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All I want for Christmas is governments health records....
All I want for Christmas is governments health records….
Fair is fair, I’m stuck showing you mine, show me yours. I pay for your health insurance for the rest of your life even. Not only an American citizen also I am a Daughter of the American Revolutionary War. Check the National Archives if you like. (Go through Berseth-Brown-Sharp(e) and there we are. Our great so and so forth set many treaties with the Native American’s. He was very successful. But…
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Things People Say, Mood Disorders
Over the years people have tried to give plenty of advice on how to handle my depression. In my mind, I have collected a few that I just want to straighten out for those who don’t understand….
“Just get out of bed.” That one I have heard plenty of times. That’s great I’d love too, but can you tell my brain to tell my body how exactly that is supposed to happen. Because right now I have no…
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Jesus Christ did not say, "Go into all the world and tell the world that it is quite right" CS Lewis
Jesus Christ did not say, “Go into all the world and tell the world that it is quite right” CS Lewis
Oh how I had a good laugh when I read that. Christ certainly said a good many and important things, but never did he say the world was right. As a matter of fact, I’m wrong, a lot. (Just ask my boyfriend. ;))
Our treatment of people with unseen disabilities is the definition of insane. Don’t get me wrong we have come a long way, but it wasn’t that long ago I had to yell at a little girl for…
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#anxiety#Bipolar#courage#depression#Fear#mental health#mental illness#mood disorder#mood disorders#Pain#perspective#Side Effects#Speaking out against the stigma
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Mental Illness Is An Excuse?
Well dang, I’m cured. Here I was under the assumption that it is a chronic, often life-threatening disease that causes a distortion in the thinking patterns of an otherwise healthy individual. Nope, it’s an excuse.
Now let me tell you I have excuses coming out my behind, all sorts of things. But never have I thought that being bipolar was an excuse to not go after my dreams. Actually,…
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#anxiety#Bipolar#courage#depression#Fear#mental health#mental illness#mood disorders#Pain#perspective
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Food, My Period, Weather, Color For the Love!
Like really where is my box? I just want to know because apparently there is not one place, way thing that will not affect my mood. Clearly, I am a volatile out of control insane individual.
Okay maybe not, alright not at all. But do you know how freaking annoying life is when every change in tone in voice is met with, “did you eat?” “Are you getting your period soon?” “Are you being affected by…
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PANIC! IT'S ATTACKING!
PANIC! IT’S ATTACKING!
I am running, so fast, so hard. I can’t stop “they” have already seen me. This town of 4000 people has become so loud! Make them stop staring, make them stop looking at me. I can hear everything they are saying, “she’s crazy, what is she wearing, why did she come here?”
Jean keep running.
Even the trees know something, I can’t take this. I’m going to be sick. Keep running.
My car I have to drive…
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#anxiety#Bipolar#depression#Fear#mental health#mental illness#mood disorders#Pain#panic attack#perspective
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Her Blood Will Be Forever, On My Hands
“Why in God’s name is he calling me he knows I’m working?!” “What?!” You probably could have heard me stump my foot on the floor. Irritation, before I was medicated, was achieved in 0-10 seconds. “She’s acting all crazy again, talking about suicide and all. I don’t know what to do.” My then boyfriend’s new roommate was drinking way too much that night, as most of us did. So when he related this…
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#anxiety#Bipolar#courage#depression#ECPD#heros#mental health#mental illness#mood disorders#Pain#perspective
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I'm Thankful for You
I’m Thankful for You
Before we hit the road to my families home, to sit and fill ourselves as full as possible with my mother’s wonderful food. I wanted to take a moment and express how grateful I am for all of you and your support.
When I first started this blogging experience I was a nervous wreck, how would my customers feel? How would my family feel? My friends? Would I get locked up? You know how the anxiety…
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So tired of being tired...
So tired of being tired…
One of my least favorite parts of coming out of the depression is the exhaustion. It’s like breathing alone takes everything you have. My mind is beginning to work again, I can see my to-do lists and I tell you what must be done. But I’m so freaking tired. I just want to lay down and sleep until this passes.
This isn’t an option though. I have to get things done, or I slid back again. You can…
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My Depression
I’m not quite there just yet, I have a ways to go. But I know that the light I see ahead of me is not an illusion. Depression is a strange thing, it can come from nowhere or from somewhere. For me, I always end up in the same place, the void.
It’s a place of nothingness. I see things and here things but if they are fact or fiction I can not tell. The terrain looks like a crave, but has no feeling…
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#abandoned#anxiety#Bipolar#depression#mental health#mental illness#mood disorders#Pain#perspective#Strength
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I will be back
I have just fallen. And I can’t quite stand just yet.
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Tick Tock, Tick Tock
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
My body’s clock is off by leaps and bounds. So many things to do not enough time to do it. Was how it started. I was working late like until 5 am late, sleeping if I could in the morning and trying to maintain when I woke up.
My body and mind had opposite ideas as to what was right for me and by last night I was fighting anxiety while crying my eyes out. I feel like a waste, if only just only I…
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A Beautiful History
–Plumb A Beautiful History
When questioning myself this song will still bring me to tears.
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“Keep You In The Dark” Remember, "they all pretend."-Foo Fighters
#anxiety#Bipolar#courage#depression#disabilities#Fear#heros#mental health#mental illness#mood disorders#Pain#perspective#ptsd#Strength
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Music That Reminds Me I’m not Another Fly On The Wall The Pretender, Foo Fighters
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Raising Money for Supplies and Gas Money to Clean for Those in Need Raising Money for The Holidays for Those in Need I clean homes for a living. And I've wanted to give back, so I have created a fundraiser to allow others to participate.
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