People try to get onto me for liking problematic or toxic ships don't seem to realize I like them not in spite of their toxicity, but because of it. They aren't aspirational, they are entertaining+ The melodrama, the horror on other characters faces, just the sheer, "this is so fucked up," vibe. It feeds me. It is like watching a train wreck, and pulling up a seat and some popcorn.
I love watching two deeply fucked up people find their own twisted version of happiness together, no matter how unhealthy.
The one, the only, Grey Delisle has acknowledged my existence for five minutes, and it's all thanks to @dragomer, and now I'll be more insufferable than ever because AZULA JUST TALKED TO ME, BITCH, I'M BETTER THAN ALL OF YOU!
That ask made me think, what are your opinions on Zucest and Azulas voice actor saying its canon
ok so i must confess i was not watching atla when it first aired with my incest goggles on. yes i was a freak in highschool but i hadn't yet reached my full sicko potential. ive only rewatched the show once and that was about 10 years ago, i would need to watch it again to give u my actual thoughts on zucest 🙇♀️
also I didnt know azula's va said that she's based as hell
Zuko: As Fire Lord, I shall be abolishing some of the more restrictive policies instituted under my father's reign. Relations with the Earth Kingdom will be normalised, controls on travel will be lifted, the curfew system reformed and the navy downsized.
Fire Nation Courtesans: Your directives shall be enacted post-haste, sire.
Zuko: And I'm reversing the edict against sibling marriage within the royal family.
Courtesans: Very well si- beg pardon, could you repeat that last item?
For the last 4 days I've been in a constant state of mind where I need a fic liquified and injected into my veins and this fic needs to be with Azula having the most brutal, disturbing, rough and yet somehow still consensual sex possible but while receiving tons of gentle kisses and praise and love and being told she's so beautiful, but also she needs to be unable to utter any words bc her mind can't function properly and all that can come out of her mouth is loud moans and screams that leave her throat raw and her legs need to be shaking for two days after, but I also want it to be gentle so that she can fall into a deep state of relaxation and pleasure represented by soft moans and her body going limp, but also she absolutely must get the hardest spanking her ass can handle before the nerves in the area just dying and some rough bondage to top it off, but also it needs to be no smut at all and just cuddles and fluff.
You get what I'm talking about?
Ah, sounds like the absolutely painful craving I had for Zucest before I started actually making content for the ship to calm down a bit.
sorry for going insane over tragic & toxic fucked up ships with no hope of salvation who are hurting each other & making each other worse with every interaction but who are sewn together so tightly ripping them apart will ultimately be a bloody & violent affair. it will happen again