The urge to not eat anything before my competition on Saturday is so big. But I need to eat so I don't pass out cause I need to do well. The duality of emotions I am having is so hard
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Only 3 months apart. Working out is helping. I can finally fit in my green cargo pants without sucking in a fuck ton.
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Its been a bit loves 馃槝
Here's some photos of me a couple months back
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Well school is over. But now I have no where to turn. I can't hide my issues anymore. Not well at least. I don't have anyone to talk to. I pushed away everyone. It all feels like my fault. Maynr things will get better?
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This has been a crazy few months.
I recently went thrifting and found these masterpieces.
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Had a concert today and besides the dress being a little see through it makes my body look so nice
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I've never related to something more
I鈥檓 not one of those ed bitches that over exercise and only eat salad I鈥檓 one of the Ed bitches that have severe depression hasn鈥檛 worked out in months and can happily eat a block of chocolate
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My dad said "oh these our tiny must be sister name" literally and than thought nothing was wrong about that. I literally want to not eat more now.
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I hate this shit I'm supposed to be happy. There is so many good things in my life and yet I still wanna hurt myself.
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Why am I still scared of pain I've been doing this to long to be a pussy. I want not to be afraid anymore
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TW: bad self talk, ana
WHY AM I HUNGRY
I just ate a fuck ton and I'm still hungry. Why do I have to be such a foodie. I just want to be like the rest of yall actually good at this fuckin ed
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Brief mention eating and sh
And with over eating constantly I am back to self hing again this year is going great 馃憤
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I'm doing my toxic trait. Not replying to people, expect people that don't waste my social engery. 馃榾馃憣
Much love <3
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I had psat's on Tuesday and I thought I would eat breakfast since I've been doing well and so brain gets energy.
But then I overeat: cereal, chicken, potato wedges, spaghetti + meatballs, chocolate, popcorn, and freezes.
Idk if that is even all. If I eat breakfast I use it as an excuse to binge the rest of the day. I hate this
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I'm having such a hard time controlling my eating habits. I see everyone be like 2 days since I eat. And the most for me has been like 18ish hours.
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TW: my eating habits
Oh everytime I don't click the fast button I eat as much as my stomach can handle. If I don't have breakfast I'm amazing, I look amazing, I feel amazing. Why can't it get undercontrol
Anywayyyyy much love <3
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