Yep, I'm already loving this. :)

Yooooo! GUESS WHOSE BACK! Yep, yours truly is on FeralHeart Unleashed!

‘EY YOU!

You want a small art?! You want a fairly cheap small art? I’m opening up limited slot small art commissions, only 10 (for now)!

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Well yeah okay but how do we know what we’re getting, you ask? Lemmie lay it out for ya;

You lookin for a clean sketch like this? $12usd my dudes.

Maybe inked lines instead, not so messy?

Dang, lookin’ clean for $18 buckaroos!

But say you wanted some colours slapped onto that?

BOOM, $24 and fire mages are gunna burn things! These are examples of the content you’ll get from me at these prices, so if you’re keen hit me up in an e-mail; [email protected]  and i’ll get back to you ASAP with my paypal address and we can work out your refs and all from there. Cheers mates!

-Cel

So I have heard about all the stuff going down on Feral Heart. Hmm...seems like this might be a good time to check in on it.

I heard the old staff was removed, and we have new fresh faces brought in.

Good.

Dont let the old staff train them.  No seriously.  Dont.  Because they will be trained to be little clique buddies. Maybe now...maybe....the game can move forward? Not gonna act like I fully care.  Because I still hate the way the game is now.  it’d be nice if they could get rid of that fucking login shit.  But I doubt they ever will.

Really ironic how after I made that post, the entire old staff team was removed and they brought in new staff. I dont trust Feral Heart anymore.  It’s been proven time and time again, that they dont care. I just cant respect the game anymore.  Which is sad.  Because I had hoped one day I’d return to it.

You know...its so sad that Feral Heart took such a giant leap into being a piece of shit. I miss the old maps. I miss the friends I had there. I miss the game. I miss what it used to be.

Now the moderation is shit.  The moderators dont give a fuck about anyone unless you kiss their ass. (You cant tell me otherwise, because I’ve WITNESSED IT.)

Reasons you never see me anymore?  I dont even have the game installed on my new hard drive.  Why should I waste my time?  Every time I get on, I’m greeted with either bullying, swearing or some kind of hatred.  (One time it was homophobia and let me tell you what I was fucking pissed.)

I’ve stopped reporting because nothing ever got done. NOW, if you are buddy buddy with someone in the higher ups that is a moderator, shit gets done. But...I’m not an ass kisser.

There are times I wish we could go back to the simple days before everything got fucked up v.v

Not Dead

Despite the very, VERY little activity here, I am not dead.  This account may not be updated frequently, nor may I reblog a lot of stuff here, but its not fully dead.

I’m thinking more of my artwork of Cas, the hyena that this blog is based on for Feral Heart, will be posted here.

I’m sorry I don’t go onto Feral Heart like I used to.  But I’ve cut back, way back, on my game time there.  The game as a whole is still mildly fun, but the community is not a place I find to be as friendly anymore. Yes the map updates were awesome at first, and I loved them.  But now…the kids that used to have access, hell some of my friends that used to play that weren’t kids, dont have access anymore.  I miss a good portion of my friends that no longer can play.  Because of the update to new maps. As for it not being the friendly?  Every time I visit the game, there is at least a good handful of hostile people.   I know some of you are going, “Oh that can’t be true!”   But of the 5 times I’ve probably been on that game this YEAR, I have seen nothing but either hostile people, or people swearing in local.  

With me not being active, that has lead my clan, Elemental Clan, to die out.  Which I’m sad for, but at the same time, I just didn’t have the time to manage it anymore.  If I tried to make a group for the members, like a website or something, very little interaction was held.  

But yeah,I hope to get back into things soon.  I’ll be posting more of my Cas art here, and trying to post some stuff based on old drama from that game :D.

Allow me on my high horse once more if you will. For I’m here to scream about how important it is to practice art. I cant emphasis enough how important it is to practice.   Don’t put yourself down with sayings of “I’ll never be that good” or “I wont be able to draw like that!”  Because you can!  And you will if you keep at it hard enough!

I’ve done another little improvement drawing to see how my art has improved.  Over the course of 4 years. I go with this thing on facebook called On This Day, where it shows you posts that you made on this date in previous years. So I found one of my hyena Cas.   I was proud to see that the two that were already done were in the same year, showing how I’d improved in that year alone. But now that was back in 2014.  I have made some progress since then and will show it now.  

The above are my old ones.    Below is the new one I just finished today.

Keep on going you guys!  There is improvement to be had!  You can keep learning and you can keep getting better!  Not every year may result with good progress, but over time, so long as you keep at it, you WILL get better if you try and keep going! <3

I’m still around, just haven’t been very active in posting much. (I take long breathers from the game due to drama and shit storms I’ve seen started lol.  I nope the hell on out of that and don’t even bother to watch from the side lines.)

Okay but what happened to the Feral Heart community on Tumblr? It’s became so inactive…

<3 <3 <3

You have no idea how happy I am to be hanging with friends on here again!!!

Cuddling with friends is the best kind of cuddles~

So the other night, I apparently became a mother and had lots of children <3 Then NightStalker left me and Robbie came along.  So I obviously had to get my Sportacus. <3

I swear I’m normal when I hang with my friends. I swear... -sobbing- Having a good night hanging out Kaze and Zuri~

So Jisaki the Time Hyena showed up to hang out with Cas.  This made me very happy, even if I wasn’t rping.  It was good to see an old face from within the clan. I really need to do more with the clan, but trying to get my muse back isn’t going so easy.

Seems like its been forever since Cas was active. Sadly, she wont be active for a while still. I’ve lost my muse for RPing on FH.