reading death of a naturalist in english today and with the whole ‘i love my home but it will kill me’ theme i immediately thought of r in ur pride au of course….. “he loves his home so fiercely he doesnt feel like its his he never wants to leave he thinks if he doesnt get out #he might die his home is everything 2 him he wants to turn his home into something that does not make him so unbearably sad and #lonely and like a stranger or he will not be able to stay here he. wants his dad to like him as well as loving him he wants the things he #loves to love him back he wants. a friend.” u were crazy for that……!!!!!

yes omg omg exactly!! im having a lot of fun with that whole thing and just making his life very miserable…he really does love his home very much but he is also just so sad there. he has no friends and doesn’t feel like he has a purpose there or in the community like the other men his age and he knows he is such a disappointment to his dad and he feels very lonely…but now especially when his home is threatened by the pit closing he loves it more than ever + wants to save it but even if he does that doesn’t really change his place in it. it’s also very fun to write about that from s’ perspective because to a certain extent he really just. doesn’t get that at all so there’s a bit of conflict there. as far as s is concerned…they’re together now and he wants r in london with him but also he just can’t see why that’s complicated like. r is not happy at his home = he should leave it. especially with s’ own experience of leaving his home even though the circumstances were very different he can’t really get his head around the idea of the love r has for his home even if he is unhappy there. and that causes problems

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link to soft chilton rory edit for u since ur having a gg renaissance <3 saw it scrolling and felt like sending even tho idk if it’s ur style of engaging w fandom and all but anyway!! hope u like it lol <3

hii !!!!! hiii my darling thank you soso much gahhhh <333 was having the crappiest day + this just was sosoosso lovely + i am smiling so much hehe xx LOOK AT HERR thats my girl rory gahhhh she's so !!!! everything to me <3333 :,))

tagged by coolest awesomest guy ever @wereoz thank youuuuu <3 havent done one of these before but i love talking about my self forever

last song: mediocrity rules by le tigre (from the desk of mr lady is a great album. go listen to it)

currently watching: finally got around to watching the good place it’s been so so so good so far i love dysfunctional groups of morally corrupt people in inescapable scenarios (iasip and succession enjoyer) so i’m having a lot of fun with it :) also been rewatching my beautiful wife severance and my other slightly worse beautiful wife nbc hannibal. i watch tv shows in normal ways like a normal guy

currently reading: william shakespeare’s othello for my lit class (it’s dense. first year of sixth form so haven’t grasped shakespearean era language yet and i keep having to look things up it’s rough i’m sorry william) + wolf in white van by john darnielle (john is my #1 writerguy his stuff’s always fun to read. so sure i’m biased but wolf in white van’s been super fun so far and in terms of themes and such it really reminds me of tsn especially in its handling of time. so been enjoying it!) + the accidental billionaires by ben mezrich (autism is a real thing. bought her on a second hand books site for 3 bucks and its actually been a really fun read it’s written entirely like a novel so reading it post-social network it just feels like a deeply canon compliant piece of fanfiction. tsn nation get a copy it’s a good time) + they can’t kill us until they kill us by hanif abdurraqib (doesn’t really count because i’ve kind of been skipping around but his prose is absolutely wonderful he’s one of my favourite writers ever :) his essay fall out boy forever is an absolute joy. go read it it’s brilliant he’s brilliant)

current favourites: jacob geller video essays + saying ‘beautiful world that we live in’ in conversation + clothes with so so much unnecessary metal attached to them + writing analytical essays + the power of the human spirit + hats + bright clear days + leafy greens (especially pea shoots. i love pea shoots forever) + annotating books + slogan t shirts + playing and having fun + wearing the same outfit every day + cds + free admission at art galleries + publicly admitting to having a blog + fuckener’s tsn fanfiction + the sound of my wallet chain when i walk + trent reznor and atticus ross soundtracks + the new fall out boy music video + the busy beaver button museum + tunnel vision jewellery + winning ebay auctions + most importantly my beautiful girlfriend the social network 2010 dir. fincher and its accompanying content <3

tagging @viixeon @endingofdramamines @hereticpridemp3 @jokeryuri @scoobydooisgay and any of my other lovely nicey mutuals who see this (u may not know that we’re mutuals because this is a sideblog but you’re all like brothers to me. kisses <3)

wereoz in a moodboard!!

thanks for the tag @belleandsaintsebastian !!

tagging the last 5 mutuals that interacted: @preordainedplace @gayfilmbro @impossiblekraft @moowithmidnight @flowercrownsandtrauma

listening to ur ‘shame on you!’ playlist-UNFATHOMABLE that disco haters still existed after rasputin (an odyssey in itself) dropped….. despicable

disco haters have never experienced an ounce of joy nor are they capable of sincerity this is true

recently started listening to the beatles due to my perusing of ppls spotify playlists and may i ask…… what drew you to the beatles/what do you love enough to be an active fan? your posts abt them are entertaining and ig i found myself just wondering aimlessly and i was like….. there’s an ask box just ask so! hi!!

woohoo how has that been going are you liking it!! what have you enjoyed what have you not so much enjoyed!! as for what drew me to the beatles at first itd definitely be my parents : ^ )) we are a beatles family i grew up listening to the beatles in my mums car and in the kitchen when my dad was cooking...my dad likes to say that he does not challenge people when they say they hate the beatles but he does think theyre a bit stupid...and i guess what i love about them is just how much of their stuff i enjoy + i grew up enjoying!! there are other artists where i enjoy such a big quantity of their music as i do the beatles but none of those other artists have nearly as much music to enjoy as the beatles so. they make up a far bigger proportion of the music i listen to than any other one artist + there are so many beatles songs that i love and that remind me of a certain family member or a time in my life they are kinda threaded through my life in a way (as are the kinks + brendan benson + kate bush + david bowie etc)...songs like in my life + norwegian wood + shes leaving home + blackbird + if i fell...a day in the life + martha my dear...genuinely some of the most beautiful songs i have ever heard some of the most dear to my heart songs ive got!! songs i remember my dad putting on and going nel listen to this!! if i had two and a half minutes to live in my life by the beatles is probably the song id want to hear to be honest. and ive got to give them that. like i know ive said it before but truly...for all the jokes...i do indeed think the beatles are that good..well sawry!

(sorry this got long!!)

oh my good what a lovely answer to my beatles ask wow….. first off as for how the listening is going it’s slowed down but i’m surprised by how good they are!! i wasn’t expecting it, i shockingly knew few of their songs other than what’s on the radio but i already liked i wanna hold your hand and eleanor rigby from when i heard it in Yesterday (u know that movie?) and went to listen to them on my own but i never ventured further; i remember also singing blackbird for an assembly in school and thinking it was beautiful. anyhow nowadays— listened to why don’t we do it in the road (arguably the horniest song of all time) bc it was on this playlist and lo and behold i was tapping my foot!! so i realised oh my god— officially an Enjoyer. then again and again a song came on shuffle, i liked it, checked who it was by and saw them. two songs that stood out to me were you’ve got to hide your love away and baby you’re a rich man, (which i liked just cause i thought the beat was so funky!!) but the first one just really got me lying in my feelings like a puddle bc of how like,, tender it was?? idk i just feel the concept of two lovers trying to cope and clinging to each other through this is just….. also it was mixed up in all my other experiences from the time ex. a fic i was reading and all my feelings about that so it just has a special place in time for me. love when that happens!! true for in my life too ur so right for saying that abt in my life, actually. surprised by the sheer everything it can verbalise like it can make you feel so laid bare, even if you can’t relate to what specific experiences he’s singing about. i certainly can’t but someone nearing the end of their life reflecting on their loves and the one person that stands out is just beautiful to me and again very special considering the fic i was reading: all the emotions are tangled up.

when you talked about how they’re sort of thread throughout your life and how it connects you to your family it genuinely made my heart ache i know what you mean. family and nostalgia is always so inevitable i guess. anyway have a good day!! <33

ahh thank you for the ask!! it was lovely to receive i enjoyed answering it!! and i am glad you are finding some joy in your beatles listening those are all such good ones!! : ^ )) you have a good day too my love!! <33

hiiiiii thea <3333 can i get a playlist for wereoz?? <3

hihihiii how are uu!!! yess of c <33 one playist for uu coming up :))

Wave Of Mutilation -- The Pixies

Everybody Wants To Rule The World -- Tears For Fears

Running Up That Hill (A Deal With God) -- Kate Bush

Emerald Eyes -- Fleetwood Mac

On The Bound -- Fiona Apple

Ziggy Stardust -- David Bowie

if you'd like, list 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers <3

hii hellooooo <33 how are uu lovely!!!!! hope youre having a lovely weekend!!! thank u v much for this ask i loooove listing things hehehehe xx in no actual order:

bracing walks in the wind and rain!!! okay. well not only do i feel like a bronte heroine wandering around the moors in the cold very dramatically but. also i feel like....so much more awake and alive after hahahahaha this is what prolonged assessment season does to a girl

when i have the time to.....curling up by my window late late at night and drawing <3 with no music on or anything. just the very late night cool air and the cars and sketching and letting my mind rest a bit.

LOVELY TUMBLR FRIENDS of course. ALWAYS <33333

free food events at my uni....today i got free pastries for breakfast <33 HEAVENLY!!!

doing mundane horrible tasks w friends. grocery shopping + rewatching lectures + doing laundry + cooking w my friends xx (there is like. no time at all to hang out if we're not doing something else its very sad..... but also comforting to have other people to go through exam season with !!!)

a thea moodboard!!! :)

thank youuuu for the tags my lovelies @fatemy-friend and @stillagoodwitch !!!! <3 genuinely cannot resist a little moodboard game hehe v v much fun <3

tagging.... @labyrinthgf @thalassiokhtos @gapsof-sunlight @baezdylan @georgianadarcies @aussievriska @stellaluna33 @wereoz @capricornmom @fruityindividual @blackberry-sunset @boygirlgf @deadpoets @fastasyoucan1999 @somerubberband

tagged by the lovely agnes @famousblueraincoat1971 xx

last song: criminal by fiona apple <3

currently watching: you guys AREN'T going to BELIEVE this but....uh gilmore girls (am up to s1ep2 :,) what an episode...)

currently reading: currently reading slaughterhouse 5!!!! but very slowly because university sucks any enjoyment out of personal reading from me..... :( also doing some readings for my latin course (mostly poems of catullus) and for ancient greek (aristophanes this week)

current favourites: (i LOVE this section...) walking in the long evenings + my big fluffy bathrobe + accidental meetings with friends <3 + my cat mug + calling my mum + MUSIC!!! + icy cold showers late at night + bus rides through the city :)) + also my white sweater....she is so gorgeous i am in love with her. every time the weather drops below 25 degrees white sweater goes on !!!!

tagging <33 @fatemy-friend @stillagoodwitch @gapsof-sunlight @pancakehouse @fastasyoucan1999 @honey-everlastings @blackberry-sunset @dthclws @aussievriska @wereoz

hi i’m wereoz!! (#legal name)

16 years old / they&them / i love tv & film & art & specifically shows/movies with unhealthy dynamics between coworkers :^) storygraph , spotify

i don’t believe in sideblogs so this is just an amalgamation of every interest and thought i’ve had since i joined. now i’m mostly thinking about: the social network, house md, and criminal minds…….wow it seems my niche is literally just little smart gay people committed to their one interest (machines, medicine, murder)

elle-argents-pencilcase -> wereoz