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Tell Myself it is Okay; Taking my own Hand
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My years are like a stroll upon the beach.
The sand between my toes
The salt that stings my nose
The water comes and goes
To the edges of my feet.
The wind that blows my hair
Which-way-which-everywhere
To tangles in the air
To dry there in the heat.
My days are more like rainy trudges
Where I'm lucky to get home
My weeks are more like snowy hikes
That chill me to the bone
My months are Sisyphean journeys
Up and down the hill
But those years are perfect beachy strolls
So I keep walking, still.
#original#poetry#the title is from a thoreau poem and i wrote this for a writing group prompt#so up to you whether the ''original'' tag is correct or not
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What Hubristic Teachers!
chemistry is taught
in lie after lie
(circles no shells no clouds)
in a way that we slowly approach the incomprehensible truth
that world is too small to let us in
we are like elephants that are being put
in too-small cages
until we strike
back at the subatomic ringleaders
maybe thats why i don't understand valence numbers
my brain is trying to protect me
from being tamed
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a friend to the end, who listens to me
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this poem is not a metaphor for the atomic bomb
Thank you, Mario!
But
My soul is in another body
My mind is in an other place
There is a foamy static 'tween my brain and my skull
I can do it just fine
I can hear it just fine
I feel everything fine but it just seems a tad
Dull
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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake (Cartoon 2023), Adventure Time (Cartoon 2010)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Candy Queen | Winter World Princess Bubblegum/Winter King | Winter World Simon Petrikov
Characters: Candy Queen | Winter World Princess Bubblegum (Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake)
Additional Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Whump, Cold, One-Sided Attraction, Misguided Attraction, Obsession, Implied Past Bubbline (?)
Series: Part 1 of Bea's Whumpcember 2023
Summary:
"What you're feeling is called infatuation. The pain is the product of you overvaluing a projected, imaginary relationship with me."
Whumpcember Day 1: Alt Prompt 4: Ice
@whumpcember
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song: Decipher Reflections From Reality by Playradioplay!
footage: Revolutionary Girl Utena
idk what im doing
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Fandom: Undertale (Video Game)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Major Character Death
Relationships: Papyrus & Undyne (Undertale)
Characters: Papyrus (Undertale), Undyne (Undertale)
Additional Tags: Frisk (Undertale) Is Dead, Papyrus Week, Angst, Papyrus is the Best (Undertale), Undyne Needs a Hug (Undertale), papyrusweek2023
Series: Part 4 of Bea's Papyrus Week
Summary:
Déjà vu.
Papyrus Week Day 4: Friendship
PLEASE NOTE: This fic explores a universe where Undyne successfully killed Frisk and, for whatever reason, Frisk did not immediately reset. If that is a topic that makes you uncomfortable and you don't want to read this, I entirely understand.
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Fandom: Undertale (Video Game)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Papyrus & Sans (Undertale)
Characters: Papyrus (Undertale), Sans (Undertale), Frisk (Undertale), Undyne (Undertale), Alphys (Undertale), Asgore Dreemurr, Toriel (Undertale)
Additional Tags: Post-Undertale Pacifist Route - "I want to stay with you.", Papyrus Week, Papyrus Week 2023
Series: Part 3 of Bea's Papyrus Week
Summary:
A yearly tradition gets a little update. But the more things change, the more they stay the same.
Papyrus Week Day 3: Family
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Fandom: Undertale (Video Game)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Frisk & Papyrus (Undertale)
Characters: Papyrus (Undertale), Frisk (Undertale), Undertale Ensemble
Additional Tags: Aborted Undertale Genocide Run, Selectively Mute Frisk (Undertale), Papyrus is the Best (Undertale), Character Study, Headcanon
Series: Part 2 of Bea's Papyrus Week
Summary:
Frisk has a question. One they're not sure if Papyrus can answer, given that it refers to events that he technically never experienced.
Papyrus Week Day 2: Battles
PLEASE NOTE: This story does not directly show, but does reference some of the events of the "genocide" run. If you would rather not see such content, I understand if you skip this story.
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Fandom: Undertale (Video Game), Layton Kyouju Series | Professor Layton Series
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Papyrus & Hershel Layton
Characters: Papyrus (Undertale), Hershel Layton
Additional Tags: Autistic Papyrus (Undertale), Autistic Hershel Layton, Papyrus Week, Papyrus Week 2023
Series: Part 1 of Bea's Papyrus Week
Summary:
While traveling the world in his red sports car, Papyrus meets a man who he happens to have a lot in common with!
Papyrus Week Day 1: Hobbies and Jobs
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hamefura fanfic ideas
I'd like to write these someday, but I don't know for sure that I will. People liked my tpn fanfic ideas so I'm posting these too because why not. Please @ me if you make anything based on these! These are all based primarily on the anime, and much more based on the world set up by season 1 than any of the kidnapping arcs.
Give Me Your Answer, Do - Eventual Katarina/Everyone. Everyone develops Hanahaki for Katarina. Hanahaki is not a known phenomenon in Sorcier, so nobody knows what's happening except for Katarina, who read a doujin about Hanahaki in her past life. She decides she must help her friends come to terms with and confess their feelings to whoever it is they love. Hilarity, interspersed with angst, ensues. (I have very specific ideas in mind for what types of flowers all the feelings manifest as.)
My Next Life as... Five Villainesses? - Gen (With minor one-sided Everyone/Katarina, of course). This one was inspired by an idea someone else posted on AO3, but I can't find it now. Anyway, Katarina accidentally double-books an afternoon; she promised to go to Alan's concert at the same time that she would be Maria's assistant in a baking competition. She wishes for a way to be in multiple places at once, and seems to find a spell that can do just that in a book, but when she casts the spell she is instead split into the five Mini-Katarinas brought from her mind to real life! They all are in different places and run into their other friends. Hilarity, interspersed with angst, ensues. (noticing a pattern?) Specifically, Timidrina meets Keith, who becomes fiercely protective of this shy version of his big sister. Happyrina meets Geordo and gives him a bit of a wake-up call about just how chaotic it would be to have a kid with Katarina (not that it discourages him). The other match-ups are much less defined in my mind tbh.
Rose in a Fisted Glove - Geordo/Keith, possibly Maria/Katarina on the side. Geordo gets the bright idea to pretend to date someone to make Katarina jealous, but none of the girls want to help him with this plan. (Maria because tricking Katarina like that would be immoral. Mary because the idea of pretending to date Geordo is too repulsive to go through with. Sophia because she is genre savvy enough to recognize the fake dating trope when she sees it.) Mostly on a lark, he asks Keith, who accepts in hope that it will backfire and instead make Katarina jealous that he's dating somebody. Naturally, Katarina is nothing but supportive when they tell her, and especially thanks Keith for trusting her with this information. Once it's clear the plan is a bust, Geordo wants to just admit to Katarina that it was a ruse, but Keith feels bad for lying and convinces him to keep it up for a month before staging a breakup so Katarina will think the relationship was real. Hilarity, angst, you get it.
Be More Noble - Gen or maybe Sophia/Katarina. Inspired by the musical version of Be More Chill but not dependent on familiarity with it. Katarina commits an especially egregious social faux pas, and Millidiana is at her wit's end. She hears tell of a sorcerer with a potion called "Squip" that has supposedly fixed behavior problems in noble children. She sneaks it into Katarina's tea. The Squip, (which manifests as a person only Katarina can see), quickly realizes that appealing to Katarina's non-existent social insecurities will not change her behavior, and instead transforms into A-chan, and tells her that she is in fact in a Katarina-centric DLC to Fortune Lover where there are all new doom flags that she must avoid to keep herself and her friends happy, and those doom flags happen to coincide with social faux pas, such as tree-climbing, eating sweets, farming, and otherwise being Katarina-like. The squip falls in love with Katarina, naturally, but this manifests as it becoming protective of her and wanting her to become noble beyond reproach. Her friends quickly become concerned. This one is actually more angst interspersed with hilarity than the other way around.
No Title Yet! - Sophia/Katarina. What if Sophia was the one who remembered her past life instead of Katarina? As a more genre-savvy protagonist, she becomes a master of Sorcier's magic system. She eventually tells Nicol the truth because he can read her well enough to know something's different about her. She becomes the center of the world for the original "harem" who become fiercely protective of and inspired by her, though not romantically interested (except for the tsundere semi-OG!Katarina). She also fixes a lot of their game canon problems, but she does so deliberately, and in much less drastic ways. (i.e., Katarina and Keith become friendly rivals instead of abusive, Katarina and Geordo come to an understanding that their engagement is in name only, etc.)
#hamefura#bakarina#my next life as a villianess all routes lead to doom#my next life as a villainess#not content
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Well, I am most certainly not completing this challenge in its entirety, but I've written more this month than I have in years, so I still think of this as a success! Maybe I'll join another challenge, one that only lasts a week or is less works in a month or something like that. I've written more fics than I posted on tumblr, here is a link to my works for febuwhump so far.
Hi! I'm going to be making a concerted effort to complete this year's "febuwhump" starting on February 1st. In case you aren't familiar, "whump" is a genre, typically of fanfiction, where a character goes through some degree of suffering, which can range from discomfort or sickness to outright torture, often without the relief at the end that is inherent to the "hurt/comfort" genre. Febuwhump is a challenge to create 28 whump works fitting this set of prompts. If you don't want to see these sorts of works, I highly recommend you blacklist the "febuwhump" tag.
If you're curious, so far I've been planning stories related to Utena, Teen Titans Animated, Elsinore, Gravity Falls, Ace Attorney, Hamefura, and my ocs. I might also write some things related to Infinity Train, Undertale/Deltarune, Madoka/Magia Record, or possibly something else if it takes my fancy!
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These are my latest baking experiment! They're a South African treat called hertzoggies, or hertzogkoekie if you want to be more formal.
Here's the recipe I used!
They're a sort of mini tartlet filled with apricot jam and with a coconut meringue on top. Haven't tried them yet, but I'll see how they do at my board game night!
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Fandom: Gravity Falls
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dipper Pines & Mabel Pines, Bill Cipher & Mabel Pines, Mabel Pines & Stan Pines, Ford Pines & Mabel Pines
Characters: Mabel Pines, Bill Cipher, Dipper Pines, Blendin Blandin
Additional Tags: Time Loop, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Whump
Series: Part 3 of bea's febuwhump 2023, Part 1 of Levity Falls
Summary:
so i can sing along
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Fandom: Shoujo Kakumei Utena | Revolutionary Girl Utena
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Himemiya Anthy/Tenjou Utena
Characters: Himemiya Anthy, Tenjou Utena
Additional Tags: Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Past Rape/Non-con, Trauma, Post-Canon, Hurt No Comfort, Canonical Rape/Non-con, Whump, Himemiya Anthy Has Found Tenjou Utena, After Ohtori (Utena), Mentioned Ohtori Akio, Febuwhump, Febuwhump 2023, Dissociation
Series: Part 2 of febuwhump 2023
Summary:
hope it's not me
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Fandom: Teen Titans (Animated Series)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Garfield Logan/Tara Markov, Tara Markov/Raven, Koriand'r/Tara Markov, Dick Grayson/Tara Markov, Tara Markov/Victor Stone, Tara Markov & Amber & Dionne
Characters: Tara Markov
Additional Tags: Post-Episode: s05e13 Things Change, Fantasizing, Touch-Starved, Whump, Febuwhump 2023
Series: Part 1 of febuwhump 2023
Summary:
i just need someone to kiss
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febuwhump prompts topics
Mostly here for my own reference, but if you want to know what I'm gonna be doing here it is. If you have any ideas for the ones I haven't done yet or one of the alt prompts, feel free to send an ask or chat about it, whether you know me or not. I can't guarantee I'll write it, but I'll take it into account for sure.
28/28 conceptualized, 2/28 completed
DAY 1: touchstarved - Teen Titans Animated, Terra-centric, one-sided Terra/All-the-Titans, post-canon
DAY 2: flinching - Revolutionary Girl Utena, Anthy-centric, Utena/Anthy, post-canon
DAY 3: muzzled ALT PROMPT 5: time loop - Gravity Falls, Mabel-centric, Mabel & All-the-Pines-family, canon divergence
DAY 4: knife to the throat - Revolutionary Girl Utena, OC-centric, one-sided OC/Anthy, pre-canon
DAY 5: “that’s gonna scar” - Revolutionary Girl Utena, Anthy-centric, unhealthy Akio/Anthy, pre-canon
DAY 6: secrets revealed - Hamefura, Sophia-centric, Sophia & Nicol, canon divergence
DAY 7: made to watch - Original, OC-centric, OC / OC, modern
DAY 8: panic - Elsinore, Ophelia-centric, Ophelia/Guildenstern/Rosencrantz, post-Sacrifice Responsibility for Indulgence Ending
DAY 9: voice loss - Original, OC-centric, OC / OC, modern
DAY 10: difficulty breathing - Ace Attorney, Miles-centric, Phoenix/Miles, technically-could-be-canon
DAY 11: fever - Ace Attorney, Phoenix-centric, Phoenix/Miles, canon divergence
DAY 12: “can you hear me?” - Hamefura, Katarina-centric, Katarina/Everyone, canon divergence
DAY 13: forced to hurt a loved one - Teen Titans Animated, Terra-centric, Terra/Beast Boy, post-canon
DAY 14: captivity - Elsinore, Quince-centric, Ophelia & Quince, post-Sacrifice Choice for Revenge Ending
DAY 15: self-sacrifice - Elsinore, Ophelia-centric, Ophelia & Quince, post-Sacrifice Choice for Revenge Ending
DAY 16: semi-conscious - Original, OC-centric, OC / OC, modern
DAY 17: silent tears - Revolutionary Girl Utena, Juri-centric, one-sided(?) Juri/Shiori, Pirates AU
DAY 18: can’t stay awake - Revolutionary Girl Utena, Touga-centric, Touga/Saionji, Pirates AU
DAY 19: “you deserve this” - Revolutionary Girl Utena, Saionji-centric, Touga/Saionji, Pirates AU
DAY 20: knife wound - Revolutionary Girl Utena, OC-Centric, OC & OC, pre-canon
DAY 21: shackled - Revolutionary Girl Utena, Utena-centric, Utena/Anthy, Pirates AU
DAY 22: can’t scream - Revolutionary Girl Utena, Shiori-centric, one-sided (or zero-sided?) Shiori/Ruka, Pirates AU
DAY 23: “you’ll have to go through me” - Teen Titans Animated, Terra-centric, Terra & Amber & Dionne
DAY 24: bloody clothes - Original, OC-centric, OC / OC, fantasy
DAY 25: assumed dead - Ace Attorney, Phoenix-centric, Phoenix/Miles, Canon divergence
DAY 26: forced to choose - Original, OC-centric, OC / OC, modern
DAY 27: survivor’s guilt - Elsinore, Hamlet-centric, past Ophelia/Hamlet, Post-failed Exeunt All
DAY 28: “you’re safe now” - Revolutionary Girl Utena, Anthy-centric, Utena/Anthy, post-canon
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