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i started another pair of patch pants
#i also found this denim jacket at the thrift store im dyeing black#yeah i start too many projects#but sometimes i get hyperfixated and work on diys nonstop for multiple days#i also wanna make a mini battle vest for my service dog at some point#and i need to remake my backpack since it has my deadname on it#this is like the third new project i just started tho#i love diy so much i would just do it nonstop for ever and ever if i didn’t have other responsibilities#capitalism am i right?#diy#punk patches#patches#punk#punk diy#patch inspo#patch pants
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project "i'm totally normal about this guy and his wardrobe"
a work in progress
#detective conan#kudou shinichi#the detective gremlin#manga#the outfit saga#yeah like i'm obsessed with his outfits#if i go down in history as the Outfit Person for kudou shinichi i'll be happy#just a sneak peek of the project bc... god he has so many outfits#and i'm insane for wanting to do them#and also other characters too... bc i care about them too. like ran. and the elementary squad. and heiji and kazuha.#next reread is going to be slow but it'll be worth it#my stuff#detco posting#detco reading#also note bc now i'm more awake: i'M still working on the... composition? display?#i'M not 100% satisfied with it still looking for that CLICK in my brain that says THAT'S IT#but well. THIS IS A START
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You know, I've been thinking. The stars in our world often look quite dim, especially in areas where there is light pollution. Suddenly, I'm imagining that in the Imposter!AU, the Creator looks at the stars at night, captivated by their brilliance. Perhaps Scaramouche or Mona (Whichever you prefer, you may also just write another character you think fits this scenario :D) find them. The Creator looks at them, then back at the stars.
"They're very lovely, you know? The stars never shine this brightly back home. It's a lovely sight..."
They smile. "I'm happy that I'm able to see them, even if it's in another world. I appreciate you letting me look at them before I die."
Perhaps the character takes pause... And sits next to them.
It's a lovely night.
in the stars
word count: ~1k
-> warnings: violence, blood, both of those in your future so technically you’re not hurt yet, not written for mona mains, sorry, didn’t work with the plot :/ also diona/klee/qiqi/nahida/sayu mains are on thin ice with this one. questionable plot. barely edited.
-> lowercase intended
taglist: @samarill || @thenyxsky || @valeriele3 || @shizunxie
< masterlist >
the stars never lie.
mona clutches her catalyst to her chest, wide eyes turned to the sky. she whispers to them, hoping they’ll change, shift into something she’ll understand, anything.
they don’t.
her head lowers, inspecting the book. thrilling tales, the spine reads, the cover a simplified dragon with a sword through it. she tries to read into it, to try and pick apart the motives behind the weapon, but all it returns is a simple needlepoint.
a compass. one she’d followed ever since she caved into the pull on her catalyst, one she’d followed out of the city at dusk and into the plains, hiking up starsnatch cliff at its behest. her twin tails had lost some of their curl on the journey, her hat flopping sadly. it was late, later than she’d normally be awake, and she stumbled once on a rock before quickly catching herself, checking to make sure you hadn’t moved.
you, sat at the peak of the cliff. you, surrounded by cecelias, face turned to the stars. you, who turned at her short cry.
“are you alright?”
she couldn’t bring her hands to shift her catalyst into its attack position. her hands, free from their usual gloves, dug into the cover of the book, shaking both with the chill of night and with… she couldn’t tell, couldn’t pin whether it was fear or nervousness, or something else that blurred the line between panic and excitement.
“just fine, thank you.”
her voice was harsher than it should have been. she could tell you were being genuine, the way the water in the air shaped around you like it wanted to cling made that clear enough, the stars shining down on you as if you were the only being on the planet.
the stars never lie. so why were they saying you meant no harm?
you turned back to the stars, your hands shifting back to weave into the grass between the cecelias.
"they’re very lovely tonight. the stars, i mean. they never shine this brightly back home….” against her better judgement, mona glanced up. the sky was particularly clear, constellations shining down unhindered. “it’s a beautiful sight.”
orders from the knights echoed in mona’s head, orders extended from a god she’d never met. she knew the knights wholeheartedly meant what they said, truly believing the words they were told, but you…
hesitantly, she brought her hand in a circle in front of her, scrying for your constellation. you didn’t have one, unsurprisingly, and she relaxed slightly in the knowledge that you didn’t have a vision.. still, there was something strange about the empty space where yours would have been. swapping the sigils and rotating the outer edge, mona decided to read your future.
all the air was sucked from her lungs, the images depicted in the water making her mouth dry. the water warped and bubbled a dark color, as if it itself hated to show what it did.
you were on your knees, tight steel chains wrapped around you and latched onto hooks in whatever you were sitting on. in front of you stood the favored, the creator’s most prized, their weapon drawn. their form was taught with anger, nearly seething. it was strange, so uncharacteristic that it froze the astrologist in place for a moment.
no matter how fiery the disposition, vessels of yours were calmer after being wished upon, heart stiller for being by your side. they, the most prominent on your team of them all, should be at most handling such a severe situation with a tick in their jaw and quiet fury in their eyes, not…
she watched with sick horror as the favored attacks once, your chest caving once, twice with hitched attempts at breathing before you slumped over, blood trickling from your neck. the favored stepped back, weapon dismissed, and mona closed the illusion before it played any further. she hadn’t meant to look all the way to your death, only a few-
…only a few hours.
her hands shake where they’re still clasped in front of her, the remains of her scrying circle swirling in her palms. you didn’t even have a day.
she let the water fall, sending it towards the cecelias around you, willing them to stand brighter as she approached. she couldn’t bring herself to summon her catalyst, not now that she knew what your fate held.
the grass was damp beneath her, seeping slightly into her nightclothes. you didn’t say anything, simply passing her a flower that you had been twirling in your palms. she willed it to heal, restored the color to its petals and the strength to its stem, then passed it back. she had no use for it, not when you…
you chuckled as you took it, staring down at it for a moment before turning skyward once more. mona followed your eyes up, spotting a well known constellation directly above you. nearly perfectly straight up, glowing like a beacon, was the constellation of the favored, six stars making themselves prominent against the dotted sea of night.
“beautiful, isn’t it?”
she swallowed, eyes flicking down to you. you were still watching the stars, probably tracing the shape of the constellation above you. unknowing of what it spelled for your fate, unknowing of the warning written above you.
mona settled into the grass a little more, taking her hat off her head so it wouldn’t fall when she looked up again.
“indeed, it is.”
#genshin sagau#genshin self aware au#self aware genshin#sagau#genshin#sagau impostor au#genshin impact#mona#mona megistus#sagau mona#sagau mona megistus#another fool with too many names smh#ANYWAY anon you are so right actually#and with mona? her character is criminally underutilized (i’m a criminal as well)#she can instantly tell intentions; tell truths from lies; literally just a scroll through her wiki lore page aiskksjd SHES SO INTERESTING#like…….. ugh….. i don’t have as good a grasp on her character as i’d like to because she’s so cool… so interesting and so many POSSIBILITIES#meant to post this forever ago sorry#but my mind made me write a 6k piece on the fatui harbingers soo…. :))#yeah i’ve been. i started a new project that can’t really be posted bc it’s vvvv self indulgent so requests are even further sidelined UGH#mmmm procrastinating requests even though i have no reason to
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I had a bunch of sewing to do these past two weeks, so I was finally able to get some listening time and start @breakerwhiskey
And I was expecting it to be good because I have utmost trust in the compatibility of Lauren Shippen's writing with my tastes in stories (plus even years after finishing the Bright Sessions main series her voice still feels like home in a very comforting way)
But it's just..... It's so good. It's so so good. I'm about halfway through with what's been released so far (about to start episode 86 after posting this) and I love all of it. I love Whiskey and I love the mistery and the small crumbs we've been starting to get (especially the past ten episodes)
The narrative device (woman talking in the void of her CB radio and eventually getting some response while on a roadtrip across America with weird/veeery low-key horror-y vibes) is reminding me of what it was like to listen to Alice isn't Dead for the first time, and I mean that as a very high compliment
So idk. If you like audio drama take this as me heartily recommending this one, and if not thanks for letting /me/ ramble in the void
#breaker whiskey#audio drama#khar talks too much#khar says stuff#can't remember which one is my actual tag for personal stuff akfkir#but yeah i have not really been able to listen to podcasts much these past few years since i no longer have a commute#and my line of work means i can't have stories in my ears while i work because then i can't focus on the words on my screen#and i really really miss it and i have so many i could have caught up on#but when i started this project i thought it'd be nice to try something new#(may or may not have been inspired by Lauren's listening logs over on Instagram)#and gosh dang i have no ragrets
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hi i'm still alive i'm just subject to the horrors
#i've had so many exams and projects and assignments and whatnot the last 3 weeks...#but also i kinda did a social media detox for the worst week? and it was aweseome honestly i should do that more often#made a ton of art too#i don't really like the idea of posting my art outside of discord though so. you're not getting any of it#YES i said i will post art here. finished fan art only or else my brain explodes and ambulance and bwoosh and bwang boom crash dddddd 💥💥💥💥💥#maybe ill start posting scort#scortposting.....#<– oh yeah for the unlikely event that someone reads this. scott smajor i call him scort#anyways k thx bye i love you
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#it turns out that watching saw while snacking and knitting is indeed very good for your mental health#my body knew what i needed lmao#i got so many rounds done so i feel productive too and the irony of knitting a red and white scarf in the round...#...(meaning as a spiral - helical knitting) is not lost on me but the hidden spirals of the knitting project came after the spirals on saw#((its yoko's cowl from gurren lagann lol))#idk how im gonna block this thing bc it has wild floats showing on the front so im gonna need like 60 pencils to slide in there...#...before i start pinning it down and spraying it and idk how thats gonna go but it 100 percent needs to be blocked#tension? who the fuck knows what that is lmao#also the floats were a bad idea but like i didnt wanna knit 10 bobbins in the round for my first time knitting w bobbins#theyd tangle every time the project twists lmao but whatever im making the extra stripes caused by the floats to work#i wasnt sure how to stagger them in a way that wouldnt look weird and i had already unknit the project like 5 times so i committed#speaking of its 240 stitches each round lol its killer but its going so whatever.#im at about 6.5 inches and i want probably around 14 (im gonna connect the top and bottom to make it reversible/hide the back)#so yeah my night was better than the day i had thankfully#im so tired tho lol#i havent worked out yet today and i dont know if im gonna force myself to lol hashtag no days off lololol#ill see how i feel after i brush my teeth if im up for it i guess but im pretty tired from being mentally stressed all day#anyway good night ill prob#delete later / /
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I've planned out 4 and a half chapters but it's not enouuugh
#there's going to be like.... maybe 15? or more#challenging myself this time by writing shorter actually readable chapter lengths#the pov switching seems kind of random too. they don't follow a strict order#i have a whole cast of characters written out too this is a serious project lol#because while there aren't so many OCs you get lost (hopefully) there are enough to need to remember their names#...yeah okay i counted and there are 11 original characters but one of them we never see. so far.#i'm going to start tagging this for my future reference#sage writes#fic: fool's gold#i literally can't possibly write a mystery about the queer quartet with only the 4 of them. perfero was close. there were like 4 OCs
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What do you do when your Sanity Projects are also driving you insane, asking for a friend
#lynx thinks#just expressing a little frustration dont mind me#all of my fun luttle projects are aslo driving me nuts. though not quite as nuts as other projects atm#im drawing my dnd party. the entire party. all of them. npc's included. and ive designed fancy little outfits for each of them#so yeah anyway its an enormous project and im dying bc its ehat im trying to do for fun between commissions and stuff#and i have two other main side projects (oxymoron i know) that are also driving me insane#and then theres the sewing project that i started and have left in a state of semi-abandon on the living room floor#and the wig still clamped to my desk that needs crimping and styling#and the fic that needs its second chapter so i can post it#theres just too many wips orz#but i have to focus on commissions first bc i need the money#i weep
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y'a‑t‑il moyen de connaître le compte twitch de la shevr? (shèvr?)
o yé absolutely c'est pas tellement secret ou quoi ( i've shared links here when going live before, just haven't done it much recently because 1/ haven't been streaming a lot 2/ tbh most of the time i don't think about it / don't feel like bothering )
I'm @ twitch.tv/TheKuto though !
i have no schedule and don't know when i might stream again ! potentially more coloring of diary comics backlog or finishing pizza tower eventually
#and perhaps someday stream ANYTHING else too gawsh#like other games too still there's many i wanna play ( darks souls 2 or inscryption or outerwilds or i don't even know what else )#but mostly HOPEFULLY also streaming some other kind of productive stuff someday too. waugh#i need projects i need inspiration i need motivation;#also yeah I'm Kuto / TheKuto on most other things i made everythng very confusing when i started being active here more thn anywhere else#while using a different username and never truly bothering to make the connection clear & easy#shevr
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Update! Was told to leave off using my computer and phone as much as I can... which is.... a lot..... and which mostly applies to my phone! My wrist is fine... just.... a different health issue I need to take care of, which I'm already taking some steps towards dealing with...
What does that mean for 1CDAT or anything else? Well, I definitely can't do as much as I wanted to, since there is other stuff that need my attention, and I'll need to focus most of my energy on that! As well as me just not really wanting to write about winter in the middle of the summer hahaha
In conclusion(????): 1CDAT on a hiatus until October (as much as I wish it ended sooner,,, i just won't have the time for the double written parts.. as they probably won't be short... we are about to enter the last arc(?) of the story soon); I'm gonna be accepting drabble / short one shots and time stamps requests the next two weeks (more or less) - as long as I'm comfortable with actually writing them (aka probably not taking any explicit explicit requests until I post a smut fic os on my own); following that last one, might post something that's unrelated to my ongoing smau... wanted it to be another smau but since I'm not really allowed to use my phone as much... it might be an OS or something of sorts hehe
For the requests thing, will post the (possible) requirements some time during this weekend :))
#lilith.txt#1cdat#update!#will probably add all of the updates to 1cdat masterlist some other time...#im screaming into the void but thats all right...#feels bad for the ppl who just discovered the story tho hahaha#at least i updated the links when i did so the masterlist is actually functional LOL#but yeah... will be taking skz requests starting tomorrow (?) and start working on them next week heh#wont take on too many projects btw! just what i can hahahahahaha#also just found out drabbles are supposed to be only 100 words#how interesting hahahaha
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Tbh i wish i could allow myself to become obsessed with anything but i like cant do that anymore it actually makes me feel awful. its like way too much instant gratification and dopamine it doesnt feel fulfilling to me it just feels kind of like gross and bad... Like do u know what i mean. I shouldve been born catholic or something
#like binging tv or eating too many treats or listening to 1 really good song on repeat#or like obsessing over a character or a band or an actor or a ummm anything#I wish i could explain it better#Maybe its just the baseline depression but i used to get pretty obsessive when i was younger#and arguably more depressed#maybe thats WHY i was obsessive though. Actually that was definitely part of it#but yeah Does anyone know wtf i mean...#Honestly the only things i fixate on and obsess over at this point is like umm#my own creative projects especially narrative ones OR Like sort of abstract concepts and feelings especially#as they relate to the season#Like the seasons changing. i obsess over that in almost the same kind of way as like media#But even like my FAVORITE shows and bands and everything EVER that ive loved FOREVER#like i love them SOOOO MUCH but i cant like drown myself in them like i used to#Like not only do i not feel compelled to but if i ever start to i just start feeling awful like eating too much candy#Like now my stomach hurts and i dont even enjoy the candy anymore. now it wont even be special when i have a candy...#Now i have to wait 6months to even think about eating a piece of this candy again
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im sure this feeling will pass but I feel like im not made for comics
#I draw a lot#and just drawing and practicing won’t make u good at comics it’s a whole different skill set that u have to work at#I often feel my brain is overloaded on information#if I try a new skill my brain will explode#I still try tho#but yeah even while training for SYS i make lil comics on the side#we wanna work on SYS for a while but chevy and I have other projects too#and I want to tell stories and draw them#but I start so many things and never finish them#it feels like I can’t finish them#whether it be comics or stories or illustrations#I rlly tried a few days ago to get my little sonic au comic out and I burnt out after like. 4 ‘panels’#and to be fair it was all off the dome#no thumbnailing or anything so duh#but even before that#my undertale au from like. 2017 that I made actual thumbs for I did concept art for#I even learned pixel art for (it was bad pixel art but still)#and I gave up right as the first chapter ended#never went back to it. Chevy and I have poured so many years and blood n sweat n tears into SYS! and chevy manages to have so many other#projects at the same time that they’re balancing and planning#we have another two comics we wanna plan too and we’re in mid production for the second one#but. I feel like such a failure when it comes to SYS#we wanted it to release December last year and look where we are now#I got sick and fucked up my wrist bad and chevy got a job so it’s not like we just haven’t done anything#chevy is writing a whole nother comic at the same time and I’m trying to learn learn learn#but maybe. im not built for it#or. maybe I just need to let myself be disatisfied. everyone tells me to do it scared. and that’s true#but I also neee to learn more o do it badly#I’ve read webcomics with art that was genuinely hard to look at because I loved it#im not helping anyone by wondering and going what if what if what if. issa leap of faith or whateva that white man said
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i have sooooo many art ideas aaaaaaa!!!
#im so excited i cant wait to work on them!!!#ive already started on my gorillaz animatic :)#just making little thumbnail sketches right now tho#i have a bunch of animatic and animation ideas!!!#im gonna make some more [s] pages for citrus too#bad news i dont think citrus is going to be a full comic#i think i might just make a bunch of art and panels and snips of writing and animations about it and if people are interested i can just#do a lot of lore dumping haha#im not suited for super long projects and i knew it wouldnt turn out the way i wanted to anyway#but still!!!! much page and citrus content will be coming your way soon this summer#also im absolutely obsessed with tmbg now so get excited!!!!#i have so many new favorite songs now and im going to make a cd of them and its going to be so cool!!!! :D#and ummm im also into moon rpg now (what i changed my blog theme to) and i think i might also get into ace attourney#also resident evil 2 and resident evil nemesis (the og ones (the cd rom ones))#:)#and yeah! thats whats been happening while i was gone
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Its a bit goofy of Pinkett Smith to pick the one ruler who definitely was not black for her documentary. Not only that, but it is stated in the docu that "Cleopatra was def black" and similar statements. I hope she chooses to portray more African queens and rulers in future documentaries. I also hope that filmmakers in general explore more stories outside of the European context instead of raceswapping historical figures such as Anne Boelyn. Its just very Eurocentric. But then again, its probably done because well known names pull bigger audiences, and therefore more money etc etc
I agree, it's definitely goofy. I think it was stated that she wanted to make a docu about strong African female rulers, and i guuuuess since Cleopatra was technically ruler of a country located on the African continent, she figured that counted, despite Cleopatra being way more Greek than Egyptian?
I think this might be why i can't bring myself to take it all that serious, because it's clearly not made by someone who knows enough about the subject for me to really respect them in like a scholarly fashion. I can only assume she must've had some scholars involved, but if the docu feels confident claiming Cleo was DEFINITELY a black woman, then it's clear that Pinkett Smith chose scholars that would support the worldview she needed for her vision to work. So then, the docu was made by unqualified people with a flawed premise, and some wrong choices were made along the way because her narrative took presidence over actual facts.
I hope that the rest of the episodes about other Africans queens are more historically accurate and respectful, but the issue is that her Ethos is already lost since we all know the documentary hasn't bothered with accuracy. It was a noble endeavor, and i think my fear is that others will be discouraged from making similar stories that amplify often unheard voices, because the backlash over this one, stupid, choice overshadowed everything else
#my first post lacked a looot of nuance#it was this very undeveloped thought i voiced becase i was already des up form lsitening to ppl bitch about the little mermaid#but thats not really an excuse to not stop and consider before just letting out some halfbaked opinion#i think bow that ige had some time to think about it. that i can understand why it was the wrong choice to make#and why some people are rightfully angry with it. unfortunately those are mingled in with people that are just being racist about it#and that sucks i think. i want to be supportive of the people who are wronged but i also want to tell the racists to go suck an egg#anyway i looked into the project a little bit more and started to understand why the choice was made even though i dont really condone it#but i guess i also just don't care all that much because im not personally affected by it? so then for should probably just step down#and not engage in a discussion thats not about me or for me. so yeah. I'm gonna refer to the people who have actual stakes in this#omg so many typos in these tags but i am too lazy to fix them . sorry
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incomprehensible meme
#produce#memes my own ab story#ive been working on this story for the better part of 2 years lol. but oniw when i say 'working on' its in the 'in my head' story#i dont know why but my brain just doesnt let me do stuff unless its in its completion#luckily this story is almost completed lol#i decided to think about it in a 3 seasons with 25 episodes each type of way. Since the astro uran ochan and tenma are the MAIN characters#their arks through each seasons works better. each season has a theme that they work through. Tenmas is probably the most easy to guess#but i did have to tweak ochans character ALOT for my story. a mix of atb and yadda yadda...#erm yeah#it started out as a joke but i developed shadow too much and just went 'fuck it. we're making it its own syory'#the main thing with this project was that i wanted to work with tenmas character in a different way. hes not the main antag overall but#just for S1. i wont say much about it atm because i do have a general idea of how ill this story#not a comic or a fanfic but in a series of drawings/animatics. music heavily inspired me in this story so i have many video ideas#i just need to learn how lol#ANYWAY#/slaps the title/ this bad boy gets two corruption arks and tenma being beat up and physically scared (shot)#idk y im talking about this now but since im not posting art atm ill just allude to things#for the most part all the characters follow 03 but somethings are different and i tweaked some designs to fit the aesthetic i have going#but yeah! over time ill be making short dumb videos to get used to it so i can make story animatics. a warning i should add#most of the audio for my videos will be from musicals lmaooo. i listen to alot of music at work so much time to flesh out things#augh
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why is it that of the top works under the nieyao tag, the first three are xi.cheng, the next one after that all.cheng, and the NEXT one a oneshot comp
i’m gonna need y’all to learn how to tag background relationships
and by that i mean don’t fucking tag the relationship if it isn’t the focus bc it just spams up the tag
is that so hard
#fundamentally i have no issue with xi.cheng#but ngl i’m starting to hate it solely bc of how obnoxious y’all are about it#they’re just always so fucking in your face about it#like you’re just having a chill conversation about ships and then they pipe up like#‘jin guangyao was horrible to lan xichen!! he was toxic and manipulative and abusive!!!! he’s disgusting!!! that’s why *i* ship XICHENG!!!’#*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*#or someone is like ‘yeah i just don’t get xi.cheng like…they never interact in canon. it just doesn’t make any sense to me.’#and then they’ll go ‘oh yeah???? well in canon jin guangyao is DEAD so that’s a bit of a DEAD end don’t you think sweaty??’#and its like.#you’re focused enough on canon that you insist that xi.yao can’t happen#but you’re willing enough to throw canon out the window to make xi.cheng make sense??#which is it? is canon the gospel or is canon a playground?#but on god i should not have to exclude this fucking ship from as many other ship tags as i apparently have to#honestly it seems like jiang cheng shippers are just really. aggressive. about shipping him with everyone. and tagging every other ship.#jc shippers as in ppl that see that his closest relationships are with ppl who are A) family B) married or C) dead#(or all of the above)#and the fact that all the matchmakers have him blacklisted (and this doesn’t seem to bother him)#and go ‘but what if i shipped him with literally anyone uwu’#….this man needs more positive relationships. but not of the romantic variety.#in any case i also love jiang cheng but some of y’all highkey project way too hard onto him#mdzs talk
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