saw this while exhaling my vape and started choking on it

02-17-2024, 3 AM

whys king kong………..so fucking large

Meet Me in the Dream: Wonderland (1996) dir. Hisayasu Satō

A reminder that someone can still be traumatized even if they had a loving home/family.

We often like to think that trauma survivors are always abused/traumatized at home. A lot of times this is true but it is not the case for everyone.

In my case, as an avoidant autistic, I felt like the world was a scary place from a you age. I had so much anxiety around people. So very early in my life I was cautious around people and truly believed that everyone was out to hurt me. To this day, at the age of 22 I am still convinced that people are out to hurt me. In my child mind the world was a cruel and horrible place and people wre cruel and horrible. The only place I felt truly safe was at home with my parents.

My fantasy life involved me living in my childhood home forever with my parents, away from this cruel and evil world. My mom and dad plus my very close friends were my safe people. People I knes would never hurt me. My world was tiny, safe and very constricted. I feared the outside world and to some extent I still do.

I wanted to write this since the trauma posts about abuse households did not apply to me as someone with trauma. I want to note hat I am not trying to invalidate anyone. I would never want to do that! I just want my perspective to be heard.

Can anyone relate? Is anyone reading at this point in the post? I doubt so, but if any other traumatized people relate I would love to hear.

It's funny how a silly fictional character can come into your life and then take over your entire brain chemistry

this is a way better model... you'll still get transphobic & intersexist drs of course but i prefer this to male / female or even having separate questions for gender & sex.

[we can't see the full form, but i'd suggest having a "something else" option and dominant hormone question too.]

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