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Friendship is Magic!
L5R Ocs of @curaphyllobates and @frlfrostig !
best friends foreva!
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ive been neck deep in fitzconte the last few days and it's amazing the things people can do with a character who has 4 minutes of screentime, says like three lines in total and also never actually directly interacts with the character the fandom decided is their bestie their pal their sweet cheese their good-time boy. and lover.
the cheetah is a homoerotic allegory yes yes we know.
#but the fics ive read. holy shit. there are so many incredible writers in this fandom. obsessed.#anyway. friendship ended with fitzier. now fitzconte is my best friend.#(<- a joke obv im a fitzier girlie forever and ever. but when you CONNECT the two... my goddd. now i feel im alive)#also its so funny how the fitzconte fics seem so much more like rpf than say fitzier etc cause like.#since we got next to nothing of these two in the show - the fic writers' obvious next step is to turn to their actual life history#since they were buddies irl and all. the clio shenanigans are just a well that keeps on giving.#where would we be without that cheetah fitzconte nation huh#the terror#fitzconte#i used to occasionally dab my fingers into this ship but now that ive read some fics where they're oh so delightfully toxic... im in love <3#i still only like it in a very very specific way tho
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if you call himmel pathetic i'm throwing hands at you. himmel showed the purest form of love for frieren and you guys think that's pathetic? what's pathetic is not respect other people's feelings or boundaries and acting like people owe you anything just because you like them. himmel was happy to have a friendship with frieren within her own conditions just because he genuinely enjoyed her as part of his life. he was happy to wait for her for his entire life is he had to but he also never stopped living for himself. that's fucking beautiful. loving someone so much you are able to let them go, not wanting to change who they are or impose anything on them? unconditionally, nonetheless? that's the point of life.
#either platonically or romantically having people genuinely appreciate you and having genuine connections with people is what makes life#worth living#frieren is a beautiful show about loss grief and how people change you just by being present in your life how they add to your life how#your true friends inspire you and how we keep each other's memories alive how love is timeless despite the finality of our human condition#and you tell me himmel is pathetic?#what a joke#i'm biting himmel haters like an enraged chihuahua#infection you with the power of love so you understand that loving makes the world more beautiful#besides frieren not understanding her own feelings at the time she always cared for himmel and the others as well#she just took more time to learn how to reciprocate and demonstrate the importance they had for her#because she isn't humans which is normal#a big part of life for everyone is having regrets and wishing it wasn't too late#frieren explores that perfectly#the friendships in that story are so pure and well nurtured#it's a shame internet culture rotted your brains so much that you think there's something inherently wrong with having unrequited feelings#and being okay with it#it's a shame you reduce such a genuinely good character who proved his will was above anything mystical to a 'simp'#anyways. himmel stays winning.#he put a ring on it too like imagine thinking he's losing when frieren is having dead wife flashbacks of him the entire show
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luckie clover for each of my dear pals . .
#𓈒 ۫ 𝓹𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓮 𐂯 𝓹𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮𝓼 ₊⠀ೀ#permission 2 be sappy for a rllie quick moment ??#it is just ! such a gift to know u all ! ! muties n regular non - nons n quiet frens on here alike . .#i miss each of you every single day n im so grateful that we get to spend time together on this spiritual plane < 3#u all each shine a light in my life in ur own individual precious ways n i am so ! ! starstruck !#so in awe ! that the universe gave us the privilege of getting to experience each other ! ! 🥺#u mean the absolute world to me n i kno i say it a lot but i rllie do love u ! ! !#ur love n friendship n kindness is what keeps me smiling n i hope mine cn do the same for u in return :<#keep radiating U ! ! ! i cant wait for us to meet again in future lifetimes ♡#Sorrie for this silly post buuuut . . it is js so bright outside n im sitting on the balcony n can see ppl sailing on the lake n like !#im Alive ! Weee are alive ! ! together ! walking hand in hand under the same sky !#no matter what the sun will alwys come again to shine down on us :-D
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TOMMY LE HOMME — Tommy doesn’t notice you approaching at first. He’s humming a tune to himself, his eyes on the stars.
TOMMY LE HOMME — “Carnations into the vase… Unfold your clothes out of the case…”
“Hey, Tommy!”
Applaud him.
Say nothing, just listen.
TOMMY LE HOMME — “I just want a place with you, I just want a place…” He smiles suddenly when he catches sight of you. “Hey, man. What are you doing out so late?”
YOU — “Couldn’t sleep.”
TOMMY LE HOMME — He nods. “Seems like it’s just that kind of night.”
CONCEPTUALIZATION — A rare clear night, bathing Martinaise in pale moonlight. The stars above, the glittering sea below… Yeah. It’s *that* kind of night. The kind that puts people in a reflective kind of mood.
EMPATHY — Tommy has a lot to reflect on, but nobody to share his thoughts with. He looks genuinely glad for your company.
“What’s on your mind, Tommy?”
“What were you singing just now?”
TOMMY LE HOMME — “Oh, same old, same old. Wondering how much longer the jam is gonna go on, wishing I was back home…”
DRAMA — There’s something else on his mind, too, but he’s reluctant to share it.
EMPATHY — He’s worried about his friend, the lady driver. Wondering if she’s still searching for a way out. Hoping she hasn’t found it. It would break his heart.
INLAND EMPIRE — Is there any heart left that would break for you?
VOLITION — Your own heart will never mend unless you give it time. So give it time, Harry.
“What’s on your mind, Tommy?”
“What were you singing just now?”
TOMMY LE HOMME — “Oh, you heard that…” He looks a little sheepish. “Just a little verse I thought of, years and years ago. I never did write it into a whole song… I guess it’s more like a mantra. I was thinking of my wife when it popped into my head, and now sometimes I…” He scratches his moustache, cheeks reddening just slightly. “Well, when I miss her and the kids, I sing it to myself. It makes me feel better. Cheesy, huh?”
“Super cheesy. You probably miss her more than she misses you.”
“Nah, it’s sweet. I bet she’d love to hear it.”
TOMMY LE HOMME — He just smiles awkwardly.
EMPATHY — He doesn’t know what to say, but he’s genuinely happy that you think so.
TOMMY LE HOMME — “How about you, man?” He leans back against the lorry. “You look a little down. What’s on your mind?”
“I’m worried about the case. I don’t know if I’ll solve it.”
“I’m scared to find out more about myself. I don’t like what I’ve learned so far.”
“I’m feeling lonely, too.”
TOMMY LE HOMME — He looks at you with sudden interest. “Yeah? Does that mean you remembered who you’re missing?”
“I don’t miss her. Who said I miss her? I didn’t say that. I don’t miss her at all. Nope.”
“I can’t miss her. Her shadow follows me everywhere, smelling of apricots.”
“I can’t remember yet, but I get the feeling I’m the one who pushed her away.”
“I miss the person I was before I became whatever I am now.”
“I miss Kim.”
TOMMY LE HOMME — He blinks. “Kim? You mean… your partner? Did he leave town again, or something? I didn’t hear his Kineema.”
YOU — “No, he just went to sleep a while ago. It’s lonely without him.”
TOMMY LE HOMME — He smiles. “You guys seem pretty close. You must have been partners for a long time.”
YOU — “No, we only met three days ago.”
TOMMY LE HOMME — He tilts his head at you, looking mildly amused.
EMPATHY — But his eyes are softening just a little. He genuinely feels for you.
TOMMY LE HOMME — “Ha… well, that makes sense, too.” He nods slowly to himself, and his smile turns sympathetic. “You’re all alone in a strange place. Makes every little thing feel… bigger.”
INLAND EMPIRE — You are alone, drifting in a vast and turbulent sea. You cling to everything and everyone that drifts near you, terrified of being pulled under. The lieutenant is just the latest thing that floated your way. You’ll lose him the moment you relax your grip.
VOLITION — No man is an island. You don’t need to be ashamed of reaching out to others for help.
EMPATHY — Tommy is the same. Alone in a strange place, longing to go back home. With every passing day, it gets harder to keep his head above water.
“Everything feels *too* big. Like it’s going to crush me.”
“Nothing feels big enough. It’s like there’s a bottomless hole inside me.”
“The whole world feels like a strange place. I don’t have a home to go back to like you do.”
“Is that how you feel about the lady driver? Someone made big by your loneliness?”
TOMMY LE HOMME — He looks almost startled by the question. Perhaps even suspicious.
AUTHORITY — He still won’t give her up without a fight.
COMPOSURE — But he can’t deny the truth to your words.
TOMMY LE HOMME — “…Yeah,” he says softly. “That’s just how it is with this job, I guess. Us drivers are all pretty lonely, so we make fast friends. And then…”
He pulls a cigarette from his pocket and lights it. In the brief flash of his lighter, he looks tired. “We part ways.”
EMPATHY — He’s sad. He knows, somehow, that he’ll never see his friend again. One way or another, she’s going to leave Martinaise and never come back. And so will he. And all the love he bore them both will amount to nothing but a weight he’ll carry in his chest. It will get lighter every day until he finally forgets.
INLAND EMPIRE — The same will happen to you. You will forget and be forgotten.
No. I don’t want to forget Kim.
No. I don’t want to forget Cuno.
No. I don’t want to forget Tommy.
No. I don’t want to forget Martinaise.
No. I don’t want to be forgotten.
I wish that were true. Even when I *try* to forget, this is where it gets me.
Forgetting doesn’t mean it didn’t matter.
YOU — “Well, at least you gave her a reason not to look for a way out for a little while.”
TOMMY LE HOMME — His cigarette dangles from his lips as they part in surprise.
EMPATHY — Something in his eyes shifts. It’s as if something finally clicked into place.
COMPOSURE — You aren’t sure in the dark, but you think his eyes might look a little misty.
TOMMY LE HOMME — “…I hope so.” His voice is quiet, but deeply affected.
CONCEPTUALIZATION — He just wants a place for her. He just wants a place…
#disco elysium#tommy le homme#harry du bois#suicide tw#the song tommy is singing is dragon eyes by adrianne lenker btw. go listen to it it’s good. coughs anyway#tommy and ruby’s friendship… the parallels between harry and ruby… many thoughts head full#something something nothing is insignificant#something something we keep each other alive every day even if we don’t realize it
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i am literally unstoppable now that i have 109 yards of elastic string and a big box full of thousands of beads i haven't used in years
#okay i'm slightly stoppable because i'm completely out of plain black beads#not sure why i thought i probably still had some when that's literally always the color that gets used up the fastest. for me anyway#probably really gonna get back into making kandi now that i have ppl who will go to raves with me again tho#even tho only a small portion of ppl still wear kandi at raves :( which makes me so sad. we need to keep the tradition alive !!!!!!#it is literally a symbol of friendship and solidarity. not to sound Old but where has everyone's sense of plur gone !!!!#i miss seeing everyone wearing kandi all the way up to their armpits. me and my friends were like that#only person i still know who does that is my friend flapjack. he's also one of the only ppl who still DJs happy hardcore :(#anyway i'm bringing a bit of kandi to the rave on friday to trade. even if no one has any to trade i'll still give them to ppl#oh maybe i'll give some to the DJs !!! from what i've seen on their instagrams they seem like they'd appreciate that
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you know im realizing now. with the exception of a few resident psychiatrists, ive had like. no good experiences with mental health professionals
#most recent occurance is eating my brain alive right now because I feel just so. degraded and offended by how she chose to evaluate me#I won’t get into it because it will make me spiral even more and get angrier and more overwhelmed but tldr she didn’t acknowledge#anything I said about my symptoms both out loud and via written test. chose to ignore or dismiss anything that came from me#as if I couldn’t be trusted to recount my own experiences and feelings. also did not take into account that I am an adult and thus have Had#to learn to mask and shit so while she brushed off So Much Shit because i seemed (in the three hours she met/saw me)#functional Enough. that’s only becuaee I put in a Lot of effort every day to do so. and that effort does not last forever#and of course because. like I said I’m an adult. I’ve been yelled at I’ve been punished I’ve been put through courses and#through the ringer of Society in general to the point where I mimic Normal Person Behavior at least somewhat decently when im prepared to do#so. she treated me like a child and didn’t acknowledge most of my major issues. ignored me when I said I don’t avoid social situations out#of fear/anxiety I avoid them because it takes a lot of energy for me to mask and try and read people and act accordingly#and in her report suggested generalized anxiety. part of the reason I was there is because anxiety HASNT ever properly described my#avoidant behavior.#and just. yeah I said I wouldn’t get into it but here we are. this always happens#it’s just eating at me because I keep realizing more and more things she just fucking disregarded. literally wrote that I ‘listed many#relevant symptoms’ and kept it at that. did not actually give those symptoms any validity. basically just implied I was listing things#just. becuase?#some shit was just blatantly wrong like claiming that I have a variety of interests when I told her outright that I can only be interested#in one specific interest at a time- example being the entirety of last year being only interested in One (1) video game. and this is to such#an extent that it’s difficult to make and maintain friendships because I have no interest in anything else but that One Thing for however#long and won’t care about other things people try to get me into in order to have something in common with me or whatever or just. yeah.#issues.#she didn’t acknowledge the issues I have with low empathy or overstimulation. didn’t acknowledge my history of taking things literally to#such an extent that it has caused problems with people. didn’t acknowledge anything that was self-reported and not being displayed in that#moment right in front of her eyes. it’s just. really really disappointing and. yeah degrading honestly#especially because it took months upon MONTHS to get this fucking appointment#and to just be not listened to and dismissed.#anyway. yeah I’ve also just only ever had really shallow relationships with therapists (at best)#and have never felt helped by them or like they ever put in much effort to try to Get to me so to speak. only my psychiatrists have#been open minded and Listened to me. but they were always residents so they’d leave in a year or so. I don’t have one at this point.#kibumblabs
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me when i have a 2 1/2 hour phone call with one of my best friends in the whole world someone who it feels like fate connected us who is everything i have ever wanted in my life and more and i know everything will be ok forever even on the worst days on earth because this is someone i see being in my life for the rest of the time i'm alive
#very very few people in my life like single digits do i feel this way about. and they are one of them :')#static.soundz#also i mean it. this person truly is everything i ever longed for in a lasting relationship of any kind in my life.#like. she is literally the friendship i dreamed of having as a kid. and as a teengager. all i ever wanted. i feel most like myself with him#i will value this friendship until the day i literally very literally die. this is a friend that makes me want to continue living#so that i don't miss out on the time we get to have together while we are alive. no one has ever been there for me as much as them.#truthfully only one or two people are as close to having been or has been there as much. and i love those people quite dearly too.#i will always be grateful for my friends who told me they wanted me to be alive. to anyone who actually told me they wanted me to keep livin#those people mean so much to me. and remind me that people who want to be there will be there. and will make the effort.
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so many 2 note posts on the mainfaggot blog today.
Anyway, so earlier i was thinking about how i have never experienced the type of friendship where you can just sit next to each other in comfortable silence and do different tasks.. not like "oh I've never sat in a coffee shop with a close friend while we studied different subjects" but more like. "I have never had such a friendship in which we could just come to each other's houses and get comfortable on the floor/bed/desk chair in each other's bedrooms, while we each did something different and did not need to speak to fill the silence. I have never been close to someone in a way where I felt comfortable allowing them to be in a space as personal as my bedroom for hours on end, all while feeling at peace and not self conscious or on edge." Truly, i wonder how that feels.
#i think because i moved around so much growing up i never really got to keep any friendships alive to reach such a point#and the close friends i have now.. well we all go to different universities in different cities#and back in high school i always drew a line.#it's the same now i think. except now the line is drawn not because i want to be left alone#but because im afraid and because.. i feel all tangled up inside#i hardly understand myself so how could i let someone else see all this. im a mess i cant let it show more than it already does!#z.post
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there’s nothing more sad than growing apart.
going from texting daily, to every other day, to once a week, to once every few months, to once a year, and then to not at all.
#yeah there’s 3 ppl this applies to. so what?#keeping online friendships alive is hard#the only ones i’ve consistently able to keep are ones where the long silences sometimes didn’t change anything#moi#im feeling emotional rn#and i’m listening to ‘letzter song’ by cro so that’s not helping akxhxkhskgi#friends#kinda#not really anymore but yeah#and yeah logan if u see this i miss when we still talked#same goes for mara#miss y’all tbh#but idk reaching out doesn’t work. and i get it some things are just over#but they were amazing before they ended ^_^#i’ll go back to listening to music now skdjkcjdkf#normally i wouldn’t mention anyone by name directly but i saw both of them in my notifications over the last few days several times and now#i’m being nostalgic again akxhxkjdkff#anyway whoever is reading this i hope you’re having a good day :)
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our regular d&d session gets cancelled so i tell my friends i'm going to hang out in the vc so we can still talk and then no one comes to talk like okay. THAT doesn't hurt at all.
#i mean sure no one is obligated to hang out w me or anything but#this is when we always play dnd so i know that no one (other than the dm who cancelled) has anything going on#maybe i'm just placing more importance on this weekly scheduled hang out as a way to keep our almost decade's long friendship alive#while we all live in different states and thus hours away from each other#but whatever am i right#life tag#rogu
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When your former friend of 10+ years has repeatedly flaked on you and then ghosted you and the whole squad, deleting you all from her social media and never responding to your subsequent texts asking if everything was okay, and then she hops on Twitter to bellyache about not having any friends.
GIRL, YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF. WE TRIED TO BE YOUR FRIENDS, AND YOU THREW US AWAY.
#and like it's just us#she didn't delete her accounts or unfollow/delete everyone#just the main squad#and she still posts just as much as always#and one of her other friends mentioned to someone in the main squad that she had ~vented~ to him about feeling like WE were pulling away#GIRL WE HAVE REPEATEDLY INVITED YOU TO STUFF AND MADE PLANS WITH YOU ONLY FOR YOU TO CANCEL ON US#GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS WE DIDN'T ABANDON THIS FRIENDSHIP YOU DID#my sister snooped on her Twitter today and that's how we know what she's posting 'cause her profile is still public#y'all I can't#we've been trying to keep this friendship alive for so long and now she's out here playing the victim
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hi does anyone know about caring for succulents indoors. because i have a succulent now. lol
#purrs#friendship ended with redacted. echeveria lilacina is my new best friend (except i bet you a hundred dollars redacted was the one who#decided to get me this JDHSJDHSKDHDKHDDJ). friendship not ended with redacted actually i just ummmm feel like i am being eaten alive with#misery and grief. but yeah ajyways ive never owned a succulent before except for this one plant i got freshman yr that i lost 2 days later#and i still DOTN know what happened to it but.. yeah. i have it on a piece of furniture right next to a window facing northwest rn but idk#if thatlll get it enough sun and im rly worried the soil in the pot won’t be enough or something. and i don’t want to fry it or kill it or#anything so idk what i need to do and i’ll be gone a lot of the time so i don’t know if my family will take care of it or whatever. so if a#anyone has experience w these it would be great to know. also apparently there are subtypes of this succulejtb and they all have beautiful#names like Lola and moondust and Orion so is there anyone out there who can tell me off the bat which it is bc im so curious 👀#also like is this little pot too small. idk. im scared it’ll die i wish i could keep it at work but we don’t have windows#ive been googling it too btw like imnot just avoiding looking it up myself. but yeah it’s helpful to hear from ppl who have direct experien
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Something I just noticed in Pokémon XY
In xy there’s a part of an episode where the gang decides there gonna camp for the night and Serena panics bc she didn’t realize that was part of journeying and was like uh oh I didn’t bring a tent so Bonnie offered to share hers
So it’s canon that this is the tent arrangement
Bonnie and Serena sleep in the same tent
Ash and clement sleep in the same tent
And you can tell that the tent is Clements bc it’s got like science gear on it which leads me to the conclusion that ash did not bring a tent to kalos and had the full intention of just sleeping on the ground if he couldn’t make it to a Pokémon center before dark
#ash really took roughin it to the extreme#ash Ketchum is lowkey dumb#we love him tho#he’s perfect#ash has the friendship of his Pokémon to battle away the hypothermia#clement is the only thing keeping him alive#Serena and clement have the self preservation#ash and Bonnie do not#we love them for it tho
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yes we laugh about laios’s answer here hahaha it’s not even a monster but. let’s not gloss over senshi
His favorite food is Hippogriff soup.
His deepest, darkest, most closely-held secret wasn’t just that he spent most of life never truly knowing if one of his companions fed him another one of their teammates in order to keep him alive.
It was also that he liked it. A lot.
His relief he felt wasn’t just the “oh thank god I’m not a cannibal” catharsis, it was also that he wouldn’t have to kill and eat another person just to eat this meal again.
How many times do you think he craved it over the years. How haunted was he by this. How hard was it for him to make friendships with other humans because of this. Is this why he was so comfortable living with orcs. He was so isolated that, even living on an island with a decent half-foot population, he didn’t even know what they were.
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the nukes are aimed on ottawa but that house in the west end with the two bougie bitches playing god is being evaluated a lot more than my ass over there. my little brother the lords favourite and audrey the peoples favourite is so easy guys but come on hes not even answering his dms lol
#you know when i said the kids win lol#gg everyone fuck off the parents#yall wanna kill me and little brother? my alejandro? hes a great kid you know#i trust his ass so much more than martin hes just a dipshit and loves canada#hot like mexico rejoice my mom and her dad are probably alive#sorry alex april fools bitch#consider hitting me up dude#welcome to getting your ass back to work monday morning soldier o7#you joined the thing that keeps trying to make me a superior officer#come on kid youre waiting for my orders#mine and jeanne darcs were not giving plans to canada idiot#fuck the crown dude youre french and have treaty obligations to the algonquin bud. welcome to the future#les games de tocks croches avec les iroquois pi les anglais ca fini ctannee calisse#fuck this 2v2 crap. fuck this 3v1 where we suck the crowns cock the hardest from the other side#fuck this 2vwhatever when yall give it to any first nations#fuck the english for a sec#and 3v1 those assholes with the six nations already#dude free kingston thats haudenosaunee land thats cataraqui#the national arent from new york or ohio theyre from the six nations wake up#after all this bs in eastern ontario we owe friendship to the haudenosaunee as much as we do the good ppl the nishi#for real believe it when you hear it in the tags on tumblr hallelujah#jeannes back
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