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2019 Playlist
1. A$AP Ferg & MadeinTYO – Wam
2. Action Bronson & The Alchemist – Arnold & Danny
3. Action Bronson & The Alchemist – Descendant of the Stars
4. Akon feat. Skales – Control
5. Akon feat. Olamide – Scammers
6. Alex Isley – Colors
7. Amaal – Coming & Going
8. Anderson .Paak feat. Andre 3000 – Come Home
9. Anderson .Paak feat. Smokey Robinson – Make It Better
10. Ari Lennox – I Been
11. Ari Lennox – Up Late
12. Ariana Grande – fake smile
13. Ariana Grande – in my head
14. Arin Ray feat. Kehlani – Change
15. Arin Ray - ZZZ
16. Asiahn – Like You
17. Asiahn – NOLA
18. August Alsina – Forever and a Day
19. August Alsina – For You
20. Baby Rose – Mortal
21. Beyoncé, Jay-Z & Childish Gambino feat. Oumou Sangaré – Mood 4 Eva
22. Big K.R.I.T – Blue Flame Ballet
23. Big K.R.I.T – Energy
24. Big K.R.I.T – M.I.S.S.I.S.S.I.P.P.I
25. BJ the Chicago Kid feat. JID, Buddy, & Kent Jamz – Get Away
26. Blackbear – Sick Of It All
27. The Black Keys – Sit Around And Miss You
28. The Black Keys – Tell Me Lies
29. Bobby Sparks ii feat. Robert “Sput” Searight & MonoNeon – The Comanche Are Coming
30. Boogie – Live 95
31. Boogie feat. Snoh Aalegra – Time
32. Burna Boy feat. Jeremih & Serani – Secret
33. Che Ecru – That’s My Baby
34. Ciara – Greatest Love
35. Ciara – Set
36. Ciara – Trust Myself
37. City and Colour – Mountain of Madness
38. Col3trane, DJDS, & Raye – The Fruits
39. Conway the Machine – Half of It
40. DaBaby – Bop
41. DaBaby – Goin Baby
42. DaBaby – Suge
43. Daniel Caesar & Brandy – Love Again
44. Danny Brown – Dirty Laundry
45. Danny Brown – Savage Nomad
46. Dave East – Mama I Made It
47. Dave East – The Marathon Continues (Nipsey Tribute)
48. Dave East – Me & Mines
49. Denzel Curry – Speedboat
50. Devin Morrison – Bussin’
51. Devin Morrison feat. Dahvi – It’s Time
52. DJ Shadow – If I Died Today
53. DJ Shadow feat. Run The Jewels – Kings & Queens
54. DJ Shadow feat. De La Soul – Rocket Fuel
55. Doja Cat – Say So
56. Doja Cat – Streets
57. Dreamville feat. Ty Dolla $ign & Dreezy – Got Me
58. Dreamville feat. JID & T.I. – Ladies, Ladies, Ladies
59. Dreezy feat. Jeremih – Ecstasy
60. E-40 feat. Quavo Roddy Ricch, A$AP Ferg, & ScHoolboy Q – Chase the Money
61. E-40 – Imma Find Out
62. E-40 feat. Redman, Method Man, & Bosko – Keep On Gassin
63. Earthgang feat. T-Pain – Tequila
64. Earthgang feat. Kehlani – Trippin
65. Elhae – fXXX
66. Elhae – I.D.B.I.L
67. Elhae feat. Big K.R.I.T – Sanctuary
68. Emotional Oranges – Someone Else
69. Emotional Oranges – West Coast Love
70. Emotional Oranges – Your Best Friend Is A Hater
71. Eric Bellinger – iPod on Shuffle
72. Eric Bellinger feat. K Camp – Moist
73. Eric Bellinger – Run It Up
74. Eric Bellinger – The Sexy Song
75. Eric Bellinger – Spice
76. Eric Bellinger feat. Chris Brown & OG Parker – Type a Way
77. Eric Bellinger – Undress
78. Esperanza Spalding – Touch in Mine (Fingers)
79. Fabolous feat. Jacquees – My Mind
80. Fabolous feat. Ty Dolla $ign – Ooh Yea
81. FKA twigs – Mirrored Heart
82. Freddie Gibbs & Madlib feat. Killer Mike & Pusha T – Palmolive
83. Freddie Gibbs & Madlib – Soul Right
84. Free Nationals – Lester Diamond
85. Free Nationals feat. Syd – Shibuya
86. Free Nationals feat. Mac Miller & Kali Uchis – Time
87. Future – Crushed Up
88. Gallant – Céline
89. Gallant – Sleep On It
90. The Game – Born 2 Rap
91. The Game feat. 21 Savage – The Code
92. The Game feat. Anderson .Paak – Stainless
93. Gang Starr feat. J. Cole – Family And Loyalty
94. Gang Starr feat. Ne-Yo & Nitty Scott – Get Together
95. Gary Clark Jr. – I Got My Eyes on You (Locked & Loaded)
96. GoldLink feat. WaveIQ – Spanish Song
97. GoldLink feat. Tyler, the Creator & Jay Prince – U Say
98. Griselda – Freddie HotSpot
99. Gucci Mane – Move Me
100. Isabella – Tag
101. Jacquees – Fact Or Fiction
102. Jacquees – Good Lovin
103. Jaden – Got It
104. Jeezy – White Keys
105. Jidenna feat. GoldLink – Babouche
106. Jidenna – Sou Sou
107. Jidenna – Vaporiza
108. Jim Jones feat. Maino & Drama – My Era
109. Jim Jones feat. Cam’ron, Guordan Banks, Benny the Butcher, & Conway the Machine – To Whom it May Concern
110. Joell Ortiz – Jamaican Food
111. Joell Ortiz – Sip Slow
112. Johnta Austin – Breakin Rules
113. Justine Skye – Secrets
114. Kalin White – 4 sexonds
115. Kaytranada feat. GoldLink, Eight9Fly, & Ari Pensmith – Vex Oh
116. Kehlani – Feels
117. Kehlani feat. 6lack – RPG
118. Khalid – Paradise
119. Khalid – Talk
120. Kiana Ledé feat. Jenifer Lewis – Heavy
121. Kiana Ledé – If You Hate Me
122. Kxng Crooked & Bronze Nazareth feat. Tristate & L.A.D – French Connection
123. Kirk Brown – Vibes Up
124. Koffee feat. Jane Macgizmo – Blazin
125. Konshens – Back It Up
126. Konshens – Last Wine
127. Kyle Dion – Hands to Yourself
128. Kyle Dion – Spend It
129. Larry June feat. Premo Rice – Booty Girl Club
130. Larry June – Early Bird
131. Larry June – Organic Smiles
132. Layton Greene – Never Knew
133. Lion Babe feat. Leikeli47 – The Wave
134. Lion Babe feat. Raekwon – Western World
135. Lophiile – Late Ass
136. Lophiile feat. Jesse Boykins III – You’re Gonna Need It
137. Lophiile – You’ve Changed
138. Lucky Daye – Love You Too Much
139. Lucky Daye – Real Games
140. Lyfe Jennings – Baby
141. Mac Ayers feat. Uhmeer – Fears
142. Mac Ayers – Get Away
143. Mahalia – Karma
144. Mahalia – What Am I?
145. Mahalia feat. Ella Mai – What You Did
146. Marc E. Bassy – Crash and Burn
147. Marc E. Bassy – Where We’re From
148. Matt Martians – Movin’ On
149. Maxo Kream feat. Megan Thee Stallion – She Live
150. Megan Thee Stallion feat. Da Baby – Cash S**t
151. Mereba – Stay Tru
152. Moonchild – Strength
153. Murs, 9th Wonder, & The Soul Council - Sin
154. Murs, 9th Wonder, & The Soul Council – Unicorn Glitter
155. Nikki Jean – Driver
156. Nikki Jean feat. Lupe Fiasco – Mr. Clean
157. Papoose feat. DJ Premier – Numerical Slaughter
158. Pardison Fontaine – Money Machine
159. Pardison Fontaine – Under8ed
160. PJ Morton – Kid Again
161. PJ Morton feat. JoJo – Say So
162. Post Malone – I’m Gonna Be
163. Problem Child – Whole Heart
164. Quinn XCII feat. Yoshi Flower – Werewolf
165. Rapsody feat. Queen Latifah – Hatshepsut
166. Rapsody feat. D’Angelo & GZA – Ibtihaj
167. Rapsody feat. Elle Varner – Michelle
168. Raveena – Nectar
169. Raveena – Salt Water
170. Rex Orange County – Always
171. Rex Orange County – It Gets Better
172. Rick Ross – Fascinated
173. Rick Ross feat. Drake – Gold Roses
174. Rick Ross feat. Summer Walker – Summer Reign
175. Rick Ross – Vegas Residency
176. R.LUM.R – Happy
177. R.LUM.R – Lies
178. Roses Gabor feat. Sampha – Illusions
179. Rotimi – Love Riddim
180. Rotimi – Way Gone
181. Sabrina Claudio – Truth Is
182. Sammie – Issues
183. Sara Bareilles – Armor
184. ScHoolboy Q feat. Kid Cudi – Dangerous
185. ScHoolboy Q – Numb Numb Juice
186. Shal Marshall – Mas Forever
187. Shal Marshall – Splinters
188. Shwayze – Rich City
189. Sinead Harnett – Be The One (Interlude)
190. SiR feat. Smino – LA Lisa
191. SiR feat. Kadhja Bonet – New Sky
192. Slum Village feat. Dwele – Call Me
193. Snoh Aalegra – Nothing to Me
194. Snoh Aalegra – Toronto
195. Snoop Dogg feat. Swizz Beatz – Countdown
196. Snoop Dogg feat. Marknoxx – I Wanna Thank Me
197. Snoop Dogg feat. Russ & Wiz Khalifa – Take Me Away
198. Solange – Almeda
199. Solange – Dreams
200. Steve Lacy – N Side
201. Steve Lacy – Playground
202. Summer Walker – Wasted
203. T-Pain feat. Tory Lanez – Getcha Roll On
204. Tayla Parx – Me vs. Us
205. Tayla Parx feat. Joey Bada$$ - Rebound
206. The Teskey Brothers – Rain
207. The Teskey Brothers – Sun Come Ease Me In
208. Tinashe – Feelings
209. Tobi lou feat. Erica Rene & Cam O’bi – That Old Nu-Nu
210. Tobi lou – Waterboy
211. Tori Kelly – Kid I Used To Know
212. Toro y Moi – Freelance
213. Toro y Moi – Ordinary Pleasure
214. Tory Lanez – Blowin’ Mine’s // Leah’s Introduction
215. Tory Lanez feat. Ludacris – The Fargo Splash
216. Trey Songz – Jill (Sumn Real)
217. Trina feat. Rico Love – Water
218. Tryezz – Walnut St. Dub
219. Tsu Surf – Killing Me
220. Tyler, the Creator - Earfquake
221. Tyler, the Creator – I Think
222. Umi – Sukidakara
223. Vedo – Do It Nasty
224. Wale feat. Jeremih – On Chill
225. Weezer – Happy Together
226. Willow – Time Machine
227. Wiz Khalifa feat. Young Deji – Gold Bottles
228. Xavier Omär & Sango – Cry & Lie
229. Xavier Omär & Sango feat. Billy Mercury – Keeping Me
230. YBN Cordae feat. Anderson .Paak – RNP
231. YBN Cordae feat. Meek Mill – We Gon Make It
232. Ye Ali feat. DCMBR – All About You
233. Ye Ali – Rehearsal
234. Ye Ali feat. DCMBR – Show Me
235. Ye Ali feat. DCMBR & Rainy Milo – Songs2Get2GetDrunk2
236. Yelawolf – Box Chevy 7
237. Yelawolf – Unnatural Born Killer
238. Young M.A. – Stubborn Ass
239. Zacari – Midas Touch
240. 2 Chainz – Threat 2 Society
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kemonos · 5 years
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would it be annoying if i said 1-50? i wanna know all of it
no it’s v sweet...... kis...
1. what’s the best thing that happened to you today?
i just relaxed and kinda just didnt do much!! love it when i get a day Off. my cat laid next to me and it was so cute that might be the best part. also just had a nice phone call with u a bit ago was rlly nice
2. where do you see yourself living in 10 years?
the city that i currently live in. i will be 29! yikes!
3. apartment or house?
house. i need places to go and space to exist in and apartments make me feel v cramped
4. has your aesthetic changed at all in the last year?
i change it every season!
5. what is something you’re proud of?
im good with kitty cats..... also being a published poet and having 2 years of government work experience at19!
6. name three books that changed your life.
warriors: into the wild, the haunting of hill house, and persepolis
7. do you have a favorite podcast?
i love taz!! (thanks for introducing me to it) and wtnv is my forever love.
8. what three songs can you not get enough of right now?
i don’t trust u anymore
the guillotine
cuz i love you
9. favorite quote?
“I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me.” and yes that is a FNV quote
10. state an unpopular opinion that you have.
i gotta think on this one? i hate potatoes? but as for like more controversial/political stuff i gotta think on that
11. if you could live in any other decade, when & where would you choose?
medieval germany just so i could understand how horrifically people smelled
12. describe your ideal date?
going to a place where i can pet goats and having flowers brought to me... hehe
but as for like a date i havent done? i think just like. being surprised with a small gift/flowers because i love gifts/flowers and then going for a nice walk somewhere pretty and then doing some activity like pottery or shopping or like.. just an activity that’s a good time!!! and then having a nice dinner or lunch (no ideal date of mine starts early bc that’s cuddling time) and then going home and watching a movie and hangin out!
13. are you currently crushing on anybody?
yeas! you know who!!
14. if you could have dinner with anybody, who would it be?
my grandma cause i never met her. or like a grandma further up in my lineage and idk anything abt my heritage tbh
15. what time do you usually go to sleep & wake up?
i sleep from 10:30-1:00 and wake up around 9
16. what’s your favorite instrument?
cello, viola, or mandolin
17. what song do you love dancing to?
i will get down to just about anything. in stores, restaurants, anywhere. u have seen me do this.
18. what’s a topic that you wish you knew more about?
hmm how to make change using activism. i see so much injustice in the world and im not sure how to fix it
19. got a random fact you’ve been holding on to?
i have only had animals that had black fur as pets!
20. favorite fruit & vegetable?
i like mango and tomato
21. what’s your favorite dish to cook?
im so bad at cooking so a dish i CAN cook that i like is chicken soup made from scratch
22. favorite beverage?
screwdriver
23. how are you feeling in this moment?
pretty okay!
24. are you reading a book at the moment? what do you like about it?
i should be... eek
25. name three songs that stir up the deepest emotions.
a pearl by mitski
running up that hill by kate bush
i dont have a third one, these two songs rlly bring out tears in me tho. esp the second one
26. what’s your favorite season & why?
winter cuz i love snow and holidays, spring cause im happiest then, fall cause it smells good and new things happen, summer because i can be lazy and actually see sun?
27. when is your birthday?
you know >:)
28. what do you do when you need to de-stress?
play viddy game
29. do you prefer spontaneous or pre-arranged plans?
both are grEAt
30. name an experience in your life you wish you could do over?
high school, i wasted far too much time being sad
31. do you like the name you were given? if not, is there a different one you’d prefer?
nope! and im not sure yet!
32. what’s your favorite weather?
snow !!!
33. are you satisfied with how your life is going right now?
i think so!
34. describe a time that you were brave.
i stood up to a rlly abusive partner at some point and i paid dearly for it but i stopped letting myself be a doormat
35. is there a movie you like better than the book it was based on?
uhhh not particularly 
36. do you have a place you go to when you feel stressed/sad?
lake
37. what was the last thing that made you laugh?
thicc furry women google search
38. what time is it where you are?
night
39. what is something you’re excited for?
seeing you tomorrow, our next date, and finishing fire emblem.
40. got any summer plans?
work, get sun, hang out
41. when was the last time you intentionally went out to see the sunrise?
never 
42. favorite film genre?
psych thriller
43. coffee or tea?
u and i both love tea and that’s why we fell in love
44. describe your body without using any negative adjectives.
soft, so very soft. olive. stronger than it seems!
45. is there a cover song that you like better than the original?
make you feel my love by adele
46. are you on good terms with your parents?
it’s complicated
47. are you in a relationship? if not, are you looking to be?
i am!!!!!!!!!!!!
48. do you typically look for a partner with the same traits as you or someone to complement yours?
hmmb.... think both? i couldnt be with someone similar to me. but i think like someone who shares some traits with me and also challenges me. like someone who can enjoy quiet moments and likes to stay in but also someone who encourages me to communicate in my life and takes me to new places!!!! hm.. who could i be describing......
49. describe your aesthetic.
forest lamb moss bitch
50. put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs to play.
in the deep woods - sdv soundtrack
northern downpour - panic! at the disco
fire editorial - the mountain goats
jolene - dolly parton
a sadness runs through him - the hoosiers 
pool boyz - diet cig
sleepyhead - passionpit
teenage dirtbag - weezer 
When the Catholic Girls go Camping - Giraffes? Giraffes!
Horchata - vampire weekend
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st-percocet · 6 years
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rec masterpost
yo here’s some tunes that i recommend cause i get asked to rec bands/songs a lot so yea bold = absolute bangers that i can’t get sick of
SONGS: 1 trillion dollars - anti-flag 17 crimes - afi 302 - the lippies 5 to 9 - fidlar 6969 - ninja sex party acid baby - spilt addicted - simple plan afraid of heights - billy talent alfie - lily allen aliens are real don’t tweak - netherfriends all american girl - adickdid alone and stoned - king tuff alone is no together - jamie campbell bower / the darling buds a mask of my own face - lemon demon a more perfect union - titus andronicus a new wave - sleater-kinney anxiety - pinact atmosphere - joy division bad egg - hands off gretal bad habit - the kooks bad kids - black lips beach bones - more amor ft ryan ross beck and call - sundressed better man - jamie campbell bower better than sex - the midnight beast billionaire - travie mccoy ft bruna mars bitch theme - bratmobile black me out - against me bleed - out came the wolves bleed american - jimmy eat world body - mother mother boy grinder - jack off jill boyfriend - best coast boys wanna be her - peaches bubblegum - mystery jets but a nightmare - danzig byob - system of a down california uber alles - dead kennedys can we laugh now? - 7 year bitch cannonball - the breeders can’t go to hell - sin shake sin cardiac arrest - bad suns carried away - passion pit cat-o-nine-tails - L7 cemeterysexxx - doyle cheer up london - slaves chop suey - system of a down cold hands - the dose colder quicker - real friends come on eileen - dexys mightnight runners constant headache - joyce manor corrine - black honey crazy - gnarls barkley (cee lo green) creature - it looks sad. daddy issues - the neighbourhood dance like a maniac - the dollyrots danny don’t you know - ninja sex party dark necessities - red hot chilli peppers dark nights - dorothy death cup - mom jeans devilgirl - gorgeous frankenstein don’t come home - all human don’t mess with me - brody dalle don’t you wait - cloves dreaming dead girls - doyle egg - shoe. empty apartment - yellowcard even when the water’s cold - !!! evil eye - franz ferdinand faking the benz - from oslo family tree - black lips feels blind - bikini kill fill in the blank - car seat headrest firetruck vagina - baby guts first light - django django flannel - cardboard swords full circle - aerosmith fyi i wanna f your a - ninja sex party genghis khan - miike snow get busy - jimothy lacoste gia - fabulous disaster girls and boys - blur golden - travie mccoy ft sia good rhymes for bad times - bears in trees gothic roccata from the suite - léon boëllmann, roman penicki grace kelly - mika green eyes - wavves ha ha ha - the julie ruin hands down - dashboard confessional happy pills - weathers happy today - the wowz headfirst for halos - my chemical romance heroin - badflower hopeless - screaming females hung like jesus - cancerslug hypnotize - system of a down i killed abor day for you - panucci’s pizza i’ll be your butcher - cancerslug i look good - chantal claret it’s amazing - jamie campbell bower / the darling buds i wanna get better - bleachers i was a teenage anarchist - against me idiot - jeff the brotherhood is this sound okay? - coconut records i’m not crying you’re not crying are you? - dear and the headlights i’m not part of me - cloud nothings jellybean - video nasties jerk it out - caesers jerk of all trades - lunachicks just like you - nial harvest killer ball - gesu no kiwami otome kiss this - the struts la la lainey - forever the sickest kids ластоска - leningrad lezbophobia - tribe 8 liar - the dying arts lights out - royal blood lillibulero - bellowhead loner - fangclub lost on me - peace love bites (so do i) - halestorm makin’ whoopee - neil gaiman, amanda palmer max can’t surf - fidlar maxwell murder - rancid me and the bean - spoon miley - smwrs miss murder - AFI mixtape 2003 - the academic modern swinger - the pink spiders mother - danzig move (i’m coming) - chantal claret my best friend’s hot - the dollyrots my sharona - the knack nagoya - it looks sad. new born - purple nightmare - avenged sevenfold nite vision - mean jeans no surprise - the shacks not my girl - tokyo police club nothing can stop me - heavens to betsy nothing is wrong - analog rebellion no waves - fidlar oh bondage! up yours! - x-ray spex old folks home - cottonwood firing squad olly olly oxen free - amanda palmer (piano is evil version) only acting - kero kero bonito on your side - a rocket to the moon orgy for one - ninja sex party overdose - fidlar palm trees - smwrs panic switch - silversun pickups paradigm - avenged sevenfold paris - magic man psychedelic ascension - mr traumatik pudding - joel cossette rats - ghost red flag - billy talent river - eminem ft ed sheeran romance - wild flag romans - adam walicki salad days - mac demarco samantha - hole same damn life - seether same old blues - phantogram save me - aimee mann say it ain’t so - weezer schism - tool shia labeouf live - rob cantor shit twins - dads sick boy - kill hannah sick shit - together pangea silly boy - the blue van skulls and daisies - danzig slob - artificial fever soldier - dover southern comforting - hotel mira (prev. known as jpnsgrls) speak life - damien marley spooky ghosts - snckpck strange town - the moderates supermodel, superficial - voodoo queens sur la planche 2013 - la femme sweet ‘69 - babes in toyland sæla - black foxxes tears don’t fall (acoustic) - bullet for my valentine teenage whore - hole televisor - morningwood the beer - kimya dawson the devil’s son - creepshow the hounds - the protomen the sound of silence - simon and garfunkel the times they are a-changin’ - bob dylan think of you - bleached time bomb - rancid toy box - ward xvi transylvania - iron maiden trophy wifey - partyline turn me on (radio mix) - wet fingers twin sized mattress - the front bottoms typical girl - the slits ukulele anthem - amanda palmer us - regina spektor vampire’s kiss - john gold virgin sacrifice - doyle volcano girls - veruca salt wait for me - motopony waiting - jamie campbell bower waste of time - elvis depressedly weekend - smith westerns west coast - coconut records whole wide world - big tree without me - eminem you are going to hate this - the frights you’ll fall in love - mrs magician you’re gonna go far kid - offspring
BANDS: against me! - amanda palmer - artificial fever - avenged sevenfold - bellowhead - black foxxes - bleachers - bloodnun - blunderpuss - bullet for my valentine - cancerslug - cobra starship - counterfeit - danzig - dead! - death spells - doyle - earl. - electric century - fidlar - foo fighters - frank iero and the patience - ghost - good charlotte - gorgeous frankenstein - green day - hole - hotel mira - hounding - iron maiden - jimothy lacoste - kero kero bonito -leathermouth - leningrad - marilyn manson - mindless self indulgence - misfits - my chemical romance - ninja sex party - nirvana - papa roach - paramore - pencey prep - poison crow - pup - queen - queens of the stone age - rage against the machine - ramones - rancid - reggie and the full effect - simple plan - slipknot - spilt - sum 41 - swmrs - system of a down - taking back sunday - the darling buds / jamie campbell bower - the dead xiii - the dollyrots - the dresden dolls - the killers - the left rights - the levellers - the pretty reckless - the used - the world you love - video nasties - ward xvi - weathers - weezer - wolfe sunday - yellowcard
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joetayhayfan · 5 years
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The day of tour announcement she is sitting in her office with Gregos sitting on her desk, she grabs her phone seeing a message from Pete. ‘It’s up.’ She clicks the link opening the link up.
She shakes her head watching the short video, “Oh god really Pete.” She reaches over grabbing her phone typing out the message, ‘do I dare ask to see the other videos?’
Later when Pete walks in she looks up to him, “Saw the dates.”
“And?”
“Not bad really shorter tour.”
“I knew you would like that.” He tosses a pass on her desk, “For the show.”
“Still pissed I am missing Greg’s birthday.”
“I know sorry Penny.”
“Yes but you always get to see Meg on her birthday.” She sighs grabbing the pass tossing it in her camera bag. “I know it isn’t your fault you didn’t plan the show but you know how I get when I get pissy.”
“Yes I do.”
*
The morning of the show Penny grabs both the kids then grabs her phone. She opens up the camera, “So I was going to surprise you tonight at the show. But as you can tell I am in LA cause the guys have a tour announcment show. But happy birthday to you wish I could be there with you. Love you Greg.” Petra speaks up from behind Pen, “Happy birthday daddy two.” She sends the video then heads into the kitchen to get the kids breakfast.
“Mommy will daddy get our gift.”
“Yes he will I have friends in Nashville who is making sure the flowers get to him.”
“Will he get our video?”
Right as Pen goes to answer her phone rings. She smiles grabbing it opening u0 the FaceTime. “Speak of the birthday boy.”
“I loved the video. Actually everyone loved it.”
“Sorry we couldn’t be there. Someone has school and I have to now work.”
“I saw the tour announcement video. Did Pete really go there?”
“Yep.” She looks over to Petra. “Someone wants to tell you something.” She moves over to Petra as she takes a drink of her juice.
“Hi baby girl.”
“Happy birthday daddy two.”
“Thank you baby P.”
She goes back to her breakfast as Pen puts the phone back on her and Gregos, “Someone else is loving seeing you.”
“Oh my baby boy.” Greg smiles seeing the little boy smile in the camera. “Oh look at that smile.”
“Yep that is his favorite thing to do right now.”
“I’m sad that I am missing this.”
“You know I will send you so many pictures.”
“So who is watching Gregos tonight?”
Her front door opens and she smiles, “The sitter actually just walked in.” She lets the person coke behind her on camera. “Do you approve?”
“Happy birthday.”
“Hi Hillary. So don’t tell me you flew all the way to LA just to watch him.”
“Well I actually came for the show but then someone asked me to babysit so she can work.”
“Oh I am sure you hate it.”
Later in the night she is backstage with her camera and the monitors hanging off her neck. Patrick walks over sitting next to her, “Did you talk to you man today?”
“Yep this morning and then he texted me when he got the flowers and balloon.”
He hugs her, “I am sorry you are missing his birthday.” He kisses the side of her head, “I know how much it sucks and it kills you.”
“I am used to missing things like this but what kills me is he is missing his first birthday with a baby.”
During the show she is right in front of the stage. The fans are being mindful of her right in front of them. As Weezer takes the stage she gets right into her element enjoying the moment. Once Fall Out Boy takes the stage the crowd gets a little more aggressive she holds onto her camera tighter. Once Pete jumps into the crowd she is slammed around, Pete sees this grabbing her as he gets back on the stage.
When they get backstage Pete looks over to her, “Penny are you ok?”
She looks over her camera, “Yea but I am sure I will have some bruises tomorrow.”
“Are you going out there for Green Day?”
She looks out to the crowd as the band is playing to see them surfing and moshing against each other, “I would love too but I would get killed.” She looks out to the booth seeing Sarah, Brendon and Zack, “I will just shoot from up there.”
Once she gets up there Sarah hugs her, “Where is that baby?”
“Home with Auntie. Come one over tomorrow and you can see him.”
Brendon squeezes past his wife hugging Pen tight, “Peebo.”
“Hi Beebo.”
“Oh I can wait to meet the baby I am gonna be the best uncle ever.”
“Oh I don’t know about that, the three Jonas boys are pretty smitten with him.”
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July 24th, 2018
Okay this is kinda gonna be a lot and cover a lot of days.
So last Thursday (the 19th) was literally one of the worst days I’ve had in such a long time. I woke up feeling like complete shit and had to drive back to Tuscaloosa for class from home. I had to find my inhaler before I left and it took me a solid 20 minutes to find it and I was sooo afraid I wasn’t going to. Finally I did though. I decided that I would leave early enough to go back to my apartment so I didn’t bring a change of clothes and I didn’t even brush my teeth before I left. I took all my stuff to the car to realize I left my keys back in the house. I went back inside and had to find them. I was finally able to get in my car. It started but it sounded a little weird but I didn’t think much of it. As I was leaving the house, a black cat ran across the yard. It technically didn’t cross my path so I didn’t pay much attention to it. I drove to Crossroads to fill up my tank. As I was trying to leave my car wouldn’t start. Ren’s dad, Coach Jenkins and some other men came over to help me. They jumped my car and I drove to Tuscaloosa. I realized I wouldn’t have time to stop at the apartment anymore, and I didn’t want to just in case my car wouldn’t start back so I drove straight to school. I had to put on a sweater I had in the car so it would at least APPEAR that I changed clothes. I then had to go all day in that sweater even though it was over 90 degrees outside. I also still have not brushed my teeth. I grabbed some cookies from the Ferg for breakfast. I then I took my Cal 3 test (I made a 84 lol). As I was going to leave, of course, my car wouldn’t start, so I had to call UA’s parking services to come jump me, I drove to Warren’s and asked them to change my oil and battery. They didn’t change the battery because they said there was nothing wrong with it, despite me explaining that I had to get it jumped twice. I go home for awhile then decide to go to Target to buy some stuff for this weekend. As I pay for all my stuff, I realize I left my card in the car so I have to go back out and get it. I pay for my stuff, bring it to the car, and the car won’t start. Of course. I call Kristen and she comes and jumps me. I drive back home and instantly go to bed because I couldn’t handle another bad thing happening.
On Friday (the 20th), Kristen drove me to school and I stayed in Carrie’s apartment with Abi. We went to Dazzle Days and of course Brandy had to call me out a few times. It was a lot of fun though because me, Callie, Dezarae, Abi, and Carrie went to Cook Out and all slept in the apartment together.
Saturday (the 21st) was genuinely an amazing day. I was sore and there was a lot of hard moments but I really did love doing this. Being able to learn Yea Alabama and Basketcase meant to much to me. It really helped me push through the day. Also Aaron and Dad went and got my car fixed. After Dazzle Days was over, we ate and slept and hung out. We decided to go get ice cream so I finally met Koby in person and we got to see Mortin again.
Sunday (the 22nd) Callie, Rachel, and I got breakfast at Cracker Barrell while Carrie slept. When I came back, Carrie and I cleaned. She went shopping and I rested for a little. She came back after awhile and then her and I and Hope and Kristen all were talking and we ended up talking about Vyvanse and Adderall so Kristen gave me one of her Vyvanse and one of her Adderall. I took the Vyvanse then (around 5 or 6). It was a small dose so I didn’t feel it much. Carrie and Hope and I hung out for most of the night in Hope’s room. Carrie ends up getting a call from Zach. He got drunk for the first time and needed us to come get him and his car and take him home. On the way home Africa sung by Weezer was playing as Carrie and I drove across the bridge. That moment felt so magical. I barely remember what it felt like now. But it was like one of those moments that reminds you how happy simple things can make you. The girls and I stayed up until 1 or 2 talking. We finally all went to bed
Finally, Monday (the 23rd) I took my Adderall. I ended up timing it perfectly to where it had right as class was starting. I have to say, I loved it. My mind felt clear, I was warm and tingly, I felt very calm. I was able to get a lot done during class. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so present then when I was at my peak high. Like it felt like all that ever existed was right then. I also really liked how it didn’t make me feel sleepy even though I had like 5 hours of sleep and no food. That’s another thing, it hella suppressed my appetite. I also really like that about it. I really like Adderall, it really helped my brain to not feel like there were a million voices inside. I went and baby sat some twins that live in my apartment complex. They were fun and chill. I was just coming off my high and I forced myself to eat some food. Then I came home and saw Carrie for a little. I went shopping at 5 Below and spent the $20 I earned from babysitting. Then Carrie and Hope and I hung out again in Hope’s room. We talked and did homework and stuff. Carrie and Kristen ended up letting me cut their hair.
And now I am probably gonna go to bed so I can start my day. I bought caffeine pills yesterday so I’m gonna see what that’s like today. See if I like it. I think I’m gonna start with one pill of 100mg to see what that does, then adjust from there. I hope it helps with hunger and attention mostly.
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