreme Sovereign, older than him, wiser, more powerful. Forgotten, yet not forgotten enough for him not to find any sources mentioning your title. He had been curious about you, and then he became curious about the feelings you evoked in him. Your presence in his home converted from an adornment into an emollient to him, smoothing the rough edges and softening the spikes of his defenses against you, yet you remained the centerpiece of his attention, even when you werenโt in his presence. He found himself thinking about you in all his waking moments.
โEveryone, out.โ
He could not hide his devotion to you if he tried now - it had grown roots in his soul and fed off of his life-force, yet strengthened it twice as much. His heart was set ablaze every time he laid eyes upon your form, the blood in his veins searing hot, branding him from the inside - a slave to you forevermore.
And so he knelt at your feet, the bottom two of his arms supporting him as he leaned forward, his top pair carefully reaching for your foot and raising it to his face.
The King of Curses kissed your ankle, closing his eyes in silent worship to his Goddess, his World.ย
โYour Majesty,โ he greeted you in a whisper, his lips caressing your skin.
Your eyes grew soft as you studied him, your posture proud but your expression fond. โSukuna.โ
Wet, hot tongue darted out to taste your skin, making you jolt and tear your leg from his grasp with pursed lips. The tabby was particularly impertinent today.
โYou have no respect for your Queen, do you?โย
โOn the contrary, I hold all the respect for you.โ His smirk was mischievous, he knew as well as you did neither of you were serious about this. Just a harmless teasing, if a bit skewed.ย
You used your foot to lightly push against his chest to tip him over onto his back - which he let you do, for he could have as easily resisted. Even falling down, he looked graceful. It made you feel warm inside your ribcage as you pushed a joyous smile down.
Sukuna turned the fall into a backwards roll, ending up on his knees again.
โAt least you know your place - on your knees before meโฆโ
โI-โ he licked his lips, โI would gladly be on my knees for you all day, Your Majesty.โ
Oh? It was your turn to give him a smile full of mischief as he slowly moved back to you. You remained silent.
โHas a cat got your tongue?โย
Sukuna shuffled forward on his knees, his top pair of arms resting on the bones of his throne as he came even closer. Palms trailing to your thighs and covering them with his hands - an easy feat with his size.ย
You could do naught but marvel at the contrast of your limbs and his - each powerful and deadly in their own right, each in a different way. There was no tremor of fear in your muscles, only anticipation, even while he lightly spread your legs to fit his torso between them as you lounged on his throne.
โLet me feast on your nectar.โ His voice, smooth like silk, a plea rather than an order, the nuance of his tone telling all you needed to know. He appeared unreadable to others, but he was as exposed and vulnerable as a newborn babe to you at this moment.
Even so, your lips parted in surprise at his request for you didnโt expect him to say it out loud at last. โForward, arenโt you?โ
His carmine eyes - all four of them - focused on yours with an intensity you were only just getting used to with him. Sukuna said nothing as he waited for your response.
The devil didnโt bargain, after all.
โVery wellโฆ Show me how you would worship your Queen, my King.โ
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#eyooooo#that was just#urgj#my heart my soul my body#kissing your feet on devotion is such a trope#sending this to my gf so she knows how I need to be treated#also kicking my feet and getting out at the wrong train spot ha#jjk#sukuna
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Which characters do you think are fucking hypocrite in what they want in a partner like "i want no strings attach, nothing holding me back. You want a boyfriends? Go look somewhere else *find the partner that have all the criteria* them : she keeps breaking my heart, man!! ๐ญ"?
i hope this will suffice; hypocrites in red what they think they want vs how they act
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currently going hiatus for a few weeks until my life isn't a shitshow anymore โก
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Let's play a game ^^
Rank on your moot based on how fun it'll probably be irl if you met them <33
If you want to play ofc
Well I thought I posted this this am but anyway
Okay so I'm at the gym but I have 40 min of cardio to burn so fuck it we ball but I don't have a list of moots here so I'm flipping between d and tryna remember who's ask boxes I've been in lately so ily guys istg I'm not tryna be exclusive or anything. This is just a shortlist of ppl I've known for a while here.
@feitania Eris - duh. Even if I get relentlessly bullied I wanna hang out and also meet their friends. There has been a threat that I would buy matching friendship necklaces and I stand by it. baking bread sounds,,, so fun,,, pls
@drakenlvr Killian - will we get tattoos? Will we disappear for a few days and emerge missing a limb or two between us? Will we set a city on fire?? Who's to say?
@bertholdts--butt Cay- we have an insane amnt in common and I think we'd talk till we were blue in the fuckin face I think dhskwkdkfv
@the-travelling-witch Holly - I'm dying to cash in on holly doodles on eris and vi hours, talk mad shit and learn more Abt you and watch you blush over inui in person sksks.
@violettierre Violet- I think we could talk forever and your stories are insane lol. We're not always super in touch but ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ I care sm Abt you. And also I think you have ppl I'd like to fight in your life. But bread's tag does explicitly say not to steal her and I need to ask you to respect that lololol
@benkeibear rhy -I think we click p well and I need to meet Ace and Dobby so badly T.T the best puppy play date ever. And I'll protect you from all the giant men by biting their ankles (all I can reach).
@sleepy3 Sleepy- cash in on cuddle parties and have a self care night?? Im sold. Maybe hit the gym and put me to absolute shame? Also sold.
@l-tora-l and @a-pair-of-socks - I have a lot I'd like to learn from y'all. Lots of hobby talk here. Plus I need socks to stretch me and laugh at my stubby non ballet approved legs. (A joke- bc anyone can do ballet if they wanna)
@offtaskotaku and @vivianette - I feel like we'd have a hell of a fandom party. I wanna chatter Abt blorbos all day long w y'all. ๐ฅบ๐ฅน
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TW antisemitism
Hey everyone, please report this SXF fanart for antisemitism/hate speech. It's by an artist who is notorious for posting "controversial" stuff, and shows a crying Anya being comforted by Yor outside the Auschwitz concentration camp, with the implication that she's going to go to "school" there. This art has been posted on International Holocaust Rememberance Day.
DO NOT QUOTE TWEET IT. DO NOT REPLY TO IT. REPORT, BLOCK THE ARTIST, AND MOVE ON. He's recieved far too much engagement for my liking.
After selecting 'report tweet' from the dropdown menu, fill out the form as follows:
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In 'add additional context', put something along the lines of 'The building is the Auschwitz concentration camp (note the sign and barbed wire on the fences), and the girl is holding a book about concentration camp POWs. The artwork was posted on International Holocaust Remembrance Day and is intended to joke about the Holocaust.'
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I know this isn't the kinda thing that I usually post, but I'm sick to the back teeth of Nazis getting away with things under the guise of 'edgy humor'. This might not get him kicked off the site but at least it stops more dogwhistles from being spread around.
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heyy poppy, i wondering if youโre continuing your Sanzu Haruchiyo x Reader story โFairytaleโ, i just randomly remembered it and checked to see if you had updated it. Other than that i love all your works, your writing is soooo good and it keeps me really hooked on!!โฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธ
if youโre still working on it thatโs great!! take your time, i really love the plot of itโฅ๏ธ!
Hi!
Oh it's still on and about! I wanted to post the first chapter just before new years but it sadly got delayed because of a surgery I had. I was actually planning on posting it either this week or next monday โก
Thanks my love, have a great day โค๏ธโ๐ฅ
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heart pendant โก
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WELCOME TO TOKYO. IT LOOKS LIKE YOUโVE LOST YOUR WAY...
๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ is a 18+ discord server.
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โWHAT KIND OF SERVER IS IT?
Bontenโs Hideout is a Tokyo Revengers discord server that centers around roleplaying and interacting with the characters within the manga. An entire world has been created for you to explore but be mindful of the dangerous men that walk the streets or else you might just find yourself in a precarious situation. As it will contain heavy NSFW themes, it is a strictly 18+ server and IDs will be checked upon entry. It is not a network and it is not spoiler-free.ย
โWHAT DO I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO?
โ a chaotic community of tokrev fans
โย customizable roles & tokrev emotes
โ five districts + living areas for OCs
โ bimonthly group roleplay events
โย dark content sections (optional)
โHOW DO I APPLY?
If you would like to join in on the mayhem, you can apply here.ย Spaces are limited. If you have any questions or concerns, feel free to reach out to any of the mods (or me) via DMs or askbox.
โย @theinariakuma @agnikye @hisoknen @un-beel-ievableโโ
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Choso and me
โฉโกฑ PAIRING: Choso x Fem!Reader
โฉโกฑ SYNOPSIS: If your boyfriend wonโt take proper care of himself, it is time for you to step in and make sure he changes his behavior. Where rules arenโt followed, a punishment is in order and you are very concerned about his well-being.
โฉโกฑ CW/TW:ย smut, dom!Reader, sub!Choso, established relationship, verbal humiliation, mean reader, slight public humiliation, exhibitionism is teased at and alluded to, man in lingerie, clothed grinding, thigh riding, fingering, use of cock rings, vibrators, hand jobs, orgasm denial, talk of punishment, praise, overstimulation, nipple play, oral (female receiving), slight breath play (male receiving), mentions of a safeword, penetration, creampie, not beta-read
โฉโกฑ WORD COUNT: 5.1k
โฉโกฑ A/N: This is the second part to Submission Of A Pervert, but it can be read as a stand-alone fic!
When Itadori Yuuji walks into the cafรฉ that is located close to the university campus, he is not surprised to see you sitting at a table in the corner with his older brother. After all, you had told him that the both of you would be there and even offered for him to join you.
What he does not expect however, is that the air between the both of you seems to be hostile to a degree that causes a shiver to run down his spine and has him wondering if he should turn around and leave you two alone or if it might be a better idea to lighten the mood.
That decision is promptly taken out of his hands when your eyes meet his across the spacious interior of the cafรฉ.ย
Keep reading
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70 horrible questions ... Fuck it
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
02: Who did you last say โI love youโ to?
03: Do you regret anything?
04: Are you insecure?
05: What is your relationship status?
06: How do you want to die?
07: What did you last eat?
08: Played any sports?
09: Do you bite your nails?
10: When was your last physical fight?
11: Do you like someone?
12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?
14: Do you miss someone?
15: Have any pets?
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
17: Ever made out in the bathroom?
18: Are you scared of spiders?
19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?
21: What are your plans for this weekend?
22: Do you want to have kids? How many?
23: Do you have piercings? How many?
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?
25: Do you miss anyone from your past?
26: What are you craving right now?
27: Have you ever broken someoneโs heart?
28: Have you ever been cheated on?
29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
30: Whatโs irritating you right now?
31: Does somebody love you?
32: What is your favourite color?
33: Do you have trust issues?
34: Who/what was your last dream about?
35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
36: Do you give out second chances too easily?
37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?
38: Is this year the best year of your life?
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
51: Favourite food?
52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
54: Is cheating ever okay?
55: Are you mean?
56: How many people have you fist fought?
57: Do you believe in true love?
58: Favourite weather?
59: Do you like the snow?
60: Do you wanna get married?
61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
62: What makes you happy?
63: Would you change your name?
64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
68: Whoโs the last person you had a deep conversation with?
69: Do you believe in soulmates?
70: Is there anyone you would die for?
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๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐...
toji who lives in a trailer for the time being which makes it so easy to fuck you on every surface, be it the kitchen counter where he fucks into you from behind while you grab the edges of the sink to not be thrown around by his merciless thrusts that make the whole trailer shake or on the entrance steps where he eats you out, spreading your legs over the sides of the steps so his tongue can reach deep inside your soaked hole while his thumb abuses your clit.
how he grabs you by the neck and drags you inside because he hasn't tasted you in so long. how his neighbours have to listen to his moans and your screams when he pumps you full of cum and fingers you from one orgasm to another after to keep the cum from spilling out until he can burry his cock inside you again.
how toji pays attention to not let you hit your head when you two roll from the couch-bed on the dirty floor because your play fight turned into a borderline violent makeout session where you pulled his hair so hard he nearly came on the spot.
how he asks you to give lurkers a show by fucking your tits, kneeling over you on the cheap camping stool, holding eye contact with the creep from the trailer nearby who watches you through the window and leater beats him up good for spying on you
#'s.mut'#minors dni#omg me writing smut whaaat#I like dirty sex in theory but don't do that kids especially not with a man like toji#bedroomtime#toji x reader#toji fushiguro#toji smut#jjk smut#jjk x reader
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โข หหห Happy New Year ๏พโพ. เฟ
Another colourful year is coming to an end and what an interesting one itโs been. Of course, it hasnโt been without struggles and hardships but no year is; on the flip-side some pretty awesome things happened like me finally going on vacation in South Korea after two years of pandemic throwing a wrench in my plan. But, personally, the most impactful thing happened at the start of the year on a whim: the creation of this blog!
As a mixture of New Yearโs resolution and spontaneity, sharing my work actually gave me something to look forward to and was a great creative outlet to get away from life for a few hours. Not to mention, all the lovely people I had the honour of meeting solely because of being here; itโs not an understatement to say my year wouldโve been a lot more lonely and definitely less fun without some of you; my 2022 wouldnโt have been the same without you
๐๐๐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐จ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ!
หหหโ maple red x @dustofthedailylife
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ ๐ ๐จ- ๐๐๐ง ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ญ !
Dustโฆ I donโt even know where to begin, to me it does feel like we went on this tumblr journey together; I still remember how nervous I was reaching out to you but let me tell you, Iโm so glad I did. You were one of my first moots, my first genshin moot actually, and really did make the beginning of this blog feel more like home. Youโve helped me a lot with a variety of things and Iโm very grateful for that; I really do consider you a friend and I hope we can keep this up for 2023 โก
หหหโ ruby red x @chuuyas-beloved
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ- ๐๐รฐ๐ข ๐๐ซ๐๐ฒ๐ซ !
Trin, wow wow wow, big changes happened this year, right? Congrats again, Iโm so happy for you!! Youโre always putting others before yourself without hesitation but please take care of yourself too โก
หหหโ pumpkin orange x @virtue-and-beneviolence
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฒ๐๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ค ๐ญ๐๐- ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฒ !
Vi, my favourite menace to society, I said I love your chaotic energy and I stand by that. We really are strangers to online acquaintances to talking regularly outside of tumblr, love that for us. I really really hope we can continue talking lots in 2023 so I can keep pestering you, you really got my hopes up in saying we might actually meet โก
หหหโ marigold yellow x @kreideprinzessin
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ข ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฏ๐- ๐ค๐๐ฆ๐ซ๐๐ !
Fern, thank you so for introducing me to so many cool people, you included; you did an incredible job creating a comfortable and peaceful place for us to interact and Iโm so grateful for it โก
หหหโ golden amber x @zhongrin
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : โฆ้้ญ็ไฝฉ -๐ข๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฉ๐๐ซ ! / ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐ก๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ- ๐๐๐ง +๐ฌ๐ก๐๐ฒ !
Mei, I genuinely love seeing you on my dash and get super excited seeing you in my notifs, whether youโre chomping down on Zhongli or sitting down to watch your favourite drama show, aka Childe and my daily life. Youโve been so supportive throughout all of this, my heart is fluttering just thinking about it โก
หหหโ sunshine yellow x @mari-on-dragonspine
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ง๐ค๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐- ๐ค๐ก๐๐ข ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฆ๐ฌ !
Mari, our local husband catcher, you are such a bright person and I love you for it. Youโre joyful, warm and always have my back, which is a really reassuring thing to know โก
หหหโ pistachio green x @teyvattales
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐ญ-๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ- ๐ฃ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฌ๐๐จ๐ญ๐ญ !
Rebby, youโre genuinely one of the kindest people Iโve ever met. I love how excitable and high-spirited you are, whether itโs about a fandom or a personal matter; having someone so cheerful around really does make you see the bright side of things โก
หหหโ jade green x @silentmoths
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ- ๐๐๐ง๐ง๐๐ซ๐ฌ !
Moth, my cute nocturnal butterfly, did I already say youโre adorable? Because you are; seeing a little moth flutter across my dash does always bring a smile to my face; Iโm making a roast beef sandwich right now to bribe you into coming over more often heh โก
หหหโ periwinkle blue x @kazooms
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐๐๐ซ ๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ข๐, ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ข๐ง- ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ !
Chi, our love language really is sending each other funny videos, isnโt it? Our fyp is linked up already anyway, across more than one social media platform apparently; but even if weโre talking outside of that, whether itโs all fun or serious, I think we understand each other pretty well and Iโd say thatโs pretty neat โก
หหหโ starry night blue x @scaranya
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ - ๐๐ซ๐ฎ๐ง๐จ ๐ฆ๐๐ฃ๐จ๐ซ !
Ada, youโre such a pure, pure soul and you deserve the best, even if you might not see it yourself. I hope 2023 is kind to you but please also remember to be kind to yourself as well โก
หหหโ amethyst purple x @haithamuse
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฒ.๐๐ฑ๐- ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐๐ซ๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ !
Esther, weโve not been talking for that long honestly, but I feel like Iโve known you for a while now. No matter if weโre simping, discussing writing prompts, distracting each other from studying or youโre listening to me overthinking my clothing size, Iโm always having a good time. Also, I heard there was a certain collab in the makingโฆ โก
หหหโ lavender purple x @bunny-rambles
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ขโ๐ฆ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ- ๐ฃ๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐ฆ๐ซ๐๐ณ !
Bun, my honeybun, the person who gave me one of the cutest nicknames to ever exist, you are an absolute sweetheart and I love exchanging ideas with you; in 2023, letโs talk more again!! โก
หหหโ cherry blossom pink x @yaesnovels
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ- ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ฒ ๐ค๐ข๐๐ฌ !
Alyssa, my fellow childe simp I love simping for our man having intellectual conversations about important topics with you hahaโฆ No but fr, I really like swinging from memes and shit talk to actually serious topics with you โก
หหหโ rose quartz pink x @feitania
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฌ- ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฒ !
Eris, the person whoโll send me the most cursed German memes at times and my gosh I love you for it. Another one who fits the category of tumblr acquaintances to talking outside of tumblr; my New Yearโs resolution is to further pull you down the Genshin rabbit hole with me โก
หหหโ coral pink x @kazuily
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ฌ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ก- ๐ญ๐๐ฒ๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ข๐๐ญ !
Ayame, my sweet, you are one of the loveliest people I had the pleasure of meeting. Youโre so understanding and welcoming, I feel like I can talk to you honestly and without hiding a part of myself โก
I know I have many more lovely moots, especially since the last couple of weeks (looking respectfully at the blue lock crowd), and I really hope we can talk and get to know each other more next year; I certainly look forward to it!!
๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ข ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐จ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ!
some of my favourite blogs to revisit over and over again this year! (thereโs certainly more but i did want to finish this before 2024)
หหหโ butterscotch orange x @garoujo
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐ก๐๐ฆ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ง๐ & ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐- ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ซ๐จ !
Emmie, the person Iโve dubbed my big sis hehe; I think you have such good vibes, very girl boss and empowering (does that sound weird?). I hope youโre not tired off me yet, I have every intention to keep pestering you in the coming year too โก
หหหโ sage green x @witch-hazels-musings
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ฎ- ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ง๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ !
Hazel, I loved talking to you both on tumblr and discord; you are so very welcoming and kind, always so ready to help and answer questions too, itโs easy to find comfort in your blog (youโre also very talented but we already knew that) โก
หหหโ ocean teal x @writingseaslugs
๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ง- ๐๐ฅ๐ฏ๐๐ง, ๐๐ก๐๐ณ !
Salt, Iโve said it before I believe, but I get way too excited seeing you on my dash; I read every character you write for, even the ones Iโd normally skip, your ideas are simply too creative โก
Again, to everyone who interacted with me in any way, shape or form this year, thank you for making my 2022 memorable, I want to give all of you a big smooch; hope to see you all safe and sound in the next year!!
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