it hurts going online and trying to find ways to help yourself with your pd and just seeing a bunch of articles talking about how to help other people deal with YOU how to starve YOU of your needs how to ignore YOU
i just want to find ways to help myself and voice my needs properly with my npd and hpd, but all i am getting is page after page of how to deal with people like me. how to make people like me have a narc drop. how to ignore people like me. how to change people like me. how to get rid of people like me.
what about me helping me? why do people think we are incapable of change? we can be self aware. we can want to change. we can want to help ourselves. we arent bad people for having a disorder.
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HEY
Your art GOOD as HELL
Ok?
You have high self-worth of your art or I EAT YOU
:)
Bon appétit 🍽️
But Thank you, I will try.
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I suck st Smash Bros and I feel bad because I know this would be shameful in the eyes of the wolf bois 😔
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I need to change I need to reinvent myself I can’t do this anymORE FUCK
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You ever have something that you love doing, but you feel like you suck at it? And no matter how you try, you don't improve?
That's how I feel about painting!
TADA! St Gemma Galgani, pray for us.
St Gemma Galgani, sorry my portrait of you looks Like That
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Everyone is so much cooler than me
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One thing about healing from child abuse that I never expected is that I see my abuser in the things I do everyday. I see them in myself. My manurisms and the way I talk and the faces I make in the mirror each morning.
I am no longer in that space with them, but I worry that even so...
I worry they will be with me forever.
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Baby steps. One at a time. I can do it, I can try.
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Okay I’m normal I started journaling again
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I had like a pretty okay day so why the fuck and I laying here in bed feeling like I'm being suffocated why is this my life rn
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