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Day 8:
If I don’t hit 10k steps I have to do 30 minutes of HIIT. My favorite app is workouts for women and I have these resistance ropes that can be the equivalent of up to 150 pounds.
I also walk and from school and work, so I try to walk fast to keep my heart rate up
#annarexya#cw disordered eating#i want to be skiny#just ed shit#notproanythingjusttags#tw ed thoughts#skinnnny#thins0
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Day 6:
No they don’t, and I don’t think they would. My boss knows tho and actively encourages me to not eat so there’s that
#annarexya#cw disordered eating#i want to be skiny#just ed shit#notproanythingjusttags#tw ed thoughts#skinnnny#thins0
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when others realize you’re losing weight and complement you on it 😍
#annarexya#cw disordered eating#i want to be skiny#just ed shit#notproanythingjusttags#tw ed thoughts#skinnnny#thins0
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Day 6:
Yes
I get high a lot and I get the munchies often, so I’ll eat a thousand calories just because
#annarexya#cw disordered eating#notproanythingjusttags#i want to be skiny#just ed shit#tw ed thoughts
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You know
Eating isn’t inherently bad
Food is delicious
But
Eating for pleasure is wrong
Eating more than you need is wrong
1000 calories a day is plenty
#annarexya#cw disordered eating#notproanythingjusttags#i want to be skiny#just ed shit#tw ed thoughts
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Day 5:
I’ve never been small. I’ve always been big. I haven’t been under 200 pounds in a year now and I’m tired of it. All the comments people make and all the awkwardness that comes with being fat. I want to look how I feel and I need to lose weight for that
#annarexya#cw disordered eating#notproanythingjusttags#i want to be skiny#just ed shit#tw ed thoughts
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Day 4:
So I have really nice volumptuous thick curly hair and nice tits and ass. I don’t wanna exactly lose those
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there are two divine beings in me and they hold contradicting values
the first is a beautiful, strong woman who carries herself with pride. vanity and envy consume her and she works day in and day out to ensure she’s above the rest. she is light and graceful, yet her sense of self importance taints her. she values the notions of others higher than anything else and will never truly find satisfaction.
the other is a free spirited woman who lets the wind whisk her away. she’s a reckless force that holds no value to the thoughts of others. she does as she pleases and surrounds herself with pleasure. the overwhelming nothingness of chaos powers her. her selfishness is her pitfall, as she rarely thinks of others on her gluttonous escapades. her desire to feel pleasure consumes her to the point of self destruction.
both know they’re godly presence, as well as their weaknesses. both live in me and it’s a cycle of which one I resonate with at a time
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calories eat while high don’t count
it’s bittersweet
starvation and satiation both give a godly feeling and yet there’s no way to get the best of both worlds
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The collar bones, the ribs oh so slightly leaking out, the snatched waist, and yet the strong presence, the confidence and the way she holds herself like a god
#just ed shit#i want to be skiny#tw ed thoughts#notproanythingjusttags#cw disordered eating#annarexya
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nothing is more ethereal than being empty and light
it will feel like you’re floating
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day 2
im 5'4 and its alright, i kinda wish i was taller but i definetly dont want to be shorter
#cw disordered eating#tw ed thoughts#just ed shit#notproanythingjusttags#annarexya#i want to be skiny#eating problems
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sugar is a temptation you’re above
always eat what you need, but you don’t need to eat always
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my rules
~eating~
1. if you're going to eat, only eat half
2. eating is only for when you're high
3. flavored chapstick and nicotine are your best friends
4. your coffee order must be sugar-free
5. diet drinks make you shrink
6. never purge, you'll ruin your teeth
7. suppress your appetite first. water, caffeine, and nicotine.
8. never feel bad for eating fresh produce, yogurt, eggs, or plain rice
9. always feel bad for donuts, bacon, fast food, and drinks with more than 100 calories
~hygeine~
1. keep your hair looking good always
2. always smell nice
3. keep your breath smelling fresh
4. never skip a face wash
5. pretty yourself up but keep it natural. mascara and tinted lip balm whenever you leave the house.
~lifestyle~
1. a hot girl is a smart girl, stay on top of school
2. if you're not hitting 10k steps a day you should be exercising
3. accessorize, but keep it subtle
4. always have at least 20 in the bank account
the number one rule of all:
you are NOT trying to look like a dainty, helpless princess. Once you shed all the weight, you're going to start building muscle. Your goal is ethereal and nothing says that better than a strong woman who resonates feminine energy. You'll never be a girly girl, don't try to be, but learn from them and use it to be a god.
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im associating being hungry with being high
eating sober feels wrong
when you’re high is the only time you should be eating
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updating as I achieve
gw 1: 180 🔒
gw 2: 150 🔒
gw 3: 130 🔒
ugw: 110 🔒
total weight loss: -23lbs
#just ed shit#notproanythingjusttags#annarexya#skinnnny#weightloss#tw ed thoughts#cw disordered eating
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i want to be ethereal
i want to shimmer in the light and have a smell oh so intoxicating
i want to be unharmed and unphased no matter how much I destroy my body
I want to be floating above it all
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