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that one night
it was pouring and we were together
the moon was a pearl white in all its majestic glory
we were laughing to the point our stomach hurt, to the point we had tears in our eyes.
we made a memory, maybe we didn’t realise it then and there but oh a memory it was
i still remember it, the memory fresh in my mind
i can still smell the rain, still hear the sound of traffic in the background, the park we were in.
we were running and jumping, holding hands and getting wet in the rain.
for a while, we just sat there listening to the droplets of water and watching the beauty of where we were.
sometimes we managed a glance at each other.
you didn’t leave my hand once. you managed to do nothing and still give me butterflies but that’s not why that night is my favourite memory of us?
why you ask? why i remember it so clearly?
maybe it’s because that was the only good recollection i have of us, maybe it’s because that day you made me smile more than i thought i could or maybe there’s no reason at all.
but that night you made me feel like we were the only two people on the planet and that we would just stay in the moment.
the innocence in our voices, the purity in our actions.
we were there. you and i. that one night. the calm before a storm.
- akshadha
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to that one boy - the last part
my mind is a mess and that is thanks to you
it took you two days to forget the two months we had
it took you just one error in us to leave and to lie
you told me you loved me every time we met
you told me i was the only one
you told me i could trust you
you told me all these things but i’ve realised they were never true
you filled my brain with lies, fake promises and left me crying myself to sleep every night.
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to that one boy - part three
i hate the feeling of missing you
but it’s true i miss you
i miss us and what we were
i miss the happy parts
you were supposed to be my person
you were supposed to be my partner to dance with when it’s raining
you were supposed to be the guy i could tell anything
but it’s gone. you’re gone. we’re gone.
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to that one boy - part two
but i cant hate you completely because i see people who know you everyday
and i cant get over you because you cant be forgotten, in good ways and bad ways.
you were the ben to my fallon,
the atlas to my lily,
the miles to my tate
but in a way,
you are also the romeo to my juliet
we were a tragedy and we were wrong
we broke not just us but we broke many
we lost a part of us we can’t get back.
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to that one boy - part one
i loved you
a part of me still does
and probably always will.
but i cant think of us
because you and me, it’s no longer an us
it cannot be an us
if i think of you i’d be consumed by the amount of emotion i have for you
i force myself to hate you, and truth is, yes i do hate you
you broke me
you betrayed me
you disrespected me
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