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jettorii · 1 year

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OKAY BUT KAI HAVING STUPIDLY TICKLISH HIPS IS SO CUTE. I CAN TOTALLY SEE JAY JUST LATCHING ON AND SENDING TICKLISH SHOCKS THROUGH THEM UNTIL KAI IS SNORTING AND SOBBING BUT STILL LOVING EVERY SECOND OF IT.

YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW I FELT WHEN I READ THIS. IH MY GOD I FELL TO MY KNEES AND SOBBED IGM NOT DOING OKAY

i present to you this piece on how i feel qbiut this. warm, overwhelming and silly all in a butterflies sort of way

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#ninjago tickle #ninja sillies #jettdoodles #tickle art #lee!kai #ler!jay #<333 #perhaps went a lkttle bit insane and oops what did my hand draw #need to save this ask so i can come back and sob about hos hips #anyways yeah im so normal about this #like the way i collapsed to the ground and sobbed on my knees was so normal #waking up to this was so great yes yes #re read this so many times

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ndostairlyrium · 1 month

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grey hair, fluff, and murrine 🔮

#dragon age #cullen rutherford #ndo sta l'art tag #in my head he's one that gets old like cheese for a couple of decades at least then he becomes the paper that holds the cheese #which is great honestly we stan #na sindone #=the holy shroud #(keeping the italian comment so to laugh with/at myself in the future)#u know those old guys that wake up at 5am walk 70 miles and then go back home for breakfast for then spending the majority of the morning-#-reading the newspaper and commenting it like a teapot in front of bread and a single glass of tepid water?#him. an old teapot that complains because 'back in his youth!!'#*blows on trumpet* useless history time!#la murrina is glass processed in small tiles to create a pattern #the technique is typical of venice (murano island specifically) but that kind of processing is 2000+ years old #the original recipe that the romans (very much stole *coughs*) utilised got lost in the middle ages #so in the xvi century artisans in murano made their own formula for processing glass in a similar way #the name comes from myrra (myrrh) because originally murrine were used for cosmetic holders #they're very tacky yes #but you know what else is tacky?#a man that dresses up as a lion unironically #(I love him)

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opens-up-4-nobody · 3 months

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#so my mom's wake thing was today and that was a lot. not in an emotional sense but in a im standing here talking for 3hrs #to ppl i dont kno or barely kno. ya kno? but it was good bc so many ppl showed up to talk abt her #so many people. my mom made a huge impact on the school system. so many ppl relied on her. she encouraged at least 2 ppl to get their #master. for one person to specilize in helping the dyslexic after her experience advocating for 3 dyslexic daughters. she wrote and was #awarded a 10000 dollar grant for special needs and intervention curriculum. which will affect so many lives.#everyone loved her. she's gonna get a track meet named after her and a scholarship created in her honor.#she was an amazing person and she affected a lot of lives and im glad she was my mom. and she raised at least one jem in my littlest #sister who is so sweet and is a great teacher. god but there was some weird stuff too. were pretty sure her old boss was in love with her.#and there were some weird comments abt her being a strong woman or this woman doing so much and its like hm y do i detect a note of sexism #y not say she was an amazing person? y the surprise? weird comments about how pretty i looked. which yes i looked great lol. my funeral fit #was cute. we did bright colors bc it was a celebration not a dower event. and im sure it was ment well but it was a lil weird. and then #everyone was telling my grandma what a great job she did raising my mom and like god fuck off she didn't do jack. my mom was great despite #her terrible mother. ugh. but altogether it was good that everyone was able to express their love for her. it was def a day that was for #them mostly. i mean partly for us but mostly for them. none of us even cried. ay but we have 2 more parties in her honor #bc everyone loved her so much we have to do one in her hometown too. plus a personal friends get together. ugh. im so tired #i wish i wasnt the most awkward. eye contact avoidant person in the room but like ya kno. what can ya do?#unrelated

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hopeinthebox · 3 months

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tagged by the gorgeous and fabulous @cordiallyfuturedwight and @aprylynn for february's roundup:

tagging the usual music favs: @jiminsproof @thvinyl @jimin-gaon @visionsofgideontheninth @spicyclematis @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @monismochi plus @kimtaegis for the amy macdonald of it all 💜 and also you, dear reader. MWAH

#heads up! here comes the director's commentary:#16 Carriages - now listen. i love texas hold 'em as much as the next daddy lessons supremacist #but holy shit. it doesn't hold so much as a candle to this track.#just unbelievably stunning. i'm begging you to give it another chance if you skipped over it the first time #Don't Forget Me - me and kayla and apryl all having ms rogers in this month's list... i think we might be better than everyone else actuall #End Of Beginning - good GOD we couldn't gatekeep djo any longer but it's worth it if only for all the bear tiktok edits.#and thus i have fallen for this track all over again. yes CHEF #Showtime - now if you've known me long enough you'll know i'm an absolute sucker for british indie rock bands #especially if their frontman looks like they might not make it through another winter #so you can imagine catfish has had an inexplicable hold on me. anyway their comeback single is actually pretty good #This Is The Life - fantastic tune. 2007 if you can believe it?#what a time to be alive and at the school disco and you're singing the songs and thinking this is the life and so on and so forth #Loving You Will Be The Death Of Me - tom odell can do no wrong in my eyes (ears?) anyway. lovely lovely new album #Never Need Me - been loving rachel for a while now and this single is brilliant. highly recommended.#plus the video features florence pugh and if that doesn't sweeten the deal then christ i don't know what will #Baby Now That I've Found You - i didn't even realise this was a cover of the foundations until hearing it again recently #because alison krauss just has an incredible way of making them her own and thus it's been on repeat.#Deeper Well - okay so now i'm seeing the country thread through this month's picks.#this is another lovely new one. hearing it on the radio and the fact that they have to censor “i used to wake and bake” is hilarious to me #shoutout kayla again because great minds..#Stay For Something - CMAT is phenomenal and if you haven't listened to her yet i can't recommend her entire discography enough.#she had her arsecrack out at the brits last night and well. i would die for her #(speaking of the brits. raye... i literally cried for her. go find the recording of her live at the royal albert hall.#-watch it twice and then come back and thank me)#artists-wise - most of these guys are consistently up there.#katie melua is a new feature this time because all my amy macdonald-ing put me back onto nine million bicycles.#used to get that one mixed up with 99 luftballoons but they're really very different. i'm a fool #so tl;dr: fantastic tunes. do listen #tag #receiptify

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breadclubrising · 11 months

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idc enough to rip and upload the video or see if anyone has posted it already

but this video of kenny saying he went somewhere (not canada!) to "recruit an old friend" who is "near and dear", I would have thought was going to be a swerve, like 'yep, my old friend YUJIRO 'THE TOKYO PIMP' TAKAHASHI'...

i WOULD HAVE thought that IF i had not seen kenneth's lil smile when people IMMEDIATELY started cheering when he said "old friend who is near and dear to my heart." he also threw in what appear to be a bashful head drop and a trying-not-to-get-choked-up voice when he started talking again. even in this shitty lil twitter vid from someone's phone, that smile looks real enough to convince me to tune into blood & guts in a couple weeks.

#kenny omega #golden lovers trutherism #my horrible little desiccated heart was like [limmy waking up meme] do i need to care about wrestling again #and i mean yes yes golden lovers absolutely but also IBUSHI KOTA TRUTHERISM TBH!!!!!! can't have the former w/o the latter babey!#two great tastes that taste great together #two heartwrenching longings of my wrestling fan heart that do flanking damage together #either it's ibushi so kenny's in his feelings OR he knows the people THINK it's going to be ibushi and he's having feelings about THAT #either way these strike me as likely ibushi feelings #ugh fine i will pay slightly closer attention to aew for a couple weeks #no disrespect to yujiro 'the tokyo p*mp' takahashi #in fact mad respect to yujiro 'the tokyo p*mp' takahashi #(do we still need to censor swears and bot words in the tags so that our posts will show up in people's tracked tags?)#(like one time i had the word f*cial in the tags and the post got filtered out. took me forever to figure out what did it)

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forgotten-daydreamer · 1 month

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me when i realise that i've been thinking for, like, a good hour about how great i am and that i am actually the only one who's ever right about everything, which can only mean ✨️manic episode✨️

#im checking my lil list. yes. it all checks out #my question is: why #i wasnt feeling that great earlier #which yeah may have been a sign #well. i was just being a jerk to everyone (only in my head) by being full of myself and self righteous (again - in my head)#the only thing that's missing is craving alcohol. i'm not - i'm actually a bit queasy rn so the thought isn't even appealing #and i'm being surprisingly rational about all this #it can only mean that i will either pull an allnighter (past 1am and i'm still fully awake) or sleep n wake up fully berserk #okay i kept on checking the list and i've been thinking about dangerous sex (for me. never for others). that falls under careless behaviour #fuck.

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there-will-be-a-way · 8 months

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Spent most of the day alone which means I got to experience Emotions™️ and Thoughts™️. Tried to cope with them by focusing on the present. Distracting myself with hobbies and a comfort game. I tried putting my feelings into art and writing. But it didn't help. Ended up getting the shakes and shits. So at midnight I built a joint out of leftover crumbs and stems I found in my box and empty baggies. Got me high enough to stop the shakes.

I've been telling my helper people that my coping techniques don't work anymore. I try. I do what I'm supposed to do but they make this feeling worse. And I don't even know what to name it. The closest I come to describing it is that it feels like someone inside me is scratching and hammering on the walls of my body. Like someone or something inside me tries to scream but the room inside my ribs is sound proof. It's a tension that's alive and crying until its throat is soar. Before smoking that sorry bit of weed I seriously considered overdoasing because I couldn't bear it. I would appreciate it if someone could tell me what to do with this feeling instead of numbing it with substances, but I only get told the skills that have grown to fail me 🙂 Even my therapist said that I have all the skills one could get teached. Why. Aren't they. Working anymore.

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keeps-ache · 1 month

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little soup cans are some of the neatest things we have, wish there were more soup-can-like things in this world

#just me hi #though canopeners need to stop being deadly weapons to some degree before that hfhs #'they're not deadly tho ?' well usually yes. but did you know that they can age Badly? i did not!#and the one I was using was dulled to an extent that it would Skip over a part of the can #(nearly the same spot every time lol) and when I thought I'd managed to fool it and had only #the tiniest bit of metal between me and some beans (pretty sure it was beans) I thought #'ohh I'll just pull up the can lid :)' Well the lid snapped off completely towards and Into my hand #and I had a bean-can wound on my pinky for about a week or so. I do not know how long it's been lol #//but soup cans are pretty cool I feel like they're kinda underappreciated !!#you can just have Soup ? Whenever ??? and it's Normal !! wow :D #sure making soup is pretty great. but that's a process man. and we're not even associates #[<- 'a process I am (not) intimate with']#like there is a little can of menudo in the pantry rn - medunito they call it isn't that just !! - and it's just there. it can be made in #like 10 minutes. is this Not the best thing ever ! ?#//I've also gotta figure out this sleeping thing that I've got going on (everybody has it going on)#I was maybe half a week into actually have a consistent thing going but the night I stopped was bc I am a sucker of a storyteller and we #were up til about. I think 4-6 a.m.#that's on me yes. my siblings vs. my desire to tell stories and rubber willpower hfbdh #a deadly match truly #and also I lost my snoopy watch (RIP snoopy watch you will be missed (I can't find it send help Waough)) and that was the only clock I had #in this room so now if I wanna know the time I have to go the living room - which is like a whole dang thing lemme tell you about it #/first I've gotta get up - easiest thing by far - and get to the door - assuming I don't get KO'd by my siblings' belongings on the floor -#get to the door. the door Is broken to some extent. opening it means a loud THDPD noise is sent throughout the entire house lol. and you #have to yank on the thing to get it open - so double effort there - and then you step out into the hallwayish area where you can then enter #the living room - oh so easy! but No! you then have to either turn on the kitchen lights and wake everyone with their door open or sleeping #in the living room for whatever reason Orrr you have to clamber over chairs pots perhaps a cat if you've got real bad luck that night to ge #up nice n personal to the clock so you can read the dang thing and see it's 11:23. which is like nothing so you stay up Anyway and do not #check the clock again because not only was that a hassle but also you released every creature that was in the room with you (that's a lot o #noise). but Yea the clock situation is ongoing hfbsh #'why don't you get a clock' that would be much too easy loll :) (last one disappeared and we keep forgetting lol) //ran out of tag space so

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love-at-first-bite · 8 months

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WHO SAID THAT!?!?

#victor beeps #i don't think termina is easy per-say. i think it has a good difficulty and yeah some things are trial and error (a lot of things)#but MAAAAN compared to the first game you could say it is easy cause F&H 1 - i'll be honest - a slog #like the THIRTY MINUTE TIME LIMIT in a ROUGE-LITE. HELLO????? i can't find my ASS in that time here much less a whole MAN #and a lot of things are just up to RNG and game knowledge so it's all up to a literal coin flip at times #like my marina run was STACKED. got a good weapon early and started with necromancy and dodged so many attacks it was great #meanwhile levi's run was awful from start to finish. i got nothing good i had terrible death mask spawns it was a struggle #ANYWAY i'm excited for the update. i trust they won't just ''enemies hit harder you hit softer bye.'' like it's said #i DO think some things need nerfs...o'saa's tree is a little busted #IN CONCLUSION! DO i think termina is easy? not really! on it's own. compare it to the first game and yes. yes it is easy #at the end of the day a lot of it comes down to rng and game knowledge so while the game may feel impossible at first-#-by your second or third playthrough you should have a solid grasp on a lot of the most important things #(like Needles. the pav/marcoh/tanaka scene. how to save samarie. ect)#and there is an easy(er) mode! don't let people shame you for only playing it on that difficulty!#ANYWAY HIIII GOOD MORNING :3 this is the first thing I saw after waking up and i'm insane about termina rn sooo :]#if you read all this hiiiii i love you~ thank you for listening to my silly video game talk

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chloeseyeliner · 6 months

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i am nineteen. i don't have children. important information.

the cashier in the supermarket asked me if i needed any christmas stickers for my children this afternoon.

EXACTLY HOW SLEEP-DEPRIVED AM I?

[bonus "comedian times".

remake of the jared, nineteen vine:

cashier: hey, lady, can you take our free christmas stickers for your children?

me: no, i can't!

what's up? i'm maria, i'm nineteen, and i have never fucking given birth to/adopted/etc a kid!]

#this is said with great respect to sleep-deprived mothers i love you i am so proud of you #the sleep deprivation hit me that's why i am writing this post lol #it's entirely my insomniac's ass fault.#i have never been able to sleep before one a.m. and have to wake up at 7 every day which would be fine #if it weren't for the fact that it's extremely difficult for me to fall asleep + disturbing dreams and nightmares happening #*almost every day #yes i am complaining #BUT IT'S FOR FUN #i promise #if anyone reads this and cares #no i did not take the stickers #i was frozen in place as always #so i said 'no thank you havealovelyday' and ran with a lettuce in hand #like the total social icon i tend to be #anyway #a glimpse into my life #university life #maria's random stuff #sleep deprivation #anxiety memes #kinda #it's implied #jared 19

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cogcltrcorn · 6 months

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went for a smoke in the kitchen and got called infantile for *checks notes* asking to wake me up for a test tomorrow if I don't wake up myself. just another day in the hashtag life

#crying! thank you mom :]#feels great! love it! yeah of course I should take responsibility for my own life. can you stop fucking yelling at me so I can. go do that #'is your test and yout feelings more important than this conversation?' actually yes. good night #now that I am bawling my eyes out I can be sure I will wake up on my own tomorrow! thank you!#jokes aside I am. not doing good

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thewolfisawake · 6 months

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The Winter Revelry: Invitation

The letter was sealed with a simple wax seal. Upon breaking the seal wafted the scent like honey and heather. Its form shifted to that of a small scattering of possibly butterflies. The paper butterflies showed tingled like crystal bells heralding a message. They danced, leaving trails of silver that languid in appearance, quickly composed letters. The loitered long enough for their content to be read. It was as followed:

The Herald of the Unseelie Court has been commanded by His Majesty King Balmoral Sitheach to cordially invite you to our annual Winter Revelry. We are celebrating 20 years of peace and wish to extend the amity to our companions new and old. A grand fete will take place at the Lùchairt Ghlòrmhor during the course of December where our esteemed guests are welcome to arrive and depart as their schedules permit. The Hunts begin at sunset and banquets will begin an hour after sundown. The honor of your presence is requested and any retinue you wish to accompany you will be accommodated. We await your response and hope you will grace our lands to commemorate the ending of another successful cycle of seasons.

As the letter came to a close, the butterflies swarmed and burst into shower of starlight. And from their collision reformed the letter proper, its contents written out for more practical use.

#{The Winter Revelry}#months of waiting #so that it was finally thematically appropriate #ahhhhh #yes the Seelie have the Spring Revel #but the Unseelie are their technical opposite #thus have theirs an opposite timing #I started November with #oh I'm gonna get ahead on this and it'll be great #*wakes up on November 30th*#/what happened/#anyway I'm hoping to stick with the Revelry for the month #and I may have a surprise or two out there for this #but for now #good god #I have a flight to catch in some hours

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running-in-the-dark · 7 months

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as someone who has always had issues with sleeping, it's so strange to see how my husband can just fall asleep whenever he wants, wherever he wants. he could lie down on the ground and sleep for 8 hours, no problem.

he just goes to bed, lies down, and falls asleep. and then stays asleep until his alarm wakes him, then he gets up and is just. awake. just like that. he never remembers any of his dreams, he just sleeps. all night. uninterrupted.

it's just. very weird. I mean, I had a lot of sleepovers with friends when I was a kid, so I guess I already knew other people can just. sleep. but still, I guess I always figured it must be a coincidence that everyone else just happened to fall asleep and stay asleep on those occasions. but damn it's been 10 years of seeing this dude just sleep like it's no big deal, and I suppose that's just. how it's meant to be?! how unfair is that.

#he also snores like crazy #so he sleeps peacefully and I can absolutely not fall asleep when he's in the same room 😭#even when we're in adjacent rooms. I still hear him snoring #yes I've been trying to fall asleep and it is not going great! so I'm trying to distract myself enough until I feel just tired enough to #try again #(and: I can also fall asleep anytime anywhere! just not on purpose 🙃 never ever on purpose.)#ugh why does it have to be so hard 😭 like life must be just. so much easier when you can just sleep?? and also feel rested when you wake up #I still think that's not a real thing. like. people just. wake up? and feel? better and less tired? nah that's made up 😬#trying to sleep without my antidepressant and. I honestly forgot just how bad it used to be #I can *fall asleep* now thanks to melatonin #it only takes like 30 minutes usually #but I keep waking up. and not being able to get back to sleep #and I don't hear like. 4 out of 5 alarms.#and I feel so exhausted when I wake up that I physically can't make myself get up #ugh I just hate this shit so much 😭#personal

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pyxscythe · 8 months

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Also I think its time for me to come clean but I know very little about k!pyros lore but wants to find out more but also don't have time or attention spam to watch

No that's so fair I'll be honest if I weren't so fucking autistic about some of the ksmp characters I would not have the attention span or capacity to pay attention to ksmp LOL

I like to think I understand k!pyro like some of the best out of everyone and Jack would probably vouch for that but I cannot for the life of me sit and explain lore

#Yes I could explain Linc's so far pretty easily LMAO but like others not rly #K!pyro's lore timeline I could not explain in full I wouldn't immediately remember everything #There are some big things I could go over briefly but smaller things I would forget #Honestly with ksmp if you know/understand general characters you can be an enjoyer enough . Imo #Like fuck knowing the lore I think it's fun if you just like the characters cause look #Ksmp is at a good time only for Americans I think . It's at 8 pm EST.#If you don't watch from the start of s1 you're fucked on lore unless you can sit through the VOD channel #There's no good guide to watching the VODs up to the current point because not all POVs are necessary to watch really #So it's hard to properly get into atp like very hard #So if people don't know lore I DON'T BLAME THEM.#And the community doesn't help I'm sorry do not listen to 90% of what people say.#Just listen to me. Honestly. Literally don't ask anyone else about lore. They'll just talk about clownzy.#I'm deadass they will find a way to make everything about Clown or the Branzy cameo (HE'S NOT COMING BACK.)#Ignore them .#Anyways all that to say. I support ksmp enjoyers who don't know the fucking lore for 90% of it #It's not easy LMAO #Stream-only lore is hard for me to stay with and that's why I adore ksmp being in relatively short sessions on a consistent schedule #Every Saturday 8 PM EST unless something comes up. It's spaced out it's consistent it's a great schedule #In principle. The time is not great for Everyone sadly #Hell it's awful for basically all of the cast it's mostly Aussies waking up at like 8 in the morning #《👾》

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akkivee · 10 months

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would be lining up overnight to buy their tickets lmao

#this is vee speaking #we still have the bonus tracks lol but tbh it’s a given i just really want to know who’s the bonus people lol #i think nemu should sing a song lol she’s not in jail that’s great enough reason for her to get up on stage singing the world is a fck LOL #so if we can’t get yotsutsuji pls give us nemu lol #but anyway lol *jazz hands* ye #i can’t really decide between eve and vickeblancka actually so if gencha is sold out i’d go for doppo dice #or vice versa lol #get busy currently has a bit over 300k views and is the most viewed pv atm and i account for about a third of those views LOL #i go to bed with the song stuck in my head sometimes #and wake up in the morning greeting the kuukou and jiro in my head still playing the song lmao #i still wish we could have gotten devil’s flower earlier that way we could get more of jyushi’s band lol but i’ll take it!!!!#i don’t fck with country usually but i will for samatoki lol #and i hope ichiro knows i would burn down the world for his song at this point lmao

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santicazorla · 1 year

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#do i feel better than i did this morning? yes i do #do i still feel like i could cry if someone breathed in my direction? also yes #and i miss my gunners #we have so long until we see them again #oh god maybe i shouldn’t post this man this week #he’s gonna score i just know it bc the universe likes to laugh at me #anyway back to my emotions #i think if i sleep now wake up in the midddle of the night do some work do some more sleep then finish a few more hours work tomorrow mornin #i think that’ll fix me #cos then i can do the whole afternoon off #great plan thanks for mindmapping it out with me everyone

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