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cleziel-leora · 9 months
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Following you in every step
Serval/Reader 
College au, You, march, asta and serval are friends, also the story will be a POV of yours and only yours, there are many times that it turns into 3rd person pov
Warnings: Tw: suicide, heart shattering love for each other, homophobia, and parents wanting their children to get push to their limit. Parents being parents.  If any of these topics triggers you, you can leave.
a/n : please don’t actually commit unaliving yourself, many people care for you, and I’m one of them :) 
“Yo y/n!” As I turned around to see who it was, I saw Serval running towards me, I smiled and waved to her, she reached me and said “Wanna hangout with me, along with March and Asta this weekend?” “Yeah sure I’m free this weekend” I replied to her, “yes!” she said with excitement. She was telling me everything about the hangout, the whole time me and her were smiling from every single moment of happiness, it was like eventually all of this happiness with her will be gone, but I know it wouldn’t after all we are too scared to leave each other, especially if it’s because of someone.
The weekend comes by and you were all having fun, you guys went to an arcade, cafe, go shopping for something and many more fun activities, eventually all of the fun have to end, because  you all have to go home now, You parted ways with Asta and March, You and Serval were neighbours so you really don’t need to part away from each other, You were talking to each other ay you both walk through your neighbourhood.
“That was really fun! We should hang out again, before school ends and before we get separated again!” Serval said with full of joy. I laughed for a little and replied to her “Yeah, we should, If we really have the time”, “We do have time! We’ll help each other to finish all our tasks so we can finish early!” Serval replied, we both laughed and continued to talk more until we reached our houses and bid our goodbyes for tonight.
The next weekend everyone is busy with studying and focusing, exam week and Project week is coming and none of you want to fail. This is the only thing that can save a student’s grade after all. You were all really stressed from all of this and finally after 2 weeks exam week and project week were finally over. Now student’s just gonna worry if they pass or not.  After all the exams and projects you and all of your friends decided to go out to treat yourselves. 
“Ah we can all relax now after studying our butts off” March said as she drank her Ice tea. Asta let out a little giggle and said “And I hope after studying a lot all of our hard work pays off”. The whole afternoon you guys were just having fun with each other's company. 
Four days after that Serval decided it was time. It was only you two hanging out and she already wants to admit that. “I like you, Y/n” Serval said.
It feels like my world just stops and I forgot how to breathe. After a minute I finally spoke. “You…Like me? I…I never thought you would actually like me…I…” I was blushing and my blood started rushing onto my face. “I…I like you too…”. I was stuttering as I admit that I also like her.
We both had something in common, we are into each other. “You’re really cute when you blush and stutter when you’re in love, especially when you’re in love with me” She said as you tried to your face from her.
Too bad not all good things will always stay. Your parents find out that you are dating a woman and they were not proud, they forced you into breaking up.
“Serval'' You said as you were both talking to each other, she got sad a little and said “I thought it was Vally :('' You giggled but soon it was replaced with sadness. “Vally I know this will shatter you but…I’m breaking up with you” she went silent and her voice started to tremble. “W..why…Did I d..do something wrong? Did I accidentally hurt you?, please y/n please…I don’t want to lose you…”. Before leaving her house you kiss her on the lips for the first and last time. “You didn’t do anything wrong baby…” You start to tear up “You didn’t do anything wrong…I just…You don’t need to know baby…all you need to know is that… I will always love you and I love you forever…never forget that..okay baby?”. You left her house still crying, and she was crying too, she never got to tell you some things before you left her. 
The past few days have been really shitty. The forced break up still hurts you. And what's worse is that your grades were finally here and your parents weren’t proud of it…
“Only 97!? That’s the best you can do huh!?” My mother yells at me while my father lets her yell at me. “You’re so dumb you know that!?You didn’t even try to bring it up to 99 or 100!” My mom slapped me on the face and said “You will never be good enough. You’re a useless child. Go to your room. We don’t want to see that stupid face of yours.” I ran to my room and locked it and all those words were going through my head. I cried and cried in silence, I saw a sharp cutter and thought to myself “Maybe…I should really end it…” 
The sound of the ambulance got louder and louder but Serval didn’t really hear it. She was busy drowning herself into her music to make her pain go away.
“Breaking news: A woman was found dead in her comfort of her own room, the victim was y/n, to all her family and friends hearing this, We are sorry for your lost” 
Her heart shatters as she hears the news “You could have said to me, or to asta and march…” she cries “I’m always here for you didn’t I say that?” her cries started to get loud “I wish I was there to help you…I love you…” she tries to stop crying but it only made her cry more “I love you too, forever and ever…even in my last breaths…I will never forget you…and I will never forget how I love you so much, I will only love you, just wait for me there…wait for me to go to you…so you can never feel alone there.”
Three months later there was another breaking news.
“Famous Serval Landau was found in her room dead, after committing suicide” 
Serval was buried next to you. Just like what she requested in her suicidal note.
“You’re here…You’re actually here, my baby…my dear, val”
 “I’m finally with you again my sweet dear y/n…”
Note: Hi im back after disappearing for about 2 months bcus of personal reasons, yes I know the ff is not really fluff or smut suprisingly, butttt maybe if I have the time again, maybe I'll write smut or fluff or anything (currently taking request)
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cleziel-leora · 11 months
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Fallen
Warning: none its just pure fluff and slow burn I guess?
Pairings: Stelle/fem! reader
College Au!
Synopsis: You and Stelle were falling for each other but never really confess, because you were both scared it might ruin your friendship
She fell in love with you more during a program, you were both in engineering and you are both in 3rd year now. You guys have been friends since high school, well actually you guys know each other since you guys were kids, but you guys were never close nor talked to each other. Ever Since she started to talk to you, her world completely change, she became more engaging, more willing to hang out with her friends, She never knew that she was falling in love with you, she thought her feelings were just regular, she thought always waiting for your updates, waiting for your messages and waiting for you to be able to be by her side was normal, until she realises it wasn’t, after she asked March about it and asked for her advice.
“Stelle! Don’t you realise! You’re clearly in love with her! Waiting for her response, updates and especially waiting for her to have a time with you…alone.” March said to Stelle “Huh…I thought that was normal” Stelle replied “It is!...If you’re in love with someone! You should really take the risk, before she is taken by a man or woman!Lately there have been a lot of people confessing to her!” Stelle was a little mad, but didn’t show it. She thought to herself “March is right I should really take the risk, so finally this feeling can go away”
It was the day of your team building. Everyone was having fun, you guys were just hopping into the fun, she rested for a while, joining the fun activities were tiring her out, she was watching you, having fun, In her eyes your beautiful figure made her fall more in love. “That smile, that face…I want to see that…for the rest of my life…” She snaps out when you sit beside her tired “it's so fun seeing the others having the time of their lives doing these activities right Stelle?” “yeah…It was so fun”. When she sees you smile she always thinks that every problem she has will always disappear. When she sees you, she feels like time stops for her to see your smile, she will never get tired of that gorgeous smile, beautiful face and awesome personality. After taking a break for a while, you drag to join the activities more.
The team building was finally finished. You and Stelle change your clothes at the locker room. After that you both decided to go to a nearby cafe, afterall you both did agree to go to a cafe after the activities. The cafe was not far away but also not near. After getting there, you both sat down near a giant window. The view was amazing. The bustling city and the sunset can be perfectly seen. You both ordered your favorite drinks and pastry. After the waitress settles your order on your table, you both start to eat and drink what you order while talking to each other.  You guys were just talking about stuff when suddenly you both reach the topic of love life. “I still hated that guy, He only dated me because he just wanted to pass his time while he’s waiting for someone to answer him”, Stelle chuckles “That’s why never fall in love with someone that easily, tsk if you are mine I will treat you better than any man or woman could.” You blush and giggle a little, “What not believing me? Let’s date then, starting from now on.” she said, “woah I never thought you actually wanna date. My place then let’s hang out there”. You both finally finish and go to your house, you open the door and you both hang out there. Having fun with each other’s presence. Before watching a movie you both eat dinner, made popcorn and settled to watch, in the middle of the movie, the two characters confess to each other one of the character said “I must admit, I've kept these words to myself for far too long,I am hardly able to force these emotions out while crying.It takes power I didn't know I had to pronounce every syllable.But the only thing I can say with certainty is that you are the one person I can say I love. Give me the chance to adore you forever more, if you will. And let us never be split apart again.You have my heart's sincere confession”. The other character replied "My heart literally leaped out of my chest when I saw you, I'll admit that.I admit that I couldn't help but fall in love with you because you enchanted me with your friendliness and charisma the moment I met you.I'll admit that I love you unconditionally and that you hold such significance for me.I fess up that I will always be there for you, through the good times and the bad, through thick and thin, and to the very end of my life. Will you be mine forever?”
This scene really touched your heart, it really made you believe that true love does exist. Stelle notices this and teases you a little “You love this scene huh, all of these poetic confessions and stuff like that.” You replied “Of course I love this scene, It made me believe that love is real.” She then said “I'm immersed in your warm hug as I gaze at you with longing in my eyes.You are an ever-present example of beauty, like a brilliant light in the night sky. My heart is overjoyed by your delicate embrace and your grin that shines as bright as a thousand suns. When you smile at me, I know I'm home. I could look into your gorgeous eyes forever and hold your hand forever, How about that? Do you like it? “Yeah I really like it” You said.
Stelle then said “Then you will like the other one I will tell”, “What is it?” you asked “will you be mine forever? ”She was right you will like it “I…Of course, I want to be yours and I want you to be mine too forever”. She smiles “Then it is official now then” She leans down and close to you and she caresses your face “May I kiss you my dear?” you replied “yes, yes you may….” Her lips touched yours and the kiss was so passionate. You enjoyed every second of it after a minute or two you both pulled away; smiled at each other and then hugged each other. 
“I love you, my shining star” 
“I love you too my dearest beloved” 
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cleziel-leora · 11 months
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You belong with me!
Probably will be the only male character x reader in my blog
Pairings: scaramouche/fem! reader
Warnings: none
Synopsis: You and Scaramouche have been roommates since you moved to a bigger city, starting your college life. His mind has been filled by you because of how much he hates you…or does he?
You walk to the building where your room is, it was a tiring day. Having to study and work at the same time is tiring you out, and you’re getting more tired already just by thinking about your roommate, scaramouche. One of the famous boys in your campus, he was famous because of his mothers, a CEO of a publishing company and a famous influencer. His sister has been your friend since you guys were kids, you get along because of your parents, however you weren’t exactly close with scaramouche he kept teasing and annoying you whenever your guys parents or siblings weren’t around. But that didn’t stop you from slowly falling inlove with him. 
You finally reach your dorm and you are greeted by scaramouche sitting on the couch, feet settled on the coffee table, watching something, and eating some popcorn. “Oi no feet at the table.” you said to him “Oh you’re finally back tch”.  He put down his feet and then sit properly. “Tch you’re so messy, you act like your mothers didn’t teach you that, I’ll be in my room if you need me”.  You quickly go into your room and lay on your bed, you take a shower, dress in some comfortable clothes, and eat a little dinner,  after that you quickly fall asleep on your bed. 
The next day it was your guys team building, you guys were having fun and there was a particular activity that made you paired with your old crush, Kaedehara Kazuha, the complete opposite and friend of Scaramouche. For as long as he remembered you had a crush on him since you guys were high schoolers. You even dated each other! You guys only broke up because of something. He never really felt jealous, it was rare for him to feel jealous, and when he does his jealousy is just a little but this time he is really jealous. He regretted now that he didn’t join the activity, he watched you have fun with your ex-boyfriend,  he thought to himself “Tch why Am I even jealous. It’s just her having fun with her friend or ex-boyfriend, If she’s with me, I’ll treat her better than him, if he can treat her well, then I’ll treat him better…Wait why Am I even thinking about her!”. One of his friends noticed him spacing out. “Hey scara, you okay bro?” “yeah I’m fine”. His friend then notices him staring at you and Kazuha “Scara bro, why are you staring at her? Daydreaming about you guys together?” his friend then laughed. “I’m not!... Or maybe” scaramouche replied “Bro you should really confess to her! And If not  Kazuha might get her again~” All of his friends laugh and Scaramouche just scoffs. After the team building you all had fun but it was tiring but hey at least you all had fun right? You and scaramouche walk together to your guys dorm, finally you reach the room, you open the door with your keycards and just sit on the couch. The mess from yesterday “Gosh scara you’re messy as fuck, clean this mess of yours” “Yeah later, I’m still resting can’t you see?”. After resting for a while he cleans up his mess on the living room, you both ate dinner; took a shower SEPARATELY and change into your comfortable clothes and scara ask if you want to join him watch a movie and of course you de- accept the offer. You both sat down on the couch and started to watch some movies recommended on netflix, You watched it and an hour passed and there was a part where the two main characters confess their love for each other and kiss each other.  “…Disgusting shit”. Scaramouche said. “You just want to experience it” “No I don’t”. After minutes you guys were silent when there was a sex scene. After that movie, he really wants to do it…He wants to confess so the stupid feeling of falling inlove can finally go away. “I like you” you both said to each other and then you both realised that you weren;t in a one sided love. It was really nice hearing those words from each other after all this time you both like each other. “May I?” He holds your face gently and came closer to you. “Yes you may” Then finally the long awaited kiss finally came true. He pulls away and said “I love you” 
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cleziel-leora · 1 year
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Do you understand me darling?
First time writing, english is not my first language, sorry for my bad grammar and MINORS DNI!
Pairings : Kafka/reader (afab)
(takes place in probably like this modern world)
Warnings! Mean! Dom! Kafka, Sub! Reader : edging, overstimulation, pet names,, praising, degrading, recording and taking pictures, light bondage, blindfold, some toys ;) , hair pulling, Kafka eating you out, PWP, G!P reader crying from how rough Kafka is, fluff in the end (Tell me if I miss any)
“ Oh look, my little bunny is crying from my edging and overstimulation, you’re such a bad bunny for making me jealous, pretending that you don’t know what you’re doing, this is what you want right my pretty little bunny whore?~” Kafka pulls your hair while you’re trying to catch your breath. “Answer me whore”
“Maybe I was planning to do that…You’re so bad at this that’s it making me think that Blade could do it better, you consider that rough?” You say in a teasing and intimidating-ish voice, You look at her and see her getting mad at you, you really made sure she gets mad at you and to rile her up more. Kafka lets go of your hair, you change your position from lying to your stomach to lying to your back to see what Kafka is about to do, she goes to her closet and pulls out a little box you couldn’t quite see what’s inside but you know the box has a lot of something.
She grabs something there and goes back to the bed, and goes on top of you “Let’s see if you’re gonna stop whoring around and think that Blade is better” She pins your hand on top of your head, and restraints it with a fluffy handcuff you’ve never seen before. “I’ve been waiting for a while to use this on you, seems like it's the right time, I’ll be rough with you that you can’t even remember your name anymore and mommy is the only one in your pretty dumb mind of yours, I’ll make you into a crying mess.” She leaves again and puts the box near her to let her grab everything easily, she grabs something and goes on top of you again. “Such a pretty body…” She licks your boobs and collar bone and smiled at you, “I’ll teach you a lesson” she lifts you up a little and started to wrap you in a silky smooth tie, you heard what she said and saw what she was doing making you a blush, after she wraps the ties on you, she wraps a blindfold on you, making you not see her anymore and losing you vision. “I’ll make sure to keep all of my words to you”. She gets up for a minute and does something, a minute later you feel her again being on top of you. “I’ll make sure I won’t show mercy on you”
She grabs her favorite vibrator, and sticks it to your clit, and turns it on near maximum level. The sudden sensation causes you to let out a surprise and loud moan.
“A..ahh~!, fuck~! S-slow it down a l..little~!”. Kafka smirks and turns it in on maximum level. “Aww is my dumb bunny already crying again because of how rough the vibrations from one of her favourite toys~?you wanted rough? I'll show you rough” she says with a smirk. You soon start to feel you’re gonna reach your orgasm again, Kafka also knows that you’re about to reach it because how your panting a lot faster nad your breath hitches, She then turns off the vibrator making you a little disappointment, “w..why’d you turn it off…. Kafka '' she looks at you and gets a little prideful, but she got a little annoyed because you didn’t call her with the right name. She slaps your thighs and says “Wrong bunny, call me what you’re supposed to call me~”.
“What if I don’t” you said trying to rile her up even more. She then proceeds to turn on the vibrator and stick it up on your nipples making you gasp and moan, not only that she made sure that your sensitive spots are getting really touch. “Hmm~~”
“A..a-ahh~!, M..m-mommy~!”
“Good girl~” she then laughs at you on how you’re already a mess when she’s just getting started to  fuck you hard. She lifts up your leg and settles it on her shoulder to get a better view of your pussy; so she can enter it more easily. “My~ my~ look at you already desperate for my cock~, don’t worry baby you’ll taste it soon after I get it inside in your pussy again~” She caressed your face and mockingly slaps your face; without a warning she enters all of her length and started in a ungodly phase. Tears started to come out of your eyes making the blindfold wet. You want to wrap your arms around her neck and scratch her back, but the handcuffs and the ties are restraining you to do that.
“M..M-mommy~! S..slow d..down~!T…too big~!, S..so r..rough and f-fast!”
She smirks at you and doesn't slow down, in fact she gets more fast and rough making sure she touches all of your sensitive spots inside of you. She slaps your thigh and brings her hands to your boobs and starts massaging it. You covered your mouth to prevent your loud moans from getting out of your mouth, she then proceeded to pull it away “Don’t cover your mouth pretty girl~ I want to hear your pretty moans~”.
“C..close! ‘M super c-close mommy!Please can I cum~!? Please…please..please.~!”
You kept begging her and it made her close to her orgasm. She smirks and lets go of your boob and uses her hand to rub your clit while she is holding your thighs to keep it steady on her shoulder. “Cum my pretty bunny~ Cum with your mommy~”. As she goes fast your orgasm comes rushing and the pleasure washes over you, Kafka soon follows, and comes inside of you, she pulls out and the empty feeling makes you sad a little. She scoops her flowing cum back into your pussy.
“A-ah~....”
“You did great baby~”
Kafka stands up and grabs the camera that was recording all of the action, she stops the recording and takes a picture of you messy with the binds and blindfold still on. Kafka then removes the binds around your body and takes off your blindfold, she again takes a picture of you. “Say it again and I’ll make sure you won’t talk or walk straight for months”. She then wipes your tears and kisses you. “Now…do you want to straight up sleep or let’s both take a bath and eat something then we will sleep."
“Let’s take a bath and eat first…”
“Stay right here, I’ll set our bath together”
She then goes to the bathroom, you pick up your phone and see a lot of miss calls and messages from your friends. You immediately texted them “Fuck I forgot to tell you guys I can’t go, I was too tired to go”. Thank god they didn’t spam my phone, “They must be passed out by how much they drank alcohol….or they just got fuck too…”. Kafka finishes to set the bath, she carries you to the bathroom and settles you to the bathtub. “Move a little, I want to join you”. You move a little to make space for her and when she settles you press your back to her chest. You were both enjoying this time. You both stay like that for 20 minutes helping each other, unfortunately even if you want to stay like this forever with her you both don’t want to look like a prune. So you both get out and change into more comfortable clothes. You both go down stairs to your guy's kitchen and look for something to eat. She then asks you.
“What do you want to eat?”
“Eh, it’s already really late so maybe noodles and some ready to cook dumplings”. She looks for your ramen and starts to cook it. As you both wait for it to cook you prepare the dumplings. As it is finished you both settle in and start to eat it. “You know Kafka, maybe I should do that again, to make it more intense”. She laughs at you and just said “You don’t have to do that, just say the magic word and I’ll fuck you like it’s my last time.” When you guys are finished eating, you guys wash the dishes and dry them. You and Kafka headed to bed and sleep, but before that you guys had your usual talks  until you guys were both tired. You yawn and said 
“Good night Love” 
“Good night too my dear love”
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