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I hate myself
Today my partner told me that they don’t find me attractive. I knew they had some questions about themselves and what they find appealing in a relationship, so I asked some clarifying questions.
Eventually we got to the question of “Do you lack all romantic/sexual attraction, or is it just me?” And the response I got was “Just you.” I’ve always been very self-conscious about my body, and we’ve talked about whether or not my body bothered them, and they’ve always assured me that my body was fine.
There was also a comment made about how they really only sleep with me to satisfy a need, not because they love me.
We live together, so it’s not like we can just avoid each other. We’ve been together for years and they’re just now saying something. I feel disgusting and used.
Maybe if I was skinnier things would be different. Maybe if I was prettier or more handsome they’d actually like me. I wish I hadn’t given them so much of myself. All that time and energy, the hours I spent reassuring them or comforting them, the things I went out of my way to do just so they would be comfortable was wasted on someone who used me to satisfy a need.
I feel sick. I hate who I am, and I hate my body. I hate everything about myself.
#buliimix#disordered eating tw#eating disoder#dont eat#not eating#disordered eating thoughts#eating disoder trigger warning#bing3 eating#anorekic#anorexx#anorexa#im fat and disgusting#anna#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#self h@rm#mental illness#actually mentally ill#ed relapse#mental health relapse#depression relapse#ednoez#ed#ednoz#ed not ed sheeran#tw ed rant
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I’m back on my bs. I got better for a while, but I’m back now. Honestly, I don’t really care if anyone sees this blog, I just need a place to put all my thoughts and/or progress.
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#pro anna#pro miiia#thinspo#diet#dieting#anorexx#anorexa#anorekic#buliimix#bulimilk#bulimiia#ednoz#ednoez#ed#disordered eating tw#eating disroders#eating disoder#skinny
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I know I don’t post much anymore but my inbox is always open if you need someone to talk to
#pro anna#pro miiia#anorexx#anorexa#anorekic#buliimix#bulimilk#buliima#bulimiia#bulima#ednoz#ednoez#Ed#eating disroders#eating disoder#disordered eating tw#skinny#diet#thin#thinpo#thinspo#thin inspo
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I made the mistake of talking to a therapist about my eating habits and now I have to find a way to defend not eating for two days and then eating my entire kitchen
#fml#thinspo#pro anna#pro miiia#bulimilk#bulimiia#bulima#ednoz#ednoez#eating disroders#eating disoder#anorexa#anorexx#therapy
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I was sitting down to my only meal of the day (2 slices of toast) when I mentioned that my stomach hurt (because I ate cheese when I’m lactose intolerant) and my brother said “it’s because you’re always eating”.
So I purged dinner.
#thin#thinspo#purge#buliima#bulimilk#Ana#pro anna#skinny#skip dinner get thinner#weight loss#diet#dieting#eating disoder#ednoez
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Dunno if anyones interested but heres this
#thin#thinspo#skinny#diet#dieting#weight loss#ednoz#ed#eating disroders#anna#pro anna#anorexa#bulimiia#bulima#buliimix#anorexx#Youtube
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Im done being fat.
Im delcaring war upon myself.
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Life hack:
You cant eat after getting a tongue piercing.
Instead of binging for the tenth time this month i went and got my tongue stabbed and now i cant eat. Yay
#pro anna#proana#pro miiia#bulimiia#bulima#buliimix#ednoz#ed#eating disroders#piercings#thinspo#skinny
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Reblog this If:
You’re ashamed of your weight
Youve been called fat before
You have thought of killing yourself
You have self harmed
You are trying to lose 10+ pounds
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