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dredgesnails · 14 days

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stardew valley au where joel and skizz are new residents to pelican town (hermit town?). joel just inherited a large farm from his late grandfather and skizz is moving in with his old friend after reconnecting with him and wanting a fresh start. and the townspeople are like, kinda weird.

bdubs is fine enough - he’s a sweet man with a fun personality and he’s the local builder, but it’s almost frightening how fast he constructs new buildings when joel needs them. pearl, their resident postmaster, is also pretty normal other than the fact that skizz never seems to be awake early enough to catch her delivering mail. scar is lovely but he’s never available when joel wants another chicken. the mayor, xisuma, is pleasant too, if a little eccentric at times, but he doesn’t really seem to do much in town.

for the most part, skizz is settling in well. he’s moved in with impulse, who runs the local blacksmith in town, and he gets along well with most of the local townspeople. he’s started spending his evenings at the local saloon listening to ren regale the patrons with fantastical tales while he and stress serve up food and drinks, and he finds himself growing close with cleo, the local sculptor. he even gets a new wardrobe from hypno free of charge, and sometimes helps cub out with his totally scientific studies and creations.

skizz also joins forces with beef (who helps to supply the local general store that xb and keralis run) in terrorising the local manager of the corporate chain grocery store that no one likes. doc is a terrible manager but would make a fun supervillain (according to joe hills, the bookseller who appears once in a blue moon but seems to know doc more than anyone in town).

joel, on the other hand, seems to only be interacting with the strangest residents in town. he discovers the adventurer’s guild after only a couple weeks, and is only somewhat irritated by iskall’s refusal to pronounce his name correctly. false promises to give him prizes if he can kill enough monsters, which is not something joel had expected to be doing when he pictured farm life, but here he is. he stumbles upon a travelling cart one day, and the man inside insists he’s a knight from a faraway land, that he risked his life to make it all the way here to sell his wares. it’s all stuff joel can get cheaper elsewhere.

he’s pretty sure the local doctor has no real medical training, but then he passes out while fighting monsters and he wakes up completely fine, so zedaph probably knows what he’s doing. maybe. when joel isn’t passing out he sometimes makes trips to the library-slash-museum, which is probably almost completely empty because mumbo, who begs joel for anything to display, looks like he’s never fought a duggie in his life. eventually mumbo gives joel a key to the sewers, which are way cooler than they have any right to be, and that’s where he finds jevin’s secret sewer shop. jevin lives in town. he just also has a shop hidden underground. joel has stopped asking questions by now.

and then there are the three who live by the beach. etho spends most of his time tinkering around the fishing hut or hovering around bdubs, but sometimes he drives the bus to the desert. only sometimes. there might be something under his mask. no one knows for sure. gem runs the fish shop most days and she claims she’s a sailor, but joel has never seen a single working boat around despite all the ocean. she can also hold her breath underwater for an uncannily long amount of time, like, scarily so, and will sometimes disappear for a few days and return with an abundance of treasures. joel has never seen her leave by boat. grian fishes a lot and runs the shop when gem can’t, and he sometimes talks as though the sea can speak to him. skizz has caught him staring into space for extended periods of time. one time he waded into the water and just stood there, head down, muttering to himself.

apparently there used to be a lighthouse but “it’s gone now”. gem says if they ask bdubs nicely enough maybe they can build another one, but she and grian are banned from build requests after the last incident with their pet snails (joel has never seen the snails, but scar complains about them enough to convince him they’re real).

there also might be some kind of wizard who lives in the creepy tower in the woods. skizz has heard he’s the one who helps maintain the power in the valley, and joel’s convinced he hallucinated seeing him once until he recieves a letter from the wizard himself, and visits him only to find that the strange fire-creature he saw that one time was, in fact, tango, who is human for the most part, he just sets himself on fire sometimes.

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emdeerm · 7 months

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Idea!

Ex-Twin

Damian and Danyal were twins. They were very close but only within their mother's sight. Everyone else only ever saw a cold indifference.

Danyal has failed a mission at the age of 6 which resulted in his death. Damian was with him at the time and retrieved the body. In a desperate attempt to get his brother back, he tried to dip him into the Lazarus Pit.

The Pit took him away much to the heartbreak of the living boy.

Damian threw himself into an even more ruthless training and excelled at it. With time, Ra's was even happy that the other boy has died. It served as an excellent motivator to his heir.

Years passed. Damian has been with his Father for a long while now. He was now turning 22 and Father held a Gala in his honour. Damian has long since realised that it was quite unnecessary but it helped their covers and allowed him to make connections.

However, they were just as boring as ever. Same faces, same lies, same talks. Nothing aloevera changed

Until a new couple from a city Amity Park, came with two teenage children. Samantha, the girl, was expected. Her bright pink gown less so if any information on her was any true.

Her companion, a boy her age, clearly uncomfortable in the suit and tie, made the ground under his feet disappear.

He looked so much like Damian himself did at the age of 15. And his eyes were that familiar, haunting blue.

Damian excused himself from his current conversation, and gracefully strode out of the room past the young teens.

Maybe he was being paranoid. Most likely unreasonably hopeful. Perhaps he was behaving irrationally.

Nonetheless, long minutes later, the scan of a hair he managed to snag revealed the truth.

It was his brother.

He came back.

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Um... so, Maddie and Jack got dozed with some old Ecto at some point during very early stages of Maddie's pregnancy and Lazarus (Ectoplasm+Clockwork) infused the preserved genes of the baby, who died so early and had a glorious life of adventures ahead of him, into the barely formed zygot.

Danny's adventures happened. Phantom Planet not so much (unless you want it to be after the AGIT). Sam's parents finally made into an even bigger leagues and were invited to the Gala.

Danny had a bad feeling. Anything to do with the extremely rich was always problematic. No offence, Sam.

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bpdbranch · 5 months

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OH MY GOD???? BABY VIVA????????? STOP IT I LOVE HER

#WHY WOUKD THEY CUT THIS IM CRYING #trolls #trolls 3 #trolls band together #viva trolls #why woud u do this to me.#shes so #puts her in my pocket

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scr33ch1ng · 4 months

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I dont really understand the traumagenic vs endogenic discourse.maybe it's because I'm older, but I don't see the point. There's a million reasons why I could say it's irrelevant, but in life you're constantly going to see things you don't particularly understand , and you're just gonna have to get that sometimes, it's none of your business. It's none of my business how someone is a system or how many alters/headmates they have or what language they prefer. It's their own lives, not mine. A lot of traumagenics feel caught up in their own misery going "why would you want to be this way????" That's not really the question here.

Back in the truscum days, ppl would say the same thing: why would you want to be/make this character trans, obviously it's a condition that's only perpetuating misery.

Well maybe to you it does, but not to everyone else. Your experiences are not universal, and people will interpret the same exact situation differently based on their experiences.

At the very least, if someone wants to make an embarrassment of themselves, that's no skin off your back.

#'endos do not interact' grow up #also infighting is stupid. why would it matter if someones traumagenic or endogenic. theyre both plural.#i wouldnt give a fuck how a system friend came to be. I woukd just be like cool #another friend we can relate to

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evansbby · 14 days

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what would you do if Andy showed up to your place of work with flowers and lunch and told you he loved you in front of all your co-workers who thought it was the sweetest thing ever?

cry out of embarrassment and then call the police.

#LIKE?????#WHY WOUKD HE DO THAT I HATE HIM 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲#anon

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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 months

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Me, decorating my room: ...should I get a naruto poster?

Also me: If I search for naruto posters... they'll all make me angry in a way that's fucking unhinged

#and i was right. of course i was right. i wanna spit and bite #thry focus on the wrong things. why cant they just read my mind and make exactly what i specifically want?#why the fuck woukd i want an itachi poster??? i want a fucked up chakra tree sapping the people of their life force #i want naruto standing strong when everyones trying to tear him down. i want kushina telling naruto how much she loves him before she dies #i want iruka taking care of naruto when everyone else has turned their backs. but those make for bummer fucking posters #and i dont wanna hang my own art on my walls. maybe i need to go to an anime con. but i still feel like the artists would focus on the wron #things. ugh. i am become a naruto elitist. i just have too many feelings abt naruto >:-[#also. i live in the middle of nowhere in the mountains now so like i dont thibk ill b going to any cons.#also moving across the country is fucking exhausting and idk when ill have time to properly draw yet #naruto ramblings #is it too much to ask for everyone to interpret naruto like i do? in opposition of the writer?? is it me who's out of touch???#no. its the people who are wrong. lol me and my fucking naruto feels

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cheridraws · 8 months

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The effect these two idiots have had on my fucjing gender identity is RIDICULOUS, I’m taking that bounty for compensation gob bless

#my rambles #trigun #LIKE #these two cringefail ass losers showed up. beat the shit out of my cis (well. questioning cis) ass and ran away w it #lIKE. PLEASE #WHY WOUKD U DO THAT #my desired gender..#did. did I ever say I was going by he/her on here yet. did I forget to do that. is this a weird time to say that agsjshsj

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reignbowarbiter · 9 months

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take pen15 off of tiktok rn bc ppl dont get it

#cheese *blush*#theyre all hating on maya for being a ‘bad friend’ THEY WERE LITERALLY KIDS😭😭😭 ITS SUPPOSE TO BE THEM BEING KIDS.!!!! OF COURSE #BOTH GIRLS ARE GOING TO BE ANNOYING AND MEAN TO EACHOTHER SOMETIMES😭😭#and u can always tell when ppl didnt watch it bc maya HAD been a good friend to ana multiple times but they both made mistakes #and accidentally hurt eachother😭 also ppl saying ‘mayas the type to do xyz’ and its something so horrible like thats a real person😭#the whole show is based off of them like why r u saying maya woukd fucking suibait someone THATS A REAL HUMAN.!!!!!!!#also i hate how they make fun of how the girls look like obviously they have makeup on and stuff but they really do look like that irl😭#its especially bad with maya cus everyone thinks shes ugly and hates on her 10x more than ana like just admit ur racist…#also its so ironic how there was an entire episode in the show where everyone was talking about how ume was so cute and maya felt bad #bc she was also asian and no one was saying that to her and literally everyone is bashing how she looks in the comments #while talking about how attractive shuji is in the same breath like guys . hello #i could talk endlessly ab pen15.. literally one of my fav shows and it makes me so sad to see ppl who havent even seen it say they hate #both maya and ana:(

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alchemiclee · 7 months

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been looking in tags for a few days now to see if anyone else found the whole high cloud quintet and related story to be a bit.....poorly written, nonsensical, contradictory, full of plot holes and loose ends, etc. apparently i'm not the only one. (and i'm not even talking about shipping stuff, because any time I saw someone mad about bad writing, someone always replies to be homophobic and laugh about failed ships. weirdos.) it could have been so good but was thrown into the garbage for the most part (IF you noticed all the plot holes and contradiction. if not, then it's a fine enough story tbh. I expect most people to see it on surface level and not read all the little hidden lore bits and try to piece it together like my autistic brain did. which is ok! enjoy it if you liked it and ignore me 😆)

#apparently one of the writers did it on purpose. wont explain here. you can find it elsewhere. but it makes sense now #that's why it fell apart and didnt make sense in the end #ive seem people say anyone mad about it is a shipper and thats why. they use it as an excuse to be homophobes #youre gross get out of thos fandom. im here as someone upset about the story who was very skeptical about any ship theories and focused #more on plot theories and overall friendship and stuff so its not even about shipping you het weirdos!!!#the contradictions and plot holes are bd regrdless of who you ship lmao stop reducing it to that #aure its fine if you ignlre those plot holes. but it happened to be the little plot holes that interested me the most so its obvious to me😅#cant wait until a talented writer in the fandom rewrites the whole story a lot better and fills in the holes and ties up the end better #please someone do this 😭#words #hsr #i just wanted a close found family who met a tragic end #my idea for a better way to write it is dan feng wanted free from the high elder cycle and yingxing helped him create a new elder #but it went wrong and failed because the preceptors fed him wrong info hopong it woukd destroy dan feng since they hated him #instead it was yingxing that died and dan feng selfishly brought him back somehow and thats why hes immortal and hates dan heng now #they created a monster in the process that made a mess and baiheng died trying to kill it maybe but hit its weak spot #so it was weaked enough for jingliu to slay it #maybe for a plot twist jing yuan somehow knew the preceptors were up to something and didnt stop the two because #they were too stubborn and he knew it would do nothing #we know the dragon heart disappeared so either it ended becoming bailu in the end #or it could be inaide blade bow. another fun possible plot twist. they never explained where it went so it coukd be a n y w h e r e #i had other ideas but i forget now. bht baiheng deserves better as well. just being a plot mechanism to make two dudes be stupid #is kinda bland and boring and wasted her character. she deserves better too!!!!#id write this if i had the time and brain power but ill hope someone else does it instead #OH yeah i forgot a big idea. dan feng and yingxing perhaps try to also kill the arbor and end the abundance and long life/reincarnation #and maybe that was one part that led to it all going wrong or something. since yingxing wanted revenge on the abundance for destroying #his home and family???? and dan feng wanted to escape the cycle? similar wants that worked together snd failed #these are all ideas from past theories i read and my own ideas i came up with all of which are better than what that bad writer did!#these are very incomplete ideas that im sure someone else can write better #lee rambles

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marinerainbow · 7 months

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Hey! So that last comment you tagged me in on that Moony ask got me thinking.

Imagine that Poppy had begin to get mixed up with the Toon Patrol when she was acting. Specifically when she was doing movies with wild, aggressive, dangerous, ferocious Moony and he has an odd wolfie claim over her. Not romantic or sexual (well okay maybe a tiny bit but subconscious), just- that's his co-worker. His protagonist. Poppy's kindof annoying but she's his and the weasels are bad fucken news. She'd be dumb to get mixed up with them. He thinks he needs to keep her away from them. (Fucken weasels)

He acts rude and gruff and dangerous about them and her. She's scared and doesn't understand, Greasy's thinking damn- this chica sure has a terrible boyfriend (he keeps getting threatened and sometimes bit), Smartass is like 'I dont need this.', etc.

What do you think? 😅 Just a dumb little idea. Going on anon cuz I am nervous-

You don't have to answer this XD 😆

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No no no it's not dumb! You get back here we are having a TED TALK-

Um... I think I should probably add a TW for possessive behavior? And/or harmful co-worker relationships? It's not necessarily coming from a place of malicious intent, and it's not Moony's fault that he was drawn to be this aggressive, but still.

Ok ok ok. First off, the thought of Feral Moony having more comprehensive thoughts than people expect him to! Granted, it's not by much; I doubt even he fully realizes his feelings and beiw towards his co-star. Moony was drawn to just be a mindless monster, so the fact that he managed to get this much thought process (*sees the annoying rabbit being around dangerous weasels* *goes into 'keep away' mode*) is pretty surprising in and of itself. And possibly led to the Stein Brothers to come to the conclusion sooner or easier that they need to get rid of this brute they created before he gains enough free will thoughts to go against them.

But, as you said, the way he goes about this is not at all the right way. Moony, at this point in time, only knows how to be an angry beast. He gets irritated at the littlest of things, especially how he's been chasing that rabbit for seemingly years now, but hasn't caught her yet (in some films, he does. But then when the cameras cut, Moony sees Poppy is... Well, not fine, but alive??? He just had his teeth around her neck! And in some films, he's the one who dies- the first time that happened, bro got humbled real fast) So Poppy is a source of frustration for him. But she's still his co-star. It might subconsciously be a 'if anyone is going to finish this chase, it's going to be me' thing for him, along with the fact that she's his protagonist. These giggling weasels can go get their own.

Imagine him coming up when Greasy is flirting with Poppy! Or Psycho is being his usual loony self with her. I can imagine Moony getting particularly aggressive with these two; Psycho because he's another horror villain toon, and he's sneaking up on his protagonist. And Greasy because he doesn't like the way he licks his chops at Pops or looks at her like she's meat (it could also be because out of all the weasels, Poppy would be scared/wary of these two the most at first). Feral Moony hates Smartass, because of his loud and smart mouth. He also doesn't like Wheezy and how God awful he smells. Nor Stupid with how annoying he is like Poppy (Feral Moony didn't like ANYBODY).

Meanwhile, Poppy - she's so damn tired, man. She just wants to move to a beach house and live by the seaside! Yet she's got Moony on her tail constantly, and now these weasels... Well, they seem friendly enough, but if they started their criminal lives at this point in time, then Poppy would still be anxious around them. And this is pre-working-on-herself Poppy; girl is shaking like a chihuahua on a good day. If this was before they were too bad, though. Poppy would have an easier time befriending them (I'm thinking maybe she was nice to one, maybe Stupid since he's the most approachable, and then he went back to the others like "I made a friend!" And soon enough they decided to go see what was up. And now Pops has at least one weasel coming to the studio everyday XD)

Oh my lord. If Poppy ever heard that Greasy at least thought that Moony was her boyfriend, she'd have a stroke. She couldn't ever imagine dating him! She'd be like "Boyfriend?! Wh-Why would y-you say that!?" Girl can't even think about getting that close to anybody right now. Let alone with her beastly co-star.

May I raise you; Moony, after he's worked on himself and is trying to turn around, remembers Poppy and how she's hanging around the patrol. He wants to help her and make sure she's ok, but he also remembers how much he hurt her and doesn't want her to think he's being his old self again. Not to mention the fact that if the weasels remember him, they'll no doubt not take kindly to his presence.

Poppy and him still meet the same way. Though Moony is even more careful now; keeping his voice quiet, crouching down to Poppy's level and hiding his teeth and claws so he doesn't scare her, while explaining that he truly is sorry for their former relationship, and asking if she's doing ok. It might take Poppy a tad longer to trust him in this timeline, since they had a more... For lack of better term, involved relationship. But she'd still be able to see he's not the wolf she was afraid of before.

Oh-ho, boy. Imagine Poppy trying to re-introduce her new boyfriend- her actual boyfriend this time, Greasy- to the same weasels he snapped at before. None of them trust him, for obvious reasons. And Moony understands. He is relieved that at least they don't treat Poppy so bad, but he's still worried about her getting mixed up with this gang.

How do YOU think the weasels would react to all this? (You don't have to reblog and answer if you're too nervous ^^ I'd love to hear your opinion, but you don't have to!)

Wait... If Poppy got to know the weasels during her acting career, when Moony was around, that meant she had them as friends when she started dating Henry and Ben... Oh she's going to be just fine now! :D (well not fine, fine. These assholes are still dicks to her. But she won't have to worry about them for too long >:D)

#btw ANON im working on that Henry Ask! i just gotta figure out what woukd be bad for him 😅#because- like you said- if Henry can do all that to Poppy; what WOULD be bad for him?#but i swear im working on it! xD #asks #my own characters #Moony Wolf #Poppy #Smartass weasel #Greasy weasel #Wheezy Weasel #Psycho Weasel #Stupid Weasel #wfrr #Who Framed Roger Rabbit #disney #disney villains #post before work #bro i woke up WITH A START a 2 AM today. decided why not and checked my phone #saw THIS ask. READ this ask. and i couldnt go back to sleep until my alarm went off #how could you do this to me? /j #the thing about Moony is that he genuinely has no idea why hes so angry #it took somebody in toontown (maybe Poppy herself?) asking him what made him so upset #until he he managed to pause abd ask HIMSELF that question too. And it just led from there #Moony nowadays still feels anger ofc. But he tries his best to keep it under wraps.#He doesnt like being angry ir irritated. it reminds him of what he once was. he might actually go hide in his room or something if he can-#if he can feel his anger reaching a broiling point. at that moment its best to leave him alone

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trans-xianxian · 9 months

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does anybody have any advice on seeking a diagnosis for chronic fatigue or just like. a chronic illness in general? I don't know how to bring up something specific like that w my doctor without like... seeming like I'm trying to diagnose myself and being dismissed

#I've never actually had a real appointment w this doctor before either so I don't rlly know what to expect from him yknow #I don't want to just pointedly bring up symptoms either #every time I've gone to the doctor before w problems they've either dismissed me #or been like okay we'll do some blood tests :^) and then nothing happens #so idk how to bring up a specific thing that I think is going and want medical evaluation of and help with #without coming off. a certain way idk #or being asked why I've never brought it up before if its been a problem like forever #and like. I have mental health stuff and insomnia and I don't want it to be brushed off as that...#anyway any advice woukd be much appreciated!!!#ghost posts #text

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saulbaby · 1 year

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My toxic trait is that I kinda ship Garrus and Miranda

#fully convinced that the only reason they never actually talked in the games #is bc theyre both speak in such a sexy aloof way #that both of them talking that way to each other would just sound like theyre gonna bang #i wrote a couple scenes wjth them a while back in a shakarian fic and had to cut them #bc it was like effortlessly sexy and forth banter #and i couldnt even make them friendly with their me2 vibes without it turning shippy #i am. convinced the me2 writers ran into the same problem.#ik a lot of ppl dont talk much but they really really never do #the only thing is that if you dont have jack hes like half of us dont even trust you and objects when miranda #volunteers to be squad leader #but it doesnt make any sense bc when hr first gets there hes like cool guns shouldve joined up sooner lol #and clearly never has an issue with the cerberus thing #so whys he the one who randomly doesnt trust miranda and not tali who has spoken to miranda #and does not trust her #anyway. garrus and miranda is a secret ship that they dont want you to know about bc it makes too much sense to not happen #and then neither woukd ever get romanced bc youd see them together and be like no they beling together actually #i feel like i should be writing this much more ironically but im really not i think ive come to ship it more as i wrote this #theyre basically neo noir femme fatale and vigilantr detective #send post #what if i wrote a fic #.........#god i wanna write a fic. why do i wanna writr a fic and do art?#like suoer slinky sexy femsheps kinda annoy me in art tbh bc no matter how u play she never really has that vibe in game #but it does work next to garrus is the thing #miranda fits that bill #im gojna write a fic #what would it even be about holy shit #ok like. i honestly always habe shep push back against the vigilante thing bc if theyre anti cerberus they should probably #also be against what garrus is doing #depending on the reasoning but overall they have similar goals

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stonerzelda · 9 months

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gdi i slept in after i woke up eaerly WTF MAN!! I was having a v stressful dream and that took priority ig ffs

#awful dream like wtf. i was with these guys who were doing a school project about historical events and they wanted to write abt our house #so apparently the knly way to do that was to kill their dog but not even do it right to the point it was suffering like WHY!!!!#WHY WOUKD I DREAM ABT THAT #has nothinf tk do w how i fell asleep the the iasip ep where they cracked the liberty bell. or that i was listening to #preachers daughter again #i was trying 2 save this dog man but now im screwed -_-

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iloveyouitisruiningmylife · 8 months

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i want to be a part of a big group of people who love each other SO BAD i want to have a friend group i want to care and love many people at once i want to belong feel a sense of community but i am so isolated i don't even have one single friend and am i just going to die alone probably yes right im already 20 years old and this 19 year old guy at office was like we were both waiting counting down the minutes till 4 pm so we could go home and we were like yaar kal parso bhi aana padega sunday kitna door hai but then he was like yaar do yk it's already been a month here and time is passing so fast and im not doing anything that people my age do im sitting in a locked office my whole day and aise hi sunday ka wait karte karte 2 saal ho jayenge fir job main bhi aise hi lagega and yaar aise tog puri zindagi hi nikal jayegi and i was like what the fuck shut up you're so right and im already 20 and i feel so lonely and other people are so fucking normal and happy and enjoy festivals while im sitting here worrying about how to finish my backlog watch lectures my life is so small limited to 10 books one course and i feel so on the outside of everything what the fuck man how do i live like this 🧍

#there was janmashtmi celebration in our building and the guys they fell like 3 baar but they got back up again and again with even more #energy and finally did it and everyone was so fucking happy and the music was so loud that go go go govinda song and i remember loving this #song loving the dance in it since when do i feel so distant from it i don't understand why but everyone was celebrating and i felt like #crying and and i was being so irritatble with everyone and i asked my sis if is it okay if i eat maggi bc i think im hungry and it's d #driving me crazy and she said ofcourse it is okay and do you want to go and eat ice cream EVEN THO SHE DOESN'T LIKE GOING OUT AT NIGHT AND #LIKES FASTING SO SHE WOULDNT EVEN HAVE ONE SHE WAS JJST ASKING FOR ME 😭😭😭#and this fucking icai they sent a whole ass laminated certificate that i saw just now my mom gave me printef on thick paper #my name in times roman saying i passed inter level???? i had no idea they did something like this marksheet already aa chuki thi😭#it fucking feels like god is sending a sign that this is what you're getting for sacricing your happiness hang in there I DON'T KNOW #EVERYTHING IS MAKING ME CRY IS THIE EVEN WORTH IT AND I BLAME IT SO MUCH BUT WOULD I EVEN BE HAPPY WITHOUT IT WOUKD I EVEN KNOW HOW TO BE #happy

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cassettedec · 1 year

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?????

#WHO TOLD HIM TO DO THIS #WHY WOUKD HE DO TBIS #anyway....#val kilmer #lore dec

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instantarmageddon · 2 months

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Also I spent so long thinking I struggled with school bc I was lazy and just wasn't trying hard enough only to return to school as a fully grown adult and still have the exact same struggles!!! Both extremely vindicating and heartbreakingly disappointing anyway I kind of want to just drop out

#focusing on one assignment for too long PHYSICALLY HURTS like idk how to explain it but it feels like doing math as a kid #flipping between assignments helps a little but FUCK i need like. a new brain #i just keep hearing the ghost of my dead dad saying 'if you cant do it perfect dont do it at all'#which is what he said to me then i was 10 and talking about how i didn't have time to finish an assignment but woukd turn in what I had #anyway that bad advice has haunted me ever since and is why i never turned anything in ever again lmao #i was like oh well id rather them think im lazy than stupid #but the truth is im both i guess!!!!!!!

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