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d4ughterspo3try · 7 months
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Bottled up
suffocating under rage,
like a suffering tree in a ring of fire.
Raw emotion compressed deep down,
not enough courage to take it out.
How long until the fire explodes?
I try not to think of such things.
Everyday passing on, hoping not to get the fire out.
My temper starting to rise,
a wave of depression to drown the fire.
Another week gone in a blur.
Vintage wallpaper has become all too familiar,
staring among the same walls for months upon a time.
Praying the mosquitoes drain me of my life,
so that I wouldn’t feel trapped anymore.
How likely is that?
All my hopes and dreams crippled by my harsh reality.
Unfortunate as it is,
and solutions gone to waste.
Too stubborn to stop trying,
yet no one helping.
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d4ughterspo3try · 7 months
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But I love my man
I almost made a huge mistake again,
I caused the man I love to shake;
and even though I know i’m not innocent,
I crave.
Infatuation flares up like a sickness,
unintentionally.
I know it’s not love but then why does it feel so good?
It’s like the warm fuzzy feeling of feelin’ alive.
But the man i’m with is brave and kind;
Generous as he is, still flawed.
But of course I am,
almost left him for a guy that doesn’t know what love is,
and even when i try to explain, he still wont listen.
Why would I fall for a guy like that?
Maybe I was lonely and walked into a trap.
But the man I love is handsome and strong.
He makes me feel safe, I know with him I belong;
But when things are bad, my mind starts to wonder;
Over the hill, thinking of a past lover.
I know that its wrong, and that its unfaithful.
I’m blaming myself and my man is blaming his,
But who’s fault is it?
We’re all just kids.
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d4ughterspo3try · 8 months
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Rotting wood
Cotton in her throat,
Its getting harder to breathe.
Pressure in her chest makes it hard to leave.
Her soles turned into roots,
anchoring her in poisoned soil,
She was kept to slowly rot,
Slowly decay,
yet no one asked if she was okay.
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d4ughterspo3try · 8 months
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Bleeding
Duct tape on my lips,
A knife pressed under my chin,
Thousands of eyes staring.
Watching.
Perfectly still, perfectly fine, nothing is wrong I am happy.
Threatened by the presence of people,
I keep my smile so I don’t draw attention,
Perfectly planned out expressions and poses,
correct responses, never misspoken.
Cracking, chipping, breaking down quietly,
Screaming in silence,
Internal violence,
Never escaping,
Recurrent muttering.
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d4ughterspo3try · 8 months
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Sparrows like doves
A sparrow sits on a branch, tweeting away.
A sparrow joins the other and they sing harmoniously.
An owl joins and the first sparrow lessens in tune.
A hawk joins and the sparrows fly away.
The first sparrow flies faster than the other,
The owl and hawk chased the prey.
The fleeting sparrow went to help the other,
One was caught.
The other died.
“Live on without fear. Find beauty everywhere you go.”
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d4ughterspo3try · 8 months
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Daydreaming
I am craving a home, a place that does not exist.
Full of green and light peeking through, waving at me.
Where the blue sits gently upon the gold powder.
Sometimes the sun says hello,
most times the clouds cover the sky.
A breeze coming through oh so politely,
and where sitting in silence isn’t lonely or frightening.
This place I envision I call home,
and although I dream of it; I’ve never seen it.
Yet how I miss it.
My Home.
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d4ughterspo3try · 8 months
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Daddy issues
I used to be your little girl,
I loved you even you smelled like beer,
Even when you pushed me away,
And even when I grew into someone you hate.
I loved you even when I haven’t seen you in years,
I loved you even when you pushed me to tears,
I never stopped once and I won’t stop now,
Someday i’ll die with a broken heart,
And that’s okay.
Because I’ll always be your little girl.
Even if i’m not in your new family.
But Daddy don’t forget,
I’m your firstborn,
Just don’t forget me and continue to carry on.
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