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linkemon · 3 years

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Endeavor x Reader (selfship)

Selfship made for DarcDevil on Wattpad with a special wish for a Soulmate AU.

Friendly reminder that English is not my first languge. You can check my Masterlists both in English and Polish here.

✧ You work at Todoroki's agency. You were initially on an internship but he hired you right after graduating from U.A. Another year of your work has passed and you have gradually started noticing Enji's changes. You know that he regrets his actions and tries to mend family relationships.

✧ You noticed his tattoo after one of the battles when an ambulance was taking him to the hospital. Exactly the same little forsythia was on your arm. You searched for its meaning a long time ago and you were surprised how much it matches your relationship. Expectancy.

Each of you was waiting for something and still is. You for reciprocity and he for his family's forgiveness. You are in this together.

✧ It was after that discovery that you realized you've been feeling something towards him for a long time. However, you decided not to say anything for the time being. No moment seemed right for you.

✧ You were with Enji when everyone turned away from him. He happened to confide in you with his problems. He used to do it rarely. Now, more often. You are the only employee with whom he has a private relationship outside of work. He tries to be professional but sometimes life is too much for him.

✧ You had a lot of paperwork in the office after All Might left. There were many new villain incidents, and he became the new Number One. This has put a lot of new challenges in your way.

You were often sitting late by the office desk. He always brewed your favourite coffee or tea. If he saw you falling asleep, he would wake you up and drive you home. He is a very good driver. You liked those times. The car was very comfortable and the view on cool nights was beautiful. You didn't have to say anything (each of you was exhausted). Paradoxically, this brought you closer.

✧ You like to make fun of him sometimes. Within reason, of course, because he's your boss.

You also love seeing Hawks mocking him. You guys make a nice duo and joke around together.

✧ Your impertinence manifests itself in battles with bad guys. You always find great texts to serve them. Endeavor tells you to stop fooling around but deep down he is amused. Especially because many people quote you and say they're his sentences. He's hopeless at such things.

You also take the lead during interviews often loosening the atmosphere. Todoroki can be very serious. You remind him to smile which he does reluctantly.

✧ He can't interact with fans at all. You taught him the basics and he still learns. If he has to take a selfie you must be on it. You ask people to tag you when they post them on social media. Thanks to this you have a lot of pictures with Enji.

✧ He knows that you are strong and independent. He partially sees his younger self reflected in you. He would like to warn you against going to the extreme as he experienced it himself. He doesn't show concerns well but he tries. He will stop you in time by offering help.

✧ His fight with Hood was devastating for you. Mainly because you took the day off and was outside of city. You could only watch the broadcast live with all the citizens. Your determination made you run out in search of the train back. You were buying a ticket and nervously holding the phone with your other hand so that you could see all messages.

You felt tremendously relieved when he raised his hand victoriously but you also knew his injuries were extensive.

✧ You haven't been by his bedside as long as his family. You helped him in another way — by running the agency while he was away. You knew that was what he would wish for. Someone had to save people when he recovered.

He thanked you briefly and succinctly but you knew it meant a lot coming from him. You felt appreciated.

✧ You don't know what to think about children and Rei. It's hard for you not to be a little jealous of them but you understand how important they are to him. Some confrontations cannot be avoided.

To your surprise, Shoto likes you very much. He once told you that you have a good influence on his father. He also thinks you're a great hero.

✧ Now that the situation is fairly stable you are wondering whether to tell Enji that you are soulmates. You're afraid of his reaction given your entire relationship. However, you also don't want to hurt yourself by being stuck in the unknown. The choice is yours...

#endeavor x reader #endeavor #bnha x reader #boku no hero academia x reader #soulmate au #todoroki enji x reader #selship #hawks #takami keigo

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levinson-mannion · 3 years

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Currently watching Call the Midwife Series 6 Episode 1 and ruining commentary will probably be added.

Under cut and for the first point calling all CTM Turnadette writers XD

1. Omg can you imagine if Sister Bernadette was still in the order and Sister Ursula was put in charge, even before her questioning. Can you imagine her questioning as well??? Please can someone write this as a fic.

2. On the subject of Sister Ursula the way she told Sister MJ hurt and I despise her.

3. SISTER URSULA KNEW THAT SHELAGH WAS PREGNANT. Or at least had strong suspicion, the comment on eating for two, she can’t if not meant any thing but a jab by it.

4. Sister Monica Joans little hitting of the duster on to the chair is both heartbreaking and sweet because of how much she cares at the same time.

5. Little Mickey is so cute.

6. From the first time I watched this I knew Leister was trouble.

7. SISTER URSULA TOOK THE TV AWAY I HATE HER MORE!!!!

8. Love Delia and the radio.

9. Ugh the party.

10. The worry when the lady seen Phyllis.

11. Tom is so enamoured.

12. The fact that CTM show a domestic abuse couple to me is perfect- showing what happens in real life and how anything can happen to anyone.

13. Also I will throw Leister in prison with ‘Dock road’ up where the sun don’t shine.

14. Mickey 🥺.

15. Favouritism shown by Phyllis to Sister Julienne, not that I am complaining- I would as well.

16. Sister Winifred and Shelagh’s conversation sends me into a fit of giggles every time 😂

17. And the face expressions from the two 😂

18. Not bloody boxing mate.

19. Not everything fine Barbra

20. You can not call yourself a father mate.

21. The panic in her eyes 🥺

22. Well he can't throw a good punch if he can't see and is scared.

23. Peter!!!!! :)

24. I mean, what Peter said is not helping but I still like him, he is just doing his job.

25. No Sister Ursula, you are killing the conversation not the television love.

26. Everyone's expressions says it all.

27. The company will never be enjoyed when you are around Sister Ursula.

28. The police really messed up their.

29. She stood up! Not the best decision but I love her for it.

30. Playing a game 😭

31. DON’T YOU DARE TALK TO SISTER MARY-CYNTHIA.

32. She's out!

33. Sister Juliennes ‘Hurry’.

34. Shut up Sister Ursula.

35. They seen the burns. The look of worry on Sister Mary-Cynthia's face in particular.

36. Dr Turner!!!! THE WAY HE TALKED ABOUT HIS KIDS LITTLE DOES HE KNOW HE IS GETTING ANOTHER I’M SQUEALING!!!

37. When she said church bells I thought of Carrie Underwood’s song Church Bells, which fits situation

38. Yet again, SHUT UP SISTER URSULA!!!

39. You go Sister Julienne! You go girl! She is an icon.

40. What the hell is Leister doing here. He can go to hell.

41. Shelagh 🥺 nothing else to say.

42. Tom marks everything.

43. Little insensitive Barbra.

44. Trudy is amazing- she is so brave!

45. You can see Dr Turner really wanted to kill Leister then

46. Sister Mary-Cynthia 🥺🥺 the PTSD is showing so badly 😭😭

47. The hug.

48. Shulienne moment 🥺 it's so serious BUT I WILL LOVE IT IN TWO SECONDS.

49. The sickness!!!!!

50. ‘Breakfasts have been impossible’ EKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!! I am grinning ear to ear.

51. The way the two understand each other and how happy Sister Julienne is for her- I mean the little ‘Breakfasts?’ I'm dying eeek!

52. She's the first to know 😭

53. Sister Julienne is so not afraid 😭 she is to happy.

54. She never stopped praying!

55. I KNOW HOW YOU ARE GOING TO TELL HIM!!!

56. You tell her Phyllis!

57. That mother is a pig.

58. Dr Turner and Sister Mary-Cynthia 🥺

59. Patsy’s letter omg.

60. Phyllis said that so aggressively I laughed but I shouldn't 😂

61. Oh no Patsy.

62. She is brave, so so brave.

63. I yet again say shut your mouth Sister Ursula!

64. North field! I mean it works.

65. IDIOT SISTER URSULA! You sent her away and I promise that won't help.

66. Unscheduled is one word for it.

67. Patsy and Delia is so cute.

68. Phyllis and Trudy!

69. A ring!

70. The voice over!

71. Almost time for telling Patrick!

72. Angela watched Shelagh!!!!!!!!!! Also, if Laura can draw in real life I want to see

73. Special is the understatement if the century.

74. Yay for Trudy!

75. AHHHHH SHELAGH US ARRIVING I’M DYING

76. THEIR LOVE LANGUGE IS LETTERS AND NOTES

77. From me and someone else.

78. He opens it so fast 🥺

79. Please will you be/marry my day I'm crying 😭😭 their relationship is so pure

80. The smile and nod!!!!! 🥰

81. The spin and holding each other!!

82. The way she is wearing her Nurses uniform shows so much development. (I mean if you want to go further she was in her postulant clothes when she probably first read anything of his) She first read the letters in her Habit, she read the proposal in her new lay clothes, she did not really have a place at that point, then she signed Angels adoption papers in her housewife clothes, kind of stuck between jobs, and know she has a husband, a family at Nonnatus and a family which is expanding and a job- as in a nurse with full character development (well there is still more to come but whatever)

83. Phyllis wave is everything 😂

#commenty was added #i don't know why I'm doing this #I have watched this before #5000000000 #times #just middle of a breakdown and one of my fav episodes is cheering me up #CTM helps me so much #maybe choose a wrong episode #but Shelaghs pregnant and that's all I am paying a attention to right now #call the midwife #turnadette #teddy turner #CALL THE MIDWIFE IS THE BEST

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eye-cri · 4 years

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aaaa I just couldn’t resist wanting to do this! Alphabet hcs (Fluff/Sfw style~)

I’m gonna do this for both Najlynn and Aidma!!!

A is for Adventure: something they haven’t done but have always wanted to

Both: Travel around the world and experience different cultures and have pure wild adventures to get to see beautiful sights. And they’d also want to help those they see that are in need of help and put them in a good place.

B is for Butterflies: How they act when they’re nervous

Aidma: Fidgets a lot. Usually she’ll fidget with her hands and kind of shift in place. It seems to get on other people’s nerves though....

Najlynn: Her feet tap a lot on the floor and she’ll fidget her tongue in her mouth. Her eyes can’t seem to stay focused either.

C is for Crush: what is it like when they have a crush? How do they know/act?

Aidma: She’ll be blushing more around them. When she gets even just a simple complement she’ll go shy mode. But she can still interact with them casually of course. She’d most likely find out about the crush when she’s taking one of her nature walks. Shy complement giver but she wants to show that she notices the little things about her crush.

Najlynn: Smiley smiley :). She’ll be your little comedian. She makes people fall for her through her jokes for the most part. She’d give you complements confidently a good amount too~

D is for Date: describe an ideal date for them

Both: They don’t really have date ideals just as long as both sides enjoy the time spent together that’s enough for them ❤

E is for Essential: what is one thing they could NEVER go without

Aidma: Well,,, support. trauma still haunts her to this day and she appreciates every bit of support she gets. I don’t think she’d still be here if she hadn’t had support....

Najlynn: Her close friends that understand her thick and through. They are her shields from the hate she gets for just being her (because she’s pan-sexual and poly-amorous).

F is for Favorite: a favorite anything- food, place, smell, book, etc.

Aidma: Spicy chips are one of her favorite snacks. Any lake/pond is a favorite place of her’s. wood, flowing water and however Zeus smells are her favorite scents. :> Her favorite books are academia books.

Najlynn: Macaroons with whipped cream and coffee is her favorite snack. Cafes, parks and board walks are her favorite places. Flowers, books, freshly gritted coffee beans and grass are her favorite scents. Her favorite books are also academia books (but she leans towards light and romantic academia books).

G is for Giggle: how they laugh/what makes them laugh

Aidma: Usually it starts out soft and she’ll be covering her mouth but it goes further it’d get a a bit louder and she’ll be clutching her stomach. Sometimes she just bursts out in loud laughter but tbh its rare.

Najlynn: She always purses her lips before laughing. always. And she never holds back, she can sometimes be the loudest laugher which can sometimes cause people to look at her weirdly but she never notices it.

Both: They both snort a bit in their laughs and i find that really cute uwu

H is for Holding Hands: Do they like holding hands? Are their hands warm or cold? Pinky promises?

Aidma: Y E S PLZ. her hands are warm uwu. also a big yes for pinky promises. Pinky promises are extremely important to her and if you break it then you break a lil piece of her :(

Najlynn: handholding is such a cute thing to do in her eyes so yes. her hands are actually cold! Pinky promises she sees as cute childish things to do. she usually doesn’t take them seriously but if the other person takes them seriously then she will too.

I is for Inside Joke: something they do that everyone thinks is funny but they don’t understand

Aidma: When she’s mad at Zeus she’ll call him pin-chan or pinny just because he hates it. He said “those are to much of childish names” for him lol. He especially hates it when its in front of people.

Najlynn: She likes adding the word girl in the most serious of sentences. ex “I am sorry for the death of your father girl”. Some kind of dark humor that is.....

J is for Jinx: Are they Superstitious?

Both: No, they usually make fun of superstitious people together.

K is for Kiss: how do they kiss?

Aidma: usually soft, and full of emotions. They leave you with a nice fluttery feeling. But when she’s horni she’ll be very passionate and you’ll be left to have to catch your breath.

Najlynn: itty bitty kisses and even though they were little, because there were so much you have to catch your breath.

L is for Love Languge: what is their love language? How do they give and how would they like to receive love?

Aidma: whether subtle or not, she gives constant reminders that she loves them. gifts, hand holding, cuddles, hugs and ect are her ways of expressing love. But she prefers to be shown love physically. You don’t even have to say the words to her, but affectionate touches are her favorite way of getting love.She also likes looking into the eyes of her lover lovingly and seeing the same look on their face looking at her (even tho she’s really shy about this).

Najlynn: She likes whispering sweet nothings to her lover and seeing their reaction. That’s her favorite way of showing love. She also likes getting shown physical affection.

M is for Meant to be: how/when they know someone is “the one”

Aidma: That when she spends time with them, it seems to go by so fast. That’s honestly what she really wants with someone.

Najlynn: That they’re okay with how she wants the relationship to be and it actually ends up working out. it never seems to work out with any body like this and she just wants someone who is cool with being in a polyamorous relationship.

N is for Nickname: a nickname they would have or their favorite thing to be called

Aidma: her nicknames are: Adi, Didi/Di, Dia and, Mani

Najlynn: her nicknames are: Naji, Naj, Nana, JeJe (its pronounced zhe zhe) DISCLAIMER: NEVER CALL NAJLYNN, LYNN. just don’t. She hates it and will end up breaking your arm if you do.

O is for Organization: are they clean or messy?

Aidma: clean for the most part, sometimes she is a little messy but later she’d end up cleaning it up. But she can get really messy on stressful days.

Najlynn: I mean, she’s kinda messy but her sister always ends up nagging her to clean up after herself so she ends up cleaning it up.

P is for Pet Peeve: What’s something they absolutely CAN’T stand?

Aidma: Strangers and non close friends who don’t get personal space. and constant small noises(like the ticking of a clock).

Najlynn: Being asked personal questions from non close people. like yeah she’s an open person but not that open.

Q is for Quiet: What do they do for peace of mind

Aidma: Nature walks, eat sugary foods, cuddle with her lover or get her emotions out by drawing

Najlynn: Scents really have a calming affect on her so she’d try to go somewhere that has one of her favorite scents. cuddling with someone also calms her pretty well.

S is for Soft: Describe their softest feature

Aidma: smile, laughter, basically her whole body. :3

Najlynn: her voice is loud but somehow soft?? idk how to explain it. her lips look so soft when she smiles i wouldn’t be mad if u wanted to kiss her right there when she smiles.

T is for Telephone: are they a talker or a texter? How often do they use their phone? (modern au ofc)

Aidma: she switches btw liking to talk over the phone/facetime/txting. Usually, she doesn’t use her phone much, like around 1h some days or 5h other days. depends

Najlynn: She likes txting better. sometimes she likes to facetime but its rare tbh. she uses her phone a lot, like around 7h.

U is for Unique: a random quirk they have

Aidma: not really a quirk but she mocks ppl’s voices a lot.

Najlynn: She can tell someone’s relationship with their family by first glance. lol idk how i thought of that.

V is for Valentine: Are they the type to celebrate or not?

Aidma: Even when she didn’t have Zeus by her side she loved valentines day. Although she did get a bit jealous of the happy couples she was happy for them.

Najlynn: Surprisingly, no. She doesn’t have any ill feelings towards it, she just doesn’t care for it.

W is for Wholesome: something extremely pure about them that makes you just *uwu*

Aidma: I know I already said this but she loves physical affection and imagining some Fluffy Adius scenarios really warms my heart 🥰

Najlynn: She’s just soo understanding!! I adore her for her supportive side.

X is for Xenia: How they would entertain a guest/show hospitality

Both: Cook some bomb food and sweets, (modern au prt) and offer to turn on the tv. lol but they’d probably talk over the tv.

Y is for Youth: A fond childhood memory they have

Aidma: uh............................................... okay well.......... when she first met her older sister (Amalie) They were in hiding but here’s the thing, they had Iasona who was still a baby at the time with them cuz Iaso’s mother had been killed right after she had birthed Iaso and then Iaso had been thrown out left to die. But Amalie found her and took care of her. After a a year and a few months when Amalie found Adi they decided to go into hiding and Adi thinks that time in hiding, taking care of Iasona was “a calm in the cruel storm”.

Najlynn: meeting her little siblings for the first time. She immediately adored them all.

Z is for Zzz: Sleep habits. Do they cuddle in their sleep? Talk? What do they dream about?

Aidma: She’s the biggest sleep cuddler. She doesn’t talk in her sleep (she’s quite happy for it). Nightmares unfortunately happen at least every week for her but her dreams are usually either totally chaos or, its of what she wanted her childhood to be.

Najlynn: Sometimes she’ll cuddle but it’s not often. Yeah she does talk in her sleep (when she and Adi have to camp out on a mission her sleep talking annoys Adi to no end(cuz she’s do damn loudd)) Sometimes she has visions in her sleep but she never remembers them. When she does have nightmares, they’re creepy asf. Her dreams usually have clouds in them for some reason idk y.

#:))#wh ocs #my ocs #ocs #wizardess heart ocs #my oc headcannons #Aidma Mirde #Najlynn Moraka #wizardess heart #wizardessheart #shall we date #shall we date wizardess heart #shall we date wizardessheart

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mrandmrskarev · 4 years

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I’m really curious about what your theory is to what happened/what will happen to them in the future. Do you think you’ll ever share it? Hahahahah

Okay, I didn't want to share these but I am now, so sit down and relax because this is going to be a looong answer. Before starting I want to say that I will write two theories, they're basically the same but with little different things, in my head everyday I have new scenarios so if you ask me this tomorrow, I could write a total different thing. Also, sorry for my english and my grammar mistakes, english isn't my native languge. *and sorry for the late reply.

1) It’s 6 months since Alex left Jo, Meredith, Bailey, Richard and his whole life. No one's heard from him since those letter he sent to them, including Meredith who is his best friend. She never called him or texted him to know how was his new life in Kansas. Life is pretty normal at Grey Sloan, everyone is busy with their schedules and surgeries. Jo still shares her loft with Levi and they are good roomates. She is still single and she is focusing on her carreer, sometimes she likes to have fun nights. It's a sunny morning in Seattle, Meredith is ready to start her day, she is with her interns when she sees Alex Karev getting closer to her. She is like petrified and surprised to see him there. She gives him a big hug and she asks him what he is doing there, where are Izzie and the kids. Alex says things didn't work between him and Izzie. He says that at the beginning, for a few weeks,they were happy and the kids were happy, but at one point everything changed again. He says he tried to make things work but he failed. He failed not only because he and Izzie weren't the same of years ago but also because his mind was somewhere else and that he realized he isn't in love with Izzie but he was terribly in love with the idea of having a family. He says that he wanted things to work because he wanted to give those kids the happy family he never had, he wanted to fill those kids' memories with laughter, happiness and lots of love and he thought that the best way to give all of that to those kids was being the perfect family. But he failed because things weren't as he imagined. Alex confesses to Mer he kept thinking of Jo even if he was happy to spend time with his kids, that even if he had Izzie there, Izzie wasn't Jo. Izzie has been a big part of his life but she belongs to the past just like his love for her. And he tells Mer she was right when years ago she told him Izzie wasn't the love of his life. In that farm, nothing had sense, only the kids which he loves. He says to Mer he loves being a dad and that the happiness of his children come first but day after day, he realized that his kids can be happy even if parents aren't together. He imagined a whole different life for his children but as much as he loves them, his life wasn't there with Izzie. He belongs to Seattle, his life is there with Mer and Jo which he misses more than anyone else. He knows what he did is terrible and he knows he's a jerk and he doesn't claim to have his life back because he knows things changed since he left, especially he knows with Jo something broke, and that everything changed and nothing is like before. He also asks Mer if Jo met someone else and Mer tells him she is still single and she shares the loft with Glasses. Everything Alex wants is to apologize to Jo, tell her in person this time, that she deserved better than a letter, that she deserves better than him but he also wants to get Jo back even if he knows it's not easy and probably it's impossible but he will try, no matter what. Jo hears from Levi Alex is back in Seattle, because Levi is one of the interns who were with Mer. She is shocked and mad and she doesn't want to see him but .... (now you can keep imagine what you want, you can finish this like you wish, all the scenes are already in my head by the way 🥰)

2) It's basically the same of the first one. But in this one Jo started dating Jack Gibson, yes the guy from Station19. The first one who see Alex as he arrives at Grey Sloan is always Mer and he says to her the same things I wrote before BUT he adds something else. He says that one day, after the 50490344th fight with Izzie, she got a call from the hospital for an emergency and she asks Alex to take the kids to their dentist for their monthly check up. The dentist is a great friend of Izzie and he supported her during her whole pregnancy five years and half ago. Alex doesn't know him yet so he's curious to see who he is and to meet him. When they arrive there, the dentist greets the kids and shakes Alex's hands. He says he's happy Izzie finally found someone who loves her and her kids after all these years and that he's happy those kids can finally have a dad. Alex realizes that the dentist doesn't know Alex is the biological dad of the twins so when he was about to tell him that, the dentist says Izzie's journey with pregnancy wasn't easy. That she tried more than once to get pregnant. So Alex asks him why, adding that he can imagine how difficult it was... and the dentist tells him that she used the sperm of her ex husband at first and that she got pregnant but she had a miscarriage around the 8th weeks and after a few months, she tried to get pregnant again using another donor's sperm. The dentist also says that after she had the miscarriage, she didn't want to try to get pregnant again but he helped her and convinced her to try again. In that moment, the world Alex had built all those months he spent there, collapsed. He couldn't believe what that man said to him. So after brining back the kids home and having a long fight with Izzie, he decided to leave that place because Izzie lied to him and that wasn't his life and those kids weren't his kids. He said one thing to the kids before to go, he said to them that he enjoyed the time he spent with them but he isn't their dad, he said to them they are smart and amazing and hope one day they will meet their biological father. After hearing the whole story Meredith is like paralyzed, even if she is not surprised at all. She's happy to have him back there but as she understands that he's back for Jo too, she tells him Jo started dating the firefitghter Jack from station19 and that after a long time, she seems finally happy (...) When Jo sees that Alex is back, she is shocked and ..... (you can continue as you want, and yes I have the whole story in my head)

#anonymous #ask #asked #answered #SORRY again for my grammar mistakes #and let me know what do you think if you'll read this #also yes maybe these are unrealistic but the finale they gave to him doesn't make sense too sooooo....

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likegston-blog · 7 years

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shows up 10 years late w/ an intro/info post . as we all well know from the ooc blog : i’m cosbo ! i still play pokemon go , i create things you never asked for in photoshop , i’ve been in love with gaston since the age of four , & i don’t think i’ve ever once gotten enough sleep in my life . under the cut i’ll give you a rundown on your favorite self absorbed french asshole & how i’m playing him + an important note regarding my activity in the upcoming weeks !

MY WHAT A GUY , THAT GASTON !

if you’ve heard the catchy song you probably know that no one does literally anything quite like gaston . & true enough gaston is talented plus he’s probably one of the most handsome people you will ever meet but the downside to that fact is he is fully aware of it . gaston thinks he shits gold probably . he shows up to birthday parties with no present & say his presence alone is a present . he’s the king of entitled white boys . & unfortunately he’s not quite familiar with the word NO . if he thinks your pretty , he may lay some moves on you & if you try to turn him down honestly he’ll just be more interested just ask belle . this mainly goes for just girls but am i gonna sit here & say he can’t appreciate a pretty man ? you bet your sweet ass i’m not . no one’s bi like gaston ! however , he does come from a time where any form of non heterosexuality was highly frowned upon so … he’s coming to terms w/ that one . it’s fine he’ll get there .

GASTON’S PAST : we don’t know much about gaston’s past other than he did fight in a war ( given the timeline of beauty & the beast being mid 18th century there’s a few possibilities in which war he fought in but we’re gonna say it was either the war of austrian succession (1740 - 1748) or it was the seven years war (1754 - 1763) ) & he became a war hero & an army captain . it was also stated by luke evans in an interview that gaston’s celebrity status in the little village of villeneuve comes from the fact he protected the village from a pack of portuguese marauders in 1740 when he was just 16 . in the book it also states that this war he fought in & became a hero in was 12 years prior to the story . what baffles me the most abt that is he still wears his uniform . who has clothes that still fit & look pristine for 12 years ???? anyway . speaking of his uniform an interesting thing to note is that gaston’s war uniform is bright red . in the 18th century ... the french army wore blue . the red coats were the british so ... from that we can assume gaston fought with the british army which i’ll have more on that deal in the family section of the intro post but what i wanna talk about here is on one hand we can believe gaston was a british war hero who had ties to france that had him live there . on the other , & i think this better fits gaston’s horrid personality , gaston could be a deserter from the british army who stabbed the british in the back , turning on them & becoming a war hero for france . he is fond of stabbing backs it seems like him . now ! moving on ! gaston does have ptsd from the war , even luke said this in an interview , though he keeps it under wraps by feeding off the praise he gets , making himself feel useful & wanted rather than focusing on how empty his life’s been since the war , & burying it under his inflated ego . underneath that , however ? yeah , he’s pretty broken , jaded , & when he doesn’t get what he wants his anger comes forth in a very militaristic fashion that seeks to destroy anything in his path to what he wants due to the fact that part of him is still seeking to return to the war . not even tweleve whole years have shaken the battle out of gaston & his mind since it just hasn’t been able to settle back . some part of him has wired itself to live on the adrenaline & action of the war & his frustration with his inability to settle back into a peaceful life has made him crave the war . he seeks for the thrill , the high , of war similiar situations & while most once shook their head at this they would come to find out that his war hungry half can be something more far more dangerous when his anger is tested along with it . it’s times like that when gaston hardly realizes he’s partly acting on his frustration & anger with mundane life & subconscious need for the chaos of war .

GASTON’S FAMILY : we know nothing of gaston’s parents … but one can assume he’s probably from a well off family & he’s most definitely an only child . one headcanon i do have is that while gaston’s mother was french , his father , though of french decent hence the surname legume , was from england . in the 2017 film , lefou says ‘je ne sais quoi ?’ & gaston responds that he doesn’t know what that means . pretty sad for a french guy , yeah ? they way i headcanon it is that gaston was born in england & his family moved to france with but his mother soon left he & his father when gaston was still very young . so gaston’s british , technically . he & his father simply didn’t move after his mother left , it was too much a hassle , & gaston’s father spoke most only english & also sought gaston out an english tutor . from living in france , yes , gaston has indeed picked up some french but he’s actually not fluent . he knows a good amount of basic conversation & could hold a decent one & then he also knows military commands but that’s about it . through most his life , when having trouble with the languge be that trouble speaking it or listening to it , he would often turn to lefou to translate . anyhow , back on topic , much of gaston’s personality comes from his extreme need for attention as a child & his father’s spoiling of him in addition to his father’s insanely sexist view on masculinity which he inherited .

GASTON IN THE ENCHANTED FOREST : we all know how beauty & the beast ends for gaston . he does a cheep shot at the beast from behind then , afterwards , the structure he was standing on crumbles & he falls to his death . well , the last thing gaston remembers is falling . that is the point of beauty & the beast that i’ve taken him from . that being said , this mean’s gaston’s anger & deranged violent nature is at critical level . tick him off ? you’re getting hit . he’s extremely angry at belle … yet still wants to marry her because now it’s just a matter of pride kinda thing . if you bring up the beast or just anything about his story , probably , he will snap a bit .

MISCELLANEOUS HEADCANONS :

yes , gaston can read ! unlike his cartoon counterpart who only likes picture books . now , he doesn’t read any of the books they have in the village , of course , as they’re all in french ( save for romeo & juliet as it’s by an english playwright but gaston would not subject himself to reading gooey romance shakespear when things such as hamlet & macbeth exist ) & he’s even less terrific at reading french than he is at speaking it . mostly he reads only from his father’s small collection of books which he grew up with & has now inherited . his favorite is actually macbeth , seeing as he quotes it in the mob song .

he really loves breakfast food you guys . does he really eat 5 dozen eggs a day ? may have been an exaggeration . but ! he does eat a good heap of eggs every morning & it’s at least slightly concerning .

most of the time he will only do things that somehow benefit him . this is how he is & if he doesn’t see gain in his end in whatever you’re asking him to do he’ll most likely turn it down .

if doing something will get him adoring fans he’ll do it & he won’t let anyone else help . he lives for praise . oh there’s a child in a burning building ? you’re going to save it ? not anymore he’ll tie you to a tree so that he can do it & get the glory . he’s a very bad team player for sure .

WANTED CONNECTIONS : i. LEFOU . connection taken ! gaston abanoned lefou , who only spent his days adoring gaston & being in literal love w/ him , to die after using him as a human sheild & letting him crushed by candenza . as horrible as gaston was to lefou in the end he does know that lefou is his biggest fan & before his jealousy & anger took him over he was genuinely friends with lefou . lefou has been his friend since he was young & fought in the war beside him . guaranteed to anyone who brings me a lefou : heartbreaking plots , many tears , my constant bothering of you , sad headcanons , MY ETERNAL LOVE!!!!! , any gif icons or static icons of lefou you may need i will make them for you , & more ! a josh gad fc would be preferred but ik he doesn’t have the most abundant of resources so if you have someone else in mind that’s fine but like just hmu first if you’re using someone else . i seriously will make you static & gif icons if you use josh , though , like i will make resources for you . LISTEN I’D JUST LOVE A LEFOU SO MUCH !

+ COSBO’S ACTIVITY NOTE 6/3 !

i’m moving in two weeks ! yeah , i joined a rpg at not the best time but it’s fine . see , you may notice that on my app i say i’m in pacific time ! well , i’m actually currently in central standard time at the current moment . but i’m going to be moving literally across the country to california ! i put pacific time on my app though because i thought it pointless to put the timezone of somewhere i’m not even gonna be for much longer . this means i will be packing , routing my trip , trying to get a new job , working at my two current jobs , & spending time with friends before i leave all in the upcoming two weeks ! i’m very busy but i will try to get on here as much as i possibly can . if worse comes to worse then i will request a semi hiatus until i’m successfully across the country !

***UPDATE : I’VE MOVED SO NO WORRIES ABT THIS NOW LMAO

#enchanted:intro #* 𝓖. ━━━ LISTEN UP FIVES A TEN IS SPEAKING ⋅ psa #* 𝓖. ━━━ NO ONE TALKS OOC LIKE GASTON ⋅ ooc #intro post #i gotta make one of these for lum.ier.e #for now i must go to Bed tho so his will be done Tomorroe

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theinfinityofonekamincik · 4 years

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Just watched a vid with graphic depiction of a breakdown, realized i conciously coerced myself into a breakdown multiple times some time ago, realized that i actually fucking knew what i was doing but it still didn’t quite work because i still have very little idea as to what the hell my breakdowns are all about and memories are still not connected with emotion and emotion is still not quite processable, realized that my dad is an ass because i was in a highly vulnerable state and he tried to convince me it was one that would doom me, comparing me to his mother whom he hates and essentially speaking as though he was willing to put a cross on me because i had ‘schitzophrenia’ realized i decided to fall into that schitzophrenia idea and was heavily biased towards it because I Simply need to Understand Myself and if he doesn’t know it yet after every single time i told him that i only crave knowledge he’s even stupider than i am, because i bet that his inner reflex would also be to learn if he put his defences down at least a little

But I get that’s scary. I really do. Whenever i would get high (yes i am still 15 yes i know it’s not good i don’t wanna care about that) i would have panic attacks, and first, i didn’t get why i still wanted most desparately to get high again- it was not pleasant, my brain did not feel pleased it felt horrible, overworked, overheated, overstimulated, it was a constant barge of slowly but surely going low-function

The very first time I got high, the only difference I got was that I felt a lot sadder and it felt Natural, for once. I could feel. I could only feel. No lables. No reasons. I just felt I needed to care for people, to be perfect for people, and i also felt that i couldn’t leave for i had no desire for anything. I dont quite remember it, though it is possibly my clearest, most linear record.

I was extremely high function. I etched it up to not having inhaled properly. I was... 14, I think. Yeah it was last winter i was defo 14

The next few times, I got videos put on for me. I didn’t choose them. I managed to get lost in them quite well, until they became normal. Until I got used to the emotion, that pulled me so far away from the actual video and the real world all i remember is my uncontrolable, hysterical laughter from watching that one vid that i might find and share later, and how i couldn’t stop smiling and how it hurt my face, how I would shake and how i would try my best to explain it with arousal because arousal was NORMAL, it was NATURAL, it was OKAY TO EXPERIENCE while whatever I couldn’t put a finger on.. was not.

I remember clearly when my dad put on some old rock for me. White dudes, black clothes, horrible video quality, easy to follow, neigh hypnotic rhythm. violent message. I danced to them, tryng my best to ignore both the clips and the lyrics. I... didn’t fail, per say, I just found upset in everything But the mood music. I remember dancing, and than feeling enough terror to fall to the floor- rather, sit down, my body is good at keeping itself in one piece- and need to hold myself up by the couch. I felt it because I’d been throwing careful glances at dad, because I Knew he put it on, and noticed him looking at me. I don’t feel comfortable talking about what I thought. It was that my father was... idk the words, but pedophelia was involved. The horror I experienced at both the fact I Thought That and the precieved danger is not something I want to repeat, but is probably something that had happened before, real or precieved because of how much information I had on sex since a very young age and how little anyone cared when I didn’t want that information. No, I am not saying sex ed is bad, I am saying that Consent is important, and that the entier vibe of sex as precieved by a child is Vile because of how secretive and horrible society is about it.

I am shutting off. It’s only partly the sleep deprivation. Shock therapy is really wearing me thin, concidering I am my main support and i only had two sessions with a real therapist. I am basically trying to coerce myself into feeling safe within the boundaries of my own mind, to know that i can exist and rely on myself, which is not easy because well, i am 15, and i can’t. I can build some resemblance of emotional well being, some resemblance of control, but they will be fake- i... kinda learn my ways around that control one though.

It’s hard to keep myself in check. To make sure I won’t try jumping to controling other people as well. To make sure I don’t fall into a dangerous set of belief. To make sure my back doesn’t hurt, which i can’t really do but am Meant to do. To make sure I look Good- which I am fighting, what i really need is to make sure I am healthy, not anyting about my looks, but society is hell. Also can’t be healthy without hospital, possible need pills- definetly need some pills for anxiety purpouses, being able to ignore it is great but i keep forgeting the reciet, though i at least don’t feel bad about it and had found a way to not go to a dark- or rather, blind- place whenever i walk outside.

Ironically, it’s by going to a blind place- headphones, the answer is headphones, it’s so much easier to block people out with headphones and to ignore precived danger, and i figured, if nothing bad happens, danger has no reason to pick up- have at least one reason for why that is wrong, that reason being chaos factor, but well

Recently, got my shoulder hit on a railing. It hurts. I just felt it for the first time in forever, because I strained it and failed to notice, which is not a good way to put it- I went to the blind place again, to a place i can Ignore, to the place i get to ignore Pain, and well

idk

i know i don’t feel good

i just wat to not exist, or well, die if you will

I don’t wanna commit suicide tho

My first thought when precived danger was a plane crash was something along the lines of death being inevitable

I find comfort in death, though not in an ‘edgy’ way whatever that means

I find comfort in the fact that it doesn’t matter, i find comfort in the fact that it is certain, i find comfort in the fact it’s happened to people before and well, humanity as a whole stands just like the universe will stand when the last human dies, just like it will all blow up into something

I have no idea what I’m saying, and it’s only partly from sleep deprivation. It’s still part of the process, tho. memory or no memory, it matters. everything matters. isn’t that lovely, how humans brain work? In tandem with the universe, out of synch with each other, in dissaray with itself. Those are not quite the words. The human brain tries to deal with general unpredictability and randomness of things by trying to put them into order, which might sound logical but It’s Not. It’s... Backwards. It’s weird. It feels so intuitive I can logic it only with something as intuitive, but that is noy logic. Logic makes sense in the long run, logic has predictive power, logic is order of a certin kind but logic has nothing to do with order, it explains the mess, drwas lines between random things tying them together, it feels like a connect the dots scenario and it can be written down, it can be documented

Intuition can not

Well it can, but we don’t have a level of languge to convey it yet, and when we will- if we will- intuition will stop being intuition and will become, in itself, logic. Just, by then, it will stop being ‘belief for the sake of belief’, or ‘belief in spite of everything’, or ‘belief’ with no other specification, it will be complex and more like ‘belief based on fact’, and can that really be called belief? I think it can. We do have to believe our senses an awful lot. This could all be a simulation for all that we care.

I am not okay

gotta sleep but that won’t happen yet, will it? ah well, i need some time to sizzle over, to chill my frontal lobe a bit, to let myself feel for once. hopefully it winds up working.

#later #long post #idk how to read more this #whatever

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linkemon · 3 years

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Todoroki Shōto x Reader (selfship)

Selfship made for Sus-chan on Wattpad. Order was split into two parts. Reader can see people’s greatest fears and turn them into illusions. Also, her eyes glow yellow when she uses her quirk. You can read the other part here.

Friendly reminder that English is not my first languge. You can check my Masterlists both in English and Polish here.

✤ You are in class 1-A, so you've known Shoto for a long time but only after one of the sparrings you start to get along better.

✤ He was afraid of confronting you because of your quirk. The copy of his father fighting him was his worst nightmare. Fortunately, he broke through and attacked. It had a therapeutic effect on him and made him feel better.

Once you became friends, he asked you to practice together regularly. He is glad you agreed. He is going to surpass his father to show him he was wrong. You are very patient. He also opened up to you about his family situation. He trusts you very much.

✤ You are both calm and composed which makes you feel good in each other's company. Since you live in the dorm, the whole class has noticed how similar you are. They make fun of it a lot.

✤ You sit next to each other at movie nights. You also reserve your favourite snacks so that no one else will eat them. You sometimes fall asleep on his shoulder. Everyone takes pictures of you so that they can blackmail you.

✤ Todoroki is very attentive. If he sees that you are trying to say something but your shyness gets in the way, he will gently interrupt whoever stopped your sentence in the middle.

He encourages you to connect with others, although he himself had problems with this until recently. He also understands the need of isolation from time to time. He will take away Mina or Bakugo away from you when he notices that you are tired of their company.

✤ He likes your golden eyes when you use quirk. He said it one day bluntly. Not even his eyelid twitched. You blushed all over. He asked if you had a fever. He even wanted to take you to the Recovery Girl.

He always cares about your health. Especially after the incidents with the villains he insisted you to be the first to come under the wings of the doctors. Even though he was in a worse shape himself.

✤ In the morning you go to class together. In summer, you walk on his right side and in winter on the left. It doesn't bother him. He carries your backpack or a bag for you though you insisted he didn't have to.

He will be happy to make ice cubes for your drink on a warm day. When the weather is too cold, he will heat you with his quirk.

✤ Shoto is a real gentleman. He always let you first into the bus on the school trips. He also lets you go through the door or take you a place in the queue in the cafeteria and makes sure that the nearby guys do it. He will teach them to be well-mannered.

His table manners are also impeccable.

✤ He does not start conflicts for no reason. He doesn't care what others think of him but you are entirely different matter. He will tell sensei Aizawa if you have any trouble at school. He would also not hesitate to challenge the delinquent to a duel if it's needed. But he also knows you can kick ass yourself. So he will smile and watch with pleasure. Afterwards, you will go eat his favourite soba.

✤ Bakugo calls you a tomboy. You don't pay attention to him but you once asked Todoroki what he thought about it. He replied that all girls are different, and he likes you just the way you are.

However, if you still think about it, he will try to compliment you (he asked Fuyumi for advice). He will praise your hairstyle or clothes. The poor man is terribly stressed about it.

✤ Endeavor had liked you since the start, which was a huge surprise for you. He praised your strong quirk, telling you how he awaits your development. But it's hard for you to see him as someone cool because you know his son's story.

✤ Shoto bases your relationship on mutual trust. It is very important to him.

✤ As a good observer he notices your habits. He uses this information later, for example by selecting your favourite treats in the store or playing radio songs you like. These little gestures seem insignificant to him but they are very important to you.

✤ Todoroki has only recently begun to open up to people. He often confuses romantic gestures for being friendly. Once he realizes his feelings he will become a little clumsy trying to get hold of them. So wait until he's ready. You will definitely not regret it because he will take care of you like no one else.

#todoroki shouto x reader #todoroki shouto #bnha x reader #boku no hero academia x reader #selfship #endeavor #bakugo katsuki #mina ashido #fuyumi todoroki

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linkemon · 3 years

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Light Yagami x Reader (selfship)

Selfship made for corettta___ on Wattpad. There were many special wishes for this one so I won’t mention them all.

Friendly reminder that English is not my first languge. You can check my Masterlists both in English and Polish here.

⇝ Before Light found the notebook, he was an ordinary boy. Exceptionally intelligent but still quite normal. It was only the subsequent discovery of the Death Note that its dark side was revealed. So no one should be surprised that he was jealous. You stood out from the rest of the class (and maybe even the school). Despite your laziness, you achieved high academic results. Plus, you were surrounded by a lot of friends. Extrovertism helped you make new friends. Yagami quickly noticed how you acted. You used simple hugs or physical contact to break down social barriers. Interestingly, it looked normal to the students. However, he found out that you are fully aware of what you were doing. He was intrigued by your intelligence. He wanted to know for what purpose you are doing this.

⇝ Your relationship was initially about competition. It annoyed him that he wasn't always the first. There was stubbornness between you. You wrote the tests, giving each other hateful glances. Who will get the maximum score this time? As time went on, it started to amuse him. Later, he also began to see you as more than a competitor. By the end of school, he realized that he really had a crush on you. He especially liked your blue eyes, so unusual in Japan. There seemed to be a secret in them that he wanted to discover. However, the university separated you.

⇝ You were not immediately exposed as a member of the Kira Investigation Team. L hid you from the rest for a long time. Light hated you. The nickname Y appearing on the screen made him admire you but also frustrated him. You could read people's emotions and intentions. You made Kira's task much more difficult. At some point, however, the detective decided to reveal himself and you along with him. The boy suspected a few people, so when you stood in front of him, he wasn't surprised. Your methods were similiar to what he saw earlier. He was pretending to be surprised, of course, but put the blame on your earlier relationship.

⇝ He decided to use his acquaintance with you. Especially at the beginning, he was not quite able to separate his feelings from the mission. You were at the same time someone he wanted to be with but also an emergency exit to his plan.

⇝ His father really liked you. He did not quite think it is appropriate for the people in the investigation group to look at each other in terms of love but he also understood his son. So he turned a blind eye to the situation.

⇝ Since you didn't like when there were a lot of people in the room, Yagami often managed to go out thanks to this pretext. He kept saying that you spend too little time in the sun which is why your complexion is so pale.

⇝ He gave you snacks when you spent sleepless nights between folders of documents. Most often he would buy the bag of chips.

⇝ He enjoyed your complaints about the amount of work. He kept saying that you do it voluntarily and can stop any time. However, when he wanted to look at your notes, under the pretext of helping, you took them from under his nose.

⇝ During the investigation, he asked you what you think about Kira. You condemned his approach to punishing criminals. He was not surprised by your answer. Even so, he wished you could see it through his eyes. He knew you would be a great complement to his shortcomings.

⇝ One time, you were looking at a newspaper and you came across a picture of Misa Amane on the cover. You had a feeling there was something wrong with her. A few months later, Light met her and silently agreed with you. This only confirmed him in the belief that you can be a great obstacle for him on the way. Since then, he has started to distance himself. He had to get closer to the model to help him, and that meant the end of your warm relationship.

⇝ It was difficult to trick you but he succeeded. He met with you on the pretext of breaking up. You pretended to believe him. You almost discovered his identity. Before you could contact Watari, however, he used the Death Note. He wrote in it the participation in the shooting. Everything happened in the city. Camera footage showed you shielding him with your body from the bullets. L had his suspicions but most people were fooled. Now Kira must continue his mission. Sometimes, lying in bed, he wonders what your life would be like, if he never had the power to kill people.

#light yagami x reader #light yagami #death note x reader #death note #selfship #misa amane #soichiro yagami

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