falling again.
Tell me once again, tell me you love me like, you did that day.
I couldn't believe it, everything about you was like looking in the mirror, we were so much alike.
But your lips that had spoken of love, don't say a word like they're locked shut, I can't understand with my heart, why you said you loved me.
But now you're trying to run away
Baekhyun - Love Again
The continuation of shouldnt have.
It's been three months since then. Hyukjae been living well in Tokyo. He did his best to overcome his broken state. He did many things there and it really helped him a lot. He did yoga class, worked out his body, studied new languanges, even composing some new songs. for these three months, he already recovered well and he can back to his normal bubbly self again.
Hyukjae decides to come back to korea after feeling well. In a sunny sunday morning, hyukjae finnaly arrived at south korea. He walked alone with lot of luggagges with his mask on. Then he saw one familiar face to pick him up,
"Lee hyukjaeee"
"Hyunggggg"
Leeteuk comes to pick him up because he promises to grab a meal together later in a seafood restaurant..
"How are you hyukjae? Feeling better?"
"Eung of coursee hyung. I cant wait for our comeback finally"
"Of course we will have best of the best for this comeback. Lets work hard okay"
"Sure"
Then they enjoy talking to each other about how hyukjae's life in tokyo and how about the members doing while he was gone. They were doing pretty well with their individual schedule as well.
"Uhm so how was him? Is he doing pretty good these days?"
"You dont contact him at all?"
"Nope hahahaha"
"You really want to get rid of him huh?"
"Not to that extend lol he did messaged me sometimes, for the first week i went to japan, he texted me a lot like "what should i do" "im sorry" "i'll do everything for you to forgive me" "please" he did it so many times until 5 days maybe? Then i replied at the 6th day , i said "im okay. Youre not at fault. Just live your life as usual okay? Im fine here dont worry. "
"I thought you blocked him lol"
"No way i cant block him we're still gonna work together right"
"Wah our pro-idol lee hyukjae. Amazing im proud of you. "
"Nothing's to be proud of. So how's he been?"
"Nothing special because we didnt meet him often bcs of our individual schedule"
"Oh then?"
"But i already met him few times actually asking him for a meal together, he wasnt like himself either i think. His soul is like leaving his body lol"
" He's not that lonely right if i left him like that? He already had a lover anyway"
"I dont know either. maybe you both need to talk it out, dont you feel it to try to talk to him?"
"Yeah ive been thinking about this too hyung. Maybe i will talk it out with him later"
"Good then"
After getting a meal with leeteuk, hyukjae comes back to the dorm with the help of leeteuk to bring his lugagges. And when he opened the door,
"Suprisseeee welcome back uri myeolchii"
Turned out the members already prepared the welcome back surprises with many foods and confettis.
"Oh my goddd guyss hahahahhaa"
"Welcome back uri hyukjaee, lets eat together!!!" Shindong said
"Yesss lets celebrate!" leeteuk finally said
Then they eat happily and tell so many funny stories like they always did.
"How is it at tokyo?" kyuhyun asked
"It's fun of course i did many stuffs there to clear my mind"
"Im glad you're feeling well right now.. we're so worried about you really. You should think less and dont overthink too much okay? You have us to lean on man!" yesung said
"yeah, we can help you anytime bro just tell us about anything" ryeowook said
"Of course i will haha im totally fine right now really!!"
Actually there's donghae too there who's been just smiled blandly at the situation. Fortunately bcs of this crowded condition, no one realized that donghae havent talked a single word to hyukjae yet. Then some times after they had fun and ate well, the members starts to go home one by one. There's leeteuk and donghae left , ofcourse with kyuhyun and hyukjae too.
so hyukjae cleaned the dishes first and the rest of them cleaned the main room. When hyukjae washes the dishes, donghae actually comes to him and helps him cleaning the dishes
There's like silent in them for like few seconds.
"So, how have you been?" Hyukjae starts off the convo
"Nothing much it's just the same. You?"
"Yeah i did many stuffs there"
"Oh... im glad then"
Then silence again..
"Uhm, i- apologize for-"
"Nah it's not a thing for you to apologize anyway. Im totally fine"
"but im not..."
Silence again....
"Why? It's not that youre lonely without me right?" Hyukjae jokes
"hm maybe?" They laugh softly
Then hyukjae tried to ask something.
"How's thing with her?"
Donghae feels a bit flustered..
"yeah we're fine" said donghae plainly
"Good then" hyukjae smiled
"I miss you" finally donghae said it
"I miss you too.. lets work hard more for our comeback soon. Lets just get back like we used to be okay?" but hyukjae not acting like he’s flustered. he acts cool
"Uhm sure.. "
Then hyukjae was about to go to the main room then donghae said
"im sorry.. lemme just say.. ehm- dont cry again hyukjae."
"sure i wont" hyukjae left and smiled after that..
flashback
The day after hyukjae went to japan, donghae was like a soulless man. He ignored all of the calls and messages in his phone. He just wants to talk to hyukjae. He wants to meet him rightaway but he cant. He cant disobey leeteuk because he always obedient to all leeteuk's words. He resisted himself and stayed at his house for almost a week. He ignored all of the messages and phone calls. He just wanted to see hyukjae's reply. But he didnt reply at all. He didnt answer his calls either.. donghae was really like a zombie.. then hyukjae suddenly replied to his messages in the 6th day. Donghae was startled like hell. Then he replied.
"it hurts to see you cry dont cry again.... im so sorry. I dont know what should i do... dont hate me...please.... im so sorry"
But then of course hyukjae didnt reply him again.
Actually donghae became so confused after hyukjae left. He thinks about him a lot. He thinks how hyukjae acts around him this whole time. He just realized this whole time, hyukjae must be suffered to hide this feeling alone. When he's the one being so touchy and stuffs....
He didnt know either why he feels so hurting while he's the one who hurts his friend. He hates being left especially when his important person who did it to him. He feels so confused after hyukjae left. He didnt know what happened to his mind recently. He cant think of anything. His mind was full of hyukjae. especially the kiss he gave that night.
It feels like he poured all of his feelings to it.. but it was the most heartbreaking kiss that he ever felt. the tears that fallen in his cheeks. and his warm lips that melts into his.
he hates to acknowledge this but he wants to feel it again... but not after feeling like this. he missed hyukjae so much... it feels so wrong but he missed him so much......
but life must go on, donghae tried to forget this confusing feelings and try to meet his girlfriend.
He actually met her few times. But donghae always didnt look fine at all. He always been on his mind and cant focus on her at all. And it's always been like this..
Donghae didnt seem to reply at her mesaages as often as before. And he rarely pick up her calls. Donghae was like a whole different person.. sometimes he would be ignorant or careless... even he was not actually like this..
he had a fight with his girlfriend recently.. because donghae keeps losing his focus when they met. And he keeps ignoring her messages and calls. He said that he was busy with works and stuffs. Still his girlfriend had it enough and asked him for break up. Donghae asked her not to end it so quickly. he said they can figure it out together. But his girlfriend insisted that they must break up. She was so tired of him. So they break up in their 5 months..
Donghae was shattered... he was miserable..
he thought "maybe life was fair enough"
end of flashback
Donghae intentionally didnt tell hyukjae that he's already breaking up with his girlfriend. He thinks maybe it's for the best to stay like that. It's already been 1 month since he had broken up. And it's the time for hyukjae to come home to korea too. Actually donghae already recovers from his broken state too after 1 month. But now he saw hyukjae is a whole different. He's like happier, shining, and lovelier. It's like he's really getting himself better. He's getting way cuter... donghae seems a lil bit flustered to see hyukjae arrived... he was stunned for a lil bit.
“is it just me or he gets cuter after coming back......” he thoughts.
Fortunately after their little talks, they can be like they used to be again..
The comeback is near.. so they keep practicing and practicing. They have been busy all the time after hyukjae arrived. They have been busy with many things to prepare the comeback.
Hyukjae is working hard too. He's even more refreshed for now. Donghae and hyukjae come back as they are used to be. Playful to each other. They are just being professional to not mix their private life and works. So they act like the things that happened 3 months ago are also dissapearead.. they just act like nothing happened.
They finally released their comeback songs successfully. It was a hit and success. They did many shows, interviews, and some variety shows to promote their comeback. They are so busy because of these schedules. But they are happy because finally they did a comeback again after a long time.
So after the day they brought a first win from mcountdown, they celebrate it in a restaurant and have a big feast there. Then they had drunk too after having those meals. It’s time for going home and there were no schedule tomorrow so leeteuk said just rest well for tomorrow. The members are going home one by one.
"Hyung, tomorrow i will have schedule for new journey to the west, so i cant come home with you. Is it okay for you to come home alone?"
"Nah it's okay. Bye bye kyuhyuna"
But actually hyukjae is in drunk state so he will go with his manager to come home.
then donghae comes
"I can take him home, i bring a car here so you dont need to worry managernim"
"Oh? You bring a car? Okay then i'll just come with you."
Then hyukjae and donghae go home together with donghae's car. It's the first time for them having a drive like this for just both of them.
"Hyukjae-ya, are you sober enough?"
"Hmmm 60% sober i tthink why?"
"Actually i want to tell you something"
"What is it?"
"I... i broke up with her"
"Her? Your lover? Why?" suddnely he’s 90% sober up
"Some things happened and we fights then she asked for breaking up. uhm yea thats it"
"Oh.. since when?"
"It's been like almost 2 months before our comeback"
"Ah... so you already broke up that time i ask you?"
"Hm yes.... sorry for not telling you the truth, im just scared that it will make you uncomfortable yknow"
"It's okay i understand... uhm.... so, you okay?"
"Yeah i had been not okay that time but right now i feel better a lot"
"Good for you then, hope you can find another person who's better for you then. life must go on right"
Then silence... donghae doesnt give him any replies.
They stopped at the red lights apparently..
"Do you already have a person you like this moment?" Suddenly donghae asked
"no there isnt. I didnt think of it at all because we've been so busy"
"Youre right"
Then the green light appears..
Donghae drives again... 15 minutes in silence and finally arriving at hyukjae's dorm..
"Okay.. would you want me to take you to your room or-?"
It turned out hyukjae already sleeps. He didnt dare to wake him so he puts hyukjae in his back and piggy backs him to his room.... and he still sleeps soundly at donghae’s back..
Donghae puts hyukjae to his bed and tucks him in the bed softly.. then unconsciously, donghae leans in to hyukjae's face..
Donghae pressed a soft kiss to his forehead...
"What if you're the better person for me hyukjae? What you’re gonna do if i fall for you?" He said while carressing his hair softly..
After that, donghae turned off the lamp and went home rightaway....
actually hyukjae didnt fall a sleep at all...
he listened to all of them.
"The hell is that just happened...... oh my freaking God what the hell just happened....." he wakes up rightaway.
Hyukjae still can feel donghae's kiss in his face. he cant sleep at all that day. Even after hyukjae's arrival, they had been in a good terms. It is like nothing happened back then. They acted like they used to. Everything seems so natural. There were no feelings for each other.. hyukjae completely erased his feelings for donghae but why did he act like that last night....
"God he's confusing me again.... "
After that confusing situation for hyukjae, he will never know that was the start of all donghae's affections to him.
and it's likely more affectionate than he ever imagined.
They did many shows and got many interviews. In those shows, donghae always finds chance to get close to hyukjae even doing some skinships to him. But it's like he did it unconciously and natural. It's like the usual donghae but it's more clingy than usual.
He's always backhugging him when they played something, or when in a music show ending, and many more. But hyukjae just lets him bcs he didnt want to be so obvious of avoiding donghae in the tv or shows.
Hyukjae hates to admit this but he liked it. It's like he misses these moments so much but in fact he's already moving on.... or...... are those feelings coming back again...
His warm and soft touches against his body are endearing. He just loves those affections. He missed how to be loved by someone...
But he didnt want to admit it.... never. it’s too contradictive. his mind says he’s already moved on but his heart told him otherwise.
He still cant get over what donghae said few days ago....
Day by day passed by, and the promotions are coming to an end... they did their last music shows on inkigayo. hyukjae went to the rooftop to rest for a lil bit because the members are just too noisy right now.. he didnt feel like to talk too much today.
"what are you doing here alone hyukjae-ya?"
"Oh donghae, uhm nothing just sight seeing" he’s startled by his voice
Donghae comes to hyukjae
"Do you have something burdening you?
"No actually i just feel grateful finally we can success this comeback.."
"im proud too for myself and the members too. we’re doing great"
“right”
they smiled together and felt the wind that breezed for them. and hyukjae got some dust into his eyes
"Aaah my eyes" he tried to rub his eyes but donghae held his hands
"Hyukjae-ya are you okay? Which eyes?"
"Leftt aaaah its stuck"
“dont rub it, i’ll blow it for you”
Then donghae just blows a little to hyukjae's left eyes while cupping hyukjae's cheek. hyukjae’s heart is pounding like crazy while he did that
"I-Is it gone?"
"Maybe.." hyukjae tried to open his eyes and he's surprised, donghae was just 5 cm in front of him
Then donghae looks into hyukjae's eyes and carresses his cheeks softly... hyukjae cant back off and staring into donghae’s eyes also
"I think you're more beautiful in this comeback" while holding his cheek.
"How so? I just feel so usual"
"It's your eyes. Your eye make up is stunning"
"U-uhm thanks"
“this comeback fits you so well”
They still stood like that for a while until donghae leaned in to hyukjae.. and hyukjae automatically closes his eyes... donghae just pressed a soft kiss into hyukjae's left eye...
Then he pulls out and smiles..
"You must be tired today. Lets just go home.." donghae said and grabbed hyukjae's hand to enter the building...
Hyukjae is dazed and cant say a single word... he just follows him to the building in silence...
One day hyukjae drinks alone again in the usual bar. He just wants to drink because he wont have no schedule tomorrow.. and he talks alone in the bar.
"Im getting confused again. Why did he do that then?"
"If im just a rebound of his broken heart, i swear i would kill him rightaway.. gosh but he's already broken up from long time ago... eish but i doubt he likes me though he's fucking straight"
"he's weird. Or am i? Huh idk"
Hyukjae been blabbering for himself there for a few minutes..
Then such a coincidence happened, there just came donghae and jinu who were hanging out with the others because it's their friends who own this bar.. and donghae just watched hyukjae drunk alone and ran to him quickly. his face shows he’s worried as hell.
"lee hyukjae.. hey what are you doing here? I thought you slept because you didnt reply me at all. you cant come drinking alone like this. you know you cant support youself enough while drunk. why are you like this?"
"Oh hey cheonsanim is it my death yet? Why there's cheonsa here.. thats so weird" he blabbers and doesnt listen to donghae’s nagging at all
"Hey get yourself together hyukjae-ya"
"Oh im totally fine! what time is it? I should go practicing. let me go. comeon lets practice!!!"
"There's no practicing schedule for today and it’s almost midnight... lets just go to your dorm"
"No but cheonsanim, there's still liquor left i must finish-"
"Shut up and just lets go home. understand?" donghae’s face becomes all serious suddenly. and hyukjae shuts his mouth and let donghae do what he wants. he’s kinda scared too actually even he’s drunk.
Donghae just pulled hyukjae from the seat and put his arms into his shoulder and starts walking to the car.. donghae brings him home again... like that day
after the silence for a while, donghae finally softened and his serious face gone
"This reminds me of how you were so drunk back then and you keep sobbing because of me.."
"Back then i really didnt know. Yes im a fool didnt realize your feeling and im a fool too bcs i fell in love too easily with some women. Maybe im just too lonely. But i realized that i actually not lonely this whole time. I have you. Thats a shame of me who didnt realize it. Im just so sorry.."
He said while holding hyukjae's hand. Meanwhile hyukjae is sleeping since donghae starts driving.. he’s always like that after being drunk. he sleeps rightaway.
"You're becoming more refreshed and stunning. Im so flustered to see you like “ah it turned out im really friend with this beautiful human?" Thats exactly my thoughts for you when u came back"
"then i doubt it myself why would i have that kind of thoughts. I feel like i wanna have you for myself. Your cute face, funny jokes, and even your weird actions. It's like i wanna keep it all for myself. I even got jealous when you acted cute in front of the fans lmao i shouldnt do that but idk myself is just being weird."
"i love those smiles of yours. Your gummy smile. Thats just so pretty. It warms me up. I even think why didnt i realize i live with the prettiest angel for this 20 years."
donghae still driving while looking at the road.. and he keeps pouring his words...
"Youre really my important person hyukjae. I wont ever erase you from my list. Youre my person... your presence to me is a healing and strength. Without you im nothing. You complete me. You're really my everything. Please just erase those bad memories of us. Just let me fill it again with good memories of us... let me try again.. im hoping i can be your source of sunshine too.. like you give me those warmest smiles every time we met... thats the most amazing feeling ever..."
Then silence...
"I knew you're not sleeping right... im not asking you for anything but i just wanna tell you that... and we're almost arrived"
Hyukjae cant hide again from his so called sleeping,, then he’s awkwardly wakes up and straighten his back...
"uhm.. uhmm.. thats quiet long speech of yours.... uhmm okay..."
Honestly hyukjae is speechless as hell, he never knew donghae will talk it out and he's basically confessing??? But thats so ambiguous...
"Can i hug you?" Donghae asked before hyukjae opened the car's door
"uhm s-sure"
Then donghae hugs him... donghae's hugs always feels so warm... his big body is covering hyukjae's small body... it’s always been these hugs that he loved the most.
donghae who circling his arm into hyukjae’s neck and hyukjae who hugs donghae’s waist tightly.. its always been like this. their typical hugs from time to time.
"dont go out alone to drink.. bring me, so i will take you home"
hyukjae just nods in his warm embrace..
Donghae takes off his arms from hyukjae and presses a soft kiss to hyukjae's forehead...
"Good night.. rest well for today"
hyukjae is gotta explode.
He's confused too and doesnt know what to do either. But his mind is a total mess right now so he acts like he's totally not in his right mind too.
his act and his mind are always fighting. it’s not completely going in a one way. it’s totally contradictive!!
hyukjae in his not right mind suddenly leaned in and kissed donghae's cheek quickly.
He's so red and dying inside, then he just
"g-g-good night too bye bye" he's so flustered and running quick to his room
Donghae who feels hundred times flustered than hyukjae, cant even move a flinch after hyukjae's cute lil kiss. He's smiling like an idiot and messed up his hair.
"im really going crazy"
Meanwhile in the other side, hyukjae runs to his room and throws himself to his bed and screams.
"arghhhhhh why did i do that you fool lee hyukjae you fooool"
One day after that lil kiss event, donghae asked hyukjae (as if nothing happened) to a drive. he’s that amazing to act like nothing happened between them.
"hyukjae, are you free this sunday?"
"Uhm maybe, why?" hyukjae pretends nothing happened too. BUT he’s just pretending. so he just replied casually
"i want to have a drive, wanna come? its no fun if i drive alone"
"u-uhm sure. But where to?"
"Hmmm it's up to you"
"Me ? Ah no, it's you who should decide donghae-ya"
"Finee, then beach? Lets watch sunset. How?"
"Call! Good idea!"
"Okay see you on sunday i'll pick you up"
"Of course"
Hyukjae didnt know why he agreed to his plans lmao he’s too excited to watch sunset.
"eish what should i do.. that god damn smile wtf i cant even ignore him"
"Nah its okay we're usually like this. Its a usual thing for us to have a drive tgt. We even watch sunrise together every year.. it shouldnt be a bad thing right........ right..... but for now i should try calming my heart more" he’s trying to convince his heart more
Sunday comes and they really go to the beach....
They have so much fun in the car, they sing and laugh happily in the car.. hyukjae who jokes a lot while donghae who gives his best reactions to it. It's just their another ordinary days.. but its been so long so they're beyond excited for themselves.
It's winter and they wear warm clothes right now.
"Hyukjae, dont you feel cold of just wearing that coat?"
"Ah this. Hmm maybe i can bare it haha"
"You can wear my padding, i'll wear yours"
"Eish no need. Im fine really"
"Uhm okay then"
They have arrived at the beach and they go to the side of the beach while playing with the water. They had so much fun playing and running for each other.. they're just like kindergartens..
"It's unbelievably cold goshhh maybe you’re true though, my small body cant bare it haha" hyukjae been shivering for a while and he almost stutters because of the cold wind.
"I told you so.." then donghae stands behind hyukjae and opens his padding to back hug the shivering kid. his padding completely covered him and hyukjae together. Hyukjae is small human being so it fits for them together.
"Ya- what are you doing let me go" hyukjae tried to let go but of course he’s lost.
"Its cold its better like this right" he tightens his hugs more.
Hyukjae cant say a single word he's just dazed while feeling the cold air from the sea.
They stayed like that for a while until sunset..
"Beautiful..." finally hyukjae mouthed a word
"Uhm.." donghae hugs him tighter from the back
"We're almost the same height but why i feel you're so tiny" donghae said
"im 3 cm taller you know!! but i admits im a real myeolchi because im not that workout holic like you. and im not the type who builds my body like you. the bulkier type. nah i didnt like it"
"Alright alright i agree for that"
they enjoy this so much. and maybe hyukjae loves it too much. it feels like the cold air is completely gone because of donghae’s back hugs. it warms him up...
after some moments of the sweet warm sunset, they think of going back. they can freeze if they stay too long.
"Should we go back?"
"Okay..."
Its time for going back and its time for donghae to let go of his hug.... why hyukjae feels dissappointed all of sudden...
Donghae lets go of the hugs and he pulls hyukjae to face him...
"Hyukjae"
"O-oh why?"
Donghae takes out his hands and carress it softly... then brings it into his lips... donghae just kissed every hyukjae's knuckles one by one..
Donghae turned to face hyukjae and leans in slowly..
Hyukjae stops him by pointing his forehead..
"can i-?”
he didnt finished his words but suddenly hyukjae said
"kiss me"
Donghae got startled but he smiled softly and leaned in to kiss hyukjae
Donghae moves his hands to cupped hyukjae's cheeks while hyukjae's hands slowly circling donghae's neck.. they kissed slowly and softly.. donghae takes a lead and hyukjae tightens his hands... they never expect this day would come.. they pulled out for few seconds, then hyukjae cant get enough and kiss him again.. they kissed so long but slowly...
then they got losing a breath and plus they cant bare the cold air then hyukjae pulled himself from donghae... his ear got so red and he cant even say a word.
"i-its cold lets go home." hyukjae said and ran leaving donghae who smiled softly..
They go home with hyukjae who covered himself with his scarf.
Donghae who laughs softly said
"Hey dont cover yourself like that, i cant see your face" he teased
"I dont want to see your face idiot"
Donghae chuckles and takes hyukjae's hand... he pressed a soft kiss to his hand...
"stopppp argghh focus on driving bastard" he pulls out his hand quick
Donghae drives home with a widest smile ever
Arriving at hyukjae's dorm, he packs his things and ready to get out but..
While on the way driving here, the snow falls so hard even donghae drives his car slowly to go here..
"You know, the s-snow is falling so h-hard right"
Then donghae turned his head to hyukjae waiting him to say something
"So...” hyukjae hesitates..
"Eh hem so?" Donghae waits while smiling to him
"Eish stop smiling like a weirdo you bastard"
"Hmmmm So?" donghae teased
"Y-you can come to dorm until tomorrow morning i-if you want-"
"Of course i will. Lets go" donghae quickly answers and goes inside
Donghae has expected this , no way he would let his best friend fighting the snow falls for himself.
They enter the dorm together.. and it's already almost midnight..
"Kyuhyun is home already maybe he's already sleeping... you can sleep on the sofa or other rooms here okay bye im going to bed" hyukjae was about to go to his room but donghae stops him
"What now?"
Then he gestured his head in hyukjae's room (it's like “i wanna sleep with you” gesture)
"N-no way!"
"Aaah we used to sleep together why cant we"
"Its different! We're grown ups right now!"
"Hnggggggg pplleasseeeee or i will nag at you until morning"
Donghae keeps nagging and nagging so hyukjae just lets him to go to his room
"Fine"
Hyukjae already changed his clothes and brings his clothes for donghae to change also.. then hyukjae goes straight to sleep and doesnt want to wait for donghae who changed his clothes
Donghae who comes back after changing his clothes, climbs up the bed beside hyukjae... hyukjae sleeps facing the other side and donghae feels dissappointed..
"Face me while sleeping or i cant sleep"
"Its not my business"
"We just kissed why do you treat me like this?" He pouts
"Eishhh sssssshhhh. fine fine. i'll face you lets just sleep"
"Hyukjae ya"
"Hmmm" he already closed his eyes
"I wanna hug you"
"why are you so demanding"
“pleaseeeeee”
“arghhh fine”
Then donghae hugs him and places hyukjae's head in his chest
"It's cold i must keep you warm" hyukjae stays in his embraces like that without complaining.. he's too sleepy to complain..
"Hyukjae ya"
No answer...
Then donghae leans in closer
Hyukjae feels donghae's breath becomes so close and slowly opens his eyes..
Hyukjae stops him again by placing his fingers to his lips..
"lee donghae......." hyukjae loses all his drowsiness.... and his eyes looking at donghae's
"I like you..." donghae said with his softest eyes ever
This. those puppy eyes of his. His soft voice.. his gentle touches. His body's heat that runs into hyukjae's body.... it drives him crazy
hyukjae never been so speechless.. he's weak.. he doesnt know how to act...
Hyukjae feels his heart about to explode..
"Y-you know.. b-but i dont know... i cant understand my feelings at all.... i-"
"I know.... i know.. i'll wait for you"
"but why?"
"Because it has to be you. I love being with you. I just love it so much. youve heard me before. in the car, i told you everything. it’s just you."
Hyukjae cant say anything and keeps his head down in donghae’s chest... he cant face donghae.... he might explode... he bets his ears are all red... and he feels so damn hot even it's winter...
"Can i kiss you?"
Silence.....
Then hyukjae nods softly..
Donghae slowly moves his hand towards hyukjae's cheek and the other hand pulling his waist closer...they kissed again.. but its more passionate and have more feelings... they didnt feel cold anymore, they are heated by the kiss...
donghae who's now on top of hyukjae and keep kissing him like there's no tomorrow... it's like hyukjae is his property only..
They kissed until they both are out of breath and pulled out from each other.... donghae hugs him again from the side while carressing hyukjae's hair and kissed it for few times.....
"잘자요 hyukjae ya"
"good night.." hyukjae who feels embarrassed to death and he just hides himeself in donghae's chest...
They both stay like that until morning comes.... they embrace each other warmly and they sleep like babies.
Morning comes and hyukjae slowly opens his eyes...
"emhhh.... oh my.." he still doesnt believe it either what he saw...
The first thing he saw is donghae's face beside of him.. he suddenly remembers the kiss..
"He already looks so good even he's sleeping, like how.."
"eishh whats wrong with me"
hyukjae tries to come down from the bed slowly because donghae's hand still in his waist.. so he slowly removes it.... afraid to wake him up... when he's about to success for coming down, then a pair of hands slip into his waist tightly and a voice appears next to his ear closely..
"where do you go?" said donghae who just woke up with his hoarse voice. He put his head above hyukjae's shoulder and keep whining
hyukjae almost jumped after hearing it *dammit that hot voice*
He always knew this kind of voice every morning they woke up after sleeping together.. because they did it often back in those old days.. but now, it is not the same, it's like hyukjae always got heart attack when donghae comes close like this
"maybe take a shower and buy a breakfast..."
"sleep more :(" said donghae lazily in hyukjae's shoulder
"it's almost 9 am... i must go to gym later.."
Then he pouts cutely..
"Let me take you there then..."
"Fine.."
"Lets take a shower together"
"NO eish i can shower alone lemme go" donghae still hugs him tightly from the back
"Lee donghaeee comeonnnnn"
"letsss take a shower together like the old dayss"
"No fuckin waay lemme gooooo" hyukjae tries so hard to let it go and finally succeeding
Donghae just whines and tries to wake up also.
They both already been showering and they will have breakfast together..
After finishing breakfast and stuffs. Donghae drives him to hyukjae's gym.
"Okay then thankyou for dropping me off" said hyukjae awkwardly
"Of course. Dont overwork yourself, rest well after this. Bye bye"
"Sure bye"
"Oh wait." Donghae said
"What is it? Is there something i left in your car?"
"You left this"
Donghae shamelessly pressed a quick kiss in hyukjae's right cheek.
"YA LEE DONGHAE"
"bye bye!" Then he winks and leaves
"Eish im really really going insane"
Day by day passed and donghae keeps being clingy to hyukjae. But extended version, he always kissed him goodbye while parting ways. It can be forehead kiss or cheek kiss. Hyukjae is lied if he doesnt like it. He liked it so much but he didnt show it and always runs away from donghae after that...
"Ah where is the boy who used to cry here bcs of his bestfriend? Is he really opening up his heart again?" Teased leeteuk
"Hyung please"
"Hahahaha you arent bothered at all right by him? I knew you love it"
"No way"
"You cant lie to me hyukjae. You fall for hin again right?"
"But i hate for admitting "that feeling""
"It's been so long hyukjae, it's okay for falling in love again"
"I dont know hyung... but why it has to be him? i just dont know"
few days after, hyukjae who just woke up suddenly gets a call from leeteuk..
"Lee hyukjae it's urgent, donghae is sick and i cant go there bcs i have works. Can you come instead of me? He's been in high fever. im scared he will faint or something"
"Okay hyung i'll go there asap"
Hyukjae is worried as hell and he brings all the medicines from the dorm for donghae.
As he arrived there, he found donghae sleeps on the floor.. and he's freaking out
"Yahh lee donghae, are you okay? Hey, lemme take you to hospital come one wake up"
Hyukjae got so worried and try to lift donghae's body.
"Ehmmmh oh what time is it? Why am i on the floor? And why are you here hyukjae?"
"Leeteuk said youre sick af so i came.. lemme take you to hospital right now. can you stand by yourself?"
"Ah.... im not sick.. i just got hangover and maybe i fall asleep on the floor last night..... im totally fine but a little dizzy"
"what the-”
then he realized
“Aish leeteuk hyung i'll get revenge on you someday arghhh" then hyukjae stands up and ready to walk out
"Im going home then. Bye im wasting my precious times"
"Aaaah dont go im really dizzy... can you help me please eung?"
"Its ur fault anyway"
"But i always help you after you drunk so many times..."
"Okay t-thats... ugh- fine"
Hyukjae walks to donghae and lifts him up. He helps donghae to get on the bed..
"Okay it's done im going. Eish wasting my time worrying for nothing"
"Are you worried that much?"
"Bye im going home..."
Donghae pulls hyukjae's hand..
"Can you just stay with me?"
"Why should i?"
"I need your company.."
Donghae pulls a lil harder until hyukjae's body falls on his chest..
Donghae hugs him rightaway so hyukjae cant go...
"Hyukjae-ya.. there’s no a single time i would not think of you.. you know what, when you went to japan, i messed up all of things.. i cant get focused on anything... i just wanted to meet you.."
Hyukjae who still in donghae's chest said carefully
"How can i trust you? I cried so hard that day.. im tired of hurting"
"You know it hurts to see you cry. That day my heart breaks into pieces... i think how much i hate myself... i was so dumb. i knew.. but now i realize how can i live without you.. i cant stay away from you... i wanna hug you so tight and give you every little kisses every day.. i dont know when this started, but i want to make you mine every time i see you.. i wanna protect you and embrace you.. i cant take my eyes off of you"
"Hyukjae-ya look at me" donghae lifts hyukjae's head who leans in his broad chest then he saw hyukjae is crying...
"dont cry sweetheart please dont cry.." donghae carressed his tears away softly..
"I-i think i completely forget you. i convinced myself that i already moved on. i believe i had erased you completely.But i just realized i cant... how can i? i really cant forget you at all... i just keep pretending that i was fine if i keep this feelings alone.. i thought i already threw away my feelings. But you suddenly came to me again with those affections.. how... how can i just forget you easily.. i just cant.... life is so unfair i cant understand"
Donghae suddenly sits and lifts hyukjae easily to sit in his lap.. hyukjae who's still sobbing got flustered by his sudden actions.
"Ssssh dont cry... you know that im the crybaby, it's not you. You shouldnt be crying.. youre not supposed to cry... "
Hyukjae still sobs.. and palmed his face..
Donghae leans in and takes hyukjae's hands from his face slowly
He cupped hyukjae's face and leans in.. donghae's forehead touched hyukjae's completely..
"I love you so much.. can you love me back?"
Hyukjae still sobs but he nods softly..
Donghae smiled softly... this sweetest smile that always stuck in hyukjae’s head
"Say that you love me back"
Donghae wiped off the tears that keep falling in hyukjae's cheeks..
"i-i like you so much i could die.." he sobs cutely
"good.. and i love you too"
Donghae leans in and kisses hyukjae's watery eyes delicately.. he pressed those little kisses slowly from hyukjae's forehead, eyes, cheeks, nose, and finally his lips...
The way hyukjae's lips melt in donghae's.. he kissed hyukjae passionately... the finally-you-love-me kiss that he always hopes.. not that heartbreaking kiss again, this kiss feels more delicate and warm. donghae moves his body and presses hyukjae down to the bed..
"Do you mind if..."
"just do whatever you want”
“good”
hyukjae never thought that this day would happen for real.. his shirts and pants are on the floor... his outfits that he wears prettily today is all on the floor mixed with donghae's.. they both are covered with blanket with donghae's hand for hyukjae's pillow.. hyukjae cant say a single word after all of the things that happened so quick in few hours..
"Say something babe"
"You idiot bastard how can i say something after you marked me like this... we just- arghhh i shouldnt say yes for whatever you will do... ive been tricked."
Donghae turned to sulky hyukjae and kiss hyukjae's shoulder..
"you know i cant resist you.. "
then donghae pulls hyukjae and hugs him close to his broad chest and hyukjae slowly hugs him back..
"stay with me until tomorrow?"
"Of course" hyukjae nods and hugs him tighter
"Dont you feel cold?"
"Nope. You hug me is enough.."
Donghae smiled softly and hugs him tighter...
“best day of my life.” donghae kissed hyukjae’s head softly
While hyukjae finally asleeps, donghae quickly messages leeteuk
"Hyung i will appear on your youtube more often!! i promise. Thank you for everything hahaha!"
"Eish this little punk. Happy now? Stop calling me just for crying that you miss him so bad. Ughhh im so tired listening your broken ass. Dont send me even a single pic of both of you or i'll kill you."
"HAHA i was about to lmaooo bye bye hyung♡"
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MARGINAL#4 Index 1st Stage ~REVOLUTION!~ Chapter 6 - External★Galaxy (Translation)
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8
★ Please DO NOT re-translate or post this translation anywhere.
CHAPTER 6: External★Galaxy
As Universe FES is fast-approaching, our agency is also bustling with activity. Universe FES is where new talents from various agencies gather together. With the agency’s reputation at stake, I cannot be sloppy about my work.
(Umm, what was it that I needed to do after this?)
There are many things that I need to do.
(Ah, it’s almost time...)
Everyone’s dance lessons are just about over.
Before they end, I want to see how much the boys have improved.
(They really do seem happy whenever I go to see them.)
As idols, they enjoy having everyone watch their performances. The four have said that it’s more motivating for them when I’m watching them compared to when it’s just them practising in silence.
Ever since I heard that, I’ve been making an effort to watch them practise even if it’s only for the first or last few minutes.
(I have a rather hectic schedule, but if the four are happy, then I feel that I need to work hard.)
The four, who are entering the final stage in their preparations, seem to have it tough with dance and singing lessons, but I too am bombarded with work lately.
(Ah, right! I need to show them this.)
MARGINAL#4′s CD jacket design is complete.
This jacket is a tour de force by Aru-kun.
Just as I requested, it’s stylish and incorporates the imagery of stars and space.
It’s also finished up with a not-too-subdued tint of colour.
Things like the colour adjustments still need to be done so I can’t say that it’s perfect but...
I’m sure they’ll be overjoyed if I show them it.
“Alright, I didn’t forget anything.”
I turn my eyes to the notes with the schedule and merchandise samples spread across the table.
I need to return and continue with my work once I take a quick look of the four practising and have a quick chat to them.
I stuffed the things that I was bringing along inside my bag and left the room.
☆★☆
When they noticed me arrive at the studio, one after another, the four, who had just finished with practice, came to where I was.
The T-shirts they are wearing are soaking with sweat.
“Ah, Manager! How was my dancing?”
“It’s gotten a lot better. Compared to before, your movements are now aligned.”
“That is because everyone has worked extremely hard. To tell you the truth, I have been panicking recently because I feel that I will be left behind.”
“There you go again about that~ We really can’t keep up with Rui-kun’s sharp movements.”
“Hey, I wasn’t out of position, was I?”
“Don’t worry, you were in sync with everyone.”
“Really? That’s a relief~ I was the only one who was off for the last beat so it took quite a long time before I could memorise the right rhythm.”
“Is that so? From what I saw just now, I wouldn’t have guessed.”
“That’s good then!”
(They worked really hard with practice, didn’t they.)
“Ah, right. I bought you drinks! You must be thirsty, right?”
“Seriously?! You sure are thoughtful! The drink I brought along became empty just like that.”
“I’ll have some too~. It was tough since my throat’s all dry. I mean, there’s also a heater in this place. We were just about to become like dried-up marimo.”
“Yes, I was also just getting thirsty. Thank you very much.”
“It’s fine, this much is nothing.”
I hold out the bag with cold drinks to the four.
“Ah, and another thing. I thought I should show this to you all! Tah-dah!”
Making that sound effect, I take out and show the four the CD jacket design that arrived just now.
“Ah, this is...”
“I tried to make the jacket exactly the way Aru-kun drew it. If there’s anything about it that is different from your image, I’d be happy if you could let me know as soon as possible.”
“Wow...”
Aru-kun is surprised to see that his own drawing has now taken the form of a CD jacket.
He’s spacing out with wide, round eyes as if he’s dreaming.
“Gosh, Aru looks so happy. ...Somehow, it’s even making me happy.”
“Eru-kun?”
“Up until now, there hasn’t been this many people who acknowledged Aru. I mean, since Aru talks using online gaming language, everyone tends to find it troublesome to understand him and gives up. So... thanks. It makes me happy that you properly see Aru’s good qualities.”
“Not at all. I wouldn’t have been able to create this lovely jacket without Aru-kun’s help so I’m very grateful towards him.”
“Heeeh... So Aru drew this, huh. Awesome, this is super awesome! I want to RT it badly.”
“Very... There appears to be a similarity relation.”
“Similarity relation?”
“I mean that they resemble us a lot.”
“Heeh.”
Atom-kun and Rui-kun peer at it with happy expressions.
They must be elated to have something that they are involved in begin to take shape little by little.
The four’s eyes are sparkling.
(...I’m so happy.)
It was worth putting in the effort.
“It will undergo some revisions but... the finished result will pretty much look like this.”
“I think it looks great.”
“I also like it.”
“I’m fond of it as well. But it’s a shame there’s no marimo.”
“Marimo is a little...”
“I’m only joking!”
If I can see these four’s smiling faces, I am willing to keep on working hard.
“Anyway, why don’t you all get changed? You’ll catch a cold, sweating like that.”
“You are right. Then let us go and get changed. What will you be doing after this, Manager?”
“I plan to return to the agency, and continue with checking up on goods and Universe FES preparations.”
“...Now?”
Aru-kun frowns.
When I look at the clock, it is indeed already quite late.
“Yeah, but I need to work hard!”
Things will only become busier than they already are as Universe FES approaches closer.
“But you’re looking kinda pale, y’know?”
“Eh? Really?”
“Atom-kun is right. Are you getting enough sleep?”
“Ah, now that you mention it, I guess my sleeping hours have slightly reduced lately...”
While I’m at the agency, I give priority to meetings and being the boys’ support.
Because of that, the amount of work at the agency which I have brought home to do has increased.
“That won’t do. You’re a young girl. Your skin’s rough.”
“W-Wah?!”
Eru-kun strokes my cheek.
Although they are idols under my care, they are young and cool. They are boys engaging in idol activities.
Even though I have become familiar with them, with this sudden close distance between us, my heart skips a beat.
“...Actually. Don’t you have a fever? Your cheeks are hot.”
“That’s because Eru-kun just touched them out of nowhere!”
“Really, Eru-kun. To suddenly lay a land on a girl...”
“Eru, no.”
“Alright, alright.”
When both Rui-kun and Aru-kun scolded him, Eru-kun finally removed his hand from my cheek.
“But it’s true that you don’t look well. Don’t push yourself too hard.”
“We will also do what we can ourselves.”
“Yeah, leave it to us.”
“There’s no way we could let you take on the hardships yourself.”
“Guys...”
It makes me happy that they are worried about me in this way even when we are in the final stages of preparation with all kinds of things going on.
“Thanks, but I’m alright! I’m going to give it my all as well so let’s all keep on going at full speed towards Universe FES!”
“Yeah!”
“Yes!”
“Okaaay!”
“Right!”
Our voices, which reaffirm our determination, echoes inside the studio.
I see the boys, who are heading to the changing room, off and return to continue with my work.
A few days later, I ended up collapsing from overwork──────.
☆★☆
“...Awake?”
“...H...uh?”
I blink absently.
The first thing that came into sight was an unfamiliar, pure white ceiling.
“Director...?”
“You collapsed at the agency. You don’t remember?”
“Collapsed...? I...did?”
I don’t understand Director’s words.
(Um... What exactly happened?)
My memory is fuzzy.
I have no memory whatsoever of where exactly I had lost consciousness.
Before I knew it, I had woken up in this place.
“Is this... the hospital?”
“That’s right. Since you collapsed all of a sudden, we had you quickly brought here. Your complexion looks a lot better now. I guess the IV drip is doing its job.”
“I did feel... a little dizzy lately.”
“...I see.”
(To think that I would faint...)
I wouldn’t have imagined.
I had been giving priority to Universe FES preparations, and probably neglected my own health.
“Oh! Universe FES preparations...!”
“...Don’t worry about that.”
Director stopped me, gently placing a hand on my shoulder, just as I was about to jump out of bed.
“And about MARGINAL#4...”
“Yes, what about them?”
“No, the problem doesn’t lie with them.”
(...Them?)
“It’s about you.”
“Me?”
“Yes. I know that you’ve been working hard with Universe FES preparations. But for you to collapse at this critical time, there isn’t anything you can do about being told that you lack self-management.”
“...Yes.”
(She’s right. For me to fall sick like this at the busiest time is...)
“What is happening with MARGINAL#4 now...?”
“The other staff are supporting them. If you had consulted me about your physical condition earlier, I could’ve transferred your duties to them more smoothly...”
“...Yes.”
“But no trouble occurred this time...”
“...I am relieved to hear that.”
It seems my collapsing didn’t have a [negative] impact for the time being.
“I shall explain to you what will happen from here on.”
“A-Alright...”
“First off is for you to take a proper rest. This is your top priority.”
“Yes.”
“And... I’m having you step down as MARGINAL#4′s Manager.”
“...!”
(No way...)
Although I was half-prepared for that, actually being told that made my heart heavily ache deep inside.
“The doctor in charge said that it’s best that you stay here for two weeks... Think of it as a good opportunity to let your body rest and try to recover. Your health is an important asset in this line of work, you know?”
“...Yes. I am really sorry for the trouble I have caused.”
“If you are careful next time, then that’s fine. I’ll come to visit you again when I have time. After all, even though I have removed you of your duty, you must be worried about the boys.”
“...Yes.”
“Rest well.”
“I will...”
Director then left the hospital room, the sound of her heels clacking.
The moment I was alone in the room, the reality of being removed as MARGINAL#4′s Manager sank in.
“...Fu.”
My eyes become filled with tears.
Despite wishing to put in my utmost effort for their sake, I ended up abandoning them half way.
Surely, I will [still] be slightly involved with them, given that they are talents of the agency.
However, I am no longer their ‘Manager’.
Even though I wanted to push them to the top idol seat with my own hands...
(The only thing I can do now is watch them.)
When I thought about that... I let the tears come, crying until there were none left.
☆★☆
“.........”
I absentmindedly stare at the TV.
Now that I think about it, I had been so busy lately that I hardly watched any TV.
To be lying in my hospital bed and spacing out in front of the TV, it’s as if my busy life up until now has been a lie.
(How boring...)
Even as I’m looking at the TV, it’s obvious that I’m thinking about something else.
MARGINAL#4...... those four.
(Right now, they must be working hard with their dance and singing lessons.)
They must be putting in their all even without me here.
And it would be nice if they were to feel even just a little sad because I am not there with them. I had negative thoughts such as that.
I could hear footsteps from outside approaching.
(...I wonder if it’s Director.)
She did say that she would come to visit again.
As the sound of multiple footsteps gradually gets closer to the room I am in...
(Hm? There’s several?)
The door flung wide open before I could even look up.
“MANAGER!!”
“A-Atom-kun?! E-Everyone?!”
The four members of MARGINAL#4 entered the hospital room with determined looks on their faces.
And the one at the very back was Director.
“Um... What’s the meaning of this...?”
“You see, these children have something to say to you.”
“To me...?”
(Maybe... they are angry at me. After all, I abandoned them along the way.)
It’s not like I stopped being their Manager entirely, but in their eyes, I might have let them down.
“.........”
Heavy silence fills the hospital room.
I need to say something, but I can’t find the words.
The one who broke the silence was naturally Atom-kun.
“...Hey.”
“What is it?”
“We came today because we have a request.”
“...Eh?”
(A request? They aren’t here to blame me?)
I had been constantly thinking that I would be blamed for my lack of willpower that resulted in my leaving the ‘MARGINAL#4′ project unfinished but...
It seems I was wrong.
“After we heard that you collapsed, Manager, we did lots of thinking and came here.”
“The reason you collapsed was because you overworked yourself for our sake.”
“...We’re sorry for pushing you too hard.”
“N-No, that’s not true. It’s not your fault so don’t apologise.”
The four hang their heads down, thinking that they were the ones who asked too much of me.
“...But you know, it has to be you.”
“Eh?”
“We are aware that our request will place great burden on you. However... you were the one who led us up to here from the start. Therefore, our Manager should be you to the end.”
“Yeah, sorry. And if that’s the case, we need to tell you to get plenty of rest here. But hurry... and come back to us.”
“I’ll work harder with my singing and dancing, and help you out. So please. Won’t you become our Manager again?”
“You guys...”
“...And that’s how it is. These four insisted that their Manager has to be you no matter what. Even though you can’t since it’s important that you take a break...”
“U-Um...!”
“What’s wrong?”
“I have caused great inconvenience for everyone at the agency this time round. But... if you would allow it, I wish to return to being MARGINAL#4′s Manager.”
The four looked at me.
I also directly looked back at them.
These four with completely different personalities were suddenly told to form a group one day.
I had been closely watching them put in the effort so that they can become one.
(I want to keep on watching over them.)
“Director, we’re begging you! Can’t you bring her back as our Manager?!”
“I am asking you too. It is not MARGINAL#4 without her...!”
“I’m begging you as well. I can share my prized marimo with you if you say you want one.”
“Me too! I wish for her, who acknowledged me, to see me work hard.”
“Director, me too... I wish to watch over them to the very end! I will definitely be careful so that something like this won’t happen again...! So please...!!”
“Please!!”
The four lowered their heads to Director.
Remaining in bed, I also bowed my head low towards her way.
“.........”
Director ponders for a moment before slowly opening her mouth to speak.
“Then will you listen to a request of mine?”
“Request...?”
“I believe I told you at the start but... I want MARGINAL#4 to become top idols like the legendary STARMATE. They were truly great. STARMATE.”
Director murmurs that as if she’s in a world of her own.
“Therefore, I want you... to perform a legendary live that amounts to STARMATE’s at Universe FES.”
“L-Legendary live?”
If I remember correctly, the legend left behind at STARMATE’s lives was...
Stars showered upon earth, mesmerised by and drawn to their singing ────── or so people say.
(A legendary live that will bring forth a shower of stars...?)
I have no idea how we are supposed to do that exactly.
And neither does MARGINAL#4.
All of us look at each other, puzzled.
“If you promise me that... I shall allow her to return.”
“We promise!!”
“H-Hold on a second! Atom-kun!”
I hurriedly stopped Atom-kun, who was about to declare that immediately to Director.
The fact that Director set a condition means that there should be a penalty should we fail to clear it.
It is risky to make any promises before asking her about that.
“If... In the case that we fail to create a legendary live that meets your satisfaction, what will happen?”
“MARGINAL#4 will be disbanded.”
“EEEEEHH?!!”
(Disbanded?!)
“H-Hold on, Director! How can you suddenly disband us based on the outcome of our debut at the FES?!”
“You don’t have to make that promise, you know? From the start, I got you to form MARGINAL#4 because I wanted you to surpass the legendary STARMATE. Either way, you need to be able to do that, starting from your debut.”
“...!!”
For some reason, I feel like that condition was something Director had already decided on beforehand.
It should’ve been the condition... for my return, and yet maybe it was something she had planned from the very beginning...
(Th-This is risky...!)
I was about to tell myself that I couldn’t let the four cross such a dangerous bridge.
“Bring it on!”
“?!”
Atom-kun accepted Director’s challenge head-on.
“H-Hold on...!”
“Fufufu, good answer! To be able to see that legendary live again... I’m looking forward to Universe FES more and more.”
“Wai- Director...!”
Director is laughing happily.
Now that I think about it, Director did stress that she wanted MARGINAL#4 to be a group that will surpass the legendary STARMATE.
I have a feeling that she successfully got Atom-kun on board with this by using me as an excuse.
(Don’t tell me, her saying that she was removing me from my position as MARGINAL#4′s Manager was a set-up for that...?)
For some reason, I had that feeling.
“I’m really looking forward to your legendary live at Universe FES!”
With only that as her final words, Director left with a spring in her step.
“.........”
All that remained was the four from MARGINAL#4 and me, who didn’t know what to make of what just happened.
“If we fail to perform a legendary live, we will be disbanded...?”
“Uwaah, what’s with that? I don’t really get it. To begin with, what does she mean by a legendary live?”
“STARMATE’s live...?”
“The rumours did say that they brought a shower of shooting stars, huh...”
“That reminds me, I believe there is a formula to predict meteorites...”
“I don’t think that’s it, Rui-kun.”
“I guess you are right...”
If they fail to pull off a legendary live at Universe FES, MARGINAL#4 will be disbanded.
This is a decision that has already been set in stone.
“W-What do we do...”
“Well, don’t worry. We’re idols who deliver a kiss to the ends of the galaxy, remember?”
“In any case, why don’t we start by gathering information about STARMATE?”
“I’ll also turn to my connections and ask around.”
“I’ll also try to look for info online.”
The four, who were all over the place in the beginning, are finally brought together as one as MARGINAL#4.
There is no way that I will let their dreams of becoming idols end here.
“No matter what it takes, let’s definitely make Universe FES a success, okay...!”
“Hell yeah!”
“Yes!”
“Ye~p!”
“Yeah!”
Again, we vowed to make that happen.
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In order to increase the quality of their performances, they enthusiastically put more effort into practice than ever before.
In order to make up for lost time I spent in bed, I also desperately got more work done compared to before I collapsed.
We also kept an eye on the state of each other’s health.
Meanwhile, we also gathered information on STARMATE.
STARMATE, who left behind a legend in which they brought a shower of stars at each of their lives.
If we do not surpass STARMATE or fail to at least achieve the same level as them...
MARGINAL#4 will be disbanded.
We tried to figure out what STARMATE’s lives were like but...
“What do you mean by live policy...”
“T-To think that there are no records of footage remaining...”
“Usually, they would make live DVDs, right?! I don’t believe this!”
“Th-This is too much...”
Many live reports and books remain.
Their CDs are also circulating to this very day so it’s generally possible to obtain them.
However, there is so little footage of their lives, where they left behind that legend, remaining that we might as well say that there is none at all.
(So that was part of their strategy.)
Legendary lives that you can only know about by attending them.
The legend steadily grew through the spread of information from attendees.
“What are we supposed to do... Can we win against something we barely know about...”
“To think that only information in the form of rumours and reports have widely circulated that we cannot grasp the true nature of it...”
“I wonder how we’re going to deal with this now. Aru, isn’t there anything that can be done about it?”
“Usually, no matter what kind of artist it is, live footage would circulate underground but... STARMATE’s will be uploaded and then deleted within seconds that it doesn’t make any sense.”
“Within seconds?!”
“I think their agency is extremely strict with checking up on that.”
“...That’s amazing.”
I muttered seriously. Quite a number of years have passed since STARMATE broke up.
Even so, it’s befitting that their agency’s management would be strict.
“”But now that it’s come to this, we’ve no longer got a choice but to fight with quality.”
“You are right...”
“In other words, creating a miracle with our true abilities without resorting to tricks, eh! Sounds pretty difficult and fun.”
“The higher the difficulty level of the quest is, the more it is worth capturing.”
(That is true.)
Now that things have come to this, all they can do is put forth all of the strength they can muster as MARGINAL#4 at Universe FES.
“If that’s the case, it’s time to practise!”
“Shall we work on our choreography a little longer?”
“Eru, would you mind having a look at my dancing once more?”
“Got it!”
The unusual challenge that we must overcome ────── surpass STARMATE’s legendary live.
But for MARGINAL#4, who will defy that, their determination will not be broken by that.
“These four will be alright.”
We have decided to challenge that with just our true abilities.
The four from MARGINAL#4 practise over and over, sweating blood, in order to carve a new legend at Universe FES.
I also supported them with all my might.
And at long last, the day of Universe FES arrived──────.
To be continued. ➤ Chapter 7
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