its not even that i dont want to forgive him, its just that i feel nothing but pity because of how bad of a person he must be to have hurt me so badly

every once in a while i realize that i Exist and live in a Body and its really weird

prince has a crush on someone and he is mid to me but from prince pointing things out. idk. hes kind of finee actually yall

being down bad sucks cause in one ear i hear ppl agreeing that this guy is totallyyy into me and the other i hear the reality

idk me personally i just really want to have something and someone of my own that i dont have to share with the rest of the system but whatever

i wish i had more friends who knew about our system because i need to scream about something so badly but it's very intertwined w the fact we're a system so i can't!!!!!

when someone comes back in your life and you're flooded with emotions that leave you shaking and sobbing on the bathroom floor !

a dif alter's fav song is stuck in my head nd im slowly starting 2 like it more

i have to stop myself from reaching out to past people we cut off

as host i have to remember that i infact do not constantly take up the front and things alters do actually affect me when i front

having different privacy levels as a system is a little annoying because im completely open to having my socials everywhere, my source be known, etc. but the majority of the other freq fronters dislike anything more than basic knowledge of them being shared, and so we just have to remember who is fine with what and explain to people who don't why we're not ALL fine with xyz

the others in the system may be too afraid to cut someone off but i am not

soo glad led lights exist i love changing our room lights to My Designated Color

sometimes switching is soo easy and then other times it takes twenty minutes with a headache to just get halfway

"you're acting like a different person" well you see. !!!

everything reminds me of them (insys best friend)

changing maybe for the better but feeling so unlike myself and i dont know if i want to be different if im becoming so unrecognizable to myself