Fuck you cake. I don't need you

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fuck a cum sock, all the cool kids have blood socks

why are my restrictive ed thoughts loudest right after i’ve eaten. like where were you BEFORE i consumed those calories, huh?? this is the shit you’re supposed to be preventing!!

me when ana causes nervous breakdowns, fainting, shaking, blurry vision, distractedness, irritability, nausea, etc: ☺

me when ana causes hairfall: 🤯😱😰😥😢

How I spend my time ✦

Fuck, I just wanna give up

gentle reminder that crying is actually one of the best things you can do to relieve all that tension and emotion in your brain, and not to resist the impulse because it's 'weak' or 'unnecessary' or 'a plea for attention.' if you need to cry, do it, even if you don't always know the reason. your body does.

Me tryna justify to my eating disorder why i should be allowed to eat a pizza

I'm so ugly it actually stresses me out. And even if I feel pretty I get stressed cause that'll end eventually and then I'll be ugly. God I need to breathe