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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 1 month
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got called an antisemite for supporting palestine today, it’s honestly disgusting how people can guiltrip you for not supporting a genocide
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 1 month
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Tw vent
Ah, how crazy it is to know how I care so much about my family and wish they cared about me as much
I'd do anything for them, and yet, I'll never be enough for them
I'm always thinking about them
Damn, I still love my mom, and she was able to move on and forget me so fast after having my half sister, I can't help but feel replaced, like I text her and she takes days or more to respond, but every call she brings in my half sister. I don't hate her, I'm just upset bc I remember how my mom used to hold me and talk to me so gently like that too, and now she just talks to me like she talks to a distant friend, I feel like I'm annoying her trying to talk to her. I miss how much she cared, or maybe just pretended to, regardless I miss how she made me feel loved then, but it's gone and it's hard for me to accept it. Literally every time I see her, I sit next to her trying to get her attention, even sitting closer hoping she'd hold me like she once did, and then she walks away to talk to someone else and it hurts. I miss when I felt like I meant something to her, it's like she doesn't like me anymore and it hurts.
Even my sister, I don't think she cares about me either, like she nearly committed suicide, and I immediately tried to get her to know I care about her, and how much I love her. Though it feels like she doesn't care, I feel like she only likes me now because what I can get her, or how I managed to become an excuse to get away from my aunt. I was practically trying to have her attention the whole time she stood over for my birthday. Yes I wanted her around, but idk I feel like if she didn't feel trapped at home, she wouldn't have come with me. I honestly feel like I'm annoying her too, she used to tell me I'm annoying everyday, so I even hesitate to text her everyday bc of it.
Idk, I just miss when I was little, when we all got along, even if I was seen as a kid that didn't know anything, at least I felt wanted. Now I just feel like I merely exist to them, and I hate how attached to my family I am, especially when it doesn't feel like they aren't attached to me. It hurts to care so deeply for people who don't care about you the same way.
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 1 month
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I have aged once again
Am 19
And bc I made Ezy have the same bday as me, bro is officially 35
Happy bday to us old fucks 😘💅✨💜
U get a bday pic of me and my weird ass phone hold for sillies
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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How you can help Palestine while being a minor/child
If you're someone who does not earn money or cannot donate because you're a child and you're under the care of a guardian but still want to help the suffering Palestinians this is a list that can help you
Educate yourself! I cannot stress how important this is. Stay up to date with the latest news and learn about the history of Palestine so you do not get confused by propaganda.
Boost posts about Palestine and spread awareness! Share posts about Palestine [make sure to fact check] and talk to your families and friends to do the same (it's understandable if you cannot talk about these things with your family and friends though). Follow Palestinian journalists and other people who are stuck in gaza. Boost their posts.
Do not engage with zionists! Troll bots are becoming more and more common and engaging with them will only benefit them. Ignore and move on. The world stands with Palestine and we do not need to prove that.
Save evidence! The governments WILL DENY the genocide they are committing and will try their best to remove evidence from all social media platforms. Save videos, articles, and pictures so that you have a strong evidence base to present when the time comes.
Show your solidarity! Put a watermelon in your bio, wear red green black and white colours, put a Palestinian flag on your schoolbag. Every little thing counts.
Boycott! Avoid McDonald's, Starbucks and other companies that support israel. Ask your parents to eat somewhere else if they suggest McDonald's, and ask your friends to choose a different cafe if they go to starbucks.
Email your representatives! Make some noise, demand a ceasefire
Do daily clicks! Any myth of this NOT going to Palestine has been debunked, and it doesn't take any time to simply click one button. It makes money through ad revenues
I will add links and update this list when I think of more. Add anything else you think should be included in the reblogs
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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That should be it for now I think lol
Tho I'll try to remember to post if I make anymore art
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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Many whiteboard doodles
From the alt sona
To Goddess character and her adopted son for a story I made up a long time ago
Ezy, my beloved
Seth from the anime Radiant
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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I just realized how many drawings I haven't posted yet so I'ma start posting them, starting this this one, an alt sona I made for an au, I'm calling them Keir :]
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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The lore accurate one-
Poor boi
I'd give both trauma him and nontrauma him hugs tho
𐂠︶꒦꒷Your OC without trauma꒷꒦︶𐂠
TW: Gore, DisturbIng imagery and blood.
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Lore accurate one....⬇️
TW: Gore, DisturbIng imagery and blood
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It's the sad truth, honestly...
Here it is as blink btw :3
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Your welcome!!
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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Two different types of ppl as a result of abuse
Ezy: submissive, sometimes finds it hard to say no, still flinched when ppl raise their voice at him or move their hand too fast by him or throw things towards him, will internalize insults, constantly feeling like he was the real one in the wrong and thinks he's making things up to victimize himself, feels like he did something wrong to deserve it
Aniya (Ezy's ex): believes the only way to not be abused is to be the abuser, lacks empathy for others but herself, is abusive and manipulative, will insult u back or beat u for insulting her, "if you can't handle her you're weak" mentally, but also refuses to let anyone think they are above her or on her level, she'd only allow being below her to some degree
Oh yeah, I did it bc I wanted another reason why Ezy felt like he deserves is, he felt she needed to take it out on him bc she told him what she went through as a kid, so he felt the need to love and support her, and felt like if she explodes it's his fault bc he must have accidentally triggered her somehow
Yes, I don't make characters without making them with a sad backstory, and I like the idea of villains having a reason they became villains rather than just to be a villain, I just haven't said her story yet bc ppl don't tend to ask abt her, they just jump to wanting her gone which is fair, I hate her too, she is supposed to be the villain after all, shes meant to be disliked dskdjdj
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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Yurrr glad u like it!
I had so much fun drawing them
Your sona is v swag btw
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Drawing for @blottart414 and @randombannana I did
Much sillies
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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It's Aro-Spec Awareness Week again my friends, and that means it's time for more silly little critters! (You can find last year's here.) ✨Keep up the amazing work, fellow aros✨
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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Drawing for @blottart414 and @randombannana I did
Much sillies
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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Rebloging as a reminder
Just saying...
If anyone is up for it
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I'm open for commissions for anyone willing
Info in pinned post
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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Tw grooming/unalive/self harm mentions
Anyways
Here to discuss two of my groomers from the past
Aka MiloIsHere on discord idk what their user is here on Tumblr and Unicornlilac
Yes these are old things
But still I'm going to talk abt
Yes I heard Unicornlilac had unalived themselves idk how long ago
Ppl also tend to forget nsfw rps with minors is low-key grooming if they didn't consent to it, or can lead the adult to bride the minor to do nsfw rps Abt themselves, which unicornlilac did at one point to me
Info under the cut
Idc if I get attacked by my currently alive groomer or his pals, either I'll argue with or ignore yall
Also if u want, y'all can reblog and share
But for unicornlilac:
They were in their 20s, I think like 22 maybe
I was 16, they sexualized my OCs, one basically a child, the ogs know my boy Strawco, yes, him and Gearshift did a ton of the deed bc it's what they pressured to do, especially Ezy when I first made him, Ezy was also sexualized by them, with several Bendy clones at once
There's also them asking me out, I was 15 just turned 16, they kept implying to date, low-key even mentioning having sex and meeting up irl
Ofc I turned that down, but they did make jokes abt how we would do it bc as most of u know, I'm trans, so they were trying to talk abt how we'd do it and pointing out how I didn't have a dick
They even mentioned to me how they dated someone who would have been my age at the time (16) but they broke up 2 years prior
Making that person 14 years old, idk their story tho or how long unicornlilac was with them, just might be before they turned 14 for all I know, I can't provide evidence for this bc unicorn deleted everything and I had blocked them prior to that
For Milo (who I have evidence for):
Tons of NSFW rp from them, didn't really talk much outside of the NSFW rp, they never asked if I was ok with the rp, just went ahead and did it, I only went with it bc I was a ppl pleasing traumatized wreck that broke my own boundaries for it, (y'all would know I wasnt fond of my characters being referred to suggestively if y'all remember when I was upset with ppl calling Ezy a man whore, stuff like "hot" or "handsome/pretty" was fine tho), remember ppl, if they don't say yes, that doesn't mean it's not a no, it's a no until they say yes, I was 16 at the time, they were 17 going to be 18, and continued when they turned 18, i believe Milo is abt 19/20 now
Sexualized Ezy (only time they rped was for sexual rps between him and Don), had a drowning kink, I only figure out bc they did a water demon rp with their bendy and mine on a non NSFW channels in a server, only stopping when I said my boy doesn't need to breathe and is Aroace so if that's a turn off so they stopped so fast, weird if that's just a reg rp
Plus I've heard they did this type of rp many ppl, not just me, even ones that included choking and cutting
Lied about their age in different servers and dms to do nsfw rp
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So if he claimed to be 18+ before/around the time of May, 2021
U were lied to
Many adults were lied to abt their age just to do nsfw rps
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Got upset when someone didn't include their bendy in a work with different Bendys and my Ezy, which was a surprise gift we didn't know abt
And got upset when they weren't in it and seem to take pride in being messed up in the image above, didn't feel guilty until I pointed out that's not something to be proud of
I know they contacted the artist abt it, idk how they did but for all I know it probably came off as pretty rude
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Only apologized to me to keep shipping, if I hadn't mentioned what I did, they probably would have continued abt the shipping rather than a really apology I low-key eventually pressured but still didn't seem sincere tbh and took a "I mess everything up" approach
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This was stuff on my old phone I got from Google photos, when they took a joke too seriously there and started to guilt me for it, yes I did spiral so I know I over apologized but they didn't say they forgave me until this last message and told me to not make it into a self blame thing on my own server that everyone knew was a joke, and when asked not to make that joke I apologize and we dropped it, the only one that escalated was Milo
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Doesn't ask if I'm up to rp, expects me to comply
When ignored
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Tries again
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The way they questioned the ban from my server seems pretty passive aggressive, probably nothing big but included anyways
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Also this is old from my old discord acc
He asked what bbc was, I made something up tbh I didn't know what it meant back then
Don't know why he turned it on me
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Um why???
When exposed for all this one someone else's server he started angrily (or so I'm told) questioning who did it and had threatened to self harm over it, I heard from ppl it was a way they guilted ppl to listen to them
I wasn't the only one he groomed but I'll leave it up to the ppl who were victims to step up if they see this post
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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Hehe Has I promised, Half body Sammy-!
J(Welp kinda plan to do full but I didn't have enough space on paper XP)
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xxxtoony-brosxxx · 2 months
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More bug
I'm naming him Cicero
He's so silly /pos
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