I'm writing a steve Harrington fan fic and I just wanna say everyone needs to ready themselves for the absolute misery you'll feel after reading 8,000 words of saddest Steve Harrington character study you will ever read. To be honest it's all because I began reading A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara again and got inspired by how she writes sorrow and interpersonal conflicts so delicately and nuanced. It's sort of indulgent really (with how it relates to my own life) but I don't want it to end up being sad for sad's sake, rather something personal to Steve's character and sincerely gentle; I myself finding a comfort in being able to grasp the realities that haunt me.

That being said I'm proud of what I've written so far :D (4,875 words) So far I've only really gotten the exposition finished but the plot that follows shouldn't be too much longer (⁠-⁠_⁠-⁠;⁠)

By god the struggle to try and find blogs with cool male style pics/photography that isn't horny is crazy. I WANT HOT DUDES SO I CAN LOOK AT THEIR FACES AND STYLE, NOT THEIR GOD DAMN WET MUSCLES AND PENIS!!!

The tag 'cute guy' (cringe ik but) is just sooo much goddamn burly fit dudes shirtless, what ever happened to being clothed and taking a nice selfie? please Mr Magoo i dont want to see the inches of your flaccid schlong stop rubbing it in my face it feels like greasy bologna

Baroque Church Orchestra

god it was awkward taking photos in the tiny crowd of the church I don't attend (or any church as im not Christian ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ)

this WAS the only photo that actually turned out fine- and only after a ton of editing but I DIGRESS •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀

I will confess, if I look at a photo of Jeff Buckley for too long I start to cry.

Sorry i was feeling myself tbh haha

Xiu Xiu - Knife Play (Ltd LP, 2002)

[Original pressing, 500 Pressings total]

I love how To Be Kind by Swans has people harbouring such polarising opinions, I've heard someone talk of how it was 'The best thing they've ever listened to' and some anon on Tiktok say is stupid boring and try-hard... Maybe its the baby on the album cover? Impassions them ig

Mood #blessed

Industrial Symphony No. 1: The Dream of the Broken Hearted - David Lynch - 1990

jim morrison, the collected works

Gel slicked hair, midnight robbery.

Prog rock, aggression and discord; cigarette burns through dry lips of tinder.

I've been collecting these for a few weeks and I NEED MORE

Cow Fish is short for Cow Fichelle Obama

I've been collecting these for a few weeks and I NEED MORE

I con't believe I made a tiktok ;-;

why do you charge money for your art

big fan of eating

Closest ive been to shittening myself (didn't actually poop pants- im a big boy mum)

i hate when other people are funnier than me.

Ok here's what happened-

1st pic: Oh im sitting and im very metal!!! SATAN! CIGS!!!! 😒 #MCR i like aluminium bitch, gtfo out 🙄

2nd pic: *listening to the smiths' critically acclaimed album 'The Queen is Dead'*

3rd: yeah i do NOT go to church 🙄 do you want to desecrate some jesus? Let's sodomy 😒 nvm ur too much of an upstanding citizen UGGHHHHHH *PRIMAL SCREECHING*

300dpi scans of the April ‘98 edition of Orkus. Photography by Marina Chavez Full article and uncompressed scans: HERE