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viking-writing · 5 months

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Hallo hallo!💕 HAPPY NEW YEARS/GODT NYTTÅR!🎉

I'm planning on getting the first fic in my Rammstein AU fic series done in 2024! Hopefully before the end of January as that is Rammsteins 30th anniversary-month (Or so I've been told?) but 2024 is their anniversary year anyway so I'll be done long before the end of this year with the first fic in the series! 😁

@marimayscarlett you need to help me with some of the german so you get to read all the chapters before everyone else! ^^

Here is a sneak peak on some of my OC's.

I've actually found at least one of them on "thispersondoesnotexist.com" and it was surreal how the looks matched so perfectly with how I visioned him in my head. Especially considering how the page just makes random AI persons every single time you refresh. I even ended up finding TWO pictures of him (the two fake men look nearly identical and it was beyond perfect for how I visioned him!)

I'll save the "realistic pictures" for some other time. Instead enjoy some piccrew avatars I made of some of my OC's (with some added facts. Warning; this is a long read so if you don't bother you can just look at the avatars instead)

Name: Cornelia Francesca (II/the 2nd.). However she prefers to only go by "Cornelia" or "Nelia" for short.

Gender: Cis woman

Pronouns: She/Her

Sexuality: Pansexual

Nationality: That depends on what you lay in the meaning "nationality" (She is mostly German by blood but she was born and grew up in France.)

Facial features: Very pale skin (her veins are mostly visible) and her face is heartshaped. She considers her chin to be "too long and sharp-pointed" and with her big dark- blue, doll-like eyes and blonde curly locks she is often underrestimated or "sweet-talked". Her brows are Blonde/white/nearly "invisible", and her upper lip is slightly bigger than her lower lip, which sometimes could be mistaken for a "frowning pout". Furthermore her lips has no cupids bow. Lastly she "wishes she could have had freckles or beauty marks" as she "finds such to be very unique and beautiful."

Body type: She is tall and has an Hour glass figure. She is naturally heavy chested while her waist is small both by birth and "by the aid of corsets."

Piercings and tattoos: None. Trying to pierce a hole into her would "be a waste of time."

Diet: Vegetarian (mostly). She doesn't mind eating eggs or drinking milk as long as its from trusted farms.

Musical taste: Her taste in music is vast and consist of any genre, from any decade. She doesn't have any favorite band or artist in particular as she doesn't like to place any artist or band "up on a pedestal" as they are "all to be considered talented and should therefore all be equally appreciated".

Fashion sense: Anything from disorted jeans to long ruffled lace skirts. Her most "outraged/scandalous" fashion statement are probably the times when she likes to adjust/modify her corsets so they would fit over jeans and t-shirts. However she doesn't like bold prints or too strong colors, except deep blue or deep red. She wish she could have earrings but as already mentioned: piercing her ears would be a waste of time. She likes wearing necklaces that are simple and not too flashy: anything from simple stone pendants to single colored heavy laced chokers though as for pearls, she has "always found them too mature looking."

Name: Bas (He thinks his mother gave him way too many names, so he prefers to only use the first one.)

Gender: Cis man

Pronouns: He/Him (but he won't correct you if you say they/them.)

Sexuality: Asexual & Aromantic He thinks Romance is ok in movies and books...but "in real life he is good with having family and friends!"

Nationality: The Republic of the Congo.

Skin color: Black "and beautiful" as he would usually say.

Facial features: A rounded face. Bald head he lost his hair due to "some hair...disease?" He doesn't remember what it was called, and "he doesn't really care. Without hair it's easier for him to get ready in the morning and then he can have plenty of time to do fun things!". His nose is wide and short with wide nostrils. He really likes his nose, and the rest of his face! His facial hair is usually scruffy or cleaned shaved. He "tried to grow a moustache, once....and it turned out all patchy so he never wants to do it again!". He has black/dark brown puppy- eyes which according to him means he can "get whatever he wants? No he is probably too old for that trick!" . His eyes have dark circles and a few wrinkles under them but he knows that "in his age being tired is a cool lifestyle, so the dark circles are matching great!".

Body Type: A little on the heavier side with a little portruding tummy, which is alright! He is "exactly how he wants to be and no one can tell him otherwise!"

Piercings and tattoos: Both of his ear lobes are pierced with a metal/silvery earring. He wish he could get tattoos but thinks he "probably wouldn't tolerate that much pain over such a long period of time."

Diet: "Anything goes." He thinks "pasta is boring unless you add some mushroom, a hearty meat sauce and spinach." He thinks "seafood is alright. Shrimps are very good" but to him "nothing beats a well done burger and salty fries!" He thinks that chickens tastes good but that "the source material looks messed up when it runs around and has feathers on it." Basically he thinks all birds are scary and that they "should stay as far away from him as possible!"

Favorite type of music: Bas likes most music but claims that Opera "is the worst." He also thinks that lyrical Jazz that is "too upbeat" sounds "weird and too loud/too confusing." Slow, Classical or electronic music is wonderful if he "wants to relax." He doesn't really appreciate Reggea music too much although "Mark" (Markus) has tried his best to show him "the beauty of it." Soul music is ok, but can get a bit too "screamy/naggy" after a while...

Fashion sense: He loves to wear colorful t- shirts, matched up with a well used, black suit jacket or black, wool coat jacket. Nearly all of his shirts has mostly either vibrant colors or has a cool pattern on them. But it has to be a pattern that is "repetitive and isn't too overwelming". According to himself he "probably doesn't own a single pair of suit pants." In addition to the colorful t-shirts and hoodies; dark or standard colored jeans, comfy shorts and sweatpants is what he "prefers to live in, depending on the season." A hat, preferably a cap worn the "correct way and not backwards" is a "must to protect his head from being burned". He loves colorful hoodies and brown or red scarfs. He doesn't like to wear beanies, because he thinks it "makes him look like the stereotypical black burglar/rapper guy". As for jewelry he doesn't bother to wear any except for the wrist watch he got from his dad, and his standard black or silvery gray earrings. He thinks goldchains are "super corny and he wouldn't be caught dead or alive wearing one! Not even if someone paid him!" As for shoes; regular short laced up leather boots are "easy to wear and they go with anything". Either that or he likes to wear black sneakers, as white sneakers, according to him "would again make him look too much of a rapper guy or some kid trying to impress someone".

Name: Markus E. Weiss and "please don't ever call him "Mark" or "Markie" or any other shortened nicknames as he doesn't appreciate that".

Gender: Male. He says he "doesn't understand the meaning or the need for the word cis. " He also says he "won't understand what 'being trans' means." Hopefully he can be thought otherwise.

Pronouns: He/Him

Sexuality: Straight

Nationality: West-German (the former GDR)

Skin color: White

Facial features: He thinks his face is pretty average and oval shaped, especially for "a man in his age". He has a slightly rounded, slightly pointed chin. His blue medium big, slightly down-turned eyes is for the most part behind a pair of silvery steel, squared shaped glasses. He has been told he has very "kind but sad looking eyes". His brown hair that has "gotten lighter with age", is sually sleeked back without any shaved sides. His hair tends to get very wavy the day after he has showered. His nose is slightly downturned with a slightly narrow- rounded tip and he thinks it looks "pretty average just like most of his face". He has pretty straight teeth except for one upper tooth off to the side that is a little shorter than the rest. His ears are a little portruding. His lips are thin, and it makes him look very mischeavious whenever he is lightly smiling.

Body type: "Asymmetrical" and he is "too embarrassed to tell you how/why". Although he believes he is "quite fit for a man of his age he "knows its only a question of time before he gets thinner or gets a belly/tummy just like most men his age if they don't regularly work out".

Piercings and tattoos: None. Because he thinks that "such things doesn't look right. Except for earrings", but for him earrings "belong in the past with his long hair and big sunglasses."

Diet: What he is being served, which is mostly vegetarian food now...unless "there is a special delivery that contains meat in it". He doesn't drink alcohol. He likes a good stew or "anything that is homemade with lots of love and tradition" but all in all he "isn't really picky on trying out new types of food".

Favorite type of music: He mostly listens to classic rock, or 80's rock, although "Soul and Reggea with a meaning has the sound that makes the world go around." He thinks Patti Smith, Pat Benatar and Annie Lennox are "very underrated." Some of his favorite artists includes Patti Smith, Queen, The Doors, David Bowie, The Ramones and The Rolling Stones. He "doesn't really care that much for hip hop, but they are talented in singing fast/rapping, but it just isn't what he would listen to".

Fashion sense: He mostly wears his uniform. Sometimes he wears the black turtle neck without the gray uniform jacket, and pairs this with the gray or navy blue uniform pants or black suit pants. He "probably doesn't own more than one pair of jeans but he swears that velvet bell-bottom pants were everything when he was younger!" He likes to sleep in black or dark gray sweat pants paired with old washed out band t-shirts or single colored (dark blue, white, dark gray or black) long-sleeves. When he is at work he has a silver pocket watch attached to his suitjacket or fastened by the hip at the belt of his suit/uniform pants. He thinks its "practical that the watch can be attached to the belt if it becomes too hot to wear the uniform jacket".)

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That was some of the characters , but I'm also adding a little bonus. Richard Z Kay in a fancy halloween costume/sexy vampire bat-costume! I swear this character is always so extra. It's funny how real-life Richard Kruspe is one of my least favorite Rammstein member, but in my fic series he is actually one of my favorite characters and I am going to defend him at any cost! I honestly wish he was real and that we could hang out not just "in my head/imagination".

Name: Richard Zee Kay/ RZK/Richard Z. Kruspe/Richard Zven/Sven Kruspe Landers. (The list could be endless for a diva like him!)

Gender: male, bclaims that "sometimes he is a whole gender for himself that should NOT be messed with and always have his way or isn't "diva" considered a gender?"

Pronouns: He/him/"Katchen/Fab/Herr Fab/Frau Fab/Divalicious😘".

Sexuality: PAULsexual ❤ ("it's ok to be GAY"/fab-sexual)

Nationality: West Germany (former West-Berlin.)

Skin color: White or fake/real tan

Facial features: A very sharp jawline and a sharp chin, that he hates as it "looks way too masculine". He has ususally "neatly plucked brows". His eyes are big and blue but slightly downturned. His hair is naturally brown and thick/wavy but he used to have "awful blonde dreadlocks which wasn't his choice by the way". Nowadays (at the beginning of the story) he mostly keeps his hair short and dyes it black and "unlike your neighbour or your aunt he is a master colorist and knows EXACTLY what he is doing!" He has according to his husband Paul and his best friend Thalia a "charming, slightly boy-ish smile especially after he had his teeth properly cleaned and fixed". Another thing that Thalia and Paul has told him is that "his face is really expressive, especially when he disprooves/shows a disgust or confusion about something". He doesn't like his own nose as "it could have been a lot shorter" but his husband Paul has claimed that "that would probably make him look like Michael Jackson AFTER plastic surgery" so Richard slowly accepted the nose that "the universe gave him." He has thin lips, but according to him, his husband Paul "has never complained...if ya know what he means? 😉"

Body type: Richard "used to be a twink-teen in the 80's and early 90's (he was born in 1973 in my fic series) but has bulked up A LOT since then! 💪" He now (at the beginning of the story) has a strong v-shaped back with back-dimples something Paul seemingly "knows to take advantage of 😉" According to Paul, Richard's broad upper body is "both a turn on and an odd threat". Richard would now describe himself as "a friendly but bossy hunk with an ass that is bigger, more perfect and more plump than yours will ever be!". Further he claims that he "takes great pride in keeping his ass that way" and that "it's reserved for Paul H. Landers anygays so don't you even bother!". Richard describes his chest as "more amazing than whatever cleavage you will ever have." Further he says that "unfortunally he wasn't given a big dick that would match his big attitude", but he also tries to remind himself about how Paul always tells him that he "has a beautiful penis/Schwanz...just the way it is". In other words: Richard's below average dick size doesn't affect his self esteem "as much as it used to before he met Paul" and he claims "he owes this to his wonderful husband who loves him as him ❤".

Diet: "Anything goes as long as HE or any other professionally trained chef has prepared the food, because he used to be a chef before he became a hair stylist and master colorist". He claims that the reason for why he quit as a chef was "as much as he loved making food, it got too warm and stressful in the restaurant-kitchen and that just spiked his anxiety to the max!"). He prefers pasta or pizza and "didn't like soups at first but Paul convinced him and now he is hooked on all kinds of soups just as much as his husband!" He tries to eat as much proteins as he can "without chugging down on protein shakes, and actually if he can avoid having to drink those nasty shakes again and still get bulked up nicely, then that would be perfect!"

Piercings/tattoos: He "used to rock a belly button after he first started dating Paul but it rejected, and yes he is still upset by that." As for jewelry he first "shared one of Paul's silvery or black earrings and thought it was cute that they could wear one, each, until Paul began to nag on him to get it back for the sake of symmetry". Which "gave him the push to save money for another hole in the 2nd ear and finally buy his own earrings". Other than that he has been thinking about "getting a tongue piercing or a brow piercing" and although Paul seems to be "very supportive of the tongue piercing, he thinks Richard first needs to decide an actual SHAPE of his brow before he gets it pierced so sadly it never happened". As for tattoos, Richard doesn't have any but he claims that for a short time he "dead-seriously wanted to have 'Property of Paul L.' or 'Property of Heiko' (Paul's birth name.)" tattooed above his ass, but "Paul talked him out of it". He has also thought about getting a tattoo of a guitar on his wrist or shoulder that would "symbolize that his husband used to be a punk guitarist in a band in the 80's and early 90's". Another tattoo that Richard is still considering is "cool, diagonally aligned black stars on both of his hips."

Favorite type of music: "Paul's moans, laughter and guitar riffs🥰"... KISS. Scorpions. Firehouse "just to mention a few". He says he "loves to listen to any brutal Death Metal song, anything by Nine Inch Nails, Feeling B, Depeche Mode, The Ramones, The Sex Pistols or Danzig whenever he is jogging or lifting weights." He claims to have "always been a fan of 80's and 90's synth pop, goth, and punk and swears that his favorite punk band now is Feeling B" which was Paul's former band who disbanded sometime in the early 90's, but with a last concert in the early 00's. Some other of Richard's favorite bands/artists includes Sisters of Mercy. The Mission. London After Midnight. The Lords of The Church. Death. The Misfits. The Clash.Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds. Tool. Slayer. Kreator. DIO. Lamb of God. Accept. White Snake. Nazareth. Meshugga... but "the list could go on and on but it's mostly guys with deep and kinda depressive voices.. " After he started dating Paul, Richard got into David Bowie and the industrial metal band Hindenburg" (although in your universe/the real world, they are known as Rammstein) while Thalia got him into liking Eisbrecher and darker techno.

Fashion sense: "The best!💋" according to himself; no matter what Paul, Thalia or anyone else tells him.

#OC's character cards #I think even the characters that are based on the rammstein bois are considered low key OC's #because their personalities and likes and dislikes are very distinct #the viking writes #rammstein au fic #rammstein au fic series #rammstein fic #wip rammstein fic series #rammstein wip #fic richard kruspe #my fic richard kruspe #rammstein fic richard kruspe #oc's from wip rammstein fic series #oc's rammstein fic #oc's piccrew #oc's rammstein fic piccrew #rammstein wip fic #rammstein fic wip

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thegothicviking · 1 month

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Just gonna leave a couple of these here.. without much context... <3

I honestly wish I had a friend like this guy. He is so brave and I love him! (Of course he would fight half nude! Even without wrist-armor!)

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(Ok the stains on the body/face might be blood and/or dirt but to have them red wasn't an option) Also I had to choose some items that aren't going to be a part of the final battle (like the shield..but it was the closest to that character's "role" as being on the defensive team/"non- fighting team")

Maybe you can guess who some of them are? Maybe not...?

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He is one of my favorite characters...even though he can be kind of an asshole...(ok fine! That's an understatement! But he is really trying his best.... ehm... sometimes? I hope you end up liking him too...kind of....)

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And I JUST noticed that some of them don't have ears!?!? Ah shit. Well I don't bother to do them all over again... - . -

Another one of my favorite characters. I love him so much. I wish he was real so I could give him a big hug and protect him! <3

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#rammstein fic series wip #need to find a new title aswell but I am struggling #There is a lot of symbolism in here...if or hopefully when..I post the fic series..then all of this will make sense!#or at least most of it...?#rammstein fic characters #Oc's pic crew #wip #the viking writes...(I will post the intro/prologue soon! Hopefully before I'll travel to Dresden!

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moonstone-vibe · 3 months

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Tag game

Thank you so much @coffeewithcutcaffeine for tagging me :)🐻

last song: Mahi - Ali Romeo ft Ria Raine &Jinx

currently watching: Story of Kunning Palace (2023)

three ships: oh hell, this is hard, so I dug through my trashcans of doom and came up with some random stuff:

Xiao Xingchen x Xue Yang (The untamed) - please be advised not their canon versions but my much-watered-down modern AU versions where at least no one dies and they're just pretty. Okay Xue Yang is still essentially a gremlin, but I love him. He's my baby mouse.

Milen Borisov (Borisov the Brave) x Valentin (from my BulRo Hetalia fic, 'Baba Marta's day') Or how to take 1000 years for a first kiss. Idiots.

Vlad Dracula x Dimitrie (Rise of Empires: Ottoman). I mean these two trolls, for real! Dimitrie is his second wife, constantly getting appalled in the background :)))))))))

favourite colour: yellow

currently consuming: fruit infusion

place of birth: Bucharest, Romania

current location: glued to my desk in Bucharest, Romania

first ship: I genuinely don't remember. Might have been Till Lindemann x Christoph Schneider from Rammstein back in 2004? Might have had some obscure proto-ships before but they're lost in the quagmire of history.

relationship status: brand new episode of neither dead nor married

last movie: ... been watching series only for more than a year now. May have been a Christmas movie though

currently working on: my accounting clients, the Hetalia soviet era Bulro shit and a Love and Redemption wip which I've been updating like twice a year and yeah. Rather busy at work rn.

I tag @melodious-tear, @estbela, @starsmadeinheaven @lactodebillus-bulgaricus and anyone who wants to put in the work ;)

#tag game

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notafraidofredyellowandblue · 3 years

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16 and 17 for the behind the scenes ask please!!!

Hi @nikonothere thanks for the 'behind the scenes' ask 🌹

16. What is your most underrated fic?

Well, to be honest i'm still surprised that people read my fics at all 😊, and if it gets one like or comment i'm really chuffed, so i don't think any of them are underrated really... 🍀 the most recent ones about Rammstein as teachers got the least views and likes, but they were pretty simple story-wise so i kinda understand that 😊

17. What fic are you most proud of?

I did answer this in another ask, but as i change my mind a lot, i think today i'm particularly proud of my Paul and Richard teen years series, because of how much fun it is to write those. It started as a single story, where in the end they said goodbye but forgot to exchange adresses, so they wouldn't see eachother again, but i felt i couldn't leave it at that, and after that the next stories happened pretty naturally 😊 (one wip, one in the 'vague idea' stage..) 🌹

#i got an ask #fic writing behind the scenes #fanfiction

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mechanicalbride16 · 3 years

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End of year asks: 1, 4, 5, 9, 13 and 17! No need to answer everything if you don't want to :D

tw and cw // mentions of deaths

1. What did you learn about yourself this year - I’ve learned that I’m the type of person who accepts everything so easily. I’ve lost a lot of people (and dogs) this year, and once I receive the news that they’re gone, I just accepted the fact that it’s what real life is. That not everything is permanent. But honestly, I still cry once I realize that I’ve lost someone. It’s just kind of strange that it took me days to cry because the first thing that my mind does when I receive that news is to accept it and just get on with it. Yeah, kind of depressing HAHAHAHAHAHA but that’s the major events of this year for me.

4. What was the biggest change you experienced this year? - Honestly, I think my biggest change is that I’m becoming less judgemental and becoming the type of person who doesn’t give a fuck about what everyone is saying to me, as long as I know that I’m not doing any harm of course. I’m still willing to receive criticisms, but if those are not constructive then I’m not going to listen to them. And the other thing is I’m starting to accept the fact that people like things that someone hates and vice versa. We shouldn’t change their interests just because we hate it or it seems kitschy to us. Everyone’s different and most of the time, they really wouldn’t conform to the things you’re used to seeing (I hope I’m clear with that HAHAHAHA), and I think that’s what I’ve learned this year that I really did not expect.

5. Best song of the year. - I’m really not that updated on music this year HAHAHAHAHA and I guess I really don’t care anymore about the newly released songs. So I guess I’ll answer this based on the songs that I’ve discovered this year. Hmmm, I guess it would be either Sex or Wiener Blut by Rammstein. Since it’s just a few days ago when I first listened to their current album (I know, shame on me), of course, Sex would really stick in my mind. Wiener Blut, however, I’ve listened to it multiple times these past few months, right from the start where I’ve first listened to it. Maybe I can answer this question directly after a few months HAHAHAHAHA but as of now, I’ll stick with the two songs: Sex and Wiener Blut.

9. Best television series. - I’m not going to answer that teleserye that my mom often watch since I’m not indulging with them that much. So my answer to this one is Peaky Blinders. I don’t need to explain it, you have to watch it by yourself HAHAHAHA it’s good enough that I don’t know if it’s too beautiful to be considered as a series or good enough to be a series because if it turns into a movie, then the whole plot would be scrap.

13. Best movie of the year. - Same with the best song of the year, I’m not really updated on movies HAHAHAHA. So based on the movies I’ve watched this year, it would be Joker. I can’t explain it that much because I really did not watch it completely. I mean, most of my time this year was spent on online classes and taking care of my dogs (who unfortunately died) so I really don’t have that much time to watch movies.

17. What are some hobbies that you developed? - Other than cooking and baking, surprisingly I’ve returned my interest in writing fiction again, mostly fanfictions. Thanks to the Rammstein fandom, I have lots of WIPs on my google docs HAHAHAHA YOU CAN’T BLAME ME, THERE’S A LOT OF GOOD FICS THAT IT’S TOO IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO IMAGINE CERTAIN SCENARIOS THAT WILL REALLY PUSH YOU TO WRITE SOMETHING. Plus, their music videos are really thought-provoking especially Deutschland.

Thanks for the aaaask!! That’s a very long-ass answer I know HAHAHAHAHA

#mentions of death #death of a pet #to everyone who sees this you can ask me more if you want to HAHAHAHA #i'll be more than happy to do it

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hanhan156 · 4 years

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Fanfic writer asks

Thanks for @struwwelzeter for the tag!

ao3 name: hanhanhan156. Don’t ask me from where did that additional han come from. It was 2019 me who created the account.

fandoms: Rammstein, Unknown Soldier, Cherik and a random appearance in Moomin fandom, lmao.

numbers of fics: 31

fic i spent the most time on: I guess it’s Tuntematon Risteily (”Unknown Cruiseship trip” in English). I finished it in 7 months. Not 100% sure how many hours I spent with it, but ridiculously much.

fic i spent the least time on: Most probably one of those weird R+ Halloween stories. For this little story about Flake’s cat I didn’t spent so much time at least.

longest fic: Tuntematon risteily, 52,091 words. Yeah, it went a bit out of hand...

shortest fic: Flake’s little Furball, 573 words. I’m usually unable to write short stuff.

most hits/most kudos/most comment threads most bookmarks: Revelations for hits/kudos and comments. For bookmarks, Marriage on first sight.

total word count: 197,675. I’m not sure does this prove that I’m efficient or just a complete no-life. :D

favourite fic i wrote: Hmm, that’s a tough one indeed... Revelations has a special place in my heart as well Risteily which was my first main fic. I’ve also enjoyed writing the marriage fic, especially when it has been getting more intense by time.

fic you want to rewrite/expand on: Gymmstein is quite much garbage while thinking about writing technique. Too much useless words like “really” and “very” and also a couple of horrible grammar mistakes that annoy me. I have decided though that I’m not changing anything from my older works so I can see my progression by time. I might want to write alternative ending some day for that fic though.

share a bit of a wip or a story idea you’re planning on: Too much wips atm... but there’s a second fic coming for my Paulchard series and the third chapter for the home arrest fic is on its way. It is going to be so ridiculous once again that I can only wonder what the hell is going on in my head. Here’s a sneak peek from it (raw text, not edited):

Paul snorts and starts to unwrap his present. When he sees a glimpse of what it is, he stands up like a spring and starts bouncing around. “Oh my God, this is so sweet!”

I stand up now as well and try to look at the small package in the guitarist’s hand. “Let me see it.”

With bright eyes, Paul lifts the package up ceremonially, like Rafiki in the beginning of Lion King when young Simba is revealed to the kingdom. “Look at this… it’s so sweet.”

I dunno who I should tag, but @notafraidofredyellowandblue @nikonothere @homospeksuaali you can do this if you feel like it. ^^

#fanfic writing #hanhan rambles #tag game

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monstersinthecosmos · 6 years

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AO3 Filter Game

Rules: Go to your works page, expand all the filters, and answer the following questions!

@belovedsheith tagged me, I’m about to expose myself for being complete filth oops

1. What’s your first and second most common work ratings? Explicit (18) Mature (9)

oh wow it’s my only two ratings ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ .

2. What’s your most common archive warning? Least common? Do you consider yourself an adventurous writer?

Most common: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (22) haha go fuck yaself, live dangerously

Least common: Major Character Death (1)

I don’t know if anyone else notices but I do consider myself an adventurous writer for the reason that I challenge myself a lot. Even if it’s not evident to the reader like a lot of the stuff in my fics is stuff I’ve never written about before or stuff I used to feel really uncomfortable talking about so when I have an idea that feels over my head I try to take a shot at it anyway, and I’ve been learning to say things that I used to be embarrassed to say. And like when it comes to kink fic a lot of time that boils down to “This is a thing that super turns me on and I’m gonna write about it now even if it exposes me to everyone for being a complete freak” LMAO. I’m trying to be BRAVE!

3. How many fics have you written in each relationship category? Is this more accidental, or do you have preferences?

M/M (24) F/M (1) F/F (1) Multi (1)

I think it’s accidental but like, I mean!!!! I like to write about characters and relationships that interest me so that’s where I go. I guess it could be a preference but it isn’t really on purpose.

4. What are your top 4 fandoms by numbers? Are you still active in any of them, and do you tend to migrate a lot?

Vampire Chronicles (21) Yuri!!! on Ice (4) Voltron: Legendary Defender (1)

UM I ONLY HAVE THREE FANDOMS LOL But if you wanna dust off the archives and my ENTIRE FANFIC HISTORY I would say WRESTLING comes in no. 1 and Rammstein RPS would be in there somewhere? But I don’t tend to migrate a lot, I get like really obsessively focused. Most of my fandoming is based on VC, and I never really found YOI friends to hang out with but I read almost exclusively YOI fic for like the last year and a half until VLD distracted me, and I’ve been dipping into VLD fandom a little bit even though it’s kinda scary I’ve found that like the Sheith people are really cool and there’s a lot of awesome fanart!

5. What are your top 4 character tags? Does this match how you feel about the characters, or are you puzzled?

Daniel Molloy (16) Armand (15) Louis de Pointe du Lac (4) Lestat de Lioncourt (4) Absolutely no one is surprised.

Bonus, the top 4 relationships I have tagged Armand/Daniel (15) Lestat/Louis (3) Victor/Yuuri (3)

AND THEN ARMAND/MARIUS AND DANIEL/MARIUS ARE TIED WITH 2.

6. What are your top 2 most used additional tags, and your bottom 2? What would happen if you combined all 4 of these into a fic? Top Two: Anal sex (7) Blow Jobs (7)

Bottom Two: Hand Jobs (4) Pegging (3)

LMAO YIKES BYE I AM FILTH

Anyway if you combined all 4 into one fic you’d get The Lotus Eater, Armand/Daniel 24k

7. How many WIPs do you have currently running on AO3? Any you don’t plan on finishing?

I don’t post WIPs on AO3, I’m too scared. =P If you count The Usher series as a WIP that’s fine but it’s open ended never to be finished. Same goes for a my Trilogy of Daniel & Armand’s Sexual History Named After Opeth Songs which is missing the final piece for one day but idk if anyone noticed it’s a trilogy and I’m not gonna point it out when I post it. =P

8. Tag people! PLEASE DO THIS IF YOU USE AO3 I BEG, and tag me! I wanna know! Talk to me!

#fic #me af #i know all of these answers were very shocking #try not to be too overwhelmed by it LOL #stuff i wrote

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gammafish · 6 years

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Fanfiction writer asks Thank you @saantha and @writerforthetylwythteg ! ^^ <3

Okay, Caroline first cause you sent this to me like a week ago :’D 1) How old were you when you first starting writing fanfiction? My answer is really similar to yours, I think? I started years and years ago, maybe when I was 15 or 16? But I didn’t even know what fanfiction was lol. But before that I was writing a long looong story, kiiinda origina but also kiiiinda with a character based on an existing character from a show ^^’ I first published an actual ‘proper’ fanfic on AO3 when I was 19.

12) Who is your favourite character to write for? Why? Surprise surprise, but my I love writing ‘dark’, tortured, angsty, and tormented characters, wow, who would have thought xD I wrote for a few fandoms and I guess I have a favourite in each? In SNK it’s Levi, in X-Men it was Charles, in BBC Sherlock it’s Moriarty, and in Black Butler it’s... well, both Ciel and Sebastian. But I’d say that out of all of those, at least recently, I’ve been enjoying writing Sebastian; I wrote over 25k words of a series recently entirely from his POV, as you know, and it was fantastic to write, that fic is my little baby, my little pride and joy :’D I remember you saying that the fic read like something I was born to write, and that that demon was my perfect muse and my dude, it sounds so right XD

13) Who is your least favourite character to write for? Why? Hmmmmmmmmmmm no one comes to mind, really? Logically progressing from the previous question, I’m not the biggest fan of writing overly-happy, bubbly characters XD But I don’t think I have one I actually dislike. If I really hate a character, I probably won’t include them in my fic, or as little as possible.

16) How did you come up with the idea for xxx? (Guide Dog) Whump. I just wanted to write lots of whump xD And fear, and abuse, and recovery from these; describing the slow mental process of a character progressing from being scared of their own shadow to - through someone else’s kindness and patience - learn how to function again. I’ve wanted to try this for years and years, it’s been brewing in my head for so long, and I had so many plans and drafts, but somehow it just never took off until I came across SNK, and Eren’s story. And then of course it got a bit political, but honestly I’m kind of glad it took that kind of turn, I think it made it a more meaningful story than just an attempt at a feels-fest XD

21) Tell me about another writer(s) who you admire? What is it about them that you admire? Well, you know I obviously like your works because of how wonderfully fucked up they are, right up my street so :D In the SNK fandom, I love acidtowns who wrote Junkyard Dogs, and also julieofthwatertribe, and I’ve STILL got to read pinkheichou’s massive Ereri fic but people love it so I’m sure she’s good too x3 There are tons and tons of fics in that fandom that I love but these are the first few that come to mind. In BBC Sherlock fandom, Mad_Lori wrote this absolutely infamous ‘Alone on Water’ fic which is basically just a rollercoaster of angst and tears, it was amazing. SD_Ryan wrote amazing fics too, with Moran/Moriarty. I had a friend on deviantArt years ago, who wrote really good Rammstein fics too, she even wrote one for me! And of course, in the SPN fandom, the top of the top of Destiel fics; Twist and Shout by gabriel and standbyme. It’s the highest-rated (in terms of kudos) Destiel fanfic on AO3, and I can absolutely understand why. The angst in this is just indescribable, I wasted like an entire tissue roll on my tears. And then there were two fics; ‘To high places by narrow roads’ by Fossarian, and ‘Carry On’, by TamrynEradani. I don’t remember the first one too well, but it had lots of angst and issues of slavery like in Guide Dog, so I loved it lots, but the second one, ohhh the second one. The writer described a dom/sub relationship in the most perfect, wholesome, realistic way I ever saw written anywhere. I need to reread it soon now actually, because it’s a feast for the soul, I’m not even kidding XD And then finally, Black Butler fandom; chromehoplite, gxlden both write awesome stuff (and they collaborate a lot too and the results are aMAZING and they grace this fandom with sooo much content :’3) Severus_Divides_into_H is also writing a fantastic multi-chaptered fic which is so beautifully sad, dark and gothic and full of feels, honestly you can clearly see I have a type, when it comes to fics :’D

33) What’s the biggest compliment you’ve gotten? I couldn’t choose a single one, I’m flattered whenever I get any kind of compliment :’) But I live and breathe for the moments when people tell me that my fic made them cry. And honestly you gave me some of the best compliments lol, I wanted to launch myself into space when you said that Ciel’s death from my fic affected you and that you randomly found yourself thinking of that scene the next day, because you’re not even in the fandom T__T <3 And I wanted to do the same thing when a few people told me before they would buy a physical copy of Guide Dog, like, people would pay money for what I wrote?? How possible, nat.exe has crashed, reboot now. And hahah, recently when I comment on some Black Butler fics, once or twice I got a response that the author was glad to get a comment from me because they read my fic and they liked it, and that just blows my mind because???? Someone recognised me??? how possible?? Reboot again

49) Can you remember the first fic you read? What was it about? Uuuuuum I think it was actually a Rammstein fic, based on the ‘Ich Will’ music video. Angst and death all around ;-; But again, at that stage I didn’t really know what fanfiction was lol.

Bahaha I hope you enjoyed your novel, my GOD that took me so long XD

And hóhóhó Jázu thank you for asking too ( ͡◉ ͜ʖ ͡◉) <3

8) Where do you take your inspiration from? Uuuuugh that’s a tough one. Maybe overall just some messed up movies or books or other fics, and when I’m actually writing, it’s usually some dark or sad gothic music, or whatever else fits lol ^^ But I don’t write THAT much, so I don’t need a constant IV with inspiration, I suppose ^^’

18) Do you have any abandoned WIP’s? What made you abandon them? Yeeeeesss ^^’‘‘ Guilty as charged lol. I have at least one abandoned WIP in the BBC Sherlock fandom, X-men fandom, and supernatural fandom (in the last one, I remember it was some heavy angst - what a surprise - destiel wip that I actually tried to find a few days ago, but couldn’t which made me very sad lol cause I wanted to read over it :( ). I guess I abandoned them because there was no solid plot, and I only started writing them because I wanted to write some quick whump, or some feels, but didn’t have the determination to write a whole story around it XD

25) Have you ever cried whilst writing a story? ABSOLUTELY, with the amount of angst I try to squeeze in everywhere, I take it as a personal offense and lack of skills if I can’t make at least * myself * cry x’D Although, I’m writing this long multichaptered fic for Attack on Titan that I think I mentioned to you, and its close to 200k words, and there’s lots of angst, but it hasn’t made me cry as much as writing this other for, Black Butler, which is only 24k words. I cried for at least half of it lol, maybe because it’s much closer to canon, and the canon itself is so tragic and has me upset whenever I think about it ;__;

HOH ALRIGHT that’s me done, I think this actually took me around an hour to do XD But thank you guys, that was fun :3c <3

#saantha #writerforthetylwythteg #ffs caroline i always have to copy your url because i can never spell it #asks #fanfic writer asks #my work #my stuff #ehhh i dont know how to tag this

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lostlibraryofalex · 7 years

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Can you answer these fic ask game questions? Thank you. Do you read fic? Do you write fic? Favorite genre of fic? Favorite fandom? Favorite pairing? Favorite fic author. Favorite fic (or one of them)? One-shots or longfic? Do you read WIPs? What is the longest fic you’ve read? Favorite trope/element/scenario in fic? Least favorite trope/element/scenario?What turns you away the most from a fic?

Woah thanks so much for the ask!! You’ve brightened my day, I hope yours is just as good 😘

Do you read fic? Of course, it’s my life source, been reading it since I was 10

Do you write fic? I attempt to. Often it does not go well but it’s something I’ve been doing since I was 12 (link to my AO3 here if you like Stucky and Vicbourne)

Favorite genre of fic? Literally all of them, I’ll read pretty much anything

Favorite fandom? At the moment it’s ITV’s Victoria

Favorite pairing? Steve x Bucky, Victoria x Melbourne, Yuuri x Viktor and occasionally I become 13 year old me again and read Germany x Italy - honestly it’s hard to just choose one

Favorite fic authorAt the moment I adore the fics written by @rosncrntz

Favorite fic (or one of them)? I have different ones for different fandomsRammstein: The 100 Things That Rammstein Left Behind by Solitary_Shadow / @kimbkMCU: perfectly right wrong number by melonbutterfly / @ flylittlekoala which I always used to read when I had bad daysVictoria: Forks in the Road ~ The game we play by Nina36 which is amazing, simply for how well researched it is

One-shots or longfic? Long fic

Do you read WIPs?Only if it’s by an author I like or if there’s other works in the series

What is the longest fic you’ve read? Give Me A Label (I’ll Make Confett) by IBegToDreamAndDiffer I think is the longest I’ve read at 374.5k words

Favourite trope/element/scenario in fic? I love modern AUs, power imbalance (within reason) and fluff

Least favorite trope/element/scenario?Rape and non-con without a happy ending, enemies to lovers and deliberately cringy situations (damn you second-hand embarrassment and hyperempathy)

What turns you away the most from a fic?Walls of text. Pls break up your paragraphs, it’s far easier for your readers, particularly your neurodivergent ones

#alex.txt #alex.ask #ask games #post: text

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viking-writing · 1 year

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I have slowly began to write (editing previous chapters) on the fic series again...

Of course it feels weird and a little bit "empty" without that french baitch that I dedicated the story to. The same bitch that would just randomly ignore me months at a time before finally admitting how "she had changed now and had gotten other interests". Some days I still can't believe she did that, after all that I gave her of my time, money and passion for writing. Whatever. You have heard that sob story before already.

Point is; I know it will be weird these first weeks or even months, writing without her. But I know that feeling will pass. With time.

AAAnd of course my computer decided to suddenly "faint" and for a second I had to try and remember how I edited the chapters. I had to try and edited back to how I had improved it and I had to do it all over again! :)

LUCKILY THOUGH; My computer decided, very randomly, to save what I wrote anyway, but not before it had already given me a mini heart attack and the feeling of a stone in my throat :)

So Random :) Thank you my laptop! :)

I've learned my lesson; I've changed the settings to "Save automatically" and if that doesn't help then... next time my laptop decided to faint for 10 seconds and I find out that every bit of editing has been deleted... I swear to whatever god/s that exists or doesn't exist that I'll cry my eyes out in the corner (after tossing the laptop across the room! )

But so long, all is good! (For now at least!)

#It's slowly moving forward again....slowly #I hope I still will be able to get the first fic in the series done by this halloween as I have promised but I have my tiny doubts #bare with me I am struggling through this awkward phase...I have been writing this for almost 5 years #and I have never written anything on the story that the french byatch never read...its something I have to get used to now #so bare with me.. it's going forward again #the viking writes #rammstein fic series #rammstein fic #rammstein wip

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thegothicviking · 2 years

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How the Liebeslied Rammsteun AU Hulder fic series is made!

(Like a behind the scenes/making off..haha!)

🔊🔊🔊

#the viking writes #liebeslied fic series #wip rammstein fic series

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viking-writing · 2 years

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Chapter?? Because the night (Patti smith)

Take me now, baby, here as I am Pull me close, try and understand Desire is hunger is the fire I breathe Love is a banquet on which we feed

Come on now, try and understand The way I feel when I'm in your hands Take my hand, come undercover They can't hurt you now Can't hurt you now, can't hurt you now

…..

Because the night belongs to lovers

Because the night belongs to us.

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That night, Richard had once more been aligned with the universe. Once more he could feel the sun. Could see the stars. Had become one with the moon.

I am alive! I am finally alive!

And in that night, they had slept like lovers should: entwined. In warm embrace. Just like they had done on their wedding night. And on this night, there wasn’t any aloe vera. They had had lube now. And patience. Just like on their wedding night, so many years ago.

And the hotels towels and the sheets were definitely ruined. Made dirty. All wrapped around them. Yes. They were lovers again.

“I don’t care”. Richard had said, in his husband’s lap, when he had asked him about the sheets. Surprising the older man, as Richard had always been neat. And tidy. “I just want you.” He had whispered. With passionate eyes and soft pets across Paul’s hair. Brown hair that had turned half-silver. “I want all of you!” He continued. Kissing his older lover. “Come inside me!” Another kiss. “Don’t hold back. Come inside me. I don’t care about the sheets! Fick mich! Make love to me!”

And so, they did. Had even dared to try what had been an old favorite of theirs: ‘snake sex’. Richard on his stomach. Paul laying close on top of him from behind. Slow. Intimate. Like the snakes they had seen on discovery channel back in Schwerin. So many years ago. Ages ago. A whole lifetime ago! But Richard wasn’t scared this time.

There was no rush. No fear, as Paul would take his time. Time to explore Richard’s body again. Kiss the naked skin. Rediscover those sensitive spots. Kiss and lick the back of the neck. Oh how Richard had missed that. That tingle throughout his body, when Paul licked his spine. But Paul was being too careful, and Richard wasn’t scared. He grew impatient. Had to beg his lover: “Fick mich! Jetzt!”…..”Are you sure?” “Ja! Deeper!” “Aber…Reesh..if you are scared…” “I’m not!” And Richard had meant it. His husband could see the sheer determination in his eyes. “Ok…aber if you get scared…” “I won’t!” It will happen tonight. I can feel it!

The sex had been just like their wedding night: passionate, tender… animalistic. Raw. So close, they could feel each other’s breaths. So close, they could feel each other’s heartbeat. And just like their wedding night, it all ended in Paul’s lap. And for the 2nd time in a long, long time..in what felt like forever…Richard came! Curling his toes around Paul’s back. And Paul came about a minute later. Inside. And it was wonderful. Just wonderful. They had both found love again, and most importantly: Richard had found light again! Had found the universe!

…..

With a kiss to his husband’s shoulder, Paul had been the first to greet the next day. “Sonnenschein? Or is it too early?” He asked the younger man. “Mhmf yhf”. Paul chuckled. “Haha…Zorry Kätzchen. I don’t speak ‘pillow’…what did you say?” Richard turned to face him, and like always, or perhaps more now than ever, Richard was the most beautiful being that Paul had ever seen. Messy brown hair. Sleepy eyes. Barefaced. Perfect!

“Yeah I want sunlight.” But in those tired eyes, Paul could see there was a glimmer of hope. Which had been rare. And now even along with a smile that seemed genuine. And warm. Paul returned that smile. “I thought you liked to sleep in?” “Mmmmrh! Yeah….aaaaa-aaarh!” Richard stretched and yawned. Stretched like a cat. After all: there was a reason why he was Paul’s ‘Kätzchen’ “Aber…I’m tired of being inside….ya know? I’m restless! Wanna go out and do something!”

Hmm…There is my Kätzchen….I’ve missed you!

Paul leaned down back in bed. Rested his head in his own hand. Resting on his elbow. He puckered his lips, and Richard got the hint and kissed the man that had missed him so much, on the head. “Do what?” “I dunno….see something?…Statue of Liberty!? Hollywood!? Anything!” But the older man didn’t really listen. He was too excited for having his husband back. That Richard seemed like his old self again.

We needed this vacation… He thought, happily. Over how Richard had come back to him from fear. “Mmmmh?....Honig? Von meinem Honigkönig?” Paul coed. Begged. His eyes filled with nothing but adoration. Richard smiled too.

He is so süss…still can’t believe he is mine!

"Natürlich, Meinem Hasemann! Here you go!” Richard gave his husband what he wanted. Some ‘Honey’. A proper kiss. And that first kiss of a new day was always the best. According to Paul.

…

He stumbled naked out of bed. Feeling woozy. Kissing Richard felt better than any drug! He pulled away the heavy, dusty red curtains. Looked like it would be a beautiful sunny day, in New York. “Rrrrrh…Süsse arsch! Haw haw!” Paul smirked over his shoulder. Blushed. “Is that piece for me?” his husband kept teasing him. “Is that my breakfast!?” Causing the owner of the cute ass to blush even harder. “Nein! You are not going to bite it this time!” “Whaaaat? Bite you?” Richard pretended to be shocked. “Mhm! Ja you did!” “I would never..” “On our wedding night! You bit me, Reesh! In the Arsch! “I don’t know what you’re talking about…” “Mhm sure!” “I’m just sayin’ I like your ‘Booty’!” Paul sighed. “Is that a crime?” Paul sighed again. Kept blushing and grinning. Turned his head away and giggled. Thought that he might as well give Richard what he wanted: a little reprise of their wedding night. Bending his knees and shaking that booty. “Ooooh! Yeah! Shake it Herr Landers!” “It’s 'Herr Landers Kruspe'…actually!” Paul grinned over his shoulder. “Why?” “Hm? What do you mean why? …Why not?” “Aber I thought we agreed to take your name…” Paul turned around completely to face him. Naked and half stiff, in all his hung glory. “Did we?” “At least that’s what I always wanted…” Paul kept furrowing his brows. A bird flew by their window. Caught his attention. And it was hard for Paul to not look down and get scared, as he hated heights.

“Why can’t we take your name?” Paul asked. “I dunno…I just…” Richard shrugged his shoulders before wrapping the sheets into his own lap. “I just like ‘Kruspe-Landers’ better than ‘Landers- Kruspe’…that's all...” “Hm…I guess…” Paul frowned his mouth. “Aber..Hase! WhyAreYouSoFarAwaaaaay?” “Hm?” “Come Heereee!” Richard muttered and let out a hand. A hand with bare fingers. No nail polish. A sight that Paul would most likely never get used to.

“What about Tania? We can’t get too late for breakfast!” “Hase. This is supposed to be our honeymoon! I’m sure she’ll understand!… …And…” ……”And?” “Ich bin immer noch geeeeil!” Paul’s eyes widened. “Whoh….wha….Wow. Reesh! Did you not experience what I did!? What..did you sleep…through it all last night oooor..?” “Neeeein?” Richard grinned with playful eyes. “It’s just that….I’ve missed you. I’ve missed us…this!” “Oh Ja….me too aber..…Reesh….Ahahah hum….”

Ok. Paul couldn’t deny that it felt great to have his own ego stroked like that. To have someone ten years younger, still wanting him. And wanting him even more. Even after all those years. “ Und...du bist einfach …mmmh…. Du bist einfach so gut zu mir. And…I love you!“

There was a long pause. Except for the traffic outside. People rushing to work, or rushing to get home from night shifts. The Big Apple. The city that never sleeps. And Paul didn’t quite know what to say, as Richard would barely tell him that. ‘I love you’. Especially not after what had happened. “I …I love you too…Aber…Tut mir so leid…” Paul sighed and shook his head. “I’m not 35 anymore…” “I know…” “I’m …just…done Reesh! This Ständer doesn't really mean anything!”

The old Richard, from the beginning when they first became lovers, would have most likely pouted after hearing that. Would have most likely gotten a tantrum. Would have yelled something like ‘How dare you only giving me sex once a day!? Once a week!? Aren’t you a man enough!? Are you wasting your energy on someone else!?’ But during their relationship. Which had lasted nearly two decades now. Richard had grown. He had long realized that: sex and intimacy wasn’t about quantity, but quality. Besides…seeing the tell tale signs that Paul was in fact aging. The grey hairs seeping through all the brown. The belly he had grown and the wrinkles all over his face…To know that Paul was aging in font of him, and that he, Richard, was allowed to witness this: it gave the younger man relief somehow! As the fact that they both aged meant that the couple were truly embracing eternity together. Truly sharing a life together! “Ok.” Richard smiled warmly and nodded. “Aber come here.” “I’m done, Reesh. I came last night…Didn’t you hear what I said?” “Ja. I know! Just want to hold you.”

Oh….Ja that's ok.

Paul crawled back in bed and laid down in Richard’s lap. Over the sheets. While Richard ordered breakfast via the phone from the nightstand. Via room service, and after hanging up, he bent down and kissed Paul’s face. Paul was weeping. Softly. “ I….I have…I have been so…scared…f-for you…” “I know.” Richard pet and kissed his hair. “I never….I mean…I..l-love you..I j-just n-never t-thought w-we c-could…” “I know, Hase. You’re right. I never thought we would get through this either! Aber….it’s ok now! Really!” Paul sniffed, swallowed and looked up. “R-really?” “Ja. I’m not scared anymore. It’s fine!” “I-it…d-din’t…h-hurt?” “What? Last night?” Paul sniffled again and nodded. “Nein. Aw Paulchen! Oh! Du bist so süss! I love you! Aw. Don't worry, Hase! I’m ok! ...Haseee… What!? You thought you hurt me or something!?” “J-ja…I….I am….*sniff*”

I’m gonna kill him… Paul thought again. He will pay for this..

“Paulie it’s ok. I’m not scared! Or hurt! I promise! Honestly! Hunni! I know you would never really do that to me!” “I….I h-have…f-felt so…s-sick..a-and…w-worried.” Paul kept trembling, when thinking about what could have happened. And how he should have kept himself sober that night. How it should have never happened in the first place!

Oh Paulchen. Es tut mir so leid.

Richard now understood that he had forgotten Paul, in the middle of it all. Between all the guilt. All the fear..and shame…there was a husband that had stood by his side, the entire time. A husband that had grown sick with worry. A husband that Richard hadn’t noticed. Or really appreciated. “Tut mir so lied Paulie…” Richard kept whispering and stroking and kissing the trembling man’s hair. Kept whispering how much he loved him. Thanked Paul for his concern. Thanked him for everything he had done for him. Told him that he was alright. That he didn’t have to worry anymore. That it was over now. "It will be over now..." Held and comforted him until Paul eventually stopped shaking. Although he had shook even worse now than on their wedding night.

Oh how the tables seemed to have turned!

….

They got dressed in the standard white hotel robes, while accepting the breakfast from the room service. Didn’t bother to shower just yet. After all: It was their honeymoon. No rush. Tania would understand.

While eating strawberries and toast in bed (a breakfast very similar to the one they had had on their wedding night) Richard finally, at last felt calm again. Truly calm. And lucky:

Wow…he really does care about me…. can’t believe he is still here…We're both still here..together? After all this time... He's amazing!

Paul looked up, with puffed cheeks filled with strawberries. Looking like a hamster. “Haom?” Richard shook his head and smiled at his strawberry stuffed husband “Nichts.”

#this will be an actual chapter from the 2nd fic in the Rammstein AU Hulder 'Liebeslied' fic series #happy valentines day...thought you needed some fluff #paulchard #WIP Rammstein fic #the viking writes

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