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decayinabottle · 1 day
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Hii sorry does anyone wanna be friends?I'll drop my discord/insta😭
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decayinabottle · 5 days
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"Why is it my job to save these people?
Why do I have to be some kind of hero?"
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decayinabottle · 8 days
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is this a safe enough space for me to say that i enjoy buzzfeed unsolved’s content a lot more than i enjoy watcher’s?
are you scared and survival mode i’m not talking about you, my beloved’s
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decayinabottle · 9 days
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Hey fellas, lookin' for me?
Gabriel 13x20 'Unfinished Business' - photoshop, a million hours
this is literally like the second thing i've ever drawn i hope y'all like it
tagging some beloveds for the final product <3
@woundlingus @sallyamongpoison @nobodymitskigabriel @e-mio @captainkatya @xx-blueboy-xx @nexus-my-beloved @tobitenkit @bustingluskin
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decayinabottle · 10 days
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@noicyleech
I couldn't think of any other way to say thank you to that angst post. So, I give you Dean angst! (The quality is shit)
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decayinabottle · 12 days
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GUYS GUYS
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decayinabottle · 13 days
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holy shit sorry it didn't come out the way y'all wanted (it was better in the sketchbook I swear)
tags:
@katherine-ann1
@rincewinds-hat
@m4ngo-m4n
@casatoan
@adeceasedtulip
@leo-i-am
@e-mio
@yaydean
@mart1cia
@temporalcomedian
@pendragony
@always-bring-a-impala-toa-party
@unholyasshole
thanks for the support<3
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decayinabottle · 13 days
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I love supernatural but in a way that makes you think man maybe we should bring back lobotomies
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decayinabottle · 13 days
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I'm sorry does anyone want to be tagged in the Gabriel drawing?😭
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decayinabottle · 14 days
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I'm gonna draw Gabriel because I'm magically having some motivation to draw something
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decayinabottle · 14 days
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I feel like people don't talk about Castiel's guilt enough,which is not caused by Dean being a man or anything,but because he wasn't supposed to love him or to feel any kind of affection towards him,he was supposed to do his job as the righteous soldier that he once was and everyone around him knew and some if not most judged him for it.
What he once loved (which could be interpreted also as Chuck) turned against him even before he committed war crimes against it and he got betrayed so many times by so many people.
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decayinabottle · 14 days
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silly draw of loki
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decayinabottle · 15 days
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bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements
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decayinabottle · 15 days
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I haven’t gotten to the part where Mary comes back yet, but I’m almost there and I’m kinda dreading it tbh. Like I know that Sam and Dean were (initially) so happy to have her back, but it soooooo did not work out in the long run. Obviously it was hard for her to adjust and that’s totally fair but like… bringing her back absolutely ruined any fondness I had for her.
In the previous seasons, it would always make me a little emotional when Sam or Dean invoked Mary. Whenever they used the photo of Dean and Mary, whenever they showed her in a flashback- it would always make my heart swell. She was the image of a ‘perfect’ mother, a warm, kind, loving person who was gone too soon.
And I know she was literally only killed to add to the man pain / to give John (and eventually Sam and Dean) a reason to become hunters and to take up the fight. Like she totally got fridged and that blows.
But when they brought her back? And she was extremely distant with the boys? And started working with the British men of letters in secret? And betrayed her sons? Ew. They had her make all of these weird choices that totally ruined any affections I held for her.
And I know that the version of Mary we see in flashbacks is a kind of one dimensional version of who she was. And that no one is perfect. And that the version of her in What Is And What Should Never Be isn’t technically real. And that being brought back to life after several decades have passed is a fucking crazy thing to go through. But… idk, it just didn’t work for me.
AND, most importantly, the way she acted when she was brought back caused both Sam and Dean a significant amount of pain / hurt, and I am never a fan of anything that makes them upset.
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decayinabottle · 16 days
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it's been a while since I drew dean so here a little practice
[if anyone wants to support me ☕]
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decayinabottle · 20 days
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Here's what sticks in my craw: why ON EARTH does fanon imagine that Cas has 'self-esteem issues' and experiences his love for Dean as a wet, miserable kind of yearning? What is it about any part of anything that happens on Supernatural makes anyone think that Cas, a cosmic, Eldritch being, a warrior of god, who literally hung the stars and has existed for a bazillion years, is reduced to teenage angst by Dean's pussy?
Like, when Cas says "the one thing I want I know I can't have" why do y'all think it's a piece of Dean's ass? Why does ANYONE think Cas doesn't know Dean loves him? Dean has shown Cas he loves him with literally everything he has again and again and again. Even the way Dean feels like Cas can absorb his anger is Dean showing Cas love and trust. Cas and Dean have chosen each other, forgiven each other, and been the only reliable thing in each others' lives over, and over and over again. Cas fucking knows that Dean loves him. Cas can literally hear Dean's thoughts, and feel his yearning. Cas was only saying the quiet part out loud when he said he loved Dean, because it was already obvious! If there was anyone feeling wet and lovesick, it would be DEAN, if he ever had a break in the battle to fucking feel things, which he did not.
Like, hear me out: what if the one thing Cas knows he can't have is the one thing he knows he signed over to the empty? His happiness, and by extension, Dean's, because he knows Dean loves him? What if Cas is saying: I know I can't have this thing I want for myself: to be the one to MAKE YOU HAPPY, but I can save you, and maybe Cas's belief in Dean is such that he still hopes and believes Dean will find a way to make himself happy if he lives.
After Cas's death, Dean is trying to live for him. Trying to be what Cas believed he was. It's what CANONICALLY gives Dean the strength to defeat Chuck by not killing him! And, after Dean's death, he CANONICALLY goes in search of happy endings. Like... THAT IS EXPLICITLY STATED.
I AM HAVING AN ALL CAPS MOMENT, SO SUE ME.
Guys, Cas is not a wet, yearning baby who needs Dean to say or do ANYTHING to validate his love. HE KNOWS. He is a being of unimaginable age and power. He is not beleaguered by self-esteem issues, or the need to tongue-wrestle Dean. Like, he might WANT TO, but he CANONICALLY does not need to in order to experience a happiness so complete that it puts paid to his deal. His happiness is THAT NOW DEAN ALSO KNOWS, and he can tell Dean why, and show him who he is in the mirror of that love.
Also, he is not dead, he is just on another plane of existence, and neither is Dean. Cas is a profoundly unselfish badass. He is not fucking PINING. He made a play, the best one he had. He is a strategist, and he knows Dean BY HEART.
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