You're in her DMs
I have her blocked
You will understand in time
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No but you know what sucks?? I am in recovery and I can't find a single other sect of the internet that is as obsessive as ED Tumblr. I don't want to calorie count anymore but I still want the "new month new me" "here's a list of 50 goals I want to achieve by the end of this month" "every day I am striving towards perfection" bullshit. I don't want to see thinspo anymore but I want to read the eating disorder fueled "imagine" paragraphs that were written like the beginning of a Wattpad story that plagued 2010's Tumblr. I don't want to be sick anymore but I am still obsessive. I want to still be perfect and have hyper control of my life, I'm just okay with being thick while I do it. I'm not fat anymore but I can't let go of the romanization of being and striving towards perfection.
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sorry for being weird lately it's just that ive been weird lately
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i literally wasn’t made to work sorry to the freaks who enjoy this grindset shit but you literally have psychological problems. i just want to sit and think and maybe talk and eat and drink
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that’s between me and my delusions
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