Not one single scar in our heart came from our enemies... Each one and all of them came from those who've said and promised they loved us. We love to believe in fairy tales.
Not me getting pretty for him... To not get one single compliment. All we did was eat and then each our own ways right after... I won't ever be enough for someone.
I also heard a song that I'm 100% sure was made about me... And how this person thinks of me as a tease and attention seeker. When I'm pretty sure I was clear and honest about my feelings.
Today was my first visit to a mental health clinic. Seen how I became suicidal yesterday and cut myself again after going thru an episode. It's not something I'm proud of but it's definitely not something I'm ashamed of saying. I have had difficulty times and coping with this on my own has been hard. But I'm still here fighting daily and trying to stay positive. Hopefully this helps me gain a bit of my life back...
man I remembered when I was a kid saying she's so beautiful after her modifications. This is how I knew I wanted piercings at a young age. How I knew I liked a bit more morbid that the usual.
Meg Myers - CHILDREN OF LIGHT II | Return of the Living Dead 3 - The pain keeps the hunger away...
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Julie : The pain... The pain keeps the hunger away... 🫀
Song: Meg Myers - CHILDREN OF LIGHT II
warning: this video contains death, violence and disturbing visuals
I wish that i could stop hearing the negative voices and maybe be able to smile without hiding what I really feel... Sometimes I just simply want to vanish....