° my biggest fear is that I'll lose you °
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I've been having nightmares for weeks. Every morning I wake up and it feels like I haven't recovered at all. It's building and building and I'm trying not to slip. Trying not to fall.
Today I had a major anxiety attack while driving with my spouse and sister in law. I kept a straight face and didn't let it show, but the tunnel vision and distortion made it hard to drive. My hands were shaky and sweaty, but I was cold at the same time.
I hope tonight is better. I hope the nightmares stay away. At least for tonight.
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° In a world where we can factory reset
our own selves
will you disappear, because I was a little too
careless
because I was a little absent one too many times
will you erase us
because the clouds covered the moon
in a way that told you, something bad
was coming
will the percentage grow
72% - 73% - 74%
the end of my world
the end of us, moments away
and just before you are
gone forever
you'll scream out to me
but me being me
I can't make sense of it
I'm scared, and I'm crying out
begging you to stop
but we both know that can't
and won't happen °
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° the first place that's all ours, that actually feels like home °
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First selfie in the new place 🖤
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° sometimes I get so immersed into my dreams, that I start to feel like they're not just dreams in the way most of use view dreams. That they are glimpses into the other side. That what I'm doing there is important. That I have to get there, but we all know how we would get there, and I don't think that's a healthy way to feel °
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