I can only seem to ruin my life every day no matter what I do.

I made an impulse move to another state with my boyfriend at the time this year. By half a year gone I'm moved back to my old state without him, our relationship has ended as well

I know all of this is my fault. I genuinely wish I could've taken everything back.

I checked myself before going to work and I have gained weight since I last checked. I'm now at 215 and I want to throw up at the sight of it. I just want to be closer to 140 again

Today I learned that when your muscles are sore from working out, they retain more water to help themselves heal. The resulting water weight can be an increase of 2kg (~5lbs). So if your muscles are sore and your weight goes up, like mine did this morning, don’t worry. Your muscles are practicing self care.

PLEASE JUST GIVE ME THE METABOLISM OF A TEENAGE GAMER BOY WHO EATS FIVE PIZZAS AND LOOSES TEN POUNDS

look wjat i found in my photos 🙏🙏

Ok so these are my workouts imma try doing every week

Creds to whoever made them

I wanted to binge but I just ate a little bit to end my cravings and didn’t binge

I’m in control✨✨✨✨✨

Do you think that I could lose weight if I just drink water and Gatorade, plus bread? Cause right now I'm not feeling good the past couple days and the thought of food makes me nauseous. But my mind secretly loves me not being able to eat in hopes I'll lose weight

If I go to bed hungry I feel better with myself.

If there is one thing I hate it is naturally skinny people like?? WTF WHAT WAS IN YOUR MOMS WOMB NUT MILK AND RICE CAKES???

Sometimes trying to get attention from my boyfriend is more difficult than trying to get a dog to drop what it’s chewing on 😩🙄

Things I really want to say to my boyfriend but probably never will:

I know I’m not the easiest person in the world to love. I make mistakes. I worry too much. I overthink. I sometimes cry for no reason. But I can promise you that if you’re able to get past all of that, I will be the most loyal person and I will love you with everything I have. You won’t find anyone else who cares about you or loves you the way that I do. I know it’s not going to be easy, being with me, but I can promise you that it will be worth it.

all the time i thought i was getting better i was just distracted.

I miss the old me

And when I say “old me” I don’t mean the time I used to be happy, I mean when I’ve had enough energy to smile throughout the day, the time I had the power to leave my room and talk to my friends, the time I had friends

“My biggest fear is that I’m going to stay like this for the rest of my life.”

— e.g.

there is a point in your depression where you just give up on getting better but you still won’t kill yourself. you just float around in this state of nothingness and don’t notice anything around you because you’re just so numb and you just don’t want to do anything about it anymore

Ed community looking at memes about starving, lying to friends and family and hating your own body: