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Venting
TLDR: I’m not gonna be posting for a while sorry
I don’t know how much longer it’s gonna be until I have a total and utter meltdown/ breakdown whatever the worst one is cause it’s gonna happen soon. I just can’t deal with all this shit put onto me anymore, I already have enough to worry about with my exams but now I’ve got to worry about the fact I’m criminally underweight to the point that my shoulder blade got caught on my ribs and now Im in pain everyday of my life, I’ve got to deal with the fact my parents are having to pay for a private doctor that costs them hundreds per meetings. There’s a chance this might be permanent if I have it too long and I have no idea what to do if it’s already permanent, I’ll have chronic pain for the rest of my life. I can’t hold my arms above my head for even a minute without being exhausted,
I’ve got to deal with fact I’m pretty sure I’m depressed I just can’t feel anything anymore, and whenever I do feel stuff I’m sad or angry and I just can’t feel happy anymore. Every-time I do feel the slightest bit happy something comes and tears it away in literally minutes. Sleeping is all I do and eating makes me feel sick.
I can’t even let myself enjoy the things I do have because everything comes with the slightest bit of guilt. I buy books and I’m so tired I can’t pick them up. I buy games and I can’t leave my bed anymore. I can’t do a single thing without feeling guilty. I have to get my breakfasts carried to my room or I won’t eat until dinner and even then that’s all I eat. My parents are having to put protein powder like the things athletes take or I’m gonna end up more hurt. It’s never been this bad before.
I don’t have a single good thing happening in my life but still I’m forcing myself to act happy around people and I don’t even know why, I literally deleted this before because i thought it might be “too depressing” to post but ya know what? It’s my blog if I wanna scream to the void then it’s my void to scream into ya know? It’s funny that this is genuinly the only place I have to go. I can’t go to my parents, I can’t go to my friends. I don’t even know if I have friends anymore. I’m pretty sure my best friend is mad at me but I’m giving her space so I hope she isn’t mad at me
I love my parents, they’re trying so hard and I know they love me but god every time they talk to me it feels like something they say always ends up making me feel worse and I don’t even know why. Most of the time it’s just harmless jokes I spend the next weeks thinking of.
I’m so tired of just dealing with everything, I’ve not left my bed in weeks, my rooms a mess, I can’t eat and now I only sleep and draw. It’s all I do and I’m so stressed and tired and I just want to scream at someone and the notes app is getting to full of my angry thoughts so this is just me kinda hoping it’ll give me a rest. I’m really fucking tired.
So yeah if you read this far I probably won’t post for a while, I don’t have the energy.
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sonic: when tails and i were younger, we'd go to a playground. but there was one time tails was about to run into a pole, so i told them to duck.
sonic: they quacked at me.
sonic: and then hit their head.
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uhm?? previous post skyrocketed in literally one night I don't know how to respond to this. hi guys!! have another one I did :3
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take this while i work on new stuff to appeal to the masses
this one's definitely a little simpler in terms of lineart a little less canon in terms of design but it gets the message across when I have no idea how to not just leave a topic hanging!!
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SOON CAN MEAN TOMORROW OR LIKE ANOTHER TWO MONTHS TF YOU MEAN SOON
If if get one more news outlet saying “the Sonic movie 3 trailer is coming very soon” I’m going to explode
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BREADDDD
@myymi @0vergrowngraveyard @skimmingmilk @passionartx @nixoon-again @donelywell @very-uncorrect
reblog to give warm bread to your mutuals
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What Sonic really said (before Sega asked for a revision).
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YOOOOOOO THIS IS SO SICK
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rescuing their baby (ignore how weird their proportions n shit are my reference photo was so dark i couldn't really make out wtf they looked like 😔)
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can life stop being so busy, ive got a fox to traumatize
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What is your favorite incarnation of tails?
I don't have one favourite Tails.
I love IDW Tails, he's so sassy and snarky and I love him sm. He's also the one I write most for.
But I also adore all Prime Tails: Nine, Mangey and Sails. They are danger babies and I love them.
Movie Tails is just adorable and so fluffy, and I can't help loving him as well.
Boom Tails is goofy and adorable as well.
The one I don't actually like is Sonic X Tails. He was done dirty in the show imo, and his relationship with Sonic was almost completely nonexistent (they're brothers for god's sake! why do you make it seem like Sonic barely cares about him??)
I don't know that much of AoStH or Archie Tails, so I can't say anything there.
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Wanted to draw them in my style
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I AM SO GONNA START THIS FIC SOON I AM SO HYPED
OZ!tails is def gonna hug nine i cant stop that from happening
Nine-Tailed Travel Guide through the Multiverse Event!
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Ask Not for Whom the Paw Boops It Boops for Thee
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A lone statue stood in the middle of a desolate field. Wails of the hollow wind, and although now faint, but still present smell of death occupied its surroundings for the past five hundred years. Its only company since an unprecedented tragedy took place, washing the sky blood red and the clouds letting not but a sliver of sunlight pass through.
Up until now.
Now the young guardian, frozen still in time, with his last memories played on a twisted and seemingly never-ending loop, felt something warm hit the freezing stone's surface of his face frozen in permanent terror.
All it took was five centuries of being held in purgatory, for the guardian to be allowed to finally take another breath it seemed. But that was alright. He'd accept any punishment given as the consequence of his inaction when it counted. Now that it was finally over, he let himself savor the first gulps of air he had for the longest time.
It all but hit him with his failure however, as the dust and decay filled air entered his lungs. Its particles nesting now forever inside of him as a cruel reminder, no matter how much he coughed to get them out.
At last he collapsed, shaken, onto the ground as the eternal wait didn't stop there. It would be unfair to expect of him to adjust so quickly after standing still and hearing nothing but the cries of the helpless and innocent being slaughtered or driven mad, no? What's a few more minutes of taking in the desolate sight of what was once a lush valley with children playing and birds singing, now reduced to nothing but a forgotten graveyard and a destroyed home.
After adjusting to the reality he could now move through, he went and searched for any sign of life amidst the rubble, anything that moved independently of the rushing wind.
Yet the guardian found nothing.
Not even bugs or mice repopulating the ruins. Not even vines or grass dared to reclaim the buildings. They were exactly as destroyed as if they had collapsed yesterday.
Losing hope in finding life, something else caught his eye. Something that stood out against the rot and red, something almost completely out of place, a flicker of gold. And one that he recognized almost instantly.
He rushed to it with the only thing letting him know how fast his legs were moving being the sickening crunch of dust beneath the soles of his shoes, and what was left of his brother's cape getting closer.
Falling back to his knees not a second later to reaching his destination, he carefully picked up the tattered cloth. As if it was the only thing affected by the passage of time, it was still brilliant yellow, yet ripped and fragile with holes chewed at the edges of its torn fabric.
Every emotion suddenly rushed back to him as he held the cape in his hands and their weight got just a bit too much to bear.
He heard a muffled scream and hoped that whoever it was, they could wait just a bit longer for him to let him process some of his grief first.
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fun little thing
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"I heard the Blue Bullet took a freak along with him."
"Poor him.."
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Happy Wednesday y’all
Daily reminder that Sonic and Tails are BROTHERS and BROTHERS only 😊🔪
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even though this au is mostly filled with pain and the like, what would you consider a happy ending for it to be? im very normal about this :))
Despite how much angst there is in the AU dont be fooled there will be a happy ending and i will die on that hill because all of the characters deserve that happy ending, Tails stays in OZ with his friends, they kill put in jail eggman and starline and they all live happily ever after and whatnot!!
HOWEVER they will not be getting to that stage without being dragged through the trenches of angst and characters arcs. as much as i only post about the angst for my au most of it has a kind of fluffy road trip feel! at least for the first bit
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