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Interactive poll time yo!!!
… and this is for posterity, so do be honest yo
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tease tidbit tuesday
tagged by @bidisasterevankinard @tizniz 💖
more bucktommy the will talk (they're getting there, the conversation went a bit off track lol) - it might be done this week, and then I can focus on the smut, and the buddie fics, and I have a new bucktommy idea inspired by that video of lou barbecuing with his shirt off that I sooo wanna write🙈
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“Well, yeah, of course.” Buck answers easily, his heartbeat speeding up. He’s a little anxious about putting too much pressure, too many expectations out there, but he also knows that even if he did, they’d get back on track, they’d be fine. And besides, Tommy’s smiling, he doesn’t seem freaked out at all. And that’s after Buck brought up children. But if they’re moving forward with their relationship, they need to know what they want out of life. It seems reasonable to have this conversation this early on.
“Good.” he responds, grinning widely. “Now I won't have to stress about your answer when I ask.” he adds, and Buck feels himself blush, butterflies in his stomach going wild. Oh. Oh. This is- this is real. They’re talking about it, and maybe someday soon- he might marry this man. He will marry this man. Tommy wants him forever. Tommy wants him. Tommy wants to marry him and have children with him, and just be with him. Sometimes it’s still so shocking to Buck that someone as great and amazing as Tommy wants him, but he does. Buck’s not sure he remembers the last time he felt this wanted.
“How- how do you know I won’t ask first?” Buck asks, moving his head slightly closer to Tommy, just enough to look into his beautiful blue eyes. It feels surreal, talking about this, when they only dated for a few months, but it also feels… right. It feels like they’re on the right track to get there one day.
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no pressure tags: @elvensorceress @thebravebitch @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @watchyourbuck @eowon @loserdiaz @evanbegins @ladydorian05 @wildlife4life @diazpatcher @lover-of-mine @monsterrae1 @thewolvesof1998 @weewootruck @loveyouanyway @spagheddiediaz @rainbow-nerdss @epicbuddieficrecs @pirrusstuff @spotsandsocks @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @nmcggg @rogerzsteven @hippolotamus @giddyupbuck @sunshinediaz @honestlydarkprincess @underwaterninja13 @exhuastedpigeon @911-on-abc @jesuisici33 @steadfastsaturnsrings @buddieswhvre @fortheloveofbuddie @your-catfish-friend @theotherbuckley @daffi-990 @dangerpronebuddie @hoodie-buck @aroeddiediaz @diazsdimples
#tease tidbit tuesday#wikiangela writes#bucktommy fic#im about to start the actual will convo but having trouble transitioning into it so we'll see but should be done this weekend haha#remember when i said i'd write like 2 bucktommy fics and go back to buddie? lmao yeah right#honestly i don't care - bucktommy is the only thing bringing me genuine excitement rn and i'm gonna ride that high as long as i can#if y'all follow me just for buddie - sorry not sorry? lol they'll be back but for now I'm here idk#again if anyone wants to not be tagged in my bucktommy just lmk - and if anyone wants to start being tagged - lmk 💁#fic snippet#my writing#my wips#911 fic#911 abc#bucktommy#tommy kinard#evan buckley#buck x tommy#bucktommy wip#bucktommy the will talk fic#fireflight#firepilot#tevan#<- what shipname are we actually using lmao im lost (bucktommy and fireflight are my faves tho sns)
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"Let's Dance"
(Loop the video for the intended experience.)
Even though I actually forgot that the 1st was Mayday's birthday, I got the sudden urge to draw something like this. It's a little belated, but let's call this birthday art anyway~
As frustrating as it is, I booted up AnimeEffects for this one to get a little bounce on 'em. It's a little scuffed, but I'm kinda tired of banging my head against a wall trying to make it better~
#gbunny draws#nsr#no straight roads#mayday#tatiana#kliff#flame trio#so yeah. this is why i wanted to update their group name.#i didn't get anything better than 'two and a half lesbians'#but i can't seriously tag them like that#ya know...#i was pretty proud of myself that for the most part#i went through the trouble of making sure the sprite flips would be edited for asymmetric details#but i just noticed i forgot to flip mayday's bangs#but for me to fix it and reanimate it i would need to animate it from scratch again#and i'm not doing that.#i already started over once during this#because i forgot that anime effects can't actually flip images#so i had to add a duplicate folder of everything flipped#just to get this work the way i wanted
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every day i think about how shar tried every fucking thing to beat the goodness out of shadowheart and it didn't fucking work and she's so petty and spiteful about shadowheart's intrinsic goodness literally refusing to be wiped out and so the wound on her hand flared up as punishment for every spark of light within her and i CRY
#tbd#fae plays bg3#bg3 spoilers#i love her with my whole heart#you think about everything you learn in the house of grief and despite all of that#and everything they were putting her through#that hand of hers is giving her trouble like right from when you meet her#and it has been giving her trouble right from the start#you ever think about WHAT THAT MEANS ABOUT WHO SHE IS???#yeah ok i'm done weeping
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along the same line as the whole "why do you need to know someone's autistic before you stop bullying them for their autistic traits?" thing I've seen floating around
apologizing for it once you know is meaningless. it doesn't change the fact that you deliberately mocked someone for their behavior.
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a customer mocked my stutter and I've lost all patience with that so I looked him in the eyes and said "I have a speech disability" and he immediately got all apologetic and was like "I wasn't making fun of you". Bro yes you were. you didn't realize you were making fun of a disability I've spent my entire life struggling with, but you were nonetheless.
just because you don't know you're being an asshole doesn't mean you're not being an asshole. you can apologize but I'm not going to forgive you.
#text post#stuttering#disability#ableism#color says shit#it's nice that my stutter mostly disappears when I'm angry because it lets me immediately put on my stony and guarded demeanor effortlessly.#anyway. most customers are at least condescending to me when I have trouble speaking. not outright rude#I've had a few customers that do genuinely mock me and then I just walk away from them and call a manager.#but like... apologizing when you've chosen to engage in asshole behavior doesn't change the fact that you've engaged in that behavior.#I'm not going to go “oh it's alright 😁” because you've realized that I don't think you're at all funny for that.#I'm done taking shit from anybody. treat me with respect or fuck off.#it's not my fucking fault I can't get a sentence out some days.#I don't care if it was done in ignorance you're an adult you don't get to be cruel like that.#like. haha yeah I know it's so funny when I start making noises and breathing funny but I'm not a spectacle for you to laugh at.#I'm not some side show. I'm not some curiosity. I'm not a roadside attraction to laugh at.#sometimes I forget I have such a hugely internalized reaction to being objectified in this very specific way#and then it happens and I want to leave a fist shaped dent in my locker.#I care too much about my hands to fuck them up again so I'll just vent on tumblr dot com instead
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sunday six!
thanks for the tag @four-white-trees :D poking @skysquid22 and @passthroughtime if you've got anything!
the last thing i wrote is in first draft territory and in desperate need of revision so i'm a bit self conscious, but i'll post the most presentable snippet from it. this is from the same fic as this post (my canon divergence fic with arakawa, sawashiro and ichiban). this one implies a bit more about Sawashiro's background that's discussed in IW but there are no major spoilers, so read at your own discretion, I suppose?
“Do you know for sure?”
“Totally abandoned by his parents, and left to grow up in a brothel. It’s not exactly a common story.”
“I suppose not.” Arakawa conceded. “How long have you known about the boy?”
Arakawa held his eyes, and Sawashiro’s tongue grew heavy in his mouth. He’d known too much, for too long. “…A while.”
Something passed in Arakawa’s gaze, something harsh. He wouldn’t be surprised if it was judgment. “I don’t need the exact day, Sawashiro, but when I ask when, I expect a better answer than that.”
He opened his mouth, feeling for better words. “Years. A short while after joining the family. When he was a younger boy.”
Arakawa holds the stare a moment longer, then sighs and puts his head in his hands, stubs out what little remains of this cigarette. “And now it’s a problem.”
His brows furrow. “Now it’s a problem.”
#jichanmakes#sunday six#literally i wrote this sunday night (australian timezone) and am posting this monday morning. genuinely the last thing i wrote#yeah another conversation about ichi. i don't think this is that interesting without context but it needs more work so this is it for now#i'm having trouble with this one...#maybe i need to look at locker buddies... it's been a while and i enjoy arakawa and sawashiro in that fic a lot... it'd probably help....#but at least i've got a starting point now#too many pieces of writing i want to work on aaaaa
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2023 go bye bye
#999 spoilers#art summary#art summery 2023#my art#shoutout to all my monster high drawings that are still in the oven#I haven't posted them anywhere but! my friends made them pins and I've sold them on cons throughout the year :3#I only started drawing them as a request from a boothmate actually and they're such fun designs to draw!!!#I went to a lot of local conventions to participate in the artist's alley and made so many friends that way it was wonderful#I think the next thing I'll reblog will be the game I worked on!#found out the nda doesn't cover me simply saying 'hey I worked on this thing coming out in a few months!'#so I made artist and cosplayer friends selling my art on the beach and I got my first proper job#....then I proceeded to give me a shoulder inflammation because my setup was terrible and it had to catch up to me eventually#but! already managed to get a new tablet and desk for myself!! it's even a screen tablet so there'll be a learning curve but I'm excited#I'm hoping this display will make things easier I always had trouble sketching on digital#and I am more carefully taking breaks now also because turns out relying on hiperfocus is bad for you? never knew#I was going through some stuff in the middle of the year there though I had so many vent drawings of akane from may to october qwq#not featured here are the tons of utena and umineko wips I have accumulated those were my favorite new media I got to experience for sure#in fact I'm watching the adolescence movie rn!! what in tarnation is this last act lol whatever! go Anthy go!!! floor it queen#also not featured the tons of oc stuff I made :D I'm glad I feel like I can start properly working on them soon ^^#but yeah that's that I felt like writing a whole diary entry in these tags and you read it and that's what tumblrs all about ♡♥︎
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DIANA x ALBERT WESKER / template.
#mine.#pair: ewskers#oc: diana#click for better quality ♡#posting this before i start changing more things lmao but yes i went nuts and made my own psd from scratch... don't look at me#changed ages to birth years cause of how much time passes in the story!! and also gives cheeky fc for you hehe runs away#the checkboxes make me scream like he almost had a clean sweep it's so funny. and he could've had one more i'm not even joking. cause their#first kiss was technically both of them... like idk how to explain this but they were already standing close then diana moved even closer#and was tracing his jaw and such and they were just lingering while holding eye contact but he was the one who actually closed the distance#so i mean... yeah. she was just about to and he beat her to it!! but diana made the move to get them into that position in the first place#is what i mean. i just couldn't give him more it was already too hilarious lmao#can't tell if i like the lil icons but i can't doodle so peace and love on planet earth but yes i'm happy with how this came out hehe#clueless levels are cause they are clowns <3 i have a lot of thoughts about all that but yes they both take hints in some aspects but i#think they both have trouble telling if they are genuine or not or if they are misreading the situation or whether something is romantic or#not (unless ofc it's over the top and ridiculous. ahem. excella. cough. explodes her with my mind) but yeah hit him with the tism so he's#learnt how to read people very well as he's gotten older but i think when it comes to actual just genuine like wanting to get to know#someone and not just someone wanting to get in his pants he seconds guesses it a lot. and diana's all stems from being rattled by her past#experiences oughguhh and i mean her not actually having experienced proper feelings for someone until him lmao but she's got trust issues#also there were so many tropes i could use (thank you to bestie elliot for helping me finds names of things) but i had to do i got you a#drawer specifically because that moment has such a special place in my heart!! like i need to finish the wip where i talk about that cause#it makes me so silly i'm not even joking#anyway omg i hope the mentions work because doing this on the legacy editor after copying the html for beta one because the image just#didn't want to work in the beta image for some reason rip
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lol imagine relating to a song from Seussical-
IIIIIIIIIIIIIII'VE HAD SO MUCH TROUBLE FINDING MY WAY THERE WHEN I GET CLOSE IT DISAPPEARS IF WE CAN GET THERE, WE'RE GONNA STAY THEREEEEEE IF IT TAKES US MILES (if it takes us miles) IF IT TAKES US YEARS...
#high on a mountain or lost on the sea#sooner or later I'll find it#I have a picture of how it will be#on the day I do#TROUBLES WILL BE THROUGHHHHHHH#AND I'LL BE HOME WITH YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU#*ehem* anyway#Go listen to Solla Sollew#Solla sollew#I did NOT realize that I would relate to this song.#Oooooo also#my crush is gay.#I'm a girl.#He's a boy.#So yeah I started sobbing when I listened to Solla Sollew.#seussical
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Can I rq a little doodle, just one for an ask or smth I love seeing your art
ok so this one has a liiiiiittle bit of a story behind it sit down get your popcorn
So it's kinda based on/inspired by this reblog by @ohwell-itsme-but-danganronpa that made me slowly realize that despite the big role Nanami is probably gonna play in the Jabberwock kid's lives(esp Kokichi n Kiibo), she's also never going to be able to hug them - unless they like sneak into the NWP for the sole purpose of giving her a hug, which I honestly wouldn't put past Kokichi tbh - and sent me into a long long thought into how much she cares about just about everyone and AAAGH it made me think a lot about her in the au so please know that despite being all ai she's basically everywhere all the time
#eggs can answer#eggs can art#g-eetings#danganronpa#chiaki nanami#kokichi ouma#usami#oh sorry#Magical Girl Miracle ★ Usami#much better#yeah Nanami gets around#she's Hajime's alarm clock (aka once his alarm clock gets snoozed for the third time she starts yelling at him)#She's the person keeping all Togami's meetings and just his entire schedule in order#She checks in on the kids and keeps them out of trouble via Kokichi's vtech kidizoom smartwatch (purple color) that he's had since ever#She helps Komaeda monitor Naegi's online image/pr (Komaeda is the entirety of Naegi's pr team Nanami helps him out sometimes tho)#She 100% helps the kids cheat on tests I'm sorry she spoils them they're her little goofballs#She helps Souda work on Kiibo when needed (and helps Alter Ego perform System Maintenance ofc)#She also hangs out with The Jabberwock gang via Komaeda's arm (It has a little screen that he can use like a wider smartwatch kinda??#she uses it to hang out and yell at him to take his meds)#She also helps Monaca make tiktoks sometimes (THEY BOTH STAY SILLY AND STEAL FROM THE GOVERNMENT)#lol you asked for art and you got a ramble too sorry :P
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People go, "Mob is autistic and Reigen has adhd" and while that isn't wrong, I think both of them have adhd/autism combo just in different ways
#my adhd ass seeing mob desperately wanting to do a good job on a project but being unable to Start: haha me#also minor spoilers for the manga-- at the end he very impulsively tries to get a cat down from a telephone poll or something#and i was like yeah that's something that I'd do#adhd isn't Always just moving around a lot guys :^)#as for reigen... well he's certainly impulsive. and definitely talks a lot about special interests/hyperfixations#i can't remember it being mentioned that hehas trouble focusing or executive dysfunction... maybe other ppl have picked up on it& i haven't#idk#there's probably other things but i need to eat breakfast oop#mp100#reigen#mob#oh reigen has pretty bad rejection sensitivity#i have the combo. there's a lot of overlap so i'm not always sure what's exactly what or if it can even go into either category
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yeah guys idk I'm just thinking maybe the lightheadedness and desire to sit down about halfway through putting away groceries my whole life might not have just been a reaction to the way my parents were when i was a kid and the accompanying anxiety and sudden flurry of movement, but also possibly maybe i have a Health Thing about this...
#thank god i finally scheduled that doctor's appointment#Jan 15 cannot come quickly enough tbh#like i've streamlined getting shit put away and i hurry as soon as the wooziness starts hitting because i know i'm on borrowed time#and that's when the trauma reaction kicks in of ''i can't stop halfway through i'll be in trouble'' anxiety#because i *enjoy* putting away groceries and organizing the kitchen#i just also can't without a lot of assistance and plenty of spoons and time to prepare myself physically and mentally beforehand#this post brought to you by i had this realization doing the groceries and now i'm having like a lot of thoughts about it#i can't do it all in one go ever and i have never been able to without someone else handling about half of it#no matter how much i get or of what i can only get about half put away before time's up and i gotta sit down#it's why so much of my food was non-perishable when i was on my own#cause i'd get the cold things put away because they *had* to be#and then i couldn't physically do any more - especially if the groceries that week were more cold than non-perishable#but like yeah if i had to stop or take a break in putting away the groceries (despite also having gone to the grocery store#and walked around the whole store and grabbed items AND carried the heavy things into the house because i was the heavy lifter#AND i was in sports and had probably either just done a lot of exercise or was still in recovery from the day before/earlier that day)#i got fussed at for not helping out#so that's fucked up and fuck my mom actually she sucks#ugh
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i firmly think i'm learning asuka. i Know the gist of his mechanics i just have been needing to figure out how to apply them.
my one issue is that, coming from playing elphelt before this, i still don't quite know how to zone
#i'm used to brute forcing things but now that i'm actually playing asuka online rather than solely offline i'm starting to learn#I WAS GONNA ASK SOMEONE ABT ZONING AGES AGO BUT I GOT BUSY also dm.... frightening..#but yeah. i'm learning#i'm winning against characters i have trouble playing against too!!! like gio or johnny
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i need friends /gen (slight rant in tags)
#xelle.txt#i noticed i don't really have a permanent circle of friends. at least irl#i have one online but they're also busy and i just can't dedicate my time to one friend group#i don't know - it's just the people i thought who were nice turned out to be the exact opposite#and when i found out about that i just kinda. lost interest in making any more friends#my partner is the only person i interact with on a daily basis. the irl friend group i was referring to earlier i'm not exactly close with-#-them either#i feel like if i didn't only give my time in nurturing my romantic relationship i would have done the same for my platonics too#that's still a problem of mine. my time management between love life and friends. heck i even got myself into an unsolvable problem because-#-of my inability to stay consistent#also my brain is kinda fried from reading 20+ pages so pardon any grammatical errors but yeah anyway#honestly i've been craving for interaction here. but i know i won't be active and it'd just be pointless#to gain more friends or followers. i don't exactly make content as consistently as i did before#the other day i had to vent to an ai (would you believe me if it was cha.tgpt) about my troubles because i had no one else to talk to lol#there's just so much going on irl 😭 ya girl's almost starting college and they're throwing so much tasks at us!!#and i feel very very stressed about it because they're usually done in groups i am ALWAYS the assigned leader#which gets exhausting especially when there are lazy members present#anyway#hopefully this weekend i get some time to cool off. but next week i'm back to grinding and working#lol i don't even think i'm in the top ranks anymore. i'm so burnt out.#this is what being an academic achiever gives you oops ZZHSIAHAHAJAHHS#imma sleep now 😭#idk you can just interact with me or recommend someone you know who self ships in the same medias i do#goodnight everypony 🫶#vent tw#rant tw
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WIP Theme Tag
As always thank ya kindly @tisiphonewolfe for the tiggity tag!
Rules: Bold the themes that appear in your WIP (& italicize those that are loosely covered) then tag 10 people.
Side note: I'm also going to highlight in red themes that I feel could be different than expectation and/or troubling to some people as I get farther into the story. Maybe showing my hand a little but I want people to at least have an idea going in.
Whomst taggeth I: @asterhaze @tailoroffates @conkers-theficwriter and anyone else who wants in. I just did a big tag previous so I'mma keep it small
I'll be answering for Rituals and Red Tape ( also stealing the idea for the easy to read bellow a cut so sorry for the upfront big post!)
addiction | beauty | betrayal | change vs. tradition | chaos vs. order | circle of life | coming of age | communication | convention vs. rebellion | corruption | courage | crime and law | dangers of ignorance | darkness and light | death | desire to escape | dreams | displacement | empowerment | facing darkness | facing reality | faith vs. doubt | fall from grace | fame and fortune | family | fate | fear | fear of failure | free will | friendship | fulfilment | good vs. bad | government | greed | guilt and forgiveness | hard work | heroism | hierarchy | honesty | hope | identity crisis | immortality | independence | individual vs. society | inner vs. outer strength | innocence | injustice | isolation | knowledge vs. ignorance | life | loneliness | lost love | love | man vs. nature | manipulation | materialism | motherhood | nature | nature vs. nurture | oppression | optimism | peer pressure | poverty | power | power of words | prejudice | pride | progress | quest | racism | rebirth | relationships | religion | responsibility | revenge | sacrifice | secrets | self-awareness | self-preservation | self-reliance | sexuality | social class structure | survival | technology | temptation and destruction | time | totalitarianism | weakness | vanity | war | wealth | wisdom of experience | youth
List of easy reading:
Themes:
Betrayal
Dangers of Ignorance
Dreams
Displacement
Government
Guilt and Forgiveness
Identity Crisis
Immortality
Isolation
Manipulation
Relationships
Responsibility
Sacrifice
Self-preservation
Touched on:
Corruption
Desire to escape
Facing Reality
Free Will
Greed
Hierarchy
Honesty
Oppression
Power
Power of Words
Revenge
Secrets
Self-awareness
Temptation and Destruction
#writeblr#writblr#Writing tag game#Rituals and Red Tape#RART#thanks for the tag!#This took a bit due to me thinking too deeply about the options lol#but yeah I'm going to be sure to put something at the start of the chapters that start going into the troubling matter
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sometimes i just get so overcome with this feeling of "oh my gosh you did something wrong someone is mad at you guilt guilt guilt-" and i have no idea where it coems from and i feel sick :)
#literally have no idea why it spawned today#it started around noon or something but was manageable and faint#but it's so much worse now and IDK WHY OR WHAT CHANGED#and it doesn't help that i'm having so much trouble typing or even using my phone right now - yeah thanks ts :/#i just feel so awful and idk why and i hate when this happens and it's so stressful#and then i start genuinely wondering if i did something wrong#UGH#sorry for the ramble🤪
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