armageddon-generation
Armageddon generation
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We don't talk enough about the fact that Amelia Pond, s5 Amelia Pond, before the timeline is reset, isn't just a normal orphan. Her parents didn't die, didn't abandon her, and didn't send her away. They never existed in the first place.
And if her parents never existed, then Amelia cannot exist. She is a causal impossibility.
"People fall out of the world sometimes, but they always leave traces." A photograph. A face carved into an apple. Yes. Sure.
A child.
Now that's too big, surely.
But that's what she is. She is exactly the same as these things. A trace. An echo of something that could never be, never was, never could have been.
And the universe should never allow it. A whole person, that's just too much. She could not have continued to exist indefinitely, in normal circumstances, after her parents never existed.
In normal circumstances.
Because the Doctor didn't just save her from things coming out of the crack in her wall. He saved her from going into it. And he didn't just save her from the threat of going into it simply because of its vicinity.
No, by arriving when he did, he interrupted a process that was probably already in motion. And then by arriving again only moments later on a cosmic relative timestream (too quickly for the process to complete) and yet in the local relative timestream, years later --- years of a potential future caught midway through the process of rewriting -- he solidified that existence. Amy is a creature from another timeline, caught in amber. The Doctor prevented her from never existing, but only after she could already never exist.
And so, no one around Amelia thinks about it. Neither does she. There's some kind of consciousness block, because if you thought about it, really thought about it, for two seconds you'd realize she cannot exist. And the human mind can't deal with that. So, to protect itself, everyone's brain simply slides off it before ever noticing. They just assume that her existence makes sense, and don't question it, and don't notice what they don't question, that is staring them in the face.
But of course, to some extent they do notice. They can't think it, but they notice subconsciously that there's something they can't think. They notice there's something wrong with her, something uncanny. And they don't like it, and they alienate her even more because of it.
"Does it ever bother you Pond that your life existence doesn't make any sense?"
#amelia pond#amy pond#the ultimate autism metaphor on top of being autistic anyway#lavender thoughts#SHE CAN'T EXIST SHE IS LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE#you called clara the impossible girl but that's amy#and THEN the fact that even after it's all set right#she remains shaped by -- remains deeply traumatized by -- a timeline that never happened; a reality that never was#some wounds just can't heal even if the thing that caused them never existed in the first place#some wounds remain as a TRACE of the other time just as you yourself were once#THE mental illness rep of all time#and in the big bang of course the doctor had to take the shortcut because if they'd all gone the long way round#she'd have been gone before he got there#as starless universe's little amelia disappeared.... it could be millienia but from another perspective it HAD to be moments#they made it only in the nick of time#and the doctor knew that
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"I think youll find Im universally recognised as a mature and responsible adult."
"Its just a lot of wavy lines"
"Yeah, shorted out. Finally, a lie too big. "
#doctor who#11th doctor#eleventh doctor#matt smith#hes just a little silly#also by far one of the darkest docs if im being honest#and the scariest cause he looks like a puppy in a fez but WILL tear you apart#dont pretend we forgot colonel runaway
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"Midnight" is one of my favourite episodes!!
A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon on may 1st
#doctor who#tenth doctor#david tennant#10th doctor#the cosmic horror episodes are always amazing and the exploration of human nature and the incredible acting#the shift in power dynamics and the desperation and fear aahh it's so simple and so effective I love it
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You wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me
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why do i end up sitting straight up in my sleep. ignore how many blankets I use.
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how do you become so well read?
by reading
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"Stop! He's er, he's British."
"Yes, I suppose I am.
Jelly baby, officer?"
This one I made the evening before my whovian anniversary like SO quickly so his face is a bit ehh but I do love 8 he will get proper fanart someday
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sometimes a coming-of-age story is about holding your abusive mother as a baby and although you won’t reconcile with her in the present you begin to understand how generational trauma may have affected her behaviour towards you long ago. sometimes a coming-of-age story is also about defeating sea vampire nazis through the power of faith and befriending a communist and a devastating betrayal from your space mentor . and in the end it’s about taking your hair out of the constricting netting that’s been holding it and diving for a swim into the wild swirling waters
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living his best life (original under the cut)
#scribble#jondami#damijon#damian wayne#jonathan samuel kent#jon kent#supersons#super sons#dc comics#dc
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“you‘re so quiet” baby i’m not even here. i’m fantasizing about a book i read weeks ago. move on.
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Hannibal (2013-2015)
2x13 || 3x04
#he literally had him at hello <3#hannibal#hannibal lecter#mads mikkelsen#will graham#hugh dancy#hannigram#jack crawford#laurence fishburne#nbc hannibal#murder husbands
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boy meets world💫
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kataang hurt/comfort fluff head pats running hand over buzzcut cafuné naps tired fic ao3 search
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In Japanese, they don’t say “moon,” they say “tsuki,” which literally translates to “moon,” and I think that’s how language works.
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