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kimlul · 2 days

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can you write going on a arcade date with Sakura? And you get him a plushie and he gets all emotional! ^^

Arcade date!

hiii there!! of course I can! I was starting to worry cause no one was requesting or see my post 😥!

a/n: I had sm writing this!! I’m experimenting with writing so please don’t flame me for my horrible writing.

❀ Sakura Hakura ❀

Walking into the arcade with Sakura as you clung onto his arm. His face red from the contact and from your teasing at how red he was. Something caught your eye!

Looking up at the prize shelves you saw a cat plushie that resembles Sakura! It had two-color eyes that matched Sakura and its black and white pattern. You knew you had to get that for him! But…it was 2000 points! Quickly deciding to win it for Sakura as a surprise. Sakura and you went to buy credits.

“Come on, Sakura let’s play some games!” You smiled, dragging him along with you. You and Sakura had a blast! But Sakura had I pout on his face from how many times he has lost against you.

“Can’t believe you beat me in all of those…” He angrily mumbled under his breath. Before you started to drag him towards a photo booth. “Sakura let’s take a photo together!” You smiled, not even letting him answer, quickly pulling him into the photo booth with you. Sitting in the small photo booth with him. His thigh pressing up against yours as trying to get into frame.

Sakura looked over at you with softening eyes wondering how he managed to be with someone like you. You pulling him out of his trains of thought,

“Sakura, look it’s about to go off!” You tapped him into reality. Pressing your cheeks against a his with a big childish smile on your face. Sakura looking at the camera with wide eyes and red cheeks.

And then you quickly whipped your head over at place a kiss on his cheek and the last snap went off. He sat there in a shocked dazed from that. You smiled, at his innocent expression before his face turned into a scowl, his cheeks dusted with pink before he grabbed your face. Pulling you into another kiss. You smiled into the kiss. Before he broke the kiss off with a huff.

“Don’t do that again, cause next time I won’t be able to control myself.” He pointed a finger at you, you look at Sakura with a smile.

“Yeah, yeah whatever!” You waved his warning off before getting out the booth to get the pictures. When you saw the pictures you gushed how adorable Sakura look. Sakura look at you with a red face seeing how stupid he looked.

“Here you can have this one!” Placing the photo in his hand. Sakura look down at the photo with a small smile, seeing how happy you look. Both of yours cheek pressed up against each other. Placing it carefully into the pocket of his jacket. When he looked back up you completely disappeared!? ‘Where the fuck she go!?’ He panicked.

“Sakuraaaaaaa! Look what I got you!” You beamed holding out the cat plushie as you ran up to him. He look at you with a dumbfounded face. “What’s that?” Sakura questioned. As he inspected the cat plushie that reminded too much of someone.

Now it’s your turn to give him a dumbfounded face, “It’s a plushie for you! And it looks just like you too , here!” Placing the cat plushie into his hand. “Do you like it?” You beamed. Looking up at him with the happiest expression. Sakura opened his mouth but no words came out. He managed to squeeze out a ‘Yeah’.

“Huh, what’s wrong Sakura, you don’t like it?” You looked up at him with an awkward smile before realizing he was crying. “Why are you crying you don’t like it? I, uhm, can take it back!” You panicked as you watch your boyfriend cry.

Sakura quickly wiping the tears that had fallen down from his eyes, “No, it’s not that no one has ever gifted me something like this before..” He looked down with an embarrassed flushed face. Your face expression changed into a soft look. Bringing your hands up to wipe the tears, “Sakura I’ll do this as many times as you want, yeah? Let’s go back to my place.” You smile, locking your arms with his free arm.

“Kay’ let’s go and you make me some omelette rice?” Sakura mumbled trying to focus on something else besides the fact he had just cried in-front of you.

Looking up at his red bashful face, “Anything for you Sakura.” Before giving him a quick kiss on the cheek.

I had a fun writing this I LOVE MY BABY SAKURA SMM, anyways someone pls request me something pls…..

#sakura hakura #haruka sakura x reader #windbreaker x reader #wind breaker #my cutie patootie #my cutie pie #my baby #send help #im cryinf #goodnight

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blush-and-books · 2 days

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Also thoughts on finale!!!!!

AHHH OK I HAVE A LOT

1. Yes, felt a bit like a rushed finale, trying to tie up loose ends and whatnot. It is what it is, but in the 16-episode seasons the writers definitely were able to pace things insanely well, so you feel how clipped they are in this 10-episode season.

2. I was totally misled by fics and other posts that Harvey like pressured her into marrying him and that he had decided to move to Seattle without us getting to see them talk about it, but I was pleasantly surprised to not feel that way about how it went down!! When Donna brought up the concern that their families weren't there, he instantly said they'd do it again, and IDK something in Donna's vibe was just giving of crazy "yes I need to marry you right now" energy. The man she's been pining after for years is literally proposing to her with his grandmother's ring THAT HE WAS KEEPING IN HIS POCKET!!!! yeah i would fold and have an impulse wedding too. she got her bag!!

about Seattle, I made a post about this but lowkey it felt like an idea that Donna had, knowing that Harvey was leaving the firm and that with everything that's happened, they both needed a change of pace and a support system in Mike and Rachel. Huge bummer that we don't get to see how the decision was made, but her adamant behavior in telling Louis that they both want to leave and also her checking in with Harvey and asking HIM "are you sure you want to do this" felt very much like she was checking in because he had agreed to HER plan, not the other way around. She's very clearly comfortable and happy with the decision. We love to see it.

3. When Louis mentioned (before the Faye takedown) that him, Donna, and Harvey were all that was left of PEARSON HARDMAN, I fucking cried. I hadn't heard any of the characters call it PH in so long and it was a crazy realization that they really were the originals from before the series had even started.

4. Donna's dress was so beautiful at the wedding I kept looking at it like 🥹

5. Donna saying in her vows that 100 years would never be enough time with Harvey.... Yeah I felt that. They wasted so much time not being together that now, no amount of time is enough.

6. WE FINALLY GOT TWO FULL "I LOVE YOUs" FROM HARVEY TO DONNA LMAO

7. I wish after the wedding they were at least a little more affectionate with each other and we got one more "my wife"/"my husband" (DONNA DESERVES TO FLAUNT HER BAG!!!! (her bag is harvey <33)). Like I wish we just got a little more juice or something about them being excited to do this next chapter together or whatever. But oh well that's what fanfiction is for

8. When Donna instantly went to hold Lucy first and Harvey was just smiling at them.... Oh my mind was at WORK!!!

9. As iconic as it would have been for darvey to be walking out of the offices together, I actually really appreciated that last moment between Donna and Louis, because their friendship is incredibly strong and I liked that it was acknowledged!!! And having Harvey be the last one out was just very iconic like yeah I ate that up that's our man

10. name partner katrina bennett my beloved <333

Sorry for the long post!!! Thank you for asking about my thoughts I'd love to hear how you feel about any of the bits and just how the episode goes overall

(I also cannot wait for Netflix to finally drop season nine so I can get more darvey stills at last)

#chloes answers #suits tv #darvey #donna paulsen #harvey specter #HARVEY SPECTER!!!!!#louis litt #suits spoilers

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nostalgia-tblr · 2 years

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Here, have some Jezri Murder-Porn, as a treat <3 I'm not sure if any of this counts as Joran/Julian but it's about the closest I've got thus far so I'm gonna mention it here in any case.

Title: Paved With Good Intentions (AO3) Fandom: Deep Space Nine Rating: Explicit Pairing: Julian Bashir/Ezri Dax, Ezri Dax & Joran Dax Wordcount: 1817 Additional Tags: Section 31 (Star Trek), Murder, Murder Kink, fully paid-up member of the joran dax fanclub here, Sex, Guns, Dark, Post-Canon, oh everyone no, canon-typical ugly clothing, Het, staring into the abyss and the abyss stares back and etc, Trills (Star Trek), maybe a smidge of joran/julian idk Summary: Ezri aims the gun and then without fear of hesitation she lets Joran pull the trigger.

#ds9 fic #okay sex #(that's my jezri tag)#featuring joran dax because he's everyone's problematic fave #so anyway here's murderwall #i bet italian jezri person would be so into this #or okay maybe not but they COULD be #i love ezri passionately #jadzia is only here under duress #section 31 #(but no sloan becos he's already dead :( because julian murdered him on the telly already)#yeah whatever i just decided to post it now #my fic

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diabolicjoy · 1 year

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mittens !!!! pattern X - i modified a bit because my yarn was a bit more thick, so i shortned a few rows of the colorwork & added the burnt orange details instead :)

#remember when i posted almost a month ago about a friend that commissioned some mittens #?#so yeah the one i was making initially turned out fine i suppose #i even posted the picture here #but the i noticed the sizing wasn’t right & the yarn i was using was sooo annoying to work it i just couldn’t get it right... it was also #like dyed like ombré? & the colors were a bit off. like each mitt had a different color like the weren’t even a pair...#but i was insisting too much like i undid & knitting that thing like +10 times #knitted*#so i decided so grab some yarn that i like for my mittens & that i’m already familiar with & found this pretty pattern & so!! ta-da!!#it’s so much nicer than the other one. also my friend wasn’t that specific & gave me a lot of liberty do to whatever #she gave me a general idea of the colors she liked so these are perfect #also the inspo pics she sent me all had this kinda fair isle design but at first i was a little intimidated so i barely did it on that one #first mitten that i had posted. so i’m glad i tried a diff pattern a managed to make these!!!!#anyway that’s basically what my month was all about lol worrying abt the mitts then finally finding a solution #also i got a commission from a instagram mutual to crochet a bag with that little sleepy snoopy design on it!! i’ve seen it on tumblr a few #times now & i’m excited to finish this project & finally get to it!! already bought the yarn & it’s so pretty #SO MANY TYPOS SORRY #girl knits world #knitting

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fuckinart · 2 years

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The most important factor in toxicity is the chemical structure of a substance—what it is made of, what atoms and molecules it contains and how they are arranged.

#Danny Phantom #Danny Fenton #art #comic #sketch #artists on tumblr #yeah i've decided to just post the sketches instead of the touch up because i like the former better #anyways here's Understanding Toxic Substances the comic i've been dying over for months & months now #i was researching for FOtPoD & came across this PDF & kinda got possessed by my DP hyperfixation #never drew a comic so fast before #anyway all of this was drawn in one go with like. no touching up or anything so excuse weird anatomy #other than that i think it's good for a sketch. usually for me at least one panel ends up looking super duper fucked up #i gotta also finish the black bear FOtPoD comic & also the gay marriage & boy best friends one or whatever it's called #i'd also like to finish the Laika comic even though I already wrote it into a fic to avoid making the comic #so many comics i need to make & i'm sure i'm forgetting some

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peridots-pixiwolf · 1 year

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[Start ID. A digital drawing of Minos Prime from Ultrakill, who's wearing a strapless slit dress and sandals of the same deep purple. He faces towards and slightly to the right of the camera, his head is tilted further right. With one hand he gestures in a vague pointing motion, his arm folded and held close to his body. There is nothing in the background, but bracing himself on one arm, Minos is implied to be leaning against something about the height of a countertop. The background is a blank purplish black, save for three diagonal stripes in the colors of the bisexual flag. End ID]

Shading study that quite literally came to me in a dream two weeks ago, after this post apparently beamed itself into my mind

(also a few edits below the cut! they're very slight but whatever :])

[Start ID. Three different versions of the previous drawing. The first changes the tone of the lighting from blue to pink, and similarly the shading from pink to blue. The second replaces the faint black border with pink, purple and blue, syncing with the stripes in the background. The third combines both these changes. End ID]

#the tags got NERFED so let's try this again.#peridots-art #minos prime ultrakill #ultrakill #ask to tag #organs #...? gore maybe? for the whole ''transparent chest/visible cardiovascular system'' thing. not very detailed/realistic though so #i don't think this has all of the same charm as i usually find in my posts. but i tried my best to make it work so i don't think it matters #also ''not too happy with how this turned out'' is something i've seen tacked onto posts worthy of being preserved in museums #i heard someone say his snakes should be ball pythons. i'm not autistic about snakes so i decided to listen to the masters #i still have seven levels to p-rank before i can meet this guy!! halfway there (lust/greed and 1-3 remaining) i've only had my own copy #of ultrakill for a week and i already have 33 hours in. anyway he's grown on me i think. absolute bi king and only monarch i respect <3 #i think it's interesting how i now define my queerness by being gray-ace and trans when i first only identified with bisexual. it's still #an important part of me even if sometimes i forget. sorry that sounds completely unrelated but it's related to my feelings on this piece #anyway (i wonder how many ''anyway''s i've slapped on so far) i also find it interesting how often people draw him with this body type.#i think it's cool there's variety in how people draw the uk characters. it just kinda feels right here? i know i unfortunately don't draw #fat characters often at all (partially due to being a primarily fandom blog who likes to stick to canon designs. i wouldn't say i have #trouble with drawing a realistic amount of fat even on rather thin people though lol) but i try! also genuinely unsure what counts as like.#fat vs chubby? or whatever? i don't know exactly how the terminology works and a fair amount of minos' bulk is muscle anyway but. yeah 👍#men are pretty in dresses my final message. goodbye

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killadelphias · 5 days

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thoughts.......................

#admitting to a lot here but I'M TIRED. the implications!! ugh whatever....#observations after being made aware of certain happenings in fandom spaces. state of the union i suppose.#yeah. sucks that often i'm concerned about leaving a like on certain posts or a kudos on certain types of fics for fear of the wrong person #seeing it and deciding to call me out. as if i'm some influential blog! what does it matter? but hmm. some fandoms are lame asses over stuf #there are good authors & people i'm friends with who have insightful takes and posts. and talent! but i'm a coward. because of the content.#and i feel like a fraud when i talk about being against censorship & say 'do what you want'. clearly i'm lacking since i feel hesitation.#i wish people could mind their business. & either not be so repressed or force repression on others. can't we all just get along?#it really wasn't like this maybe 5-10 years ago. more towards 10. i hate what happened to fandom so much.#why am i admitting this now? maybe to force myself to speak up if i ever see harrassment in the future.#because i never spoke up in the past and i feel shitty about it.#people might even be talking about and making stuff i'm not actually interested in but i don't think it matters!!#it's all fiction and fandom and genuinely mostly harmless. leave people alone???? maybe????#i just want to leave nice comments on my friends fics & to other good writer's works that might have a higher rating ok??#and not face a 'saw you at the devil's sacrament' situation #which in itself is hypocritical but i still don't want to face it! i just want to be left alone!! good writing is good writing!! ahh #i could make another blog but why? i have nothing original to say i just want to not feel judged for giving a like or leaving a comment #end scene.

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sunchases · 8 days

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harper's life doesn't have many constants, but bin taesoo will always be one of them. feat. @wcvensouls

#ik you saw this already but . idk i love harpsoo so bad they're everything to me #i just !!! yeah idk ... harper loves soo so bad that's his HUSBAND his partner in crime forever and ever that's his BABY his WIFE #soo the world's first wifehusband KDJGDLGKJDG #anyway i just think they're sweet and harper has tons of rly cute pics of soo saved in a folder called 'happy' so when he's feeling sad #he can open up his phone and see all the reasons he loves his life and feel better ... yeah ... i'm rambling now but whatever LKDKFGDJFG #i was gonna wait a while to post this but. decided it's my blog & i can have fun w my ships if i want so. GAY PEOPLE #« i don't want the 'you' without the 'mine'. » harper & taesoo.#« buried alive inside my dreams. » aesthetics.#« the p in photoshop stands for procrastination. » edits.#wcvensouls

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spickerzocker · 9 days

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screaming.

#i just applied to the astarion zine AAAAAAAAAAAA #never done this shit before but the man is doing things to me #kill me now #it took me 5ever to get my shit together and finally make a piece that has a background #because that was one of the requirements #and yeah it's more of an anthology but whatever #i hope i get in #gonna post my real shitty zine tomorrow though probably #just to combat the Artification of zines #it's one page and it's dirty limericks that are illustrated #it's genuinely not good and i'm so proud of it #just gotta decide how much i want to traumatise innocent followers with frog tongue in ass #all that stress. and it's not even fangs in my neck friday what has the world come to #p

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nanodot · 1 year

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a silly little au

#nano art #pokemon #galactic leader cyrus #champion cynthia #howdy hey! it's bean a while since ive posted here #i just kinda didn't feel like doing anything at the moment but now im back!#so yeah anyways i was looking through my old art and decided to redraw this duo #i feel kinda cringe making this but i enjoy it so its whatever!#also that scribbly thing that cynthia is holding is supposed to be a soul #was planning on coloring this but i coloring is too much effort

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robbyykeene · 2 years

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Long rant about season 4, Johnny Lawrence, and the deterioration of the writing below so feel free to ignore this, but I just feel like I haven’t actually coherently expressed my main gripe with season 4 here.

In season 1 johnny is introduced and he’s racist, misogynistic, bullies kids based on their physical appearance, etc. etc. etc. And these are clearly his Bad Traits that are explicitly condemned by the narrative. When not portrayed as something that has explicit negative consequences (ie basically causing Hawk to go full incel), at the very least the story mocks and pokes fun at him for having such backwards ideals. And as the character grows through the story, so do his values. The show explicitly shows him moving past his racism in regards to Miguel, his sexism in regards to Aisha and then Tory. The story clearly articulates that these are all things Johnny learned from Kreese, and as he distances himself more from Kreese and his teachings, he learns and grows and leaves a lot of that ignorance behind.

And then season 4 comes along, and all of that just…goes away. And I don’t mean to say that Johnny necessarily regresses. But the way the narrative depicts him has completely changed. Johnny goes to Piper talking about how Karate can empower women, but it just turns into a joke about how he “learned feminism for this.” This is not meant to poke fun at Johnny, but to poke fun at feminism. The entire joke is as basic as “haha, of course Johnny’s not a feminist! Why would he be?” Later on, he makes a gendered statement to Sam and apologizes and corrects himself. But then the narrative literally undoes that by having Sam validate him! Tells him it’s fine, she understood what he meant and he didn’t need to change. Later this season we are even explicitly told that we should just accept Johnny as he is. Johnny’s ignorance has gone from being something explicitly condemned by the narrative to something they want us to love and accept him for.

And you know what? I don’t. Because Johnny Lawrence is not a real person. He’s a character in a story. I don’t have to accept the negative parts of him, because as an individual I don’t care about him at all. And that’s not to criticize him for being a flawed character, a flawed protagonist is fine—it’s great, actually! But when the show itself goes from criticizing those flaws to treating them as anything but, that’s where I take issue. Because I really don’t care about any of these characters as individuals. I care about the story that’s being told, a story I used to love about toxic masculinity and radicalization and cycles of abuse and how they all interplay with each other. A story that actually seemed like it was trying to say something important. But season 4 watered it all down so much to the point where I can’t even find a coherent central theme in the show anymore. At least not one the writers seem to have a solid stance on.

#so yeah theres a bunch of shit i didnt like season #but this is my main gripe bc it all ties back into this #the story has now decided it wants us to acfept johnny for who he is #and thats why characters felt so off and made decisions that seemed insane #because the central theme of the season may have been that johnny and daniel need to find a middle ground #but the actual narrative didnt even back up that perspective #whatever #this is why i wont watch season 5 #also you’re allowed to disagree w me obviously but this isnt smth i feel like debating bc these are just my thoughts and if you feel #differently thats fine but i dont care enough anymore to listen to other peoples perspectives on this #bc thats all ive been doing since s4 came out and ive really tried hard to see what some of yall are seeing #and i just dont see it #so lets agree to disagree and keep the commentary off this please #which is why im not tagging it as anything either #except #ck negativity #just to be safe #im just sick of getting messages everytime i post or rb smth critical of the show accusing me of hating johnny or daniel or robby or miguel #etc. etc. etc.#bc it literally isnt about that #I’m annoyed by all of those characters stroylines this season sure #but at the end of the day they’re characters. not people. i dont dislike the characters i dislike the writing #and how its all become so warped this season

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master-k0hga · 2 months

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| N A R I K O |

[ Category: The Promised Land ]

| 'Nother old gal who hasn't been touched since 2018 where I kept going on a spree making all these colourful Yiga OCs for the BotW era before I decided to change them into their own thing...

Anyways this is Nariko, she's Shigure's twin sister and is ofc the complete opposite to his personality- fhfnfhdh Aaaaand uuuuuhhhh... Yeah I just forgot I need to update his ref sheet and put it back on the post cuz I just realised I actually forgot to do that!.. But uh yeah anyways, not much to say other than she's Shigure's twin, she's a lesbian aaaand she actually works for the Frostclaw organisation from another region! She's like a delivery guy~~ (ETHEJJETHHHHOMG LIKE FR!! When they were all Yigas of mine then Nariko was LITERALLY a postal service specifically assigned by Takeshi after he took over Kohga's position like years after a different outcome to the original story thrjgegehd- How the fuck did I make that connection and just remembered said fucking connection holy shit that was YEARS ago how did I remember that shit!!)

... But uhm yeah so- ... Time to adapt her character further some other time and hopefully I'll have all my OCs finished by the end of the year! ... To which I doubt but one can dream...

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Name: Nariko Species: Inferno Elf General Personality: Kind, supportive, neutral, easy going, funny, jokester, loyal, clumsy Height: 7ft "5" Relationship Status: Single

Extra Info:

Twin sister to Shigure, they both share the same last name "Lotus" as neither are even married to anybody; Not saying Nariko herself hasn't got her eyes on someone, in fact she's overly fascinated with her supervisor, Monaka

She works at the postal service department of the Frostclaw traders in the Marshlands, which is close to the Sacred Forest; She does her deliveries mostly on foot which for comedic reasons gets her lost, stuck or sends her to the other side of the land to where she was supposed to go

In order to travel more "efficiently" during her shifts, Nariko had actually adjusted her boots so she can somewhat easily travel on almost any surface whether marsh, gravel or grassy lands to get to her destination... Instead of being a normal person and using transportation literally provided by the organisation

She doesn't see her brother often due to where they both work, but no doubt she doesn't enjoy the smell of his smoker breath and will always badger on to Shigure about the health complications and all sorts with the excessive smoking

Loves eating wheat, just raw wheat; Like her brother who nibbles on paper for whatever reasons, Nariko loves wheat for the texture of it against her teeth

Even though Nariko is also a member of the postal service department, she's also part of the security and defence for the Marshlands branch; She carries a sniper gun, making her a very skilled and reliable sniper

She's had her fair share of encounters with rogue assassins and even Kira's henchmen on her travels, especially a couple times coming across the Bounty Hunter; Who of course whoever is an ally of the Golden Palace whether directly or indirectly, will be attacked on sight, especially as the Frostclaw (Takeshi specifically) are very close allies to King Aurelius. She had to make a run for it or hide a few times even just hearing news of said Bounty Hunter is ever in the area; Fighting alone is futile in this instance

Because of travelling so much due to her job requiring it, Nariko has picked up a lot of languages and accents around the realm that she is fluent in almost every single one

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... Ok and yeah! That's all for Nariko for now, I'll try adapting her and a few others some other time when I've finally gotten to at least the rest of my OCs... I srsly hoping to get to most of them by the end of the year, to which I still have a plenty of time til then, but.. It's just trying to actually get to them when my motivation decides to be a piece of shit..

Luckily I'm taking my sweet ass time with art and OC refs so hopefully I get the ball running with that..

Anyways- Another drawing/OC ref added to the art spam which will either hopefully be this week or in the span of the couple weeks since I at least have a few Saturdays off.. To which I'm only be working two days so that's nice! I'll hopefully have more time on my art along with other irl related stuff-..... Yeah, guess that's it!

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thethingything · 2 months

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I find it kind of interesting that we have a couple of delusions (and the hallucinations that come with those) that just kind of involve gruesome stuff happening to us, especially because they weren't as gruesome at first but have gotten more so over time.

the hallucinations are all somatic ones (sensations instead of visuals or audio) but they're stuff like I guess what our brain thinks it would feel like if our organs were decomposing, or being eaten by maggots, or just stuff with a similar vibe to that?

I can put up with it for the most part, but like I did nearly throw up on the bed because of it earlier and I'd really like to not experience that again

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #emetophobia tw #vent post #<- I guess? I mean it kinda sucks but I'm not that upset about it right now #anyway this is partly from the Cotard's delusion and partly because we also get delusions involving being parasitised #I think they're kind of linked together for us. like there's a similar vibe to them somehow #anyway the Cotard's delusion is like... it flares up every so often and gets really intense #but otherwise it's mostly just there in the background as like ''yeah that's a thing we experience'' but not affecting us that much #it's hard to explain how we usually feel about it when it's not flaring up really intensely #but at the moment it is flaring up so it's like... okay I guess this is what we're doing for the foreseeable future #idk we might just wake up later and be like ''oh never mind'' or it might flare up for a few weeks or whatever #also talking about this is wild because like I've definitely mentioned us having it but I'm still aware that everything says it's super rar #even though we've met multiple other people who have it and we had it for years without knowing it had a name or anything #but I'm still paranoid about getting fakeclaimed because people like to be like ''that's so rare. there's no way you can have that''#like idk what to tell you buddy my brain is convinced that I'm dead and that my organs are decomposing. I'm not happy about it either #being able to double-bookkeep and know we're experiencing a delusion also makes it weirder #because it's like yeah I know it sounds ridiculous and is technically impossible but my brain has decided that none of that matters #and me being like ''well that can't be true'' feels like being in denial so even though I know it's a delusion #a lot of the time it's easier to just lean into it and go ''okay sure I guess I'm dead. who gives a shit''#anyway let's see how I end up feeling after talking about this because either I'll post it and be like ''yeah this is fine''#or I'll get paranoid about being fakeclaimed or people being like ''what the actual fuck'' and end up deleting it

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zoekrystall · 3 months

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Did that fav pkmn thing on a whim and I'm sorry for all my babies I didn't choose bc I really like too many by some.

Love how it's mostly pretty ones and then there's clodsire. Even tho I got it in my team since the beginning of violet do I continuously forget its name bc I just call it by the nickname blobby (one of the rare times I didn't spend hours googling the perfect nickname but it nonetheless is a perfect one)

And for fun without any legendaries as fav

Reg nicknames I even write all down so I only spend decades once for each pkmn (unless I don't like the prev one anymore). Need to update that someday since it's mostly old revolution ones but hey. Blaze do I use for arcanine nowadays more and ninetails got others. Gardevoir got soteria nowadays which I prefer more. Etc.

#a wild lux appears #(made this in december but for whatev reason left it in drafts until now. prob bc I wanted to limit non important posting idk)#Maybe you think garchomp is there bc of other reasons but I use it since dpp bc cynthia made kid me go 'woah!'#I remember having looked up as a kid to cynthia and juniper a lot and that fact n reason behind it makes me also go yeah no I was a girl wh #one day decided to be happier otherwise. Bc the reason was 'oh wow female and cool so I can indeed be that :0' most importantly with junipe #bc I never cared for battles. ye ye ignore fictional professions I was like 8. reason I loath alola tbh I missed doing non battle side stuf #I vividly remember picking my first pkmn game up (hg) and just immediately going fuck being a trainer let me be a prof and it's so funny ho #my horrendous sieve brain has that laser ingrained. Sometimes still brainstorm and I would prob study ghost pkmn tbh who by sheer luck isn'#dead yet. That and maybe being v charismatic to that type idk. Why bc I like those lil fellas.#What I also find extremely funny is having went by sonia prior to swordshield and there being a prof sonia. Wish I still went by it when it #dropped. Imagine. Kid sonia wanting to be a prof and meeting swsh sonia being on her way to be one. I either would've made her my #personality (which I think I nonetheless did I think I changed my icons to her) or would've wildly shaking her going 'it should have been #meeee'. which ig I mentally do by every rival or friend group person that takes that route like take me w you I hate battles please. Insane #that only blueberry academy me start to hate em slightly less. After over a decade of battles. Ig alpharad's n others streams w nuzlockes n #all started to also show me the appeal of actually strategizing instead of brute forcing which I did.#*that only blueberry academy MADE me #Whatev. Also no I don't got anything else that another pkmn would kickstart talking abt. Just know I drag my 2013 xerneas everywhere w me #and it is a fucking crime that I can't throw it into violet. What is this. You clearly don't mind throwing others into regions they don't #belong to at all (which I personally really dislike hc lore wise but gameplay wise whatever let new trainers catch old legendaries)#To come back to fav pkmn yes I'm in the dragonair boat. I hate evolving mine. Dragonite is fine I like it standalone but I like the #aesthetic of dragonair more. Idfc abt logic or whatever this is aesthetic talk. Yes I prefer some fan evos more.#I keep wanting to play that fusion fangame and if you want to know what pkmn I like I found out I have a huge overlap w alpharad there #Which sucks for us both! We adore pkmn that get lewded the most and I hate my life. You do you idc some are humanoid I have to admit that #but I personally would prefer to not see any art or even just jokes abt ANY of that. Humanoid or not I Do Not See.#I don't block let alone report over that just. tag and don't bring that to my doorstep thx.#What I will at most block n judge is if you touch any of the kids idc in this franchise if they're just pixels.#Can you tell I am writing this close to midnight anyways this is all. This became like a completely dif post in the tags welp

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the-halfling-prince · 4 months

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Outlander S3:

Marseli: Listen here, you English whore-

Claire: 😶

Fergus: Hey that's my mom don't call my mommy a whore

#Fergus is like 'girl I know whores she's not one #Me when my adopted son marries my husband's stepdaughter. huh.#When I saw Fergus first show up in season 3 I still refered to him as 'the little French boy' like I know he's an adult now but he's still #my little French boy TO ME. To me.#Anyway this show is fucking insane #My favorite thing is how they exclusively call Ian 'young Ian'#Like young neil vibes #my posts #outlander #Claire is such a funny character to me like she's going through it all the time. If it's not one thing it's another #I loved when she was on that island and then Jamie and the others finally found her and one of the shipmen was like 'man his wife always #shows up in the weirdest places' and I'm like THAT'S WHAT IM SAYING #Give this woman a break #Also I just got to the part where Brianna (Briana?) Decides to go through the stones and HER OUTFIT!#I'm crying literally what #She really went 'yeah this looks 1700s enough.' Please. You saw the outfit your mom made to go back what is that #Wait no I loved the part where Claire put a zipper in her stays and Jamie was like 'girl what the fuck.'#Anyway yeah #I had no interest in this show but I'd be in the living room doing whatever while my mum watched it and I got hooked so we started it over #WAIT the part where William was like 'why didn't you turn around when you let's and Jamie said he didn't want to give him false hope #And then when John gray and William were leaving William turned around and you could see that Jamie was given that same false hope #Help this poor man #The amount of shit Jamie and Claire go through I'm so glad they have plot armor.#Also love the idea of Claire saying things in 1960s English and everyone going 'what is she on?'#Wait I need to know what was going through Claire's head when she decided what photos to bring of Brianna to show Jamie #Like 'oh these are cute. It really shows her personality and- oh I'm gonna scare the shit outta him with the bikini picture'#Girl what #Okay I'm done

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chronickey-luka · 1 year

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maybe i should just make a yakuza sideblog... i feel like ive kinda comitted to keeping it on main though w/ the amount of tag and post rambles I've done already. hmmm

#that being said idek what id use for a username rn. probably whatever i decide my yakuza ao3 name would be but i havent picked that either #itd probably be like. a joke about the intricate rituals post or just slapping some silly shit on Majima or Daigo's names #need to make a decision on a name soon though my ao3 link should be coming any day now #then i can contribute my kazumaji and shinadai/minedai fics and finally release them from my brain #sidenote why tf cant i keep fics short lmao. like ohh yeah ill just make a kazumaji and haruka drabble this wont take long! :)#then bam im at 3k trying to decide how their argument is gonna end while entirely skipping over the outline i made in my notes app #i cant not write an argument/tension in everything i write h e l p #i *will* make gentle kazumaji one day i WILL..... in my retirement/old men fic i could. absolutely. its what they deserve #man i forgot what tf this post was about while rambling. uh. yeah hmm.#luka rambles #rgg

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