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blubirdreamz · 3 days
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OAAAAHAHAAAA HOLY HELL I KNOW YOU FROM TT HIIIII HI :3 I WAITED TO SEE THE RESULT OF THE WIP IT WAS WORTH IT AAAAAA
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Joost <3
⚠︎ Do not share or repost without crediting me! ⚠︎
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blubirdreamz · 4 days
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waiter waiter!!! more women please!!
There should be more women in Half Life. I don't even care if we get more evil women because I can't find anything wrong with them ever ever ever
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blubirdreamz · 13 days
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Hello!! X3
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Im HydraXavious!! Im an artist and animator (though, im not very good at animating, still trying to get better at it tho!! >_<), I am lesbian and genderfluid (though im more fem leaning) and i use any pronouns!! and i also dont care what you call me or what pronouns you use for me :33 I was bi before finding out i was lesbian btw!!
i also go by other names, for example:
D!SC0 (translation for anyone who needs it: DISCO or disco)
Partypunkz (translation: partypunks)
Cakepup
Abix
Yumeii
Vin
Hydra
most of those names are the names of my fursonas/sonas in general!!
Some fandoms im in:
Half-life
Rayman
Postal
Portal
Pokemon
TAWOG
Homestuck
Arsenal (yes, the one on roblox. dont know if there even is a fandom for that)
Vocaloid
Furry
Cookie run
Valorant
Team Fortress 2
SkyCOTL (still dont know if there even is a fandom)
My Little Pony
Terraria
JMKit (yes, the one with those two bunnies called jinx and minx)
Regretevator
DNI list:
homphobes
transphobes
zoophiles
pedophiles
racists
ableists
anyone from my class (except for the people that i allowed)
also, please DO NOT call me a femboy. im being for real, i get bullied a lot at school and this is one of the things that simply make me uncomfortable, so please dont. (im not a femboy, i just dont wanna get called one because it reminds me of the bullying)
and also PLEASE keep in mind that i am a MINOR.
I am a scene kid, though right now im collecting clothes for the summer!! i do sometimes dress scene, though i dont get to do that oftenly because of people at school are bullying me bad. LIKE REAL BAD. so once i get more clothes ill start dressing scene, right now, ill stick to wearing only kandi bracelets and necklaces during my little phase of collecting clothes!! XP
Also, im not really interested in dating, though i dont mind having a partner!! (reminder: IM LESBIAN.)
Artists and bands i listen to!!
BrokenCYDE
Millionaires
Dot Dot Curve
S3RL
Metro Station
Disco warp
ISMFOF (i set my friends on fire)
Attack Attack!
JJ Demon
MAILPUP
Gynx
Vylet Pony
glitterpop!
femtanyl
Golemm
6arelyhuman (i know their music is not scene, though i think its pretty cool!!)
and many others too!!!
Anyways, i think that this is all for now, byeee!!1!1 :P
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blubirdreamz · 19 days
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i literally do not understand how the half-life fans on tiktok are SO HOMOPHOBIC. LITERALLY LIKE?? if the people on tt got to know that im actually a genderfluid lesbian it would be absolutely OVER for me.
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blubirdreamz · 19 days
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why are you like that
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blubirdreamz · 28 days
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wiggle gif of barney calhoun ^_^
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blubirdreamz · 28 days
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Sketches in the corners of my sketchbooks
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blubirdreamz · 1 month
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(loud) this is what this image sounds like to me
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blubirdreamz · 1 month
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the only thing i can imagine rn is postal dude and miku being besties ahsbhajwjdjdjwjsmjxjsja
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blubirdreamz · 1 month
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Gyatton Feetman
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ok but normalise drawing characters doing the most random shit ever
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blubirdreamz · 1 month
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// !!VENT POST!! // DO NOT READ OR INTERACT IF YOU ARE GOING TO SPREAD HATE //
theres been something on my mind that some people might find disturbing or unsettling, but i have to share it.
whenever i listen to music or saved audios on tiktok i walk or run around when i do so, for most of the time i have to be in constant motion to properly imagine things. but that is not the only thing
i have been doing this since i was a kid, i imagined myself in animation memes, movies or even myself as a youtuber or tiktoker (basically a celebrity) but ever since my reputation in school got ruined, i felt sick and ashamed so i found a character that i can portray my own personality, my own interests and problems onto. so after the WORST week at school of getting bullied and teased to the point where the only thing i could do is lay down on the desk and cry because i knew that if i asked a teacher for help and told them about the popular kids bullying me for my interests and style, it wouldnt end up good. my mind always told me not to because they might say something false about me or might tell the teacher about a bad thing ive done a long while ago. i would come back from school crying and i wouldnt come out of my room once not even to get food or water. the whole situation has left a REAL deep scar in my mental state and for 6 months i have felt burnt out and i couldnt take proper care of myself, i couldnt sleep and had a messed up sleep schedule, i couldnt brush my teeth or brush my hair properly. i felt scared because i knew they had my home adress, they were saying real bad stuff about me in their discord groups and servers that theyd purposely send me invites to just ot harrass me and make fun of me, they have made me insecure about my chest, my stomach (not perfectly flat), my thighs and hip dips. so after all that i found a character that would represent me (even if they werent even a little similar to me) my struggles and interests, and no, im not posting as them, i dont think that i am them, though i cant imagine myself as a cool person anymore, knowing that no one i know thinks im cool, but i think that the character is cool. I feel ashamed of myself so instead of thinking about myself, i think about them. i know this explenation is not exactly what im feeling, and i cant currently find words for it, but i will update the post if i find a way to express.
also im sorry, its not something i usually post, and im sorry if i made anyone uncomfortable or disturbed, i feel really bad about what im feeling and i am scared that people will see me as weird or mentally ill, or think of me as a psychopath or someone that deserves to be put in a mental hospital. i had to say it tho. and i feel disgusted for doing so but i hope you will understand.
ALSO, i will be giving more details soon about the whole „portraying myself as a fictional character” thing that i currently cannot really put into words since this post has been more of a dump about what happened to me at school, so i hope you are all doing okay, bye (im not gonna k!ll myself though, the whole thing happened A REAL LONG WHILE AGO)
ALSO PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU WANT ME TO SPECIFY WHAT CHARACTER I PORTRAY MYSELF ONTO OR NOT
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blubirdreamz · 1 month
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OJEJU NIE WIEZE ZE KTOS WGOLE SIE INTERESUJE ZEMSTA JAKBY?? JAK CZYTALAM TO JAKO LETKURE TO JA MUSIALAM SIE DOWIEDZIEC CZY TO WGOLE MA FANDOM
Silly Polish comedy
Looking at the Zemsta tag on Tumblr is so funny cause I see so many people talking about revenge and overall depressing stuff and the thing I'm looking for is a silly Polish comedy, especially Papkin content
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blubirdreamz · 1 month
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gman in random places x]!!!
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blubirdreamz · 2 months
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my laptop is too weak for s2fm and i don't feel like learning sfm so I do the next best thing - recreating dead memes and stock photos from Pinterest in Gmod
bonus:
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blubirdreamz · 2 months
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hes nervous and gonna cry be nice
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blubirdreamz · 3 months
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help
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blubirdreamz · 3 months
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i have discovered something new about myself and a LOT of things are starting to make sense now…
i have been bi for a good three years now, but the thing is that i was PROBABLY WRONG THIS WHOLE TIME and i actually might be a lesbian…
ive been suspecting this for a while, i figured out that i never actually felt attracted to real life men, i could never imagine myself in a relationship with a man, the only men i have ever felt attracted to were fictional men. i have felt attracted only to women when it comes to real life and i have researched it and turns out a lot of lesbians have experienced this.
apparently sexualities only matter in real life, real people and not fiction. i feel like i might be lesbian but i am scared of being invalid somehow.
tumblr pls tell me what you think (also sorry if i wrote something wrong i kinda rushed this)
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