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#when the painkillers hit
scarsdead · 2 months
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i love the silence
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chaoswarfare · 1 year
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a little dp x dc art ;))
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gotham in the ghost zone
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captorsicallfriends · 1 month
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good evening i've had a terrible day
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undead-potatoes · 5 months
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Mmmh fucked up and forgot my meds last night, -3/10 do not recommend lads
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mantisgodsdomain · 5 months
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We do HC Vi as having chronic pain but we don't often get into the specifics of it because in our experience fandom as a whole, even when it talks about chronic pain headcanons, will often have it more focused on, like... heat pads, or massaging out some aches, or ibuprofen, and yeah, that's totally fine, but we really don't see a lot of, like... major chronic pain talk.
Like, the kind of stuff that can get bad enough to inhibit your thoughts and make you struggle to get logical trains of thought through, the stuff that can make it actively difficult to make it out of bed because if you move the wrong way your brain starts sending out chemicals that make you feel like you're being set on fire, the kind of shit where bad days can paint over almost all of the space you have in your brain for thoughts just to store the fact that you're in pain. It's just... not there, and maybe it's because we're looking in the wrong place or whatever, or the natural side effects of Being In That Kind Of Pain Makes It Hard To Make People Aware You Exist resulting in a knowledge gap, but most of the time when we see "chronic pain" it means just, like. Milder forms. The sort of pain that's low-level present in the back of your mind like static in a radio channel rather than someone yelling at you that something's wrong.
The pain is chronic, sure, and you get used to it, but that doesn't mean that every guy with chronic pain can just Get Used To It, or that you can't get narrative value out of a character with Worse pain. It needs a bit of semantics, yeah, but that's what being a writer is for. Where is your guy getting their painkillers? How well do they work? What if they ran out, or they lost access to their usual supply? What if, like, a bodyswap plot or something similar happens, and another character has to handle it? There's so much fun stuff you can do. We are very much asking you to do it.
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what-wait-why · 5 months
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second round/third (and hopefully last) of the root canals is done!
I'm definitely in pain, but it's a clean kind of pain compared to what i had before. and not as bad.
now to get my wisdom teeth (+ one other beyond saving) out next month
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dreamlogic · 1 year
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#shit chat#medical cw#meatsuit renno#finally worked up the guts to message the surgeon who did my hysterectomy like#hey i know it's normal to experience pain and stiffness for a while after this surgery like at least a couple months#but uuh. it's been 8 months and i still wake up feeling like shit most days?#pretty sure regular shooting pains where my right ovary used to be aren't normal almost a year after surgery?#like i could be wrong but i feel like i probably shouldn't need 1200mg of painkillers a day to manage constant throbbing abdominal aches#after i've hit the 'maximum recovery window' for this surgery uuh [checks calendar] ...nearly three times?#at least the fatigue has finally started to go away. i feel my vitality returning slowly but steadily#but i'm still not back to my pre-op activity or mobility levels cause OOF OUCH MY ABSOLUTE PELVIS#and i've been noticing an abnormal amount of abdominal bloating that doesn't seem to correlate with indigestion or other factors#and isn't fat from weight gain like i initially thought it was#idk maybe i'm paranoid but i read an article a while ago abt someone who had a 15lb cyst in that nobody noticed for over a year#bc they were AFAB & our pain is chronically underreported and not taken seriously when it is#like did y'all leave some forceps in my gut and now i'm growing a mass around it?? wtf????#idk if i hope it's nothing so i don't have to deal with more medical bullshit or if i hope it's something to legitimize my experience#godddd it would be so satisfying if i got to tell my boss's boss who's been hounding me relentlessly about proformance and Managing Burnout#HEY JACKASS TURNS OUT I'M A VICTIM OF BOTCHED SURGERY AND YOU'RE A DICK FOR NOT GIVING ME ACCOMMODATIONS
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geoarchons · 1 year
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Post-top surgery mental status update:
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thatsmistertoyou · 2 years
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wow I can’t believe all phannies are 13 today 😭🎉
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s0fter-sin · 1 year
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i swear my back hurts as much as my goddamn uterus these days
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coffeeworldsasaki · 1 year
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If i hadn't realized that iron supplements make my period more bearable when it's cold I think that i would be in the hospital now
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glassprism · 2 years
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Which Phantoms are Starbucks Phantoms? Which ones go to Moka or Beans+Cream? And which ones are too posh for any of that shit? ;)
...Is this also a bad time to say that I don't drink coffee? Or tea? Or imbibe caffeine in any way?
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biteyourbetters · 2 years
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i've been. doing lots of new things recently. am i finally getting over the stagnation period of my life.
#i have really got to get that admin job#i cant go to work bc of the wrist injury thats not even that bad but would definitely get worse with my current job with lots of lifting#i forsee lots of falling off a motorcycle in the future with strained wrists and jarred fingers in the future#lots of little accidents is preferable to one big accident#it hurts but it doesnt really stop me from typing#if i jar more fingers tape and painkillers will sort me out just fine to type#yeaaaahhh really need that desk job#my left knee is pretty bruised but im like#surprised how sturdy they are its just surface bruises#cant kneel on them but i can walk just fine#bought a box of semi permanent hair dye gonna see if it'll give my asian hair a green sheen or what#and a 16gb stick of ram for my laptop which brings me up to 24gb#waiting for a sale (christmas?) to get that 1tb ssd#*gasps* tax returns just came in#i earn enough to pay income tax now thats fucking wild#life DOES get better even for ex-gifted kid uni dropouts#heard some high schoolers on the metro stressing out over trials and hsc and understood what the adults meant when they said it wasnt#the end of the world#flunking school WILL hit your self esteem hard but if you pretend it didnt for long enough it eventually becomes irrelevant#less time heals all wounds and more time makes even the silk road obsolete#if only my teenage self could see me now#'well. not what i secretly hoped for but we're still alive. and we have money now. only mildly disappointed. mostly relieved.'#and i'd be like 'thanks. i guess. i may not be doing my best but i am doing something. and i could be doing a lot worse.'#am i still determined to die at 32? we'll burn that bridge when we get to it.
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fabulouslygaybean · 2 years
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omw to riot fest day 2
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pizzapizzadickz · 2 years
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#diary#personal#mmn. yeah the pain is definitely causing a meltdown or something.#bc. i was somewhat okay earlier today. but now im like. definitely not.#and by earlier i mean like an hour ago.#idk if ill be able to do anything today. like i think ill be able to play splatoon. but beyond that probably not.#um. just to try and describe this to myself. i feel like basically sobbing. and im holding my breath inadvertently to prevent that lol#my like chest/diaphragm feels sorta squeezed. but its different from the normal anxiety. it could be the coffee tho.#and i think it was the pain that caused it. bc i was getting rly distressed by it when i was using the washroom.#bc i couldnt take painkillers right then#i wanted to not take painkillers again so ive been holding off. and i think its subsiding. so i probably wont rn.#but im sorta zoning in and out rn. like i remember doings stuff. but then poof! i remember im here all of a sudden.#my fave feels tingly. and my headphones on my head too.#idk. maybe the somg im listening to is making me sad.#idk. i just wanna hit my shoulder where it hurts. or just my legs.#or be wrapped rly tight in a blanket. i think ill lay down under my weighted blanket in a bit.#but i wanna take my inhaler. and thats delaying that. and maybe thats distressing me more?#idk. all i rly know is i feel bad. and i can tell my thoughts are weird. and i feel like crying and idk why#and its making me feel distreased#and i just feel like screaming. but i cant move around and make noises n bring attention to myseld bc i dont like that#so all i can do is stay as still as i can and get progressivly more distressed bc of it and really just sorta dissociate#im not sure whats going on. idk why im so... something. everything feels very funky. and i cant explain it#everything looks weird n fake. i feel so weird. its like im high or something but im sure as shit not.#my arm hurts a lot i think. idk. when its like this it always feels like i just lost feeling in my arm.#like. i can feel and know is there but jts also not.#idk man. im exhausted. im really tired of existing. its such a pain. quite literally.#idk. i just. everythings bad. idk. idk whats going on anymore. so time to try n play splatoon.#but i also rly just wanna listen to this one song with my headphones on that block all sound. but. theyre low on charge.#im never rly sure what to do when im distressed like this. so i usually either ignore it and do what i planned on/feel like.#...which usually causes me to get progressivly more and more distressed until i blow lmao.
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that1badassbitch · 2 years
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Menstruation talk in tags ye be warned
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